‘Venom’ is a female-rage dark pop track about what happens when an abuse survivor finally stops staying quiet. With heavy bass, distorted pop/rock production, and raw, confrontational lyrics, Paytra turns her trauma into a weapon and calls out the people who tried to rewrite her story.

If you love artists like SkyDxddy, Bea Miller, and Miley Cyrus, this is your new scream-in-the-car anthem.

Stream ‘Venom’ on all platforms and come hang on IG: @paytra

Venom

Crazy Cracka MF!

i dont remember the producers name ngl.


Lyrics -

I dont work a 9-5,
Bitch I'm rich, really rich,

i fly a private jet anytime i need a ride
I will sell your dead body parts online for half a brick, 
smoking a QP in my bong and rolling up the rest in a dutch, 
so high it's like i need to walk with a crutch,
Back in 2017 no one give a fuck about me or my tears and It was the same way 
going back or forward 
for the 8 surrounding years, 
to this day i could die 
and not a soul would be changed by it,

 i used to try and disguise my fallacies behind my rhymes 
but now i realize that at the end of the day 
it doesnt matter what i say, 
i could rap and joke about 
drugs, guns, rape, 
or murdering nuns and kids 
and no one would blink an eye, well shit,
i guess i hope so, just maybe i could 
but i don't, so how would i know 
if you would? Why should i care 
if you did or if you didnt? 

If you take me serious you have to be more delirious than me, I'm not a bad guy, just a twisted fuck that'll tear out your eyes, rip the skin of your lips up and off, Y'all listen to a famous rapist like rick ross or drake and then say shit like "You're not hard" funny coming from a pussy bitch retard that worships legitimate pieces of shit,
 Y'all not smart enough to be pissed off about this bullshit that we call quote on quote "Hip-hop",

 bunch of drug addicted twig bitches that cant even walk good, dont you ever talk about being from a hood, where i come from is beyond fucked, at 16 i saw someones head crushed and another ones guts ripped up and falling out in front of him, on my 21st birthday i saw a mfer get ran over by a truck, its funny how convenient all that was to be rhymed but it really did happen just go look online, news reports left and right so even if i dont blow up from this rap shit I'ma still be in a spotlight regardless of what happens to the rep of my name, i never gave a fuck what anyone thinks so I'm just balling and laughing will yall stay mad and swallowing up on my nuts and dick bitch,

Who do think it was that fucked you up when you're weren't looking? It was just you and me so unless that knife grew legs and stabbed you in the back it's self it obivously had to of been me ya fuckin dummy, i have 23 Gigabytes of footage and recordings on just my phone alone of my own shootings, arson, murders and illegal activities, and things yall wouldn't even wanna see, leave you traumatized from what i did, even if you see it through a screen, you can feel the pain of the shit that youre seeing,
I LOVE MISERY, MISERY
I LOVE MISERY, MISERY, MISERY
I LOVE MISERY


Sell Your Dead Body. [Lyrics In Desc.]

@ duklyfee
@ seohto (cover art)

(prod tag) duklyfe or no life
like Cheech and Chong I hit my bong
I try not think of you again (think of you againnnnn)
fuck my life why am I fucked up, Im a fuck up, I cant win
done givin you my all (done doin that shit)
I dont get nothin in return lil bitch, you will not even call me (why wont you call meeeee)
why I hit my fuckin bong (thats why I hit my fuckin bong)
the weed it helps me calm down for a bit
the motherfuckin cannabis (the cannabis)
K pins bitch you know I pop em (K pins)
Klonopin I fuckin got em (Klonopin)
bromazolam its in my blood (bromazolam)
sippin on sumn fuckin mud

duklyfe PondRich we the best fuckin clique
its winterz Winter Duk
and we know we gonna fuck yo bitch

drinkin on some shitty K
make my problems go away
I dont wanna think about the man that I am today
I get too anxious get too fried
hit my bong several times
think about you shawty make my heart beat a million times

