Which Type of Therapy (Individual, Couple, or Family) is Right for Me? - Ep 679

23 - #sadboi #kidsketchyy (@kidsketchyy) #kindasketchy #sadbxysketch #sadboisyndicate #sbvs #syndicate #

"plz don’t leave yet" | (SADBØIERA🥀)

I'm dirty, I'm filthy

This track is tough love for Aubrey aka Drake aka Champagne Papi to inspire him to take his gambling addiction more seriously and prayfully get help!

Tried to Bet, Got Regret

Red Dress Relapse is about that one person — the one who knows exactly how to pull you back in, no matter how far you’ve come. We all have someone like that. You swear you’re done, you fight to move on, but then they walk in… and it’s like sobriety, healing, growth — none of it stands a chance. This song’s not just about addiction to a person — it’s about how love, lust, and pain can blur together when the past ain’t finished with you.

I wrote this because I’ve lived it.  I know I’m not the only one. For anyone who’s ever said, “I’m finally over it,” only to fall back when they least expected — this one’s for you.  Send this one to that person.  Let them know.

Red Dress Relapse

“Last Stand” is a raw, emotionally charged ballad about addiction, regret, and the fight to reclaim your life. With haunting guitar textures, confessional lyrics, and a slow-burning rise from despair to defiance, the song captures the moment when survival becomes a choice—and a promise. It’s a personal anthem for anyone who’s ever stood at the edge and decided to fight their way back. From isolation to elation, “Last Stand” is a journey through darkness toward light.

Last Stand

I think back to when we were close
In the summer of 95
Our dreams and lives could grow 
And we promised to keep 

Graduation came the following year
Tossing our hats up to celebrate 
Stacy and Johnny met me for beers
Made me promise to not be late

Pre-chorus 
Those were the days to never forget 
We were young and full of life
Ready to take the world 
Never forget one another 

Chorus:
Oh how we should have looked harder 
Didn't know the years are fallin'
Missing the small things missing the laughs
Couldn't see the years are fallin'

She quit college to live with a guy
Far away and beyond the hills
But not before we cut  ties
Lost her friends against her will

Didn't hear from her for fourteen years
One Friday night she called me up
So drunk she could barely speak 
Said she has only when she hurts

Pre-chorus 
The drinks increase 
And time just passes by
Till one day it all looks the same
She drinks to feel something

Chorus 
How she wasted time drinking it all away
Still feel the years are fallin
Has another glass has another bottle
Nevermind the years are fallin'

Solo instrumental

Six years pass and Stacy calls me
Her husband left her some time back
She could barely speak my name
Nothing she said was on track

Ran into Johnny at a class reunion
He said Stacy stays drunk with her mom
Has no drive and is out of touch
Killing her shine is all her rage

Pre Chorus
Blaming everyone but herself
Flying in a mad rage
She became an adult 
But never grew up 

Outtro Chorus 
We were all so close but life had plans 
And I still feel the years are fallin'
It breaks my heart that nothing can be done 
But that's just the years still fallin

Bridge
We'd stayed friends thru so many trials
Things couldn't go wrong if we tried

End:
Late one night her mom called me up
To tell me her years are no longer fallin


Years Fallin

A song about the realities of alcoholism, guitar driven with a sound similar to .38 Special. 

Years Fallin (60 sec)

Years Fallin (Instrumental)

A very personal track. I didn't intend to share this one really. But, here it is anyway. One of my favorite songs so far, for sure. 

DROWNING

Why are things and people we *know* aren't good for us what we desire most in our darkest moments? Am I trying to break myself before the pain does it for me? Is it merely taking back agency from the pain in the worst possible way or is it something else?

(Lyrics & direction by Greg Bulmash, performance by Suno)

Jagged Shelter

Addiction

Unmasking ADHD: My Journey and Its Link to Addiction

Pastor Chris Jones from His Place joins the Bow Tie Guy to share how his gigantic mess became a massive message. Hear how this punk rocker went from the gutter with a guitar to the pulpit with a purpose.

Mess it Up Show 383 - Quandary

Mess it Up Show 383b - Quandary (This one!)

Nicotine is one devil you don't dance with

Called It (prod. by beatsbyfaded)

My Child’s Resentment About Treatment - Ep 680

#awishlonelinessmadness
#corpsewave
#savxstyle

I've a̶l̶w̶a̶y̶s̶/never known...
Can't deny these ̶t̶̶r̶̶u̶̶t̶̶h̶̶s̶/lies
Are my own..  demise.
̶i̶̶t̶'̶s̶̶ ̶̶̶f̶̶̶̶i̶̶̶̶n̶̶̶̶e̶̶̶,̶̶ ̶̶i̶̶t̶'̶s̶̶ ̶̶̶o̶̶̶̶k̶̶̶̶a̶̶̶̶y̶̶, i'll die anyway

See beyond the mask... i'm rotten to the core
Don't want it anymore, I might crash to fast
Too much shit from the past, closing all them doors
Too much to ignore, inside this house of glass

FUCKPUTIN
FUCKNETANJAHU
FUCKAFD

Washed-up rocker/music producer turned heartbreak troubadour.
I write and sing country and rock songs about love gone wrong and the weird stuff in between.  Still out here trying to find my voice—when I’m not busy pretending to be a smooth jazz saxophonist in my garage. 🎸🎷You can find the stuff under Topher Jones.

Best lyricist in all of Tucson, AZ, a true poet who went through Hell to bring you the fire. Walking into Dreamville, God willing, fuck the money!!

Finding You Therapy Programs is an experientially based therapeutic program serving individuals, parents, couples, and families. Email the host drbradreedy@gmail.com

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We are your peas and carrots for recovery and beyond!

Just a lost soul looking for inspiration and relief through music. Would love to collaborate with others. Music is life.

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