My second single is a song about desire, masking, and WRATH. I sing to a boy I know wants me back but is too scared to tell me. He spirals into madness as he longs to confess his desires. (Prod. Bonnierogerr)

WRATH

Lyrics 

Flicker of a face in the corner of my mind
A shadow steps
But it’s not behind
Breath so cold
I hear it sigh
This room remembers
So do I


Deja vu
It loops and it lingers
Ghosts of you
Slipping through my fingers
One is a whisper
The other’s a scream
Deja vu and ghost
Like a fractured dream


Your laugh is a crack in the frozen air
A glitch in the silence
You're everywhere
The past plays tricks
But it’s more than a game
It’s not just echoes
It’s calling my name


Am I chasing you or you chasing me
Or are we just stuck in infinity


Deja vu
It loops and it lingers
Ghosts of you
Slipping through my fingers
One is a whisper
The other’s a scream
Deja vu and ghost
Like a fractured dream


Time’s a hallway
Doors unclose
Every step forward
A backward pose
Are you the memory or the truth I missed
Deja vu and ghost
They coexist


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Lyrics 

Footsteps soft on a mirrored floor,
Every door I try is one I’ve seen before.
Names on the walls, written thin as light,
I blink and the hallway edits the night.


If I turn around—does the past turn too?
If I hold my breath—can I slip through you?


Rooms that remember, halls that repeat,
I’m chasing a shadow that walks in my feet.
Say my name and I’ll cut the wire—
Break this loop, set the ghosts on fire.
Rooms that remember—let me out alive,
I won’t be a rerun in a borrowed life.


Your voice is a key I can almost hear,
Close as a whisper, far as a year.
Photographs breathe when the lights go low,
I reach for the frame and the frame lets go.


If I face the light—will the copy fade?
If I speak the truth—does the echo break?


Rooms that remember, halls that repeat,
I’m chasing a shadow that walks in my feet.
Say my name and I’ll cut the wire—
Break this loop, set the ghosts on fire.
Rooms that remember—let me out alive,
I won’t be a rerun in a borrowed life.


Reverse me gently, stitch the seams,
Let the reel run out of dreams.
One more door—no alibi—
If it’s the exit, I’ll say goodbye.


Rooms that remember, halls that repeat,
I’m more than a shadow that walks in my feet.
Say my name as I cut the wire—
Loop goes quiet, ashes of fire.
Rooms that remember—open, let me drive—
I’m not a rerun—I’m leaving alive.


(One breath, one step—the hallway lets me through)

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Lyrics 

Static in the hallway, breathing in code
Numbers on the ceiling, secrets I know
Finger on the dial where the night runs cold
I tune you in and out like a radio


If I hold my breath—will the noise get clearer?
If I shut my eyes—do you come in nearer?


I’m a shadow receiver
Tuned to the fever
Static in my blood till the signal gets clearer
Say the word, I’ll believe ya
Cut through the ether
Call me by my name like a midnight healer
(Shadow—receiver)


Footsteps in a loop where the neon bends
Glitches in your shape like it never ends
Every little echo writes another line
I catch a half-truth, call it almost mine


If I break the loop—will the past run thinner?
If I face the light—do we change the picture?


I’m a shadow receiver…



“Are you there?—come in—come in—”


I’m a shadow receiver…
Tuned to the fever…
Call me by my name—make the signal clearer




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Lyrics 

Streetlight hum and a sleepless sky,
Two of me walking, one of me lies.
Footprints double on the mirrored tar,
I feel you calling from a moving star.


If I stop the frame—will the ghost step out?
If I change my name—will you hear me now?


Parallax heart—out of line,
Beating in two places at the same time.
Say the word—pull me tight,
Snap me into focus in the neon night.
Parallax heart—don’t divide,
Stitch my shadow to the brighter side.


Glitches bloom in the window glass,
Half of me present, half of me past.
Signal stutters in a radio rain,
I tune for mercy, I get your name.


If I cut the loop—will the echo fade?
If I face the truth—can we break this lay?


Parallax heart—out of line…


Hold the shot—breathe it back,
Hands like anchors on the track.
Count to ten—let it start,
One true image, one true heart.


Parallax heart—come alive,
Beating in one rhythm, one clear light.
Say the word—pull me tight,
Snap me into focus in the neon night.

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Lyrics 

City lights blink like a dying vein,
I count my steps through the static rain.
Every truth you left was barbed with bloom,
I carry maps made of exit wounds.


If pain is proof—then I’m outlined clear,
If fear’s a gate—I’m walking through here.


Count my exit wounds,
But I keep walking through.
Every scar a door I used,
Every break a way to move.
Count my exit wounds—
I’m not the sum you knew.
Bleeding into brighter rooms,
I keep walking through.


Glass in my shoes from a shattered past,
Still I run—I don’t come last.
Your name fades out like a burned-out rune,
I tune it down—turn up the moon.


If weight is truth—then I drop what’s dead,
If night’s a maze—I’ll paint it red.


Count my exit wounds…


Hands up—no halo,
Just breath in the payload.
Step one—let go,
Step two—rewrite the code.
Step three—doors swing,
Hear the steel strings sing.


Count my exit wounds—
I keep walking through.
Every mark a map I use,
Every mile a newer view.
Count my exit wounds—
I’m not the sum you knew.
Bleeding into brighter rooms,
I keep walking through.



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A Childhood Erased

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I’m a Swedish music maker who loves blending club, house, rock, and electronic vibes into something that feels alive. I’ve been writing lyrics for a few years now, and every song is like a piece of my own story. If it makes you want to dance, dream, or just feel something – then I’ve done my job. / S.H.Thorn

I'm into a new phase of my life, looking to explore artistic interests and "possible" musical talents. I'm very aware of world issues and would like to use my lyrical/compositional skills to raise community consciousness and help make the world a better place.

New tracks tagged #Alt Pop/Rock