𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

What if you're forgotten?
Sometimes I wonder how many people from my past still think about me.
I mean, there must be a reason why we stopped talking so why would they remember me?
Or continue to think of me fondly?
I guess if thing didn't end badly,
Why can't I be a good memory?
I am not sure what happens when someone starts to fade
from your memory but I'd like to think I still take up space,
Somewhere in the minds of the ones who were once so special to me
But assuming I'm no longer a memory,
I often think to myself
What happens when I'm forgotten?
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𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 : 

Good times we shared
( Disappear )
What happens if they moves so quickly like I was just a ghost?
Remember me?
I hope you don't forget about me.
Just to be a spot that pops up ocassionally..
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I'm thinking of you again.
Wherever I go I'm reminded of the times we spent together.
I miss your light.
Everything is dark without you like a moonless night.
I still hear your whispers in the wind.
I hope I never lose those memories of you and me.
I wish you were still here with me.
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𝗢𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

Do you ever want to just disappear ?
I do.
Sometimes the idea of fading away sounds great.
When you feel so small,
like all the walls are caving in and all that 
overwhelming feeling is pressing down on you.
Because everyone wants a piece of you, and sometimes..
You wish they could just forget you.
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i want to be on your mind.

𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

I've never felt more alone.
This pain I feel not just in my heart but deep down in my bones.
All I wanted is for you to see me,
Acknowledge me,
Act like you used to love me.
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𝗕𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲(𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁) : 

Do you ever get stuck in your reminiscing?
Get swept away in missing someone
Because on little thing reminded you of 
Them.
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𝗢𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

Do you find yourself floating back to those moments 
when you  could never imagine that door to them ever being closed?
When unexpected memories creep in and mess up your thinking
How quickly you find yourself right back in your feelings?
Dreaming.
Of what was then.
Isn't now.
And will never be.
Again.
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do you ever get stuck in your reminiscing?

𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

I'm tired of trying.
Tired of crying.
Tired of the lying
The confining hold I feel with you.
With us.
This us isn't us.
What's happened to the love,the lust,the trust?
It's broken.
Gone
(you)
(us)
(you)
(gone) 
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𝗕𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲(𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁) : 

Feeling crazed has now filled the space
Where once was a sweet life together
A time where there was always haste
To love.
(Vanished)
(It is all gone)
(All I wanna do is fall)
Fall back in love with you but you're too far 
Gone.
(Gone)
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𝗢𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

So instead I fall back.
Away from you.
Too far too come back, I must look ahead
And get back on the right track,
This love for you that I lack,
I hope it hasn't left my heart with a permanent..
Crack.
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i'm falling back (i need us).

𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

"Yo ,sorry I missed your call ,leave a message and I'll hit you back"
I think I want to give you my heart.
But if I give you my heart can I trust you with it?
Will you hold on to it and care for it?
Will you treasure it?
Will you add more love to it instead of taking love away?
Ugh ,I should hang up what am I doing...
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𝗕𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲(𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁) : 

If I give you my heart,
What are your plans with it?
Will you bring more joy to it and more last to it?
Will you be honest with it?
Only hold it in your hand while you have compassion for it
If I give you my heart,
Will you help me grow?
Will you push me to be the person that I don't yet know?
Will you never let me settle so that I'm always getting better?
Can you get there with me?
(May I give it to you and not regret the decision that I've made?)
So I hope that in return for my heart,
You'll give me yours,
And we can hold to our hearts together for as long as we want
Maybe not forever, but however long it is,
It's a time that I promise to treasure.
So this is me..

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𝗢𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

Giving you my heart
May I give it to you and not regret the decision that I've made?
Giving you my heart
May I give it to you and not regret the decision that I've made?
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i want to give you my heart.

𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

(Butterflies)
I never really felt them before I met you.
I'd been nervous and anxious before ,but this time was different.
I felt the stir in my stomach and in my heart.
Just thinking of you made me smile and something tingled down my spine.
The butterflies inside would fly because I knew I had you by my side.
This was the first moment I felt this and from that moment on...
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𝗢𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

What If I fail?
What If I don't get it?
What If it all goes wrong?
But what if you flip it?
What if it all works out for you, instead?
Seriously ,all the dreams you've dreamed.(Butterflies)
Everything you said you've wanted out of life.
What If you actually can have it all?
Isn't that a nice thought?
So why is it so hard for us to accept?
Why do we instinctively go toward the negatives instead?
Because we're afraid.(Butterflies)
Some people think you can't loose if you don't try but
That's no way to live a life.
Some people are afraid of failure.
But too many people are afraid of succes.
What if it all works out?
Will I have to become a different person?(Butterflies)
Will I like that new person?
Can I sustain it for the long run?
You never know until you're there.
And you'll never get there if you're too scared.

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butterflies.

𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

It's hard not to have high expectations playing out different scenarios in your head.
Will this person like me?
Will I be funny?
Do I look pretty enough?
Will I be witty enough?
Can I keep the conversation going and flowing?
All these questions pop up in my head before we even officially met.
Is it just me or are you thinking the same thing?
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𝗕𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲(𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁) : 

How long have I been single?
What do I do for fun?
What movies do I like?
Do I like keeping to myself?
Am I seeing anyone else?
What kind of food makes my mouth melt?
Where'd I grow up?
What's the best feeling I've felt?
Favorite color or book?
Favorite song?
(Favorite song?)
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𝗢𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

Choose the person who matches your given affection for whom you truly feel sparks.
Even if you didn't feel them right from the start.
Your love can grow over time and before you know it..
Now..They have your heart.
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do you fall in love?

𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

The mexican government confiscates approximately 30,000 illegal
firearms per year. When the guns are taken, they get dismantled and the metal is used to make other types of weapons to later be utilized by their military. In 2012, Pedro Reyes, an artist from Mexico City convinced his government to donate the guns to him.
And he turned them into musical instruments.
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𝗕𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲(𝗠𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁) : 

All made out of things that used to take people's lives and now,
they create a sound that puts life back into people's bodies.
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𝗢𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼 :

Once I came across a strange looking picture of a violin.
The caption says that it was made out of a rifle.
And I thought to myself, you know.
Someday that could be me..
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we are guns.

for my future wife.

listen to the whole track because it progresses ,thank you.

this is what love feels like.

i need a break

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