i’m stucc in ma wayz

i cannot say how much i hatechu 

im stucc in ma wayz

you make me 6reak why tf i still wantchu


twisted me up

round n round i go

sip da tea up

enough charm 2 rule da world

don’t agree wit how everythang was done

did you j use me 2 try n feel real love


i’m stucc in ma wayz

i cannot say how much i hatechu 

im stucc in ma wayz

you make me 6reak why tf i still wantchu


i kno im stupid , 2 even try n think

datchu would choose me

well not ina million yearz 

it was ma doin forgive yet don’t forget 

id still choose you in da end of all of dis


i’m stucc in ma wayz

i cannot say how much i hatechu 

im stucc in ma wayz

you make me 6reak why tf i still wantchu

actionz speak louder

“have we?” is a gentle, slow-burning meditation on fate, timing, and emotional distance. Inspired by the East Asian legend of the red string of fate—a myth about an invisible thread tying two destined souls—the song is a sonic letter to the people we were meant to love, but never truly met.

have we? ft. baeksik (released)

Pixel Fantasma

A Million Miles

👋Hello everyone!👋

💿Here is my second single: "I Was There" - from the Album:  
« One Sided Love »💿

✨Song Description – “I Was There”
From the album “One Sided Love”
Genre: Pop Rock | Alternative Pop | Ballad with Punch
BPM: 90–105✨

This song - “I Was There” - is about a person who slowly loses themselves in a one-sided relationship, trying to keep it alive by constantly adjusting, silencing, and sacrificing who they are.

💬 Core Meaning:
It’s about being present for someone who isn’t present for you - emotionally, mentally, or physically - and finally realizing:
“I was always there for you. But I was never there for me.”

🧠 What the song explores:
Self-betrayal through love
The narrator keeps adapting, shrinking, making themselves small - not because they’re told to, but because they’re afraid to lose the other person.

Emotional imbalance
They give, they wait, they hope - even when the other person pulls away or stays distant. It’s not a relationship; it’s an emotional solo marathon.

Breaking point and awakening
After trying for so long, they hit a point of clarity:
“I’m exhausted. I’ve lost myself. And I’m done pretending.”

Reclaiming identity
The final verses aren’t angry - they’re clear. They’re about choosing self-respect over codependency, and finally asking:
“What do I need? What do I want?”

Perfect for fans of emotional, edgy pop-rock ballads with substance.

I Was There | Album: One Sided Love

Lyrics: sTL via Madfish 4.1
Music: Leto Spectra

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такие были времена
что выбегали из огромных детских
смешливые бескрылые щенки
и белый день стоял за горизонтом

ещё у нас с собой 
был лев его глазок 
небесный синий кошелёк

последний день индиктиона
заглавная страница типикона

такие были времена
что область ленинградская плыла
и нас туда влекли гигантские цветы
где Волховсторй вставал из темноты

ещё у нас с тобой 
был лев его глазок 
небесный синий кошелёк

четыре буквы тетраграмматона
три имени из ономастикона

those were the times back then 
undisputable cat and barely half a bear
found us within the luna-park's thick den
and lived with us through what was left of summer

ещё у нас с собой 
был лев его глазок 
небесный синий кошелёк

две заповеди старого закона
последняя страница лексикона

Такие были (времена)

Hey Buddy (prod. JakeTheBirdy)

ENMi

California

Where Are You

Always Be Mine

Howl at the Moon

Two Hearts Runaway

Enzo and I hop on a Malcolm Todd inspired track! prod. by roku (no license for now JUST 4 FUN)

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Why you being so mean to me?
I thought we were cool enough
To keep things, don't delete
Your messages from our DMs
That you meant to have
Sent to some other boy

(Go send it to them other boys)

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried my best
Don't downplay my game
You seem to spend more time
With me than
Anybody else
That could fit your type

[Chorus]
So why are you trying to
Keep things on lowkey
You're playing with my heart
Thinkin' you're oh-so smart

Why do you keep on
Telling me everything
That wasn't meant for me
What are we meant2b?

[Verse 2 vain]
You're telling me no, are we playing mind games?
It's a shame, cause I really like you
I fought your love, would you do the same?
I would even take some of the blame

[Pre-Chorus 2 vain]
But you won't, and that's fine
At least I'll have you off my mind
But you could've done it
With anybody else
Why meeeee~

[Chorus]
So why are you trying to
Keep things on lowkey
You're playing with my heart
Thinkin' you're oh-so smart

Why do you keep on
Telling me everything
That wasn't meant for me
What are we meant2b?

[Chorus 2]
Oh, girl (Girl, tell me what we're meant2b?)
Oh, girl (I wanna know if you're meant4me)
What are we meant2b?

Oh, girl (I know you're looking4somebody)
Oh, girl (But please try to talk2me)
What are we meant2b?

[outro idea maybe]
At least, I fell for you, baby
It was all worth it, baby
Would do it all again
If it meant we wasn't friends
If I saw you all the time
It'd just be you on my mind
Learned my lesson, no digressin' 
Don't be so goddamn depressin'

But it's fine (But it's fine)
But it's fine (It's fine)
I'll see you in the vault, girl

I'll see you (I'll see you)
In the vault (In the vault)

Meant2B (prod by. roku)

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Hello, 
i'm Nezuki_chan(aka.RikuXSonix) a music creator and songwriter specializing mostly in Japanese-inspired music, blending the vibrant worlds of anime, gaming, and modern Japanese culture. With a passion for storytelling through music, as Nezuki_chan(aka.RikuXSonix) i craft unique tracks that resonate with fans of J-pop, J-rock, anime OSTs, and high-energy game soundtracks and more. From emotional melodies to upbeat electronic beats, every composition reflects a deep love for the art and spirit of Japan.

making comfort music for heartbroken people

contact❣️ bwithbusiness@gmail.com

I started songwriting in December 2018.
My song taste is very diverse.
But I can say that my favourite band is FUR.

Music is a outlet for me so I post for me and those who can relate to the pain.

//Collabs Closed//

Artist’s that inspired me: Juice WRLD, LIL PEEP, XXXTENTACION, Eminem, NF, Sik World, SadBoyProlific and more.

Other Artist’s I listen to: Moxas, Damien, machinegunkelly, DAX, iAmJakeHill, Chris$tian Gate$, GHOSTMANE and more.

R.I.P to the GOATS

New tracks tagged #ALTERNATIVE POP