mama Im so sorry I just cant stop takin all these benzos
Im so fuckin alone
the benzos make me feel at home

mama fuckin left me now Im takin pressies
ion fuck with Sam Hyde he a mothafuckin nazi

weed it helps me calm down for a bit
the motherfuckin cannabis (the cannabis)
K pins bitch you know I pop em (K pins)
Klonopin I fuckin got em (Klonopin)
bromazolam its in my blood (bromazolam)
sippin on sumn fuckin mud

duklyfe PondRich we the best fuckin clique
its winterz Winter Duk
and we know we gonna fuck yo bitch

drinkin on some shitty K
make my problems go away
I dont wanna think about the man that I am today
I get too anxious get too fried
hit my bong several times
think about you shawty make my heart beat a million times

mama Im so sorry I just cant stop takin all these benzos

@DUK - fuck up *DJ GRUM EXCLUSIVE* @xenshel & gusuck

No turning back when you're the Hunted, no sweet escape when you're the Hunted, Take your cuts and scrapes down to the bone

The Hunted

An emotional rap ballad about a veteran who fought fearlessly overseas but faces a silent battle at home. This is the story of a man who never raises a hand, stays for his children, and hides his pain behind strength and duty. A raw, heartfelt, paradigm-shifting song about the unseen struggles male victims of domestic abuse endure — and the freedom they deserve inside their own homes.

Free Out There, Not Free At Home

A young woman realizes that her relationship mirrors her man's choice of liquor.

I Know What You're Thinkin'

Momma Can I Come Stay With You

 know that you think that the gulf is wide. Trust me, I feel that way too.
We sit on the brink of great divide, and you - you know that it’s true.
But I think our diff’rences aren’t that big. In fact, we’re much the same.
I think if we if we take the time to dig, we’ll see, they’re playing a game

With our minds, with our hearts, and they’re tearing us apart.
And we can’t let ‘em win.
Sure, right now we might be fine, but we’re just a bottom line
For some billionaire who doesn’t care.

I’m reaching out in the name of love. The wall that we built is so thin.
We are both pawns that they push and shove - we can’t let ‘em win.
They’re making claims that they can’t back up, pointing their fingers in shame.
It’s up to us to get unstuck - we can’t let ‘em keep on playing that game

With our minds, with our hearts, and they’re tearing us apart.
And we can’t let ‘em win.
Sure, right now we might be fine, but we’re just a bottom line
For some billionaire who doesn’t care.

Let’s sit for a while, take the time to know each other
And learn what we already know to be true.
That we’re more alike than those billionaires who play their games.

With our minds, with our hearts, and they’re tearing us apart.
And we can’t let ‘em win.
Sure, right now we might be fine, but we’re just a bottom line
For some billionaire who doesn’t care.

Games They Play

Look at my inward sense of self blame on loop
On repeat self hate confusion and conflict 
Am I cursed am I fucking broken 
It's inescapable the horror we experience day to night
vomiting before the sun come up anxieties got my stomach turning 
I feel alone 
I feel ashamed 
Traumatic life events
Or was this an expression of my genetics
Diagnosed Borderline horny wanting to feel love 
But with a heart hollow empty it want's something 
I can't put my finger on it Somethings wrong here with me 
Drug abuse forget the pain attacked slap beat across the back screamed right in front of my face spit all in my mouth from this monster raising me and he isn't even a blood part of me just a alcoholic a victim of his own schizophrenic physically abusive father so now he's takes it out on me any chance he gets around me during the night in the morning when putting my my makeup I get choked pulled up off the floor silently crying staring as my body numbs out I disconnected he head butted me screaming all I saw was a tunnel of black coming towards me  into a black out and it was it from there amnesia what the hell happened here what did I do I would never say again thing like that I'm not cruel or mean but odium broke out when my mind shattered and when this event unfolded I attempted to murder him to stab him end the suffering in the place I was suppose to be the safest I wasn't even disturbed I was on high alert to protect my body at any time day night another fight week it didn't matter it came out of nowhere I was always listen to the sound and speed of the foot steps coming up to my bedroom door while in sleeping in bed 
what did I do wrong now its always my fault when you get frustrated that I stand up to you as I got older your lucky I didn't have the confidence I do today and the strength the anger the rage you plague in a eternal infection rotting inside of me 
 I was a different Identity no memories just screams in darkness  during childhood neglect moved between houses every night there was always so much screaming I was always on alert for a fight or bulked fall to the floor before I get hit across the face black and blue marks I had to blames on something else I just wish he would have dropped dead  these borderline events are burning 3rd degrees underneath the most fragile parts of me well I ever feel like I will feel well again after escaping 23 years of hell 

