@mental
prod. @yashio20k + @rewind214

[mental]
you hate me and you love me 
but to me it's the same thing 
i only ever numb it 
i wish that i could change things 
i'm bleeding and i'm blushing 
cause everything is breaking 
i'm trying not to cut me 
i'm disgusting and nothing is okay

i wonder if i fucked it up or not 
i wonder if i can ignore these thoughts 
i wonder if there's any point getting up
i wonder if love really feels like it's love
you know me better than everyone
it's been three days since i've seen the sun
i'm running but what am i running from
i'm crumbling one kiss and i'll turn to dust

i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back
i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back

okay - mental

@heloikeefa prod ya i @alwaysefwef
#bepleasure #353

heloikeefa - restart (pleasure always)

Praise to the God the Supreme being, the King of The Universe. The King of King's the Lord of Lords. The almighty Creator and giver of Life, thank-you so so much for everything. Thank-you for your infinite, manifestation creation.

Praise to Master Yeshua, aka Jesus. What an amazing healer, to come down to earth and live in an earthly body with the remarkable healing, miracles and teachings that you gave to the planet.
To die for are sins, to conquer death and then to be resurrected.
To raise the dead, to heal the blind, the sick, to walk of water to name a few.

One of the greatest teachings to the planet was the sermon on the Mount, what an amazing, speech of wisdom to the Residents of planet Earth. 

I have taken some of the parables and then formulated it with other wisdom and knowledge that I thought was insightful.

Praise be to God and Jesus seated at the right hand of the Father. WE LOVE YOU BOTH, to Infinity and beyond.

Thank-you for the bible and your amazing teachings and miracles and knowledge passed down from the ages.



''Sermon of the Ages'' - Always rejoice 888

Praise to God, the Supreme being, the King of the Universe. The Source Creator of all things. We Love you so so much, Thank-you for are life's, experiences, lessons, gifts and beauty you have given and bestowed upon us :)

This track is called The Fountain of Youth as the passages quoted from the Bible: Who ever believes in me, rivers of water will flow, from within them...

Referring to never ending, everlasting life.

The instrumental was produced originally by a producer named, Bliss called Chasing Ghost's.

''The Fountain of Youth'' - Always Rejoice 888

Most high praises to God the Supreme being of the Universe. The king of king's the Lord of Lord. The Alpha the Omega. 

May Infinite Peace, Love, Prosperity, Joy, Happiness and Abundance be with you :)

This track takes you on a trip through the Cosmos, speaks to the Creator and then takes you on a trip through a Time-Machine.

I would say this is one of the best tracks on the album. 

The instrumental was originally produced by Hanto, called moonstruck.

Peace, Love and Harmony. Life is not always a destination but a journey..

''The Teacher Speaks'' Always Rejoice 888

Most High Praises to the Supreme Being of the Universe. The King of all King's, the Lord of all Lord's, the Master of all Masters.

May infinite Peace, Love, Joy, Abundance, Happiness and Harmony reign with you for Eternity.

The Renaissance Album is finally finished. 777 A sign of completion.

I have worked on many albums, but this has been an absolute pleasure to work on and feels good for the soul to listen too, a Divine state of Alchemy has been reached. 

A lot of energy, skills, research, channeling, knowledge, working in unison with God, Jesus ascended masters, star seeds, my higher selfs, ancestors, guides, spirits and angels and AI has made this possible.  

None of this would have been possible without God the Supreme King of the Universe. 

I dedicate this album to you :)

Thank-you to everyone involved in making this album possible. 

It's been emotional, working with fibromyalgia, having a sore throat, an ear infection for the last month and still striving through day by day to get this completed as it was my calling, my assignment.

''My burning bush, my parting sea, I am what I am said the G-O-D''

I pray, hope and decree that this album, helps people expand their consciousness, find faith in God and helps them on their journey in this amazing journey of life.

May Peace, Love, Harmony be with every being in the Universe.

Thanks be to God

The Renaissance Album - Always Rejoice 888

quick ending bc I immediately messed up the next transition after LOL

recorded on my ddj-200 as always
ty for tuning in :)


tracklist bc we dont gatekeep:
horsegiirL - bby luv x3 (maniken05 Remix)
DJ Luvhuntah - Kiss Me Better
Guesz vs U 96 - Club Bizarre (HardTechno Schranz Extended Mix)
DIRTY TALK (ELFZ EDIT)
horsegiirL - Take It Off (SoFTT Remix)
Lucinee - Love Game (Gaga Rave Tool)
Chlär - Magalenha
Sara Landry -Skate
Ghost Voices (Mar Vista Extended Remix)

who said we should slow down? (setno3-11-10)

always

“The Way You Always Have” is a love letter from a son to the woman who’s been his anchor through every storm — his mama.

