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I’ve been fighting my own battles. 7 weeks sober now and it’s not easy. Some days I feel strong, other days I feel like I’m breaking.

That’s why this song matters to me.
‘Stop Judging’ is for everyone who’s been labeled, mocked, or written off.
People see the outside, but they don’t know the war inside.

This track is my answer.
Coming soon.

#StopJudging #CainAustin #NewMusic"

Stop Judging!

Addiction

Lyrics:

Within my chamber, silken, fine
A silent encounter, your eyes on mine
Thought yourself better, dripping vain
Myself your hatred, my opiate, your pain

The paths were chosen, tried, true
They caged you in, my prison, you
To walk a line, to reject thought
I'll seize what's mine, a life I sought

Do not guide this blackest sheep
I'm not so fragile, and far from weak
A fire rages behind my eyes
The fury burning, where ego dies
You see my hunger, fear its depths
I'll see it sated, nothing less

The path I've walked, these seeds I've sown
The burning footsteps, they're all my own
The mirror shatters, the pieces fall
Each shattered edge reflects it all

The path I've walked, these seeds I've sown
The burning footsteps, they're all my own
The mirror shatters, the pieces fall
Each shattered edge reflects it all

The path I've walked, these seeds I've sown
The burning footsteps, they're all my own
The mirror shatters, the pieces fall
Each shattered edge reflects it all

Do not guide this blackest sheep
I'm not so fragile, and far from weak
A fire rages behind my eyes
The fury burning, where ego dies
You see my hunger, fear its depths
I'll see it sated, nothing less

Each new temptation, a faded line
Vanishing doubt, ecstasy mine
A loss in vapor, this clouded haze
The endless chase that fills my days

The path I've walked, these seeds I've sown
The burning footsteps, they're all my own
A fire rages behind my eyes
The fury burning, where ego dies
You see my hunger, fear its depths
I'll see it sated, nothing less
And nothing left…

And nothing left...

Cinder

Dwelling on a lie can lead to our destruction.

A Sad Cycle

FEVER & DUST: The Addiction. The Illusion. The Heartbreak.  Dive into the raw, epic heart of "Fever & Dust," Russell Nomer's powerhouse new metal ballad. This isn't just a song; it's a gut-wrenching journey into the soul of a gambler caught in an unbreakable cycle. Feel the electric thrill of the win, the cold dread of the loss, and the devastating, shared delusion with a love that's both a lifeline and a lead weight.
From its haunting acoustic intro to its explosive, symphonic metal choruses, "Fever & Dust" builds a world of desperate hope and inevitable ruin. It's the story of two hearts bound by the promise of one more hand, one more spin, one more chance to win back everything—only to find themselves counting the ghosts of the money they chose.
If you've ever chased a dream that just won't come, or stood by someone caught in their own endless loop, this song will resonate deep in your bones. It's epic. It's intimate. It's unforgettable.



Fever and Dust

I honestly don't know where gaming addiction came from. 

Hey!! It's me, Sugar! It's been a while since a real post, hasn't it? Well, I'm not going to say posts will speed up. I wanna try and prioritize school over internet (!?), so I just can't post as much. 
Song cover by me, art by me

Gaming Addiction Θ

больше не хочу верить

Fever Dreams

Your idea of addiction is wrong

Angry

powder

"Hate Me" by Blue October is a song about addiction, depression, and the damage it can cause to relationships. The song expresses feelings of guilt and the belief that people would be better off just hating you and moving on.
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LYRICS:
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I had to block out 
thoughts of you
so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head
that make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride
a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?

And will you never say
that you love me
just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me
it is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me
for all the things
I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see
what's good for you

I'm sober now
for 3 whole months
It's one accomplishment
that you helped me with

The one thing
that always tore us apart

Is the one thing
I won't touch again

In my sick way
I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night

While I was busy
waging wars on myself
you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted
my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself
when it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so far away
that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes
in your heart
to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me
for all the things
I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see
what's good for you

And with a sad heart
I say bye to you
and wave
Kicking shadows on the street
for every mistake
that I have made

And like a baby boy
I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry
and I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling
"Make it go away!"

