Welcome to AFTER THE END from the ETHOX CENTRE at the UNIVERSITY OF OXFORD, funded by the WELLCOME DISCOVERY AWARD SCHEME.

Performance artist MARTIN O'BRIEN from QUEEN MARY, UNIVERSITY OF LONDON, shares his experience of living beyond predicted life expectancy in what he calls ‘zombie time’.  

AFTER THE END | aftertheend.squarespace.com/
MUSIC | Countdown for the Quiz, Magnetic Music

Countdown to the Quiz

04 | Deathly Durations - M O'Brien

currently working on an ep but it's definitely getting delayed due to college and stuff. can't promise you guys that it's good but it's gotta be something really new to me hope you guys enjoy this first track that are going to be on the ep!!


and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
I needed you by my side
and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
don't you know that Im tired?
is this what you desired?

you got me feeling so damn hopeless
I wish I could change it
but youre the problem it's between us
but I'm so dumb that I didnt notice 
wish that I fucking change it
but it keep getting worst

tell me what the fuck did I do wrong?
and im hiding all my feeling just from writing all these songs
feeling bad about myself and I don't feel like I belong
slit the blade inside my heart and girl I promise Ill be gone

breaking apart (runawway, yashio)

👽 50 CENT x EMINEM x GUNNA - ALIEN [Prod. Darkside Beatz - 2017]

Flipperkugeln drifts through the haze of memory like smoke curling above an old pinball machine — a song about loss, routine, and the moments that linger when love suddenly ends. It captures that strange quiet after someone leaves — when familiar rooms feel haunted by laughter that’s no longer there. Between melancholy and resilience, the song turns heartbreak into motion: spinning thoughts, flashing lights, and a soft ache beneath the pulse. It’s a tender reflection on the chaos of emotion, where even a “game over” can still feel alive.

Flipperkugeln bewegt sich wie Rauch über einem alten Flipperautomaten – ein Lied über Verlust, Gewohnheit und die kleinen Momente, die bleiben, wenn eine Liebe abrupt endet. Es beschreibt diese besondere Stille danach, wenn vertraute Räume plötzlich leer klingen und jedes Detail erinnert. Zwischen Melancholie und Stärke verwandelt der Song Herzschmerz in Bewegung: kreisende Gedanken, blinkende Lichter und ein leises Ziehen unter dem Beat. Eine sanfte Hommage an das Gefühl, dass selbst ein „Game Over“ noch nach Leben klingt.

Flipperkugeln

Gestern wir
Heute nur noch Rauch
Und Flipperkugeln im Bauch
Kein Lachen mehr im Flur
Von dir keine Spur
Ich rauch noch ne Zigarette
Denn du bist weg
Meine Lieblingssongs im Gepäck
Und ohne einen Blick zurück

Gestern Nacht
Hast du Schluss gemacht
Mit mir
Einfach so
Liefst du aus der Tür
Ohne ein Wort
Und jetzt sitz ich hier
Allein

Leg mich neben deinen Schatten
Und träum vor mich hin
Seit ich verloren bin
Deine Zahnbürste glotzt mich an
Oh Mann
Und draußen scheint die Sonne
Nur nicht für mich
Denn ich denk an dich

Gestern Nacht
Hast du Schluss gemacht
Mit mir
Ohne Vorwarnung
Liefst du aus der Tür
Und ich sitz immer noch hier
Allein

Die Kugel fällt ins Nichts
Und ich mit
Game Over...
Keiner klatscht

Gestern Nacht
Hast du Schluss gemacht
Einfach so
Verdammt

Gestern wir
Heut nur noch Rauch
Und Flipperkugeln im Bauch


Flipperkugeln

A requiem for what can’t be reclaimed. Blood, ash, and echoes of devotion. Grief stripped of metaphor. One moment you’re whole; the next, you’re staring into the void left behind.

Triumph

This is my newest highly-anticipated "Farewell" mixtape.
It has been in the works since late 2023, and I'm proud I can finally start pre-orders now and release my best work yet in it's entirety on 11/30/2025: https://nxremix.bandcamp.com

If you order the digital album version, you can stream and download the lossless files 2 days prior to release, being one of the first to listen to the entire mixtape!
The digital album version also includes an exclusive unreleased Bonus remix which will not be released anywhere else, so go for it: https://nxremix.bandcamp.com

Digital Album version

Eminem - Sing For The Moment 2

Eminem - 500 Bars: Resurgence

There is a light that never quite reaches the surface.
It flickers in the hollow between heartbeats — a place where warmth meets ruin, where silence hums louder than sound. Fire In Between exists there, suspended in that fragile distance between holding on and letting go.

The song unfolds like smoke curling through a dim room — slow, deliberate, and aching. Its rhythm is a heartbeat lost in memory, its melody a whisper that almost remembers its name. Every rise feels like breath returning to the body; every fall, like the last trace of someone walking away.

Here, emotion doesn’t shout — it glows. It drifts, burns softly, and lingers on the edge of what can’t be said. The sound is both flame and shadow, both confession and silence. In it lives the pulse of what we couldn’t save and the grace of still trying to.

Fire In Between is a quiet storm, a song of aftermath and renewal. It’s the space where two souls almost meet, where love and loss share the same light. And when it ends, it doesn’t fade — it stays, humming in the air like heat long after the match has gone out.

FIRE IN BETWEEN

The 'flood' has receded. The climax is over. 'Traces of Salt' is the sound of the 'aftermath'—the beautiful, quiet 'resonance' left behind. Beatless and reflective, the track is a peaceful "afterglow" of shimmering, warm pads. The Cello is no longer 'striving'; it's 'resolved,' singing a final, peaceful duet with the 'crystalline' Kalimba. This is the sound of the memory, no longer a 'flood,' but a 'trace'—a quiet, bittersweet catharsis.

Traces of Salt

Dr Dre & Scarface - Game Over

Beats, remix, music
Hip Hop
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he/him/they 17 ##2025 ep soon

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Anbid Zaman is a queer activist and artist whose work rises from a life marked by displacement, resistance, and the insistence on living fully even when the world tries to deny that possibility. Born in Bangladesh and shaped by grassroots queer organizing from a young age, they grew into their voice through community struggle — learning early that courage isn’t an act, but a daily discipline.

Their journey from danger to refuge transformed them without erasing their origins. Living in Germany, Anbid continues to work at the intersections of identity, migration, and liberation, supporting queer people who face violence and navigating the complexities of chosen family, safety, and belonging. Their activism is guided by deep commitments: justice without compromise, solidarity across borders, and an unshakeable belief that marginalised voices should be heard not with pity, but with respect.

These values spill directly into their music. Anbid’s sound blends testimonial storytelling, emotional minimalism, and atmospheric layers shaped by memory — the quiet of hiding, the noise of protest, the ache of leaving, the thrill of surviving. Each track carries the weight of lived experience and the brightness of hope that refuses to die. Their art is not just expression; it is continuation, resistance, and a reminder that stories carry power long before the world acknowledges them.

Daily Videos on Youtube! Remixes Will be uploaded here too!
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nxremix

New tracks tagged #Aftermath