This song is for the moms who held shaking hands through the night, kissed away scars, and kept the light on when the world felt too dark to face. It tells the story of a boy who grew into a man, went off to the Army, faced fear and war… but never stopped drawing strength from the kindness and courage of the woman who raised him.

From those early days of being kept safe and warm, to the miles and battles that followed, her love was the guiding light that pulled him through. Now, as time shows on her face, he’s determined to be there for her — to take care of her the way she always has for him.

Gentle acoustic guitars and intimate vocals carry lyrics about sacrifice, gratitude, and that unbreakable bond between a mother and her child. It’s a tribute to every mama whose name might never be famous, but whose love changed a life forever.

Formerly known as “Always Her Little Boy,” this version goes deeper into that promise:
to honor her, protect her, and make sure she never doubts how loved she truly is.

If you’ve got a mom, grandma, or mother figure who’s been your shelter and saving grace… this one’s for you. 💛

The Way You Always Have

I had this beat recorded, and last night i started singing over it with Always, by Bon Jovi. That would make me Non Jovi

Forever and a Day (Always by Bon Jovi)

(FREE) R&B Type Beat - "Always On My Mind"

Hold On Tight...It'll Be Alright.

A neon-bright burst of retro-future energy 'COMETS IN THE NIGHT' blends modern EDM drive with warm 1980s New Wave glow.
Four-on-the-floor drums keep the floor moving while sidechained synth pads, shimmering arpeggios, and analog bass waves lift the track into orbit.
Bright chorus-guitar flickers and vintage synth stabs add that dreamy New Wave tint — like a dance party happening in the middle of a neon skyline.

Sparse vocal hooks echo through the atmosphere while calm broadcast-style messages guide the listener into the unknown with a sci-fi sense of hope.
The drops hit clean, radiant, and wide, glowing like cosmic trails cutting across the night sky.

Uplifting. Futuristic. Euphoric.

A soundtrack for anyone who’s ever looked up, felt the pulse of possibility, and believed something bright was on its way....


Written and Produced by Michael Lemmer for AMOR*LEBEN*TODO

Cover Art by _spikerr_

Follow The Signal

COMETS IN THE NIGHT

Selena Gomez, ZAYN - Tonight and Always

ETERNALLY

I am an artist shaped by real life using reality to master what's  not—heartbreak, redemption, and the long road back to truth.
I started writing music as a way to make sense of the world around me: the people I’ve loved, the mistakes I’ve owned, and the hope I still chase. Every song I create is built on honesty—raw stories pulled from the deepest parts of my life. From dark piano ballads to acoustic confessions, my music is where regret meets healing and where the human heart finds its voice again.

I’m not trying to be perfect—I’m just trying to be real. My journey hasn’t been easy, but it’s given me something better than perfection: perspective. If my songs can make someone feel understood, less alone, or brave enough to face their own truth, then I’ve done what I came here to do.


please go on SoundCloud its  rendy-esthema-353503534

ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛs ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ

South African currently based in Europe, SYSVM weaves a diverse array of musical influences into an eclectic mix.
Los Gehts

https://open.spotify.com/track/1c9zcMtMwRNlLVrhvrTiF2?si=0rWFcrbbQriITNLD9wKLDA&context=spotify%3Asearch%3As%25C5%25B7svm

AMOR*LEBEN*TODO
Music, Mystery, and the Multiverse of Michael Lemmer

Somewhere between a mountain echo and a memory of the future, AMOR*LEBEN*TODO hums.
It’s not just a label — it’s a living signal. A constellation of songs, poems, and visions beamed from the heart of the Rockies into every corner of the cloud.

This SoundCloud page is a crossroads — a place for wanderers and one-offs, sonic sketches and stray transmissions. Here drift fragments of the greater work: folk and funk, dream and data, dub and dawnlight. Every sound is part of a larger conversation — between art and accident, code and spirit, love and the long road home.

Founded by artist-producer Michael Lemmer, AMOR*LEBEN*TODO carries a simple mission: to keep the signal alive. The music, the words, the images — all vibrate from the same pulse. A celebration of life, love, and the strange electric hum that connects it all.

Tune in, drift wide, and listen closely.
Every track is a little transmission from the in-between.

New tracks tagged #Always