Borderline Events 3

When Jennifer Smith was a child, a church leader twisted Old Testament stories while abusing her. After that, she didn’t want anything to do with sections of the Bible. But eventually God used the Old Testament to help draw Jennifer back to Him. Her story will help you learn to love your whole Bible.

Learning to Love the Old Testament, with Jennifer Smith

Runaway

God Knew

This song describes the most dangerous day in the life of a woman enduring domestic abuse. The day she leaves and explains why to her partner.

Another Lie

https://genius.com/Tezakx-lsd-unrealeased-lyrics

#ABUSE #РЯУ

LSD (UNRELEASED)

УМА ПАЛАТА (DEMO)

Abusé

SELF-DISCOVERY (?)
ЭТО НЬЮГЕН, НОВЫЙ СТИЛЬ, ВЫ ЕЩЕ УСЛЫШИТЕ ЧЕПЧИКА

ABUSE

The song is about verbal spousal abuse, often constant belittling, nagging and controlling.  Often related to narcissism, the 'dark triad', ASPD, BPD  or other personality traits.  We'll be looking into similar stories once I return in March 2026 including abuse to women, elders and children.

Finally Quiet in the Grave

For Booking Contact:
Contact@paytramusic.com

Paytra was born south of Detroit, Michigan where she spent her childhood studying classical piano and soaking up the music of 2000s R&B, Rock, and Hip Hop that she’d later find to be the leading influence in her music.

At the age of sixteen, Paytra took a risk and packed up her belongings, heading to Brooklyn, New York by herself. Since then, Paytra has self-released 18 singles including “Wts,” which captured the hearts of over 50,000 people and led her into the era of 808-driven pop tracks. The wittiness of her lyrics and underlying message of empowerment and acceptance resonated with many, and perhaps is one of the reasons Paytra was invited to perform at Motor City Pride, NY Pride, and NY Fashion week.

She also took on the film and TV industry in 2018, appearing in Law and Order: SVU and becoming a face of MTV’s “The Truth” commercials. Paytra played the role of Sammi in Lower East Asides, a film about the lives of upcoming musicians in NYC. She assisted with writing music that was placed on the show which has since won a great deal of recognition in film festivals across the world. 

People will compare Paytra to Ariana Grande, Camila Cabello, Halsey, and Rihanna, and those comparisons are fair. But there's that ‘something’ different about Paytra's sound and her approach. Her bold lyrics over hard-hitting tracks empowers a grounded confidence while embracing the idea of non-traditional beauty. Paytra isn’t afraid to speak her truth, and her music stands for just that.

DOPAMINE KILL - на всех площадках!

Hésitez pas à me donner vos retours et avis , je suis toujours preneur 😎

Retired the beginning of 2023. Been writing music seriously for about six years. Thanks for listening - and sharing!

