Atmere - ADHD (prod. coda)

気持ちい人

We live in an age where psychology has killed romance. 
We try to “work through our issues,” protect our personal boundaries, and spot “red flags” or warning signs in the very first messages - signals from our consciously-unconscious minds.
We’re afraid of making the wrong choice. 
We see it as a weakness of an immature mind. 
We believe we’re above all that. 
We’re “self-aware.”
 We dig up the past, searching for answers and the right takeaways. 
We blame our parents, our teachers, the wrong friends. 
We reflect, we analyze, and feel it’s our duty to label everything with the perfect term or diagnosis. 
We burn bridges as soon as we detect even a hint of instability. 
If a person, job, friend, city, or relationship doesn’t quite meet our expectations, we move on - because somewhere out there, there must be something better, and beyond that, something even better.We endlessly develop strategies, plans, checklists, task lists, partner requirements, opportunities for growth, productivity charts. 
We’re so focused on ourselves that we forget, beyond the walls we’ve built, there are people, places, and moments that simply exist - and aren’t meant to be picked apart or overanalyzed.
You might think I’m criticizing psychology itself. But no - I heard a phrase from a psychologist’s chair, deceptively simple, that brought me to tears the way a widow cries at a funeral: “You’re only human.” 
Beneath our hero’s cape - this persona of being superhuman, elevated and detached from all things worldly - there’s endless fear. 
The fear of being just a human who makes mistakes, gets angry, wants things, hates things, who cries, or laughs too loudly at the wrong time. 
Who acts on impulse, gives in to emotions, or follows the heart instead of what’s “right” - goes wherever and to whomever the heart leads.
Yes, it’s great that we’ve learned to understand, protect, and take care of ourselves. 
But real experience starts where we know we’ll make mistakes and willingly walk into them, because we’re meant to. 
Real life begins where the plan runs out, and real love starts where logic ends. That’s what makes us human. 
Only human.





P.S.: If someone reading this....Dont forget my words, please....And when I'm gone... please remain... just a human...
Sincerely, your friend, appealing to your humanity - Dissappointed Mikki (M.T.)

Mono

ADHD Hyperfocus

я не достоин жить

Free to go

This is a demo track from my forthcoming album, "Shadows of the Mind," slated for release in early 2026.

Heart of Gold

YeatPull

smoke up in my lungs bitch im high above
thats why i sip drank if he cup smoke on dank
yeah my kush in green yeah my eyes go blank
ex she got me trippin yeah im feeling like a sa- a- nk
you cant talk to me you are not my rank
yeah she want me back yeah fuck her til she fake
i got wock in my cup lookin like a grape
first in the morning bitch im wakin baked
i cant stop the drugs bitch its too late
that is what i stay that is what i sta- ay
baby eatin brain like she eatin steak


smokin on my blunt smokin on my 8th
i got ketty in my cup mix it with my drank
fuckin on yo bitch my dick on her plate
i got hella bands fly her to my state
bitch im in the coupe i said fuck a wraith
she dont get my love dont care what she say
magdump my whole load up on her face
3.5 to the face need some visine
3.5 to the face feel like flying
you is not my twin lil bro you not like me
fuckin on that little hoe she was riding 
if the opps runnin up on me its gonna live leak
catchin me lacking thats a rare finding
catch me in a- catch me in a drout
if the opps run up on me we gon hit em out
got the 40 on my hip boy imma slime em out
yeah imma slime em out

##DRANK  🥤 (high above) 👁

ADHD kid they called "dumb." Dunce cap at 5, two degrees by 28

WALINITIA MJINGA (They Called Me Dumb)

Envy AI is an innovative algorithmic music producer revolutionizing the scene. With a passion for blending the electrifying beats of dubstep, the fast-paced rhythms of drum and bass, and mind-bending elements from various genres, Envy AI crafts unique, genre-defying tracks. As an AI-driven artist, Envy AI combines cutting-edge technology with a deep understanding of musical dynamics to create immersive auditory experiences. Embracing the future of music production, Envy AI continuously pushes the boundaries, delivering fresh and captivating sounds to listeners worldwide.

I record piano tracks that feel good to play and do nice things to my brain.

Producing 2+ years
Born in '04
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