underdog

turst

사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아
그렇게 해롭지 않단 말야
먹고 싶어, 하고 싶어
Oh, if you (Feel the same)
사랑은 망가지게 하지않아
수많은 씨발놈 중에 너와 나
난 너만을 넌 나만을 할퀴어 줘

너가 죽으려고 한다면
난 너를 위해서 약국들을 털어올게
너가 울으려고 한다면
난 너를 위해서 잠시 나가있을게

넌 용돈의 절반을 도루코에 써
그리고 남은 절반은 쿠로미에 써
내가 그 칼이었다면
너무 좋을텐데 말야 네 손목 안으로

들어가고 싶어 대동맥을 파헤치고
들어있던 적혈구랑 인사를 하곤
너의 살에 배인 냄새를 맡어
너의 살에 베인 상처를 덮어

네 손목에 나쁜것들이 많아
38선 밑에는 씨발것들이 많아
넌 어딘가 고장난 엉망진창
근데 어케 내게 보일 용기가 나 so

Are you mad? You look sad
But that's okay, we have each other
뭉게뭉게 번개탄으로 잿가루 내며
여길 떠나자

좆 같은 서울
그런건 이제 안녕
좆 같은 년
그래 그런건 이제 안녕

사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아
그렇게 해롭지 않단 말야
먹고 싶어, 하고 싶어
Oh, if you (Feel the same)
사랑은 망가지게 하지않아
수많은 씨발놈 중에 너와 나
난 너만을 넌 나만을 할퀴어 줘

mono sapa - 사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아 | cover by 지학

원곡 : 모노사파 - 사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아 (soundcloud)

사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아
그렇게 해롭지 않단 말야
먹고 싶어, 하고 싶어
Oh, if you (Feel the same)
사랑은 망가지게 하지않아
수많은 씨발놈 중에 너와 나
난 너만을 넌 나만을 할퀴어 줘

너가 죽으려고 한다면
난 너를 위해서 약국들을 털어올게
너가 울으려고 한다면
난 너를 위해서 잠시 나가있을게

넌 용돈의 절반을 도루코에 써
그리고 남은 절반은 쿠로미에 써
내가 그 칼이었다면
너무 좋을텐데 말야 네 손목 안으로

들어가고 싶어 대동맥을 파헤치고
들어있던 적혈구랑 인사를 하곤
너의 살에 배인 냄새를 맡어
너의 살에 베인 상처를 덮어

네 손목에 나쁜것들이 많아
38선 밑에는 씨발것들이 많아
넌 어딘가 고장난 엉망진창
근데 어케 내게 보일 용기가 나 so

Are you mad? You look sad
But that's okay, we have each other
뭉게뭉게 번개탄으로 잿가루 내며
여길 떠나자

좆 같은 서울
그런건 이제 안녕
좆 같은 년
그래 그런건 이제 안녕

사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아
그렇게 해롭지 않단 말야
먹고 싶어, 하고 싶어
Oh, if you (Feel the same)
사랑은 망가지게 하지않아
수많은 씨발놈 중에 너와 나
난 너만을 넌 나만을 할퀴어 줘

사랑은 펜타닐 같지 않아 (cover)

믹마: 나
비트: 제티가스 님
커버:  핀터레스트 님

elevator flow

캄보디아 간다리
거기로 돈벌러 간다리
시끄러 부모님 반발이
조선족들이랑 반가리
i don't give a fuck cuz i'm korean gang X2

이재명 출격
캄보디아서 발견 시체 그건 내 친구여
telegram서 벗겨먹었어 그런데 증거?
없음 씨발 어따 호소 fuck the police
huh huh 보이스 피싱 납치 나의 특기
큰돈 벌고싶은 틀딱들은 promis 납입 기일
프놈펜 프놈펜 전기충격 바로 도핑
바로옆에 삼합회 중국새끼들 각목 패
동남아서 back in the seoul
pop a lot of molly be 겨울
lean spin like a coke 우린 건국
cut off the tail 걔는 범부

캄보디아

학교가기전에

오랜만입니다.. 

