ur in my head & its hard 2 sleep @ night
& i cant trust my feelings so i push em 2 the side
n i can feel ur breath when im turning out the lights
& i can see the tears in the corners of ur eyes
 
& i know ur feeling sad cuz i only went 2 hurt u 
and i know u love the grass but u dnt want the dirt too !!
i hate how u blame me like i wasnt hurt 2 
it wasnt meant 2 be like this , i wanted to assert u ^_^

ur in my head & its hard 2 sleep @ night
& i cant trust my feelings so i push em 2 the side
n i can feel ur breath when im turning out the lights
& i can see the tears in the corners of ur eyes

did u see the tears drop ?
frm my chin all down 2 the floor
i still see the hole frm when u slammed the door
i spent nights alone so ion talk anymore
u went 2 cop a feature so i went 2 the store
ion go 2 parties cuz ur always right there
& u know i hate it when the ppl wna stare
i jus popped a tag on dis jacket , moncler
ima popstar , tints up , pull up 2 the fair :3

ur in my head & its hard 2 sleep @ night
& i cant trust my feelings so i push em 2 the side
n i can feel ur breath when im turning out the lights
& i can see the tears in the corners of ur eyes x2

feelings (lileffort)

Dropping on Spotify October 9th! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/cenobite-2

The reunion that I always wished would happen finally happened, this one is for the longtime supporters <333

produced by Ari Vega
mixed/mastered by Alexis HeyLee Levay

lyrics:

You hit me down like a basketball
After all this time, you don’t care at all
With the way you treat me like I don’t exist
But it’s my fault, lets get on with it
Yeah
Like i don’t exist
It’s my fault lets get on with it

The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

Glitter and mascara running down your face
Got that apple lip balm, I know how that tastes
Damn it, what would I do if you weren’t here
Please don’t leave me alone
Please don’t disappear

Cause that’s a throwback to that earlier song, but you already know that
You keep me around because you wouldn’t know what to do if I never called back
nail polish is all black

Gotta see you every night or I think i’d go insane
Cause i need you in my life, i can handle all the pain(cause you a simp, bro!)  


The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

The way you flick that match into my heart
Light my eyebrows with kerosene, tear me apart
I know that you wanted me dead right from the start
And now you just want to do it again

Takin’ me back to the ways you wanna see me in an early grave
But you know i would have followed you to the end, until there’s nothing left to save
Gonna stab me in the heart, like i worked at the host club
You’re a yandere, and you got me with that sick love
You could stab me to death and i still would have let you play with my blood again

CENOBITE! | prod. Ari Vega

cover art by kneeby, but i hate her!!
Thanks for the fun memories

samples / acapellas:
the chainsmokers - closer
kreayshawn - gucci gucci
osquinn - bad idea
ericdoa - 2020
dante red - movinglikeazombie

the end (and start) of an era

fake truths

iris day, hexcaster , spiritual guide
@irisday2

She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️
Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

i'm still here, forever manzeron

black furry digicore artist
enby transmasc
none of the art i use is mine (unless stated otherwise)
i don’t support kneeby/kittycorn 👎
open for collabs
#berrygang

New tracks tagged #2020core