| https://pubs.acs.org/doi/10.1021/jm9905561/
| https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/10737754/

netrunner - MDPiHP | DMNPC intoxication [ g/mol. 283.37 | cas 265112-64-9 ] s/stere

feel stuck in this place
prod @dancinginrainfall s/o twin

this anhedonia is breakn my brain
tired of this ion wanna be awake
swear i wake up it always been the same shi
ion know nuthin else jus remember this
cant rest when i sleep i see they faces
hate how the game go yea its fuck this
brain always erodin im tired of it
hate feelin like this but yu learn2 love it
hate how im always so self-destructive
all i do now is sedate2 mitigate
walkin round for so long ion know my place
so inane so i been losin my way
shawty come2 me if yu feel lost we'll find a way
yea i swear2 god i'll help yu yea i'll find a way

i swear it's gotta work somehow
not gon let it fall now
gon make a way somehow

i got problems wit it
way yu[majority] look at me it's
fuckin wit my head nd
ion wanna feel this
do yu feel my lesions?
trauma time intention
always emotional rut
dwell on the gutter so done
hate like errything when i wake up i wish i was gone
dont need another death cycle no nooo
i dont need another death cycle no nooooo
i cant keep killin my egoooo.. :/

sedate my corrosion「+miseryprism」

lmk/2 quick [p. ucondrew]

down2 self-dissonancy
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

@searingthrume
ima carve my own way out
dont evn try2 doubt me, it wont work, no.
sinkin in this room, i feel like im on death row
sick of feelin like this, yea, ima choke.
fuck tha world, hate it all, tryna find a moat
all in tha distance now, like what happened??
feel so detached from like errything its maddening
[french]femme belle, why do this to me??
yur jus what i need
dont tell me that yur wary of me now???
im tired of breaking down.. :/
yea i feel so worthless as im spillin my guts
i aint fuckin wit it, no. im not fuckin wit it.
its fuckin wit my motions, ruin nervous system
realization set in.. so done, so done...

@sinefelt
everything's breaking apart
u been all up on my buttons
like ur tryna whip a damn push 2start
u been playin w my heart
can't tell if u mean harm
either way u cld keep ur mouth shut
bitch shut the fuck up
don't play that card
can't tell what i shouldn't be taking
u know that shit 2 n use it
i shoulda known tho, that's my fault
u waved plenty flags ur putrid

i know i'm not the only one
discounted me, we're done
i just wanna sit down
roll up quick
n nvr go see the sun

damn
i think that i might b losing it
i wonder if u felt the same
if u did i couldn't imagine it
u wouldn't be playing these games

at least i don't think so
can't let me miss your ringtone
if i do it's game over
if i do then u won
bitch pls shut the fuck up
stop lying u don't worry bout me tons

always spills out「+sinefelt nd miseryprism」

.. so much4 that .
prod me nd @dancinginrainfall

i swear2 gawd
yea i cant keep goin on like this
before i met yu i aint feel a thing
carbon bond baby tell me if yu feel that
wasnt lyin when i said i think i need that
yu agonize my bonds, its that magic
turnin my head2 soup
seepin in my heart, chains gettn cut thru
feel yu get me the depth is insanity
2:2 swear her mind feel so close2 me
pull me out the fuckery, pull me outta errything
rlly hope yu feel the same wayyy
way we talk like erryday does sumn2 my brain
hope yu get what the fuk i been sayinnn
swear it b that magic k, yea that magic k

agonize my heart
agonize my bonds
agonize me
tell me whatchu want
nevr want yu gone
love what yu do to my chemistry
only one that i want
think yur jus what i need
see all these other folks?
they could never get me

agonize my bonds.. ♡♡「+miseryprism」##1:1

nothing less/why u playin [p. sxrxnity + wizardbxy]

trend/stam [p. xnmnldn + surreal]

rendezvous [p. solsol]

already know/rollup [p. jugg5]

dash/xtc [p. ovidioo + tec9beat]

rite nah/knew all along [p. stxndos]

wakeup/everytime [feat. frank sp] [p. whyssarro]

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