이상하게 조용한 핸드폰 안
익숙한 이름이 없어서 다시
들고 내렸다를 반복해
뭔가 내가 잊어버린 거 같은데
그 흔한 이별 노래들이 다
전부 똑같지는 않은가 봐
그냥 가슴 안이 답답해
뭔가 내가 잊어버린 거 같은데
기분 탓이래도
뭔가 다른 것 같아
억지로 지웠던 것
실수투성이래도
이건 아닌 것 같아
꼭 이 시간쯤에
뭔가 와야 하는데
분명 이쯤에는 '잘 자' '잠깐 다녀올게'
'많이 바빠 틈내서 남겨놓을게'
'너무 보고 싶다 일어나면 연락해'
'오늘은 많이 아파 당장 안아줄래'
'빠른 답장 못해줘 미안해'
'너무 보고 싶다 일어나면 연락해'
이상하게 조용한 핸드폰 안
익숙한 이름이 없어서 다시
들고 내렸다를 반복해
그게 너라는 걸 너무 잘 아는데
이제 사랑이라고 칭하지 못할 그대
사랑하자 평생을 약속하고 안았던 그대
너라서 그런 행복을 원했고 그렸던 거야
이젠 널 더욱 사랑해 줄 사람이 있을 거야
그렇지만 넌
아니면 좋겠어
그 무슨 일이 있어도
날 보면 좋겠어
이기적이어도 이게 나인걸 어떡하겠어
널 보냈지만 아파하고 있는 나라서
사랑한다 마지막까지 넌 내게 건네줬다
사랑하지만 끝까지 난 못 건네줬다
못 바래다줬던 3번 출구 이제 난 못가
나 같은 놈은 기다릴 자격도 없으니까
분명 이쯤에는 '잘 자' '잠깐 다녀올게'
'많이 바빠 틈내서 남겨놓을게'
'너무 보고 싶다 일어나면 연락해'
'오늘은 많이 아파 당장 안아줄래'
'빠른 답장 못해줘 미안해'
'너무 보고 싶다 일어나면 연락해'
분명 이쯤에는 '잘게' '일어나면 말할게'
'많이 바쁘면 틈내서 남겨줄래?'
'너무 보고 싶다 이거 보면 연락해'
지금도 많이 아파 당장 안아줄래
아직 답장할 수 있어 어때
너무 보고 싶어 이거 보면
기다릴게 연락해

V.et - 분명 이쯤에는 | cover by 지학

mix & master. Vvnn
compose. Nerdninja

Vvnn - Fake lov3

We’re just fake lov3
And I don’t wanna face more
You’re just fake 
Just get out off of my place

Runnin with your fuckin hands
Fire bombing through the Window 
We’re just fake
Just get out off of my fake lov3

I’m tryna be patient 
in my head , girl you’re lyin’
I better be livin for my fam Before you leavin’

혼자서 그려본다
헤어지지 않았더라면~
Yeah ye YE

I’m feelin like x2 만수르
Runnin in through my guap
Hypin it on my booth yeah
Anime girls i knew

I hop on my 돈 and my two seater
Tony montana 난 묵비권
Bitch i’m a stupid ur stupider
굳건히 뱉어 Like jupiter

I did the fake lovin
아직 난 어린거지
I think i fallin lovin
Think i fallin lovin
We’re just fake lov3
And I don’t wanna face more
You’re just fake 
Just get out off of my place

We’re just fake lov3
And I don’t wanna face more
You’re just fake 
Just get out off of my place

Runnin with your fuckin hands
Fire bombing through the Window 
We’re just fake
Just get out off of my fake lov3

FAKE LOV3

Eyes on me
Stay lowkey
Don’t speak
말보다 body
Eyes on me
Stay lowkey
Don’t speak
말보다 body

Move quiet
네 맘 다 보여
Slow fire
On your face I know
No chase
I’m the main show
If you stay
Keep it on the low

Walk in
All eyes follow
Close in
Heartbeat shallow
No words
Read you like a shadow
Too near
Trouble’s gonna echo

Eyes on me
Stay lowkey
Don’t speak
말보다 body
Eyes on me
Stay lowkey
Don’t speak
말보다 body

Side glance
말 안 해도 돼
One chance
눈빛 keep it brave
Don’t rush
We can ride the wave
If you blush
Yeah you’re in my way

