- MFG -
I came up with the second part of the chorus idea very early.. the body can often kind of get in the way of love in relationships, so I felt that "I'm so sorry, that I've got a body" was kind of fitting. Next came the rest of the chorus.

The beat and the verses took forever... writing, rewriting, scrapping projects and starting over. I'm a man writing about a woman being abused so I wanted to make sure it sounded respectful. Ran my lyrics past some women to get their perspective. I think I struck the right balance, and it's a beautiful track.

- Louie -
Chords n' Shit

- Stefy -
Ich finde es ist ein echt gelungenes Projekt. Auf dem ersten Blick denkt man ein happy Song. Hört man genauer hin, merkt man, dass es ein ernstes Thema behandelt. Ich freue mich, ein Teil davon gewesen sein zu dürfen. Zu dem Projekt kam ich durch Goblin, den ich auf einem Song Slam in München kennen gelernt habe. Er hat mich auf Instagram gefragt, ob ich mitmachen möchte bei einem Projekt und ich hab zugestimmt.

What is there left to Believe (Ft. Louis, Jasmin and Stefy)

My life really struck me as "screwed up" when I first read Dostoevsky, realizing how much his stories mirrored my own until I found my wife, my "unicorn". My childhood in Bangladesh was profoundly dysfunctional, marked by my parents' constant fighting and a year of sexual abuse by a neighbor I couldn't tell anyone about. I thought I'd escaped it, but the trauma never leaves you.

My father's death while I was in France added immense guilt and pain, compounded by a difficult job and a boss I now believe had mental health issues. Becoming a father to my beautiful daughter, while the best decision, piled on fatigue and pressure, especially with ongoing family dramas from afar. Physical pain led to a depression diagnosis, and therapy opened my eyes to my past. I learned how my mother, traumatized and forcefully married, took her frustrations out on me, and my father, brainwashed by his own dad, developed a stubborn ego. Being caught between their "South Pole and North Pole" dynamics profoundly affected my emotional development and academics, possibly due to ADHD, trauma, or dissociation.

Moving to Australia didn't stop the parental phone calls filled with their complaints, making me realize they wanted an "ally," not just a son. It took me nearly 40 years to make independent decisions without fear. I now understand my many disorders and that my past haunts my present, even if my body remembers more than my mind. Therapy is hard, bringing back memories and affecting sleep, but it's progress. Despite likely future health issues from this dysfunctional past, I've learned a lot. My main goal now is to give my daughter the good childhood I never had, and I stand with anyone else who's been through similar crap.

Story Of a Childhood with a Dysfunctional family and Narcissistic Parent

“House Rules (Explicit)” dives into the unwritten laws that governed a broken home. This raw track by CC3PO captures the emotional code-switching, fear-based logic, and quiet trauma of growing up in dysfunction. Not all wars leave visible scars—and not all rules deserve to be followed.

House Rules (Explicit)

Indigo Ford - FREEDOM (2016)

This episode explores how the idea of "peace and purity of the church" is often used as a cudgel against victims and survivors, and a way to silence dissent. 

(291)S11E913 The Weaponization of Peace

Skinwalker

Too many women are abused. Too many men fail to step in.
Dave Warren ascap/bmi
Lyrics:
Verse 1: I was sippin' on a cold one, just mindin' my own biz At the local waterin' hole, where the sun dips into the whiz When I saw a couple, their love was on the line He was yellin' in her face, her eyes were shinin' with tears and decline
Chorus: My gut was tight, my fists were clenched, I wanted to step in But I just stood there, frozen in, like a coward within I should've said somethin', done somethin' to make it right But I just stood there, watchin' her suffer through the night
Verse 2: He was wearin' down her spirit, with every hurtful word She was shakin' like a leaf, her heart was bein' stirred I knew I had to act, but my feet were rooted to the ground I was thinkin' 'bout my own mom, and the pain she'd been wearin' around
Chorus: My gut was tight, my fists were clenched, I wanted to step in But I just stood there, frozen in, like a coward within I should've said somethin', done somethin' to make it right But I just stood there, watchin' her suffer through the night
Bridge: Now I'm haunted by the memory, of her tears and his rage I'm wonderin' if she's okay, if she's still turnin' the page I wish I could've been the one, to stand up and be her shield But I was too scared, too weak, and now it's all I can feel
Chorus: My gut was tight, my fists were clenched, I wanted to step in But I just stood there, frozen in, like a coward within I should've said somethin', done somethin' to make it right But I just stood there, watchin' her suffer through the night

