Dissociation

https://open.spotify.com/track/0dNTiLb8tRlwLBFA75fRe7?si=6e15079e66fa4ba5

imperfect hatred, even my hate cant make up its mind. even my hate is broken.

im tired.
i showed up.
i gave love the way love is meant to be given; fully, painfully, truthfully.
i asked for what i needed without shame.
i waited.
i forgave.
i hoped, and held on, even when it hurt like hell.
i did all a good heart can do. 
but she couldnt meet me there, 
and thats on her, not on me.
and still, it hurts so bad. i still miss her. i still wish we had worked. i still love her.
at least now i know to look out for the love i truly deserve, and not one that i just have to tolarate.
i tried my best with her, i always did. and my best was beautiful, even if it wasnt received right.
i didnt leave because i stopped loving her, i left because she stopped showing up in the way love needs.
and thats a valid reason.
i was always the one that spoke up about a problem. i was always the one that spoke up about an imbalance between us. i never was the one that "started the arguments" i was the one that tried fixing things when i saw that they were broken. true love tries its best for one another, and not just let it rot, minimalizing the issue as if it "isnt a big deal". true love tries for one another even if they dont like it, knowing it will bring peace to their partner, knowing their partner would do the same for them, which makes it equal. im getting the love i want, youre getting the love you want. and i gave her the love she said she always wanted, she told me my effort and love i gave her were healing everything i hadnt broke.
but its pretty selfish knowing that i was doing you a favour with nothing in return
thats the imbalance between us. its not fair that you get what you always wanted while i get nothing in return. were supposed to be a team. im not your free provider. no one should be. the cost is loving that person the way they want to be loved. and its fair. its real. its just something that she couldnt be bothered doing. 
and thats on her, not on me.
she showed me she doesnt want to do that. and i dont like to play unfair. therefore GOODBYE.
we could have had something real if she just tried for me like i try for her
but its too late now, whats done is done. my mind has been made up, and yours wasnt planning on changing, only on lying, just to keep me with you for a little more of my love
and thats all the closure ill ever need.

everything that is me, has a bit of you

ЩАС ПАПОЧКА НАКАЗЫВАТЬ БУДЕТ!!!

Papochka{CORE} (feat. wisheret)

les corps se mélangent et la batterie me rappelle la pluie, le bruit des gouttes sur les fenêtres de la maison de mes grands-parents

âmes sœurs [ʟɪᴠᴇ]

Symbioza

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Björk - Hidden Place (d'n'b bootleg)

Peanut Butter Jelly Amenbreak

With energetic musical productions and killing it seamless behind the decks, Sammie a.k.a. Tommy The Cat is renowned for his technically explosive DJ style that never fails to makes the dance floor go boom with highly enthusiastic crowd.
Sammie van Cleef has been DJing since the mid-’90s, when he first discovered the fresh and thriving sounds of breakbeat, jungle and drum & bass. Operating under the alias Sam-C (and slight variations on it), he began playing and organizing events within the free party scene in his home country of the Netherlands and further afield too, bringing his crew’s soundsystem to abandoned warehouses and disused military spaces and other such prime raving sites. 
Over the years he has mainly been spinning drum & bass, jungle, free party tekno and acid core, hardcore and headed up the Dosis Decibel Record label. 
In 2018, however, Sammie started a mainly jungle Cat In The Bag Records label with alias Tommy The Cat. Since then, he’s been releasing beastly tearout worldwide junglism releases via the outlet, and alongside the likes of Coco Bryce, Tim Reaper, FFF, Duburban, AcidLab, MsDos, Subreachers, Msymiakos, Donnie Murdo, Junglefever and many more, while the following year he added other imprints, Park Sessions & Oldschool Shoes, to his repertoire.
Music production has remained the in-demand creative mainstay of Tommy The Cat’s abilities, including vinyl releases on labels such as Myor Massiv, PRSPCT, Vibes ’93, E-beamz, Unknown To The Unknown and Tuff Cuts. His dj and producer tactics are a mixture of Jungle, Oldschool DnB, Atmospherical Jungle and Oldschool Trip Hop.
Running a successful Cat In The Bag Jungle Sessions night at the OