find a new way to make yourself pleased 
know they always liked it when I’m down on my knees 
find a way to get close to me
too much baggage I can’t haul all of these 

bitch boy wearing different colours
they don’t want me but will literally take any other
repulsed by myself these days 
still praying that these feelings will go away 
i put a price on my head like a bounty 
i can’t recover with nobody around me
will only go to sleep at night if the feeling is right
safe to say I haven’t slayed deprivation in a long long time

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