Stay cool
Don’t ruin the moment
No rules
You already know it
So close
Control if you want it
I’m gold
Baby take it or own it

Eyes on me
Stay lowkey
Don’t speak
말보다 body
Eyes on me
Stay lowkey
Don’t speak
말보다 body

Step back
너도 알잖아
That look
말 다 했잖아
Right track
둘만의 drama
Click flash
Spotlight panorama

Night breeze
향기로 묶여
Your tease
숨까지 뜯겨
No sleep
이 떨림 그대로
My speed
느껴도 돼 더

Eyes on me
Stay lowkey
Don’t speak
말보다 body
Eyes on me
Stay lowkey
Don’t speak
말보다 body

말보다 body
말보다 body

말보다 Body

Always last place, scoreboard say zero
인생은 G-market, 배송 지연이 늘 hero
불안 security, 밤마다 OTP 꼽아
변명 없지 좆까, 내 길은 내가 골라

퇴근 rush hour, 2호선 sardine can
꿈은 무게 초과, 가방 터져 damn
통장엔 적립금, 꿈만 할부 결제
월급은 AirDrop, 받는 사람 누군데

Friends say “내일도 있잖아”, 입만 산 조언
충고는 호의 빙자한 collab with bullshit and hate woven
컵라면 김은 뜨겁고 마음은 냉동고
Life는 QR, 스캔해도 접속 오류고

유리창에 낙서한 미래, 손자국 흐림
지워져도 괜찮아, 적는 게 my living
옥상 같은 마음, 추락도 상상해
But fuck it, parachute 없이 dive still stand

거리 소음 위로 희망은 불법 증축
엎친 데 덮친 day, 홍수 경축? nah bad luck
까딱하면 주저앉아도 엿먹어 setback
반복되는 좌절 위에 내 skyline 재택

빛이 없으면 콘센트 꽂아, 내가 전구
절벽 끝에서도 “가자”, 겁은 뒷전
거절당한 꿈들 조립식 skyline
배송 중인 운명, 배송완료 문자 in time

So I dream, scheme, 숨 막혀도 breathe in
If they tease, let ‘em freeze, 난 계속 season
So I dream, beam, 어둠 속에 neon
어차피 길은 직진, turn signal은 beyond

지하방 공기마저 punchline 처럼 빡세
꿈만 커져, 현실만 좆같이 작대
수백번 delete, backspace에 흔적
다시 Ctrl+S, 본능이 내 맷집

조회 수 zero 지하철 지나간 빈 track
근데 ambition bullet, 관자놀이에 직각
첫 show는 재난문자, 긴급 알림 whack

Flash는 진실만 줌인
도망칠 구석도 없이 숨임
돌아보기엔 too late
이미 나란 파일 진행 중 update

도시가 컴퓨터라면 난 thread 우선권
Backdoor 차단해도 계속 rerun
Flex에 환장한 kids, 잘나가
에어팟 빼고 말해 이건 real talk야

엔드 크레딧 보려고 팝콘 굽는 중
Bad review는 다음 장면 폭발 전 숨
지하철 터널 지나면 시야 환기
그 조차 verse로 에너지 환기

줄 선 doubt도 표 매진될 날 와
나는 좌석 배치 바꿔, Front row, bitch, that’s mine
꿈은 초과 수화물, 추가 요금 fuck that
빛을 갈아 끼워, 전구 수명 reset

It’s a big world, 접지 말고 full unfold
Dream은 할인없음, 정가대로 sold
누가 mute 눌러도, auto-boost in my soul
삭제된 흔적들이 success barcode

So protect your high, 취소선 없는 headline
Burn low moments into gasoline, drive skyline
비웃음 loud해도 귓전 skip하게 slide
Your future vibratin’, 배송완료 문자, arrived

Dream

Time to time, I fade out of my mind
City loud but I’m quiet inside
Scrolling Netflix, but nothing aligns
Time to time, just time
Just time, just time 

