🕶️ TOUCHING TO THE NORTH is Lil Syn at his rawest — a chaotic, vulnerable journey through addiction, identity, and hope. Built on lo-fi trap, glitch-hop, vapor soul, boom bap, and cyber chill, it’s fractured yet fluid, manic yet uplifting.

💥 Jagged verses collide with hypnotic beats and atmospheric textures, capturing midnight breakdowns and quiet revelations. Lil Syn doesn’t just rap — he bleeds through the static and uplifts with every bar.

✨ For anyone clawing out of the dark, chasing their own fragments of light.


04 - Shadowboxing the Ego

10 - Celestial Flow

12 - Fragments of Light

this is the point in my life where I don't want to keep songs in the vault anymore. this won't help me be noticed nor get my music heard in any way. i feel like these songs need to be heard, it doesn't matter if people don't like it these songs are what I've been feeling recently. so I decided to start with this track called "where do we go?". I hope y'all enjoy this track as much as I enjoyed making it.

produced by mib
written & recorded by me
"mixed" & "mastered" by @cherrypolaroidz

lyrics:
been there done that but still no voice to make an impact
pure silence with no change feels like i was hacked
tried to play nice but these fuckers placed me at the bottom
how could i make a name for myself when the flowers never blossom
feels like people allergic to newly beginnings
see my introspective self and yo teeth are grinning
surprised to see me yet you lack the respect i deserve
feels like the hate from the gates of hell was prolly reserved
i know my fans listen and ask for another project
fake it till you make it but while treated like an object
haters will say sum without proof of achievements
at least im doing what i love and making agreements
im surprised this generation don’t be touching grass
back in my day when i scraped my knee as time pass
catch a sudden cold cause i be sweatin my ass off
dreamin a spaceship now’s the time to blast off
lack of love within myself music the only therapy
people still judge my hustle feel like is not fair to me
new approach a new persona break the cycle tradition
forest trees pleased silence they never seen my vision
current isolation but still own the creative process 
weight of the world too delicate feels like i bench press
abstract facts with new depths pave a course
best poetry written shove it down they consciousness by force
bold truth quick escape but the crowd too scared
shine wealth and success by the ones who dared

release date:8/8/25
CXLDWINTERNIGHT©

where do we go?(prod. mib)

0·30 (There’s Something in the Bushes)

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Deep in the 4thou and hard in the motherfucking paint with my boy freezi one time, dont sleep

WIZARD X FREEZI - 4thou

UH HUH

aim for the bushes ft. Forest N/A

checkin up ft. Liamar

The Sound of Johanna Gullichsen - Part 1 - Drawing

Killa Quotes Remix by bioniX19

The Sound of Johanna Gullichsen - Part 3 - Loom

The Sound of Johanna Gullichsen - Part 4 - Mix

The Sound of Johanna Gullichsen - Part 5 - Factory Looms

Mark Artchives - Nicotine Lesson (Prod. Cosyboys)

Soundscape 60 min

Thanks for dropping in :) – Musical Reflections

Music is more than sound—it’s my lifeblood, my compass, my constant evolution. Today, my energy flows through the hypnotic pulses of techno and house, but the foundation was laid deep in the 90s, a golden age of hip-hop steeped in California's rich cultural mosaic. What fuels it all? Community. Whether you're an artist, an explorer, or simply driven by curiosity, you're welcome here. Passion is the only credential. If you're ready to dig in, let's journey together.

In the vibrant heart of West Alameda, California, amid the buzz of Buena Vista, a young Latino named Jess Pulgarian—nicknamed “Breeze” by his crew—grew up tuned to the rhythms of his surroundings. The streets sang in acid techno beats, hyphy hip-hop anthems, and whispers from the underground. They didn’t just play music—they became music.

Jess didn’t chase music. Music chose him. He remixed his environment, turning salvaged electronics into beat machines, blending hip-hop storytelling with futuristic synths until he birthed a sound that was utterly original. This love for tech and tunes fused into cyberpunk hip-hop—a collision of urban grit and sci-fi sonics.

Through tough times and long nights, he stayed locked in. Odd jobs, scraped savings, and a second-hand laptop kicked off what would become an underground rise. As “Glazzes,” he electrified late-night sets in raw club spaces, spreading his sound across SoundCloud and TikTok. His tracks hit with rawness and finesse—and listeners took note.

But fame brought new trials: the need to evolve, the dance between creativity and industry pressure. Jess never wavered. Change was a catalyst, not a compromise. Through collaboration and fearless experimentation, he kept building.

Now known as “Bionix,” Jess continues to redefine boundaries. He’s built a career rooted in sonic innovation and community impact—supporting his family, uplifting others, and refining the beat every step of the way. His next goal? Launch workshops in Alameda that pass on his journey to rising creatives.

Before you bounce, a little reminder: life’s rhythm is bold. Embrace range. Stretch your sound. Whether making music or making moves, let creativity be your compass.

I appreciate everyone who likes my music and listens, thank you for listening dont forget to follow the dopetok klick , fridays I produce so be on the look out , please reach out to me if theres any requests ill try to reach out as soon as possible , for the love of music.....

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Dwelleth in the paradise of creation
Like comment and follow if you fucks widdit

i make music

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