Imma Dro
PayPal-> @ iamdro
Ca$H-APP-> $ immadro
Venmo-> @ immadro

// PONDRICH
#benzowarrior
LLDontDoDrugs🕊️
booking/features:
https://www.instagram.com/duklyfee

So you want to know more about the mysterious (and handsome if I do say so myself) Rainforest Cowboy?, eh,

In school I majored in music for four years playing in an orchestra and a band.  Specifically, I played a western brass instrument called a "Tuba" - it's a bass instrument and like drums carries the beat for a composition.  My instructor was a traditional German composer/conductor .. and they love Tuba's so it was a lot of fun.  I also played early keyboards and organs getting into the nascent MIDI interfaces of the day with an Atari ST.

I attended many orchestras at this time and got into early New Age type music such as Fresh Aiire (which I consider experimental). This really kicked off my interest in traditional instruments around the world, languages (even spoken languages are essentially musical), cultures - why I really enjoy fusion mixes.

My father had cancer during my school days, I worked those years in addition to taking care of my father.  When he passed in my final year I left music as I have to work very hard in order to survive.

I volunteer at various places as time permits, at one I pick up food for elderly women.  Seeing how hard the staff and volunteers worked helping so many I decided to try to create a song for them, my way of saying thank-you and also encouraging them.  Some people had suggested I go public .. in fact the same people suggested I start a Sound Cloud site .. which I knew very little about (just a few weeks ago).

It's been great fun.  Here is the process:

I start with an idea, then research for days to several weeks for accuracy and depth.  

Once researched I create a shot story based upon the original idea/concept.  I love true life stories, emotions, passions and work hard to get that into the lyrics (which is basically poetry).  When younger I was the #1 author in my field, worldwide, so for me writing has been a lifetime passion and poetry (lyrics) is the dessert.

Once I have it all 'fleshed out' I get into my nerdy-tech interests.  I've been involved in PC's since an Apple ][ back in 1977.  I also, as CIO, took a company from 10K in sales to over 2-Billion within 10-years and doing all aspects of IT and robotics was so so much fun.  This is why I love the AI side .. I'm getting into the LLM and really merging it with music.  For example, I'll specify (say) G Minor, the tempo (timing, beats), vocals, languages, instruments and so forth ... it's almost like C++ programming.  From there I take the lyrics and clothe it in song.  So I'm basically merging musical theory and tech.  Again, the story/lyrics are the most important aspect but the tech side sure is fun.

Finally, as I was an artist as well, I spend a lot of time doing the various track covers(which are all custom made my me, only, I tend to do them at 4K or 8K.  Then there's last but not least, organization and all the background work to keep it organized.

I'll get an email address up - if you have a story to tell let the ole Rainforest Cowboy know.  I love to write about peoples' experiences, their cities and nations, hobbies, hopes and fears.  Maybe you're in love, promoting a charity, or missing a lost one - if you would like to share, I'll make a song about it.

Echo's N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of  Indiana, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Void, Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric ,Odium, Raven, and Death Moth this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Phuric, and Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

Songwriter
Songs demoed A Capella
Songs for sale

Careless Fires is emotionally honest music that blends lyrics written straight from the lived experience of songwriter and lyricist Amanda French with AI-generated soundscapes and vocals. Themes of darkness, healing, and personal transformation carry throughout, touching on both inner struggles and social truths. With a mix of raw emotion, inspiring energy, and body-moving beats, Careless Fires invites listeners into a space that feels vulnerable, creative, and deeply human.

Why So Serious?😂😂😂



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 https://youtube.com/@Fuketsu.

Songwriter in a lyrical life with a voice like sugar-coated barbwire. Pouring it all out, surrendering to my cathexis.  @jodylynnmusic  New songs drop each month!

I've been writing songs since I was 15, in the studio creating demos at 16 and have had a few shining musical moments along the way.


I've lived all over the country... from Cali back to Virginia where I grew up. Over the years, I've been lucky to have met some fabulous people that I consider kindred spirits and friends.

I love to write lyrics and songs for myself and others... just to scratch my creative itch and for things I love and care about. 

Please add my songs to your playlists and follow me on socials for new releases and updates! Appreciate your support!

New tracks tagged #Abuse