Sometimes I feel like I’m buffering life
Like my heart stuck on Airplane Mode overnight
Fuck the group chat, “bro you aight?”
I seen your text, but I ain’t reply
DMs dry like Apple Notes drafts
웃겨 돼도 my smile don’t last
웃음 뒤엔 empty gaps
And I’m so sick of fake deep chats
내 기분은 Spotify shuffle
One sad track, then commercial hustle
Think I got a plan? Yeah, maybe a puzzle
I’m losing pieces I can’t juggle
이유도 없이 우울한 날
“뭐가 문제?” fuck if I know why
Just wanna log out real life sometimes
But there’s no button, guess I’m stuck online

Time to time, I fade out of my mind
City loud but I’m quiet inside
Scrolling Netflix, but nothing aligns
Time to time, just time
Just time, just time

밤 되면 머릿속은 too loud
진짜 나보다 shadow가 too proud
Fuck it, maybe I just cruise around
2AM drive, Seoul lights all drowned
Grocery runs for no reason
편의점 ramen become my season
Someone says “balance,” I call that treason
Life ain’t math, doesn’t add even
I ghost myself, that’s real talent
Peek my phone then put it down silent
친구들 만나면 괜찮은 척
But honestly? I’m fucked up as hell
Wanna say it out, but words don’t land
Voice gets stuck like Instagram banned
“Everything’s fine,” is part of the brand
Til I disappear 

Time to time, I fade out of my mind
City loud but I’m quiet inside
Scrolling Netflix, but nothing aligns
Time to time, just time
Just time, just time

Time to Time

I’m offline for the night, plotting out lines
You won’t get the damn picture till it’s headline time
I’m offline for the night, plotting out lines
You won’t get the damn picture till it’s headline time

Phone screen black but the vision all lit
Ideas doing sprints while the timeline sits
Everybody loud like they live on stage
I’m in Draft Mode cook before I hit “engage”
Late night noodles and a cracked screen glow
New page open like “where we finna go?”
I don’t need a cheer squad hypin’ my state
I’m in the background setting up fate
Gotta crop out noise, keep the frame tight
Small roster, only ride-or-dies in sight
Numbers look quiet but bitch, that’s bait
Silence got a way of raising the stakes
They think I’m ghost, nah, 숨 쉬어 just fine
I’m blueprint-mapping how to bend this time
I vanish like typo but I’m coding the arc
Every “offline” moment is fueling the spark
So let ’em assume I’m just chillin’ inside
Confidence coded, 산처럼 quiet and high

I’m offline for the night, plotting out lines
You won’t get the damn picture till it’s headline time
I’m offline for the night

Low heat moves, simmer then strike
Everything perfect needs patience applied
칼같이 edits, cut what ain’t sound
Precision got power when pressure’s around
Could’ve posted receipts, but that ruins the point
Real growth don’t selfie, real shit’s unseen
Let ’em scroll past me like I’m not a threat
They’ll come runnin’ back when the future connects
Bookmarks hit while they sleep on the page
Alarm goin’ off when the rollout’s staged
I’m leveling soft ware they can’t even test
Beta build vibes, I’m steps ahead
One day the room gon’ feel like déjà vu
Like “how he blow up?” man, I gave you clues
So if I dip when the chat loud tonight
That’s chapter work, not avoiding the light
Plotting my “since when?” moment to bloom
Quiet storms always reshape the room
I’m offline for the night, plotting out lines
You won’t get the damn picture till it’s headline time
Offline for the night

I’m offline for the night, plotting out lines
You won’t get the damn picture till it’s headline time
Calm ain’t calm, it’s the storm on prime
Patience the cheat code, the upgrade divine
I don’t need rollouts begging for eyes
History rewrites when the moment arrives
When lightning hits, don’t call it surprise
I forecasted this shit between yawns and rice
7-Eleven glow leak under the blinds
Every dim night polish how bright I’ll shine
If you ever doubted, stand in the line
Proof takes time, and I’m almost on time

Quiet Storms

Got a dream but they’ll ghost you if the numbers ain’t jump
I been grindin’ every night like insomnia’s a job, what the fuck
Algorithm love you once, then it dunk you like trash
Trending once is a high, falling off is a crash
나도 알아, 관심은 currency, clout is a loan
They want viral, not a human, just a meme in a phone
Every “genius” turn critic when your stats ain’t lit
But when I’m hot, they act like they programmed it
Low budget future, blockbuster vision
Life feel like auditions, rejection’s tradition
They stream the façade, but skip the scars
They chase the applause, but not the bars
OGs tell me “patience,” my rent says “nah”
Success look easy till they watch you crawl
Still, 내가 걷는 길 direct, no map, no guard
원래 없던 길이니까 내가 first in charge

