Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I took a ballpoint pen to a picture of you,
Scribbled back and forth across your face.
Let the memory fade to black—
But the ink bled through
Until I ran dry.

[Verse 2]
I had to do something. I couldn’t sit still.
Thought if I could cover up these thoughts,
Then maybe you couldn’t find me—
But you found me.
Like you always do.
I took a ballpoint pen to a picture of you.

[Verse 3]
Took a ballpoint pen to my open heart,
Felt the tip pierce through, where it broke apart.
Tried to let the memories go—
But the ink bled through,
And it wouldn’t stop.

[Verse 4]
I tried to forget you,
But forgetting leaves a mark.
Worse than the memory,
Deeper than the dark—
And it doesn’t fade easy.
You took a ballpoint pen to my open heart.

[Music Break]
No it doesn't fade easy

[Verse 5]
I took a ballpoint pen to a blank notebook,
Wrote line after line, page after page.
Let the memories flood back—
And the ink bled through
Until I ran dry.

[Outro]
I ran dry.

I ran dry.

I ran dry.

Ballpoint Pen

демоны

patience - p. me (beat)

heavily based on a sakuro pad sample 😢😢
project started on nov 11, 24. 9 hrs spent total
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https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1435022

Epitaph

This track is for everyone fighting silent battles and still standing strong. Even in the dark, we’re rising, we’re grateful, and we thank God for every breath. It’s about pushing through pain, staying up, and never losing faith. Press play and feel that strength.

REMEDY MRL (feat. Nänbie)_Deeper

SHITMIX Tracklist:

1. totto - NORMPA
2. totto - thingsinmyhead
3. totto - Jang
4. totto - Try Me (flip) [Travis Scott - Left Check Right Cheek]
5. totto - JUNGLE WIFE 666
6. totto - Move It
7. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - GREENLINE DASH
8. totto - 2inone
9. totto - Gwompie Womp
10. totto - IHEARTBROSTEP
11. totto - WRONG OPINION 555
12. totto - ACT NICE 999
13. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - OYE
14. totto - That’s Crazy (Original Mix)
15. totto - I Know I Want (flip) [Tory Lanez - In For it, prod. RL Grime]
16. totto x onyx garden - living things inside
17. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - ID
18. totto - Gradulations (flip) [Post Malone - Congratulations]
19. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - Afterparty
20. totto - ID
21. totto - That’s Crazy (Full Flex)
22. totto x Zooni - Divine Departure
23. totto - STUPID PROJECT 111 (Space Laces Rip Off Song)
24. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - ID
25. totto x Zooni - Zoan Type
26. totto - THROWAWAY (Intermission)
27. totto - Unidentified Object
28. totto - NOT OVER 101010
29. totto - INSTRUMENTAL NO.1 444
30. totto - INSTRUMENTAL NO.2 131313
31. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - ID
32. totto - ID
33. totto - NOT THERE 777
34. totto - THE COUCH MAN 222
35. totto - ID
36. totto - REDMOUNTAINTRIBUTE 000
37. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - guardian.
38. totto - AUTOMATICMOTION 888
39. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - JACKPOT
40. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - GLADE FRESH
41. totto - WHERESTHATFUCKINGMAU5 333
42. Mures [totto x Kuan.] - ID

tottobass.com

2025 SHITMIX (Unreleased Showcase)

SKJA - On Spot

Hello! M u S e D is a contemplative journey into pure, old-school electro. Built around deep pads, crisp analog drums, and nostalgic arpeggios, this track invites you to pause, breathe, and drift into your thoughts. Whether you’re looking inward or simply zoning out, M u S e D is meant to be sat with—felt rather than explained. Enjoy!

M u S e D

Hello!
Ardency is a 5:29 journey through minimalist electronic soundscapes — layered with lush pads, subtle rhythms, and emotional arpeggios. Built at 110 BPM, the track blends ambient synths and electro textures, reflecting the intensity of feeling through gradual evolution and smooth transitions. No flashy drops — just pure atmosphere and depth.
Enjoy!

A r d E n c Y

Credit to:

Original Song: Dave ft. Burna Boy - Location
Beat Source: Creative Commons - Anyvibe
Artwork: Amaya

location (redrum/sampled)

Meet Remedy MRL, the Abuja-based music maestro from Nigeria.🇳🇬

shut up.
contact@tottobass.com
1/2 of @muresbeats
Mastering: Open

Minimal/Groove/House

Błogość. Dynamika. Humor chochlika

Hello and welcome!

I’ve been creating music for the past six years, learning and evolving with each track.
My instrumentals are deeply personal—each one shaped by emotion and often named after the feeling that inspired it.

I try to sculpt sounds and melodies in a way that expresses what words sometimes can’t—like trying to describe a color with language. Everyone hears and feels differently, and that’s part of the beauty.

What you hear here on SoundCloud is just a glimpse—there’s a much broader journey waiting on my YouTube channel, where you’ll find many more tracks and visual experiences.

Thanks for listening.
Enjoy the journey.

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