Just make her smile come back
and shine
just like it used to be
And then she whispered
"How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me
for all the things
I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see
what's good for you

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HATE ME TODAY

smoke me like i'm a hello kitty cigarettes

Misti Johnston, Drop in Center Director at the Butte, MT Rescue Mission sits down with Jim to discuss recovery and more.

Misti Johnston

Erin Olson, CBHPSS at St. Peter's in Helena, MT joins Jim for a discussion of leadership and recovery month activities. He is also the president of NAMI Helena, Vice chair of Lewis and Clark County Local Advisory Council, NAMI Montana Board Member, and CIT trainer.

Erin Olson

Dr. Reedy addresses the two main tasks of intimacy – sharing and listening. He talks about the capacity required to deeply hear and listen to another. He explains that talking tends to be a taking thing and listening requires healing and significant capacity.

Intimacy – Talking and Taking - Ep 686

This song is about living with a person who is addicted to alcohol.   

Lyrics written by Kimberly Munoz
All vocals by Foxy So'L
Music production by VELVET "remember me"
Final production by Kimberly Munoz 

Behind The Bottle

Hello, my name is Foxy So'L, it's nice to meet you.  Thank you for checking out my music and following me.  I'm always posting new tunes monthly to share, and you can find me on ReverbNation too.  Don't be shy to show some love and comments on songs you enjoy the most.  That means so much to me and I truly appreciate your support in any way. 

Originally from Fairbanks, Alaska, and born to musical parents, I grew up learning to sing and write my own lyrics/songs.  I live in Las Vegas, Nevada, now and continue to write to various genres of music. I also sing all vocals and produce my own tracks.  
Music has always been a part of my life.  I love the process of writing and the hard work that goes into creating something unique and amazing.  Every day I work on my skills and challenge myself with different genres of music to write to.  I'm looking forward to growing my catalog so that I can share them with you.

If you're reposting my songs, thank you so very much from my heart.  You have no idea how much I appreciate your support.  
Peace and Love to everyone.
Foxy So'L

"corpse.heaven.ltd"
#awishlonelinessmadness
#corpsewave
#savxstyle

Please follow my new releases and consider getting some of my merch at https://unitedmasters.com/a/russell-nomer-music

The closet is dark and empty. All that lays in the shadows is a disk player and a rack with a few disks. Perhaps wait a little while, and you may find something new here.

[I have no clue who made the pfp]

I'm a songwriter who writes from pain, loss, and loneliness.

I’ve been homeless. Addicted. Drowning in depression. Everyone I loved is gone, and I walk this road alone.

But through music, I speak to those who know what it's like.
Not to inspire false hope — but to remind you: you're not crazy, you're not weak…

You're just surviving something heavy.And yes — life can change, even if it takes everything.

songs from a version of me that doesn't exist

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then the voice in my head said
WHETHER YOU LOVE WHAT YOU LOVE
OR LIVE IN DIVIDED CEASELESS
REVOLT AGAINST IT
WHAT YOU LOVE IS YOUR FATE

—Frank Bidart, "Guilty of Dust"

SINCERE IMPOSTER writes, performs and/or produces a curious mixture of New Wave, Dance, EDM, Folk Rock, Metal, Art Pop, Electro, Dreamwave & Experimental World Pop. Collectively, it's a genre known as QUIRKPOP --- Music that makes you say, "What the hell is this?"

The band currently consists of two members, both living within the same body, sharing a similar existence. They identify as Danielle & Dave. They are both psychologically and musically confused. However, both are extremely and unapologetically sincere. 

Influences include Weird Al, Nathan Fielder, David Lynch, Rosalia, Monatik, Atarashii Gakko!, Rammstein, T-Pain and T-Swift. Their favorite inventions are the vacuum and the peach pitter. Their father is simply known as Vessel... who may be an entity or a god.



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