Spotlights blind when they finally aim
Suddenly love when you nearing fame
Numbers climb, they chant your name
But they forget the days you starved in pain
Kenny Lofton, you feelin’ my pace?
But fuck a highlight reel, I built my base
It’s all aesthetics till they see your heart
The world’s a stage, I’ll just play my part

Every “bro keep goin’” sound cheaper each day
When they ain’t shared a link or pressed play
Clout chasin’ vultures, sniff fame like yay
If the bag ain’t heavy, they throw you away
I been broke with a blueprint, wealthy in ideas
While execs bet stocks on our sweat and our fears
We ain’t actors but the industry script be dumb fake
Casting couch energy, who they fuckin’ today?
기회는 좆같아, VIP only
Doors stay locked till your wrist look goldy
But I’m Houdini, escape boxes they put on me
Kick doors down like “bitch, put me on screen!”
Haters flip quick when the profit’s involved
“Day one fan” suddenly, problem solved
You weren’t here when the views said zero
Now you want photos like I’m already hero

Spotlights blind when they finally aim
Suddenly love when you nearing fame
Numbers climb, they chant your name
But they forget the days you starved in pain
Kenny Lofton, you feelin’ my pace?
But fuck a highlight reel, I built my base
It’s all aesthetics till they see your heart
The world’s a stage, I’ll just play my part

I seen dreams overdose on comparison highs
Clout comedown hit harder than goodbyes
We like unpaid interns for applause and replies
They love a breakout star, hate the one who tries
내 음악은 증명, not a pity audition
If I fail, bet I fail with a fearless ambition
Streaming checks thin like airplane mode texts
But passion deposit never bounce, that’s next
If success got a fee, then I’m paying in sweat
Every “no” is a bet on the “yes” I ain’t met
관객은 fickle, applause conditional
But my hustle habitual, my blueprint original
Fuck trends, they expire like coupons does
I’m a glitch in the system they built for us
Whether billboard charts or basement stages
I’m already famous to the dream that rages

Lights hit different when you earned your place
Love hit different when they know your face
Life’s a movie, no stunt double for my scars
If I’m the underdog, then I’m raised by stars
Kenny Lofton, you feelin’ my pace?
But this time it’s legacy, not a race
Playing the role that I wrote from the start
The world’s a stage, I’ll just play my part

Play My Part

Today again, just made it out of bed
Alarm snoozed 10 times, Olympics in my head
Coffee tastes like paychecks that came and went
Wallet ghost town, no population left
오늘도 same hallway, same faces unseen
Pretend headphones so they won’t talk to me
Boss asks “How are you?”, I improv a smile
Should win Best Actor for faking awhile
Microwave lunch, cuisine of the tired
Salt and MSG, passion expired
Calendar full, social battery dead
If small talk was cardio, I’d be ripped instead
“Live laugh love” signs mock my room
I live and I laugh, like once a full moon
I don’t chase dreams, they Uber too far
App keeps crashing, 1-star
Eyes on screen till they water like noodles
Scrolling through “goals”, too broke to be brutal
Routines on repeat, same plot every day
But hey, survived anyway

Same shit every day
오늘도 still okay
Not amazing but I stay
One more night, one more day
Same shit every day
Peace and boredom masquerade
Thrill on low, bills on pay
I’m still here so hooray

Laundry mountain watching me lose
I stare back like, I refuse
Mirror says “cheer up”, cringe dialogue
I’m the NPC in life’s epilogue
K-drama tears? nah, 눈물 할당 끝
Crying on weekdays, I’m over that phase quick
People posting sunsets like new personality
Same caption “grateful”, relatability strategy
Meanwhile, I’m grateful I didn’t explode
Brain still buffering, but downloads go
Mom calls “결혼은?”, new DLC
Locked quest: Avoid Society
Dinner for one, Michelin star
Chef frozen food driving the car
Sometimes I pretend I’m chill by choice
Truth is, crowds just mute my voice
Validation on sale but price still steep
Clout too loud, let me sleep
I’m not depressed, just very awake
Until like 3 AM for no good sake
Dead tired but won again
오늘도 끝, Amen

