whatever I want

This is not a drug song.
It’s a trauma high. A dissociation float. A visionary collapse.

I wrote this when I realized I didn’t need to be drunk or high
to feel disconnected from the world.

Because trauma will elevate you too —
Just not in the way people envy.

This is what spiritual downloads sound like.
This is what grief sounds like with a synth.

I’m not the highest in the room.
I’m the highest in the ruins.



Highest in the Ruins

A cold, ambient trap beat that drifts through static-filled silence. Made for late-night sessions, empty streets, and verses that cut deep.

Dead Static

NEON SEAM - 네온의 틈 is a high-gloss, atmospheric trap track laced with synthwave undertones and cinematic cityscape energy. Built on a 142 BPM heartbeat of tight 808s, ghost snares, and moody pads, it blends K-Pop lyricism with alt-trap swagger. The verses drift like VHS-dream flashbacks, while the hook detonates into a euphoric bass drop that flips time itself.

Written for late-night riders, headphone wanderers, and anyone who's ever felt that moment when the city slows but your mind sprints, this song folds reality into a new dimension. Vocals alternate between a smooth male tenor lead and ghosted female ad-libs, stitched together with stereo delay throws and vinyl crackle textures.

Fans of DPR LIVE, Travis Scott, and Joji will feel right at home — but the storytelling, bilingual layering, and surreal production make NEON SEAM something entirely its own.

NEON SEAM

💀 Dark, haunting trap instrumental inspired by Night Lovell – blending deep, hypnotic bass, eerie pads, and cinematic atmospheres.

Perfect for underground rap, horrorcore storytelling, or any track dripping with tension and mystery.

🔥 Heavy 808s, minimal yet hard-hitting drums, and chilling ambient textures.

🎧 FREE FOR NON-PROFIT USE
Use this beat on YouTube/SoundCloud for free (must credit me: "Prod. by AstraL")
For commercial use, purchase a license below.

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[FREE] Night Lovell Type Beat - "MEDUSA" | Instrumental

"WANNA SWIM" is an atmospheric, melodic trap voyage from a dusty lunar outpost into an ocean dreamscape. Blending cosmic rap textures, deep 808 tides, and hypnotic synth swells, it’s a haunting story of isolation, yearning, and the pull of a world you can’t touch. For fans of Travis Scott, Don Toliver, and Future, this track captures the ache of distance with cinematic detail and wave-crashing hooks perfect for late-night playlists, moonlit drives, and TikTok edits.

WANNA SWIM

“Fire in the Rain” by DEVILDEV is a dark pop / trap confession drenched in toxic intimacy, raw emotion, and unflinching honesty. A duet delivers the push-pull tension of love and destruction — one moment tender, the next venomous. Atmospheric pads, haunting piano, and sub-heavy trap drums create a cinematic backdrop for crystal-clear vocals and a punchy, relentless rhythm. This is a song for those caught between craving the fire and knowing it burns.

Fire in the Rain

Ethereal Drift

“THE KING” is a cinematic trap-rap anthem where time itself becomes the undefeated monarch. With ghostly bells, ticking clock FX, and a commanding vocal presence, the track blends raw intensity with philosophical depth. It’s a meditation on mortality, ambition, and legacy—crafted for fans of Travis Scott, Kendrick Lamar, and Metro Boomin. Both urgent and timeless, “THE KING” builds an atmosphere that feels like a cathedral of echoes colliding with the streets. A song for those chasing greatness while haunted by the hours slipping away.

THE KING

🌨️ Cold, immersive Dark Ambient type beat – "BLIZZARD" surrounds you with icy textures, rumbling sub-bass, and haunting soundscapes.
Perfect for atmospheric storytelling, introspective flows, or visuals that need that bleak, cinematic tension.

🔥 Minimal drums, eerie melodies, and a chilling ambience that pulls you deep into the void.

🎧 FREE FOR NON-PROFIT USE
Use this beat for free on YouTube / SoundCloud (must credit: "Prod. by AstraL")
Need commercial rights? Grab a license below.

🔗 Buy / Lease this beat:
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📩 Contact:
Email: yng4str4l@gmail.com

Instagram: @prod_astr4l

📌 Tags:
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[FREE] Dark Ambient Type Beat - "BLIZZARD"

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This is my own personal playlist for myself. If you enjoy the music too, excellent. You are welcome to stay and talk Spellwork, Tech, Corporate Corruption and Betrayals with me. If it's not your thing? Please show yourself to the door. I don't make music for you. I make music for me. This isn't even monetized. I do this for free. For me. For Spirit. For My Altar. For what is right and in full alignment. Not your approval or entertainment.

I am a 14 year old up-and-coming music producer. My sound can be recognized by its hard hitting drums and heavy bass among many other things.

Immersive soundscapes that blend trap, hip-hop, electronic, and experimental genres. Fuses cultural commentary with unforgettable rhythm.

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