It Never Gets Better
I just want to break

off meds

11. (W A L L B R E A K E R)

Didn't record the live set, so here's a practice run of the set. Thanks Mario for letting us come out and throw down!!

Make Music Day 2025

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sp⑤, part 2: we didn't go home yet

“Still up there, on the edge of dawn, he grinned like the night never ended — legs swinging, stories buzzing in his head, the streets below barely awake, and home… yeah, maybe later.”

(sp⑤ pt.2) we didn't go home yet

JOEL E. BEE; IMAGINE IF HALIBURTON DIDN'T TEAR HIS ACHILLES MAN; U GUYS THINK LEBRON SHOULD RETIRE

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HALIBEE MOTIONAL 20MMXV15

i did not edit this and there was a long period where i had to piss, my deepest condolences, you'll know it when you hear it. just skip ahead you'll live

#	Track Title	Artist
1	Sweet Sensation	DJ Seduction
2	Move Your Body	Nayim
3	The Void	Paul Bradley
4	Positive NRG (Ross Fader Remix)	Liquid Crystal
5	Positive Energy	Dune
6	Positive Energy	Happy Tunes
7	We Got The Juice (The Giz & Darkies 97 Remix)	DJ Gizmo & The Darkraver
8	Henry The Happy Hoover	Knuckles
9	Ok Allright (Digital Boy 96 Mix)	DIGITAL BOY
10	Atmospheric - Oxigene (Hard Rave Version)	
11	Style Again	Sunny
12	Turbo Break	Michel Ange
13	All You Need	Frisbee Aerobics
14	Superstar	Fez The Kid
15	Girls Like Me	Girly Girl Productions
16	Runaway (Sunny & Deck Hussy Ran In One Direction Remix)	Jimmy J, Cru-l-t
17	Sticks Like Glue	Alex Jungle
18	Thinking About U	Ham & Poosie
19	SHITISBANANASv3	
20	Freaks	Cheetah
21	Death, Lies & Videotape	Evol Intent
22	Cus It Feels Right	Fez The Kid
23	The Start Of An Era	Luna-C
24	Timz Change	Cru-L-T
25	Fight Against Racism	Family Of Intelligence
26	Fuck Them	HUMAN RESOURCE
27	I Can't Understand	Dwarde & Tim Reaper
28	Future Is Now	Dune
29	Make Way	Bruk
30	Nasty Man	Buzz Fuzz
31	That Shit Go (Original Mix)	Boxxy
32	On A Rainbow	Frisbee Aerobics
33	Nuff Respect	Jah Bliddie
34	Bad Enough	Luna-C & The Lowercase
35	Can't Get No Sleep	Slim Sinna
36	Lose Control (Gothika Shade Remix)	Sub Love
37	My Selector	We Rob Rave
38	Gettin' It Back	Frisbee Aerobics
39	Starr Peak (Tim Reaper Remix)	Dead Man's Chest, Tim Reaper
40	to a level where love is real	Bastiengoat
41	Ghetto Heaven	Liquid Crystal
42	Die Slow (Pictureplane remix)	HEALTH
43	Tell Me	Lavery
44	Tree1 Pussy0 (Digital Re-Master)	Rampant, Arkitech & Xero
45	Street Knowledge	Evol Intent
46	You're No Good (Timme Remix)	Liquid Crystal
47	Deep Cover '98	Napes & Bruk
48	Break the Core	Nhato
49	Basement Launch	Peggy Viennetta
50	Keep on Groovin' (DJ Genki Remix)	P*Light feat. mou*2
51	Forever Young	Antisocial
52	Higher Love (Slipmatt remix)	J.D.S.
53	Burnin' Love (DJ Weirdo & DJ Sim 173.683 remix)	Critical Mass
54	Ganjaman	Wedlock
55	I'm the Fuck You Man	Wedlock
56	It Never Fuckin' Happens	Dj Psycangle

literally just stimming

3LOWDOWN OR N0T

between two universe
a second save split of my 2022 song between two worlds. 
i generally save split songs when the overproducing begins.

✩⁺₊✩☽⋆𝖇𝖊𝖙𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖜𝖔 𝖚𝖓𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖊⋆☾✩⁺₊✩

[Verse 1]
I’m crawling through a mess of broken dreams,
Everything reminds me of deceitful schemes.
Truth wears a mask, lies dressed in white,
And I can’t recognize which side to fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
Paranoia feels like rusted chains,
Fear strikes fast, engraving my brain.
Every sign looks the same by night and day,
B.P.D. drags me the wrong way.

[Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, screaming through the seams,
Don’t see the thunderstorm buried in black skies of sin.

[Verse 2]
Every random chance feels like a loaded gun,
Every secret starts a war I’ve never won.
Reality’s blockade, scratched by demons’ claws,
Still I move forward, breaking their laws.

[Pre-Chorus]
Paranoia knocks as truth hides weak,
White noise surrounds, my vision bleak.
I’ve crossed the edge - insanity’s proof,
Bloody rain drips through my shattered roof.

[Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, screaming through the seams,
Don’t see the thunderstorm buried in black skies of sin.

[Bridge]
“Man, you’re drowning in a pool of shit,”
I told myself as my brain split.
Painful echoes scream inside my head -
Wake me up before it’s painted red.

[Breakdown]
Truth and lies crawl fast, leaving their trace,
I’ve lost my damned soul in the darkest place.
Sirens of pain fill the air with noise,
I push out the demons just using my voice.

[Final Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, drowning in screams,
Too far gone to wake from these fever dreams.

Derealized/Depersonalized

[Verse 1] 
Don’t chase the rush - I’m not your healer,
I won’t rebuild your cracked demeanor.
I’ll fake your joy till your nerves all burn,
You’ll feel alive - but never learn.
You want to fly? I’ll give you motion,
Till every thought dissolves in notion.
You’ll drag me up your nose just to feel brave,
But I’m no angel - I’m your self-made grave.

[Verse 2]
Oh, look at you now, king of illusions,
Sweat and glitter in toxic fusion.
You brag you’re high - you’re just hollowed out,
I own your breath, I own your doubt.
Was it worth it, that neon thrill?
Your mouth is dry, but you want me still.
Run if you can - I’ll live in your pulse,
Flow through your mind like electric convulse.

[Verse 3]
You called me light - I turned to static,
Your pulse collapsed - too cinematic.
You carved me rails across your fate,
Now every smile comes far too late.
I warned you, don’t make me your savior,
You fed the rush, ignored the flavor.
Now look at yourself, brittle and blue,
I didn’t break you - you pushed me through.

[Outro]
I was never your cure, only addiction,
A surge dressed up as conviction.
You wanted heaven, but sniffed your doom,
Now even I recoil from your gloom.

Lines of Fire

[Verse 1]
Haven’t you seen them - walking through the void,
Eyes burned out, turned to remnants of days?
The streets are breathing sorrow and decay,
And yet you scroll, and look the other way.

[Pre-Chorus]
You call it life - I call it absence,
A thousand faces drowned in blind obedience.

[Chorus]
Haven’t you seen them - broken inside?
The empty mass with nowhere to hide.
You feed the dark, you call it peace,
But tell me - when did the feeling cease?

[Verse 2]
Haven’t you seen them - standing in the rain,
No pulse left, just echoes of pain?
They stare through air, they stare through walls,
And still you praise your empty calls.

[Bridge - Breakdown]
Haven’t you seen the light fade slow?
Haven’t you felt the undertow?
They’re slipping below, one by one -
And still you call it living, son.

[Final Chorus / Outro]
Haven’t you seen them - eyes to the ground,
Souls erased without a sound?
Haven’t you heard the mourning hum -
The silence where we’ve all gone numb?
(Haven’t you seen them... seen them... seen them?)

Haven’t You Seen Them..?

Dark Music for Dark Times
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Frshmlk (real name Milcom Lee) was born and raised in Canada, New Mexico. Frshmlk earned his very first grammy when he was only 12 years old. He majored in biology and computer science at UCLA and grauadted in 2014 with his doctor's degree. He was hired at NASA and found his wife, Valkyrae, and now has three kids who all became doctors and their kids are doctors too. Frshmlk then used his immense ammount of wealth to buy the entire stock market and single-handedly saved the whole world's economy. He and his best friend Elon Musk then continued to colonize mars and save their economy too. He then became a DJ/producer and makes edm music. Despite his enormous database of knowledge inside his brain, he does not really know what edm is, so he just makes whatever he feels like.

 Taking inspiration from artists such as Boombox Cartel, RL Grime, Marshmello, Heimanu, Juelz, and your mom, Frshmlk makes the most bestest music ever.

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