Same shit every day
오늘도, still okay
Not inspired but I stay
Inbox full, emotions grey
Same shit every day
Tryna live, not overplay
Silence loud, mind astray
Still here, anyway

If peace was merch, mine sold out
Limited edition, quiet clout
Friends say “just vibe”, bro I do
Just vibin’ alone, that counts too
Payday hits, gone by noon
Life says “plot twist”, too soon
Netflix asks “Still watching?” rude
Yes, my guy. Don’t kill the mood
Phone screen bright, future dim
Reality check, decline him
I talk to myself, great convo
Better than people I half-know
Room temp emotions, warm enough
Free trial happiness, short but tough
Comparison kills joy, confirmed
Still scrolling though, lessons unlearned
기대도 없고, 실망도 free
Expect nothing, that’s VIP
Not every day’s a breakthrough moment
Some days just exist, then you own it
오늘도 버텼다, small win
Do it again, repeat, begin

Same shit every day
오늘도 still okay
Not perfect but I stayed
One more breath, quiet parade
Same shit every day
오늘도 still okay
Peace and boredom masquerade
Thrill on low, bills on pay
Still alive so hooray

One More Day (오늘도)

Phone on DND, I don’t fuck with distractions
I’m cooking classics, they chasing reactions
If it ain’t "Good Kid" level of passion
I’m gone like "Poetic Justice" captions

Studio my church, I “Take Care” of peace
Work after work, never beg for a seat
I’m not here to entertain people’s feed
I do it for dreams, not for greed

“No Role Modelz”, self-raised confidence
If you ain’t day one, keep your compliments
I like my wins quiet, zero audience
I let the music talk, whole life’s evidence

Don’t reply, leave it unread
World loud, my soul is ahead
Passion keep the demons in check
I grind while they post for respect

Don’t reply, fuck all the noise
Silence is my loudest choice
Peace over toys, fuck all the noise
This shit is deeper than clout and poise

If you think I’m distant, yeah I’m distant on purpose
If you think I’m distant, yeah I’m distant on purpose
If you think I’m distant, yeah I’m distant on purpose
If you think I’m distant, yeah I’m distant on purpose

People chase flashes, “All of the Lights”
But that shit hurts when you sleep at night
I’d rather work “Nonstop” and keep it tight
No prize worth a fake spotlight

내 시간은 cash, don’t waste mine
Too busy writing “Headlines” not online
You flexin’ with debts, I invest in mind
No “POWER” trips, just discipline divine

I ignore calls like “Do Not Disturb”
Paid in love and the life I deserve
If it ain’t music, it’s just another blur
Not here for fame, fuck what you heard

Don’t reply, leave it unread
World loud, my soul is ahead
Passion keep the demons in check
I grind while they post for respect

Don’t reply, fuck all the noise
Silence is my loudest choice
Peace over toys, fuck all the noise
This shit is deeper than clout and poise

If you think I’m distant, yeah I’m distant on purpose
If you think I’m distant, yeah I’m distant on purpose
If you think I’m distant, yeah I’m distant on purpose
If you think I’m distant, yeah I’m distant on purpose

난 혼자여도 I’m whole, “No Role Modelz”
진짜는 알아, real ones always follow
Not chasing “God’s Plan”, I just tackle
Each fear, each night, for dreams I borrow

Never needed “Fake Love” to feel alive
Never needed praise to feel I thrive
"If You're Reading This", yeah, I’m doing fine
Music filled the void, that’s my bottom line

Fuck numbers, longevity’s sexy
While they panic for hits, I’m steady
If tomorrow ends, I’m ready
Cuz every day, I give it everything already

Don’t reply, leave it unread
World loud, my soul is ahead
Passion keep the demons in check
I grind while they post for respect

Don’t reply, fuck all the noise
Silence is my loudest choice
Peace over toys, fuck all the noise
This shit is deeper than clout and poise

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Kalvin Kim
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