Standing By

PTSD - TSPT 

Français : 

Le trouble de stress post-traumatique causé par plusieurs traumatismes — physiques, émotionnels, psychologiques ou spirituels — engendre des effets complexes. Il peut altérer la mémoire, l'identité, la perception du monde et de soi. Il provoque de l’anxiété, des cauchemars, des douleurs physiques, une dissociation du corps et de la réalité, une perte de confiance, un isolement profond, et des comportements de survie parfois extrêmes. La personne peut se sentir brisée, incomprise, seule, mais ces réactions sont des mécanismes de protection, pas des signes de faiblesse.

Guérir est long, mais possible.

Si j’ai pu m’en sortir, tu le peux aussi.



English:

Post-traumatic stress disorder caused by multiple traumas physical, emotional, psychological, or spiritual creates complex effects. It can disrupt memory, identity, and the perception of reality and self. It brings anxiety, nightmares, physical pain, dissociation, trust issues, deep isolation, and survival behaviors that may seem extreme. The person may feel broken, misunderstood, alone — but these are survival responses, not weakness.

Healing is a journey, but it is possible.

If I could make it through, you can too.

Paroles (FR) : 

PTSD
PTSD
PTSD
PTSD
Va te faire foutre l' H.P tu m’auras plus jamais.
Maintenant je suis solide hey, faut plus me déranger.

MMM... non je peux pas je suis en PTSD !!!!!!
(PTSD)
(PTSD)
(PTSD)
(PTSD)
J'ai manqué d'amour, je suis en PTSD
J'ai manqué de soutien je suis en PTSD
Ma famille n’en ai pas une je suis en PTSD
J'ai manqué de sous, je suis en PTSD
C'est pour ça je suis cagoulé en I.L.O.Bliss
J'ai manqué d'amour, je suis en PTSD
C'est pour ça que je m'en fous de tout, je suis en PTSD
J'ai manqué de sous, je suis en PTSD
C'est pour ça je suis cagoulé en I.L.O.bliss
J'ai manqué de mon père et de son amour, je suis en PTSD
J'ai manqué d'une mer calme, je suis en PTSD
J'ai manqué de liberté je suis en PTSD
, je suis en PTSD
J’ai été enfermée tellement de fois , allons y point par point, je suis en PTSD
J'ai manqué de sous, je suis en PTSD
C'est pour ça je me venge et m’exprime en I.L.O.Bliss
J'ai manqué d’amis, je suis en PTSD
C'est pour ça que je m'en fous de tout, je suis en PTSD
Je suis sortie de mon corps, je suis en PTSD
Personne voit ma spiritualité je suis en PTSD
C'est pour ça je suis maintenant changé  en I.L.O.bliss
Noir sur noir comme mon étoile, je sors que pour acheter des clopes (ou ma drogue)
Et j'espère croiser personne, je veux juste être dans la nature sans ces humains par pitié
Putain de merde, ils sont très mal éduqués
Comme si ils étaient morts, et z’ont accepté leur décès (PTSD)
Comme si je leur devais ma lumière à ces putains d’enfoirés
Ok, ok, faut que je me calme, à chaque fois ils sont gentils (mouais)
Faut que j'arrête d'en faire un drame
Peut-être faut que j'aille voir un psy, c'est moi qui manquais d'amour
Maintenant que je suis servi, j'ai pas le droit de faire la gueule
J'ai manqué d'amour, je suis en PTSD
J'ai manqué de soutien je suis en PTSD

