I know you
Don't understand me
But I know you
Got What you Wanted

[Verse 2]
I've been in
And out of the clinics
And their you sit 
like all of the cynics

[Chorus]
I can't believe
You left me
When I was bleeding
And out of breath

I can' believe
You left me
When I was crying
and close to death

[Bridge]
There was nothing
I could've said
But I didn't think
You'd leave me like that

[Verse 4]
You say you wont
take me back
Just stay the hell away
And stop the attack

[Drum then Bass then Guitar Solo]
[Chorus]
I can't believe
You left me
When I was bleeding
And out of breath

I can' believe
You left me
When I was crying
and close to death

Sage Rat

Out of the Clinics

Witness the chaotic rise of Alex, the Nic King! From trading snacks for hits to selling his calculator mid-test, his cravings became legend. Was he addicted or committed? Either way, hide your Geek Bar...

The Nic King Alex's Epic Vape Saga at Job Corps (Official Audio)

The opening track pulses like a synthetic heartbeat, layering airy pads with mournful guitar delays. Vaelrix frames dopamine as a dragon in the mind, chasing relief while unraveling at the seams. This is the gateway into the album’s emotional architecture.

Dopamine

"Road of Bottles"

[Verse 1]
They’ve been down the same old road,
So many times, I know.
So many places on the road, you see.

[Verse 2]
One road takes you to destiny,
Another one takes you to a place you’re supposed to be free,
Other ones will take you to a place you don’t even know yet.

[Verse 3]
One place will shine some gold, yeah,
Until you get your fool’s gold.
You think you’re gonna get somewhere,
But you just fall even deeper into despair.

[Verse 4]
Look at me — I’m serving moments,
My eyes even know the war’s raging on.
Yeah, I’m in the middle of a disaster, feel down, I know.
Destruction to the right, destruction to the left,
On the road, yeah, down the pathway, I don’t even know.
But hurt is on my way — it’s stopping there.

[Verse 5]
Just a fallen man,
Even got my feelings in the way.
I don’t even know where I’m going these days.
In my path, yeah, my feelings are like —
Everyone’s just another shot glass waiting, yeah.
Take it off, I know, I can see my life, you know.

[Verse 6]
So many places bottles go, yeah,
I see them down every road.
Every place I go, there’s another bottle, yeah, I go be.

[Verse 7]
One shot, yeah, take me away.
Two shots take me to destiny,
Three shots, yeah, I’m numb to the pain, I see.
Everything in my life, yeah, coming that way, I know, yeah, this one’s fading me.
Strong, yeah, but I know I’m not gonna give up.
Yeah, the fight is on, but I tell you what —
I let the demons out my soul, right back there.
Seems like the things in my life…

[Verse 8]
Christmas clear as it was,
Too many shot glasses, I know, they’re shattered now.

[Verse 9]
Soon, yeah, I’m in the desert now,
Yeah, I’m in your rearview mirror now.
Yeah, the further that you go, yeah, you’re gonna see me.

[Verse 10]
Three shots, yeah, you disappear.
Four shots, I’m now on beer.
Fearless on the fifth one, yeah,
Sixth one, yeah, I know now I’m starting to lose it, yeah.

[Verse 11]
Seven shots, yeah, I feel the power.
I know that there’s nothing more
Than the desperate calls of the fear inside of me, yeah — monster, you.

[Verse 12]
Soul empty.
Lost away.
Alcohol is staying away.
Alcohol is staying away.

"Road of Bottles"

My name is John. I have been a broadcaster for five years and have been writing music and poetry for twenty years. I didn’t even realize I could read and write until I discovered I have mirror-touch synesthesia. I perceive everything from right to left: my poetry, words, and compassion. My childhood was challenging, to put it mildly. However, God showed me a way to help others through the words I share. Every song I write serves as a ministry. By addressing various issues, I hope to assist those with troubled pasts find healing through my words. I am a pastor, and this is how I spread God’s message—by feeling the emotions around me and understanding the feelings of the people I encounter, because I have experienced similar struggles. God allows me to see you in ways that others cannot.

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Vaelrix is a genre-bending lyricist whose work blurs the line between rap, poetry, and cinematic storytelling. With thousands of songs written and a catalog shaped by trauma, transformation, and spiritual unrest, every track is a raw confession wrapped in layered metaphors. Drawing influence from anime, philosophy, theology, and the darkest corners of the mind, Vaelrix delivers complex rhyme schemes and emotionally charged narratives that cut deep and linger. This isn't just music—it's survival through sound. Welcome to the archive of a soul set on fire.


Yeah… it’s just music.
Made when I feel like it.
Might be good, might be trash — you decide.

No schedule. No rules. No big message.
Just sounds I threw together between bad decisions and too much za

If you’re here, cool. If not… also cool.

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