In an 80s-flavored grocery store, Rocxann locks eyes with a single poinsettia that seems too bright for its price tag. When she touches it, time bends: fluorescent aisles smear into neon, Christmas muzak warps into something cinematic, and reality slips. “When the Red Leaves” hurls her into a VHS-style Christmas multiverse where she becomes young Mrs. Claus—part myth, part woman, part warning. It’s the entry point into a world where seasonal love feels magical and doomed, and where every decision echoes louder than she expects.

When The Red Leaves

Here, Rudolph stops being a cute reindeer and becomes a symbol for every wild winter night she chased instead of healing. “Rudolph’s Red Light District” pulls her through back alleys, neon signs, motel doors, and the kind of mistakes that glow in the dark long after December ends. It’s nostalgia filtered through guilt and adrenaline—remembering when chaos felt like freedom. This track shows how easily she trades safety for distraction, setting up why she’s so vulnerable to the multiverse portal that’s coming.

Rudolphs Red Light District

“Ornament” is the moment the multiverse mirror stops lying. Young Mrs. Claus realizes she’s not a partner; she’s a prop—hung in perfect places, admired from the outside, and forgotten once the room empties. She holds secrets, pain, and stories no one bothers to ask about because they like how she looks more than who she is. The song is a soft but fierce revolt against being decoration in someone else’s narrative, hinting that the version of her who walks out is coming soon.

Ornament

Black Ice Ballads is  a dark christmas  concept album from rocxann -a holiday record for anyone who's ever spun out on black ice in traffic and in love. these songs live where cheap tinsel car crashes, bathhouse confessionals ER beeps and quiet living room all blue into one long winter night

Clause for Concern

At a Christmas masquerade gala glittering with chandeliers and gold, Rocxann and Santa show up as a polished power couple—but underneath, everything is broken. “Jack in the Mask” turns the event into a digital glitch: toy pianos, stuttering sleigh bells, and distorted carols score their unraveling. Rocxann and MurmrX trade verses like dueling perspectives, exposing the gap between performance and reality. This is the moment they both see the relationship as a script looping past its expiration date, and the world of the multiverse begins to destabilize.

Jack In The Mask

Winter Ventriloquist is what happens when December crawls inside your head and starts playing with the controls. It’s a crooked little winter funhouse—warped mirrors, talking shadows, and thoughts that don’t quite line up but somehow still rhyme. Rocxann leans into the weird: twitchy melodies, unexpected turns, and a narrator who might be pulling the strings… or might just be another puppet in the show.

Winter Ventriloquist

Lonely on the Christmas Tree

In a dim, velvet-lined room, Rocxann finds herself with someone who doesn’t believe in Santa, magic, or anything sacred—at least not out loud. But when he touches her, it’s obvious he’s chasing the myth she’s attached to, not the woman herself. His body worships what his mouth denies. “Is He Real or Not?” turns into a slow, bass-heavy examination of using someone for access—to status, to fantasy, to power. It leaves her wondering whether anyone sees her without the man and the legend she’s tied to.

Is He Real or Not?

Christmas Crinkled Nose” is the slow-motion montage inside Black Ice Ballads. After black ice, sirens, and hospital beeps, Rocxann’s mind leaves the room and lands in a cheaper, happier December: plastic reindeer on the lawn, crooked string lights, and someone across the couch laughing so hard their nose wrinkles in that way only you’ve ever seen.
The song isn’t about Christmas as a holiday; it’s about Christmas as a feeling you can’t get back. It zooms in on one tiny detail—the crinkled nose—and lets it carry the entire weight of love, loss, and “I thought we’d have more time than this.” Warm chords, cold memories, and a quiet confession: in the end, it’s never the big moments that save you, it’s the small ones that won’t let you go

Black Ice Ballads

Christmas Crinkled Nose

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I Keep On Dreaming

Dans puff trap, nous vous dévoilons les coulisses de l'addiction à la puff. En effet, celle-ci parait si attractive mais comporte de réels risques pour la santé. A l'aide de témoignages et de faits surprenants, vous comprendrez très vite l'envers du décor de ce petit objet coloré qui se trouve dans toutes les mains des jeunes. 

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But every spell took more from him. Every breath felt thinner.
Now the frost crawling through his veins isn’t a weapon… it’s a hunger.

‘The Cold’ is a dark electronic track about power, addiction, and losing yourself to the thing you thought you controlled.”**

The Cold

Dans un monde ultra connecté, ce podcast décrypte ce que les écrans nous apportent... et ce qu'ils bousculent.
Une enquête vivante au cœur de la santé et du quotidien des enfants.

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Et si le sport, pourtant symbole d'équilibre et de bien-être, devenait une véritable dépendance?

Dans cet épisode, nous plongeons au coeur d'un sujet encore méconnu: l'addiction au sport, une réalité qui touche de plus en plus de personnes.

Pour éclairer ce phénomène, nous donnons la parole à une neuropsychologue, ainsi qu'à un témoin qui partage son expérience personnelle.

La course que l'on ne gagne jamais

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Dans cet épisode, nous plongeons au coeur d'un sujet encore méconnu : l'addiction au sport, une réalité qui touche de plus en plus de personnes. 

Pour éclairer ce phénomène, nous donnons la parole à une neuropsychologue, ainsi qu'à un témoin qui partage son expérience personnelle.

With the latest annual figures on Drug Testing On Arrest out recently, Mike Trace looks at the history of attempts to identify people with drug or alcohol problems in police stations, and to refer them to appropriate treatment.

Police Diversion - Is It Working?

In the October 2025 episode of Critical Decisions in Emergency Medicine, Drs. Danya Khoujah and Wendy Chang discuss managing thermal burns and diabetic ketoacidosis and hyperosmolar state. As always, you’ll also hear about the hot topics covered in the regular features, including syncope and a rapid heartbeat in a young man in The Critical ECG, a boy with hip pain in Clinical Pediatrics, calcaneal fracture in Critical Cases in Orthopedics and Trauma, wedge resection for partial nail removal in The Critical Procedure, albuterol-budesonide rescue inhalation for asthma in The LLSA Literature Review, a patient with a change in mental status in The Critical Image, phenobarbital for alcohol withdrawal syndrome in The Drug Box, and paraquat toxicity in The Tox Box.

October 2025: Managing Thermal Burns, and Diabetic Ketoacidosis and Hyperosmolar Hyperglycemic State

The Forward Trust is a social justice charity that supports people to recover from addiction or leave behind crime, helping them move on in life with family, friends, jobs, homes, and a sense of belonging. Leading Forward is a new ongoing audio series providing thought leadership views and opinions from Forward's CEO and other colleagues.

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Mixing everything I love most, from CHH, Rap, Hip-Hop, Synthwave, Electronic, Harmonic and more. My style is more on the deranged, sad, spooky and sinister side. It's where I thrive the most and feel most comfortable. Some things come from personal experience and watching others around me. The rest comes from my imagination.

I like writing lyrics and putting together music as a side hobby because it's fun. I Hope you enjoy the ride.

😈 You can also find my music on Spotify and Youtube 🔥

Bienvenue dans ce podcast qui aborde sans complexe ni tabou, le sujet intime de la première expérience sexuelle (mais pas que), pour donner à entendre aux jeunes et aux moins jeunes, des témoignages d’expériences vécues et sincères afin qu’ils puissent apprendre par les autres.
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