PTSD REMIXED BY ILOBLISS (Sarah.D)

Raw, emotionally charged alternative hip-hop track with a melancholic yet intimate vibe. The vocals are delivered with a mix of spoken word and heartfelt rap, capturing themes of trauma, unspoken love, emotional exhaustion, and fragile hope. Sparse, moody instrumentation with soft piano and deep, warm beats to emphasize vulnerability and tension, The mood is bittersweet and reflective, balancing pain with a quiet yearning for healing, yearning for a friend to be kinder to themselves.

Secrets

UK-style conscious rap, gritty and emotionally raw, minimalist beat with heavy bass and ambient textures, Spoken-word influenced with pacing changes to highlight intensity.

I wrote this about my experience with the police in the UK throughout my life. To be clear, I'm pretty straight edge, I mind my own business, work hard and pay my tax. And yet the police gotta press and cause stress.

Hate þīn uniform

A very rough demo, you can even hear the rain on the window

lyrics:
eight years old I was just a kid
my dad picks me up throws me on the bed
begging for my life
I've never seen him cry
for me
at least not for me

sixteen years later it's summer in the park
where I brought him to heal my battered heart
"I thought you were gonna kill me that night"
then I break down and cry
he just watches me
like I'm tv 

thank you for your sympathy
glad that's not how my mother raised me!

TV (demo)

Shameless - Tell me

The Troof!_8/4/25 - Michael Tait... AGAIN

Brainwashing Houses

Epic Hook

In this powerful first installment of a special two-part series (Episode 82A), I break my silence about witnessing domestic violence as a child and the desperate measures my sisters and I contemplated at ages 12, 10, and 7. When my mother finally gathered the courage to escape her abusive boyfriend, we fled Minneapolis with nothing but backpacks—leaving behind our home, possessions, and everything familiar.

The physical escape was just the beginning of our journey. What followed were months of instability, makeshift accommodations, and psychological trauma that remained unspoken for years. This episode reveals the invisible wounds carried by children in violent households and the shocking lengths to which desperate children may go to protect their loved ones.

My story serves as both warning and hope—a wake-up call to those trapped in abusive relationships, especially when children are involved, and a testament that healing and healthy love are possible on the other side of trauma. Join us for Episode 82B, where a trauma therapist provides professional insight into the impacts and healing journey discussed in this deeply personal account.

Running for Our Lives: The Murder I Designed Before I Could Drive (Episode 82A - Part 1)

Abuse [Techified] - Techy's Untitled FNF Mod

Abuse [Techified] [INSTRUMENTAL] - Techy's Untitled FNF Mod

𒄭𒇻𒁉𒇻𒅖
zi gu-la du₁₀ šu-nigin-na, gu šud i₃-li₂, eme-gi₇ u₃ eme-kal-la
kur gal-ta igi-bar-re, me-lam₂ e₂-an-na igi-zu
nam-tar-bi in-gar-ra, inim-zi-zu ki-du₁₀ inim-nigin-na
lu ki-nu₂-a šeš-e-ne in-gu₇, inim-ma e₂-a in-nigin
šid-zi in-du₁₀, lugal-la la-ba-an-šid, izi-ma du₁₀
dingir kur-nun-zi, ama-abzu e₂-mu-un-zig₃-ga
e₂-nigin-na šu-du₁₀, ki-an-ab, a-maš-a ga-an-sum
šid-inim-bi a-ga, zi-na-zu-ta e₃-a, inim-dam-zi-zu
gu-ba du₁₀ ki-bar-ra u₃ ki-ul, šid e₂-an-na u₃ a-gub
ti-la-ka igi-bar-re : maš-gi, ni-dul, šid-tuku, u₃ ki-še₃
kur-gi-na igi-zu : giš-ki, eme-dur, zi-ma-ra, me-ma
IloBliss e₂-an-na u₃ ki-gal im-du₁₀, šeš e₂-a e₂-gal

MindShift Power Podcast is for teens, about teens, and anyone who works with teens. Many of the guests will be teens from all over the US and Canada. We will discuss issues that involve teens. Solutions start with conversations. Real conversations can not happen unless we are honest. For this reason guests will be able to speak their minds without the chains of extreme political correctness, something desperately needed in today's society.

