lyrics:

you think you can hurt me that’s funny
i was raised like a real crash dummy
pop pills till my stomach get muddy
like fuck it im getting this money
we match we not dressing so bummy 
i love her don’t think that she love me
whatever this shit could be bloody
either love or it’s me and this body

it’s me on my own and you still can’t relate
you never alone busy playing the game
fucking myself how you fuck with my brain
i could be nothing and nothing would change
watch me, disappear 
like im dead, but i’m still here

i’m loving her eyes in the sunnies
she im unlucky no bunny
feelin like mitski nobody
dirty Zelinski it’s scummy 
now it’s a wrap like a mummy 
she said that she lovin her buddy
fuck it im different she want me
fuck it im different she love me

now i’m outside and your all alone
never been afraid to be all alone
when im in my zone im a cali boy even winters warm
and the summers cold when im without her
i could take hate like im taking this hurt
put my face in dirt give you something that you don’t deserve

fucked first you get loved last
loving the first you get left in the past
feeling like nothing i can’t even laugh
i could be joking and you could be mad
hope i’m not sleeping alone in the jag
hope by tomorrow i’m not in a bag
we’re treating our feeling like we playing tag
not it
no that’s not it
but you hate me when i pop shit
so i stopped it
now i’m so depressed so often
say im crazy where’s my tin hat
no conspiracy but i hat rats
so just say that

you think you can hurt me that’s funny
i was raised like a real crash dummy
pop pills till my stomach get muddy
like fuck it im getting this money
we match we not dressing so bummy 
i love her don’t think that she love me
whatever this shit could be bloody
either love or it’s me and this body

it’s me on my own and you still can’t relate
you never alone busy playing the game
fucking myself how you fuck with my brain
i could be nothing and nothing would change

i could be nothing and nothing would change

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