You will hear the real raw truths of where the minds of our youths are today. You will also hear from those who teach, work with, or create programs for youth of any kind.  We will talk about the problems teens are dealing with but also discuss solutions. The main goals of this podcast is to bridge the large existing gap between teens and the adults who are trying to create solutions for them and for teens to hear what other teens are thinking or going through and realize that they are not alone. 

If you are a teen and want to know what other teens are really going through, are really thinking, or you want to come up with a solution for your town or situation, this is for you. If you are an adult who works with teens and want to better what you are doing, this is for you. If you are a parent who wants to understand the mind of the modern teen to better help you deal with yours, this is for you.

**Welcome to Epic Hook's Official Soundcloud 🎶**


 We are a passionate rock band committed to delivering high-energy music that resonates with fans around the globe. Here, you'll find an array of content including original songs, live performances, and insights into our creative process. Our mission is to create a community where rock enthusiasts can unite and celebrate the power of music. Subscribe today for a front-row seat to our latest releases and join us as we embark on this epic musical adventure!

We do a bit Of EDM and POP at time to time 

Epic we take copyright infringement very serious !!

If u dont have a picture u be banned from my Soundcloud

if u trying to sell or promotion u be banned its a music streaming service NOT A promotion service

i Have Admin and over teams working for Epic Hook so i dont need your service so STOP STOP u will be  banned

Testing out some things— demos, live recordings etc. Everything here is, to a fair extent, mastered and mixed terribly. 

‘Foxglove’ consists of one songwriter/guitarist/vocalist, and a bassist. Evidently, they don’t normally record stuff.

THIS IS THE OFFICIAL ACCOUNT FOR:
Techy's Untitled FNF Mod
Official OST will be posted here!
chikn

🎙️ Independent storyteller | 🇺🇸🇲🇽 | Voice through survival
I use AI-assisted tools to co-create some of my music, but every lyric, edit, and emotional heartbeat is mine.

All songs are legally licensed for commercial release. I rewrite, restructure, and remix every line until it reflects real life — mine, and maybe yours too.

If it helps even one person feel less alone in their frustration, grief, or journey… then it was worth creating.

🧠 Music built from survival.
🫀 Songs crafted with truth.
🤖 Powered by technology. Driven by heart.

The lyrics are all mine baby, call it therapy. 

I use Suno to interpret the music with heavy dictation, style, delivery and accent dictations. Currently I want to learn to remix, edit and remaster where necessary, then I should probably buy a mic. 

I'm currently just a man trying to figure out his shit with a pen.

Real shit.

I've been through more than most could ever imagine, I'm still here for now🖤. I've not lived but I have loved and laughed. Music has always been my therapy, after 30 years I finally hit the burning point. I needed an outlet so here we are. The pen and paper are my brown leather sofa, perhaps you can be the one to listen. 

I wrote my first song on the 15/07/25 so be nice 🖤♥️✌🏻. Always interested to hear what you think, not interested in buying marketing services.

Drop me a message. 

Rapper/VGM Musician
Soundcloud is where you'll find *both* those things under one banner.

Commission requests etc. send to guardgoblin@gmail.com

I archive rare music
If you have music from indigo vanity or any of her future aliases (bigKlit, noir / all hail noir) please dm me

A podcast focused on nonviolence, social justice, and Kingdom living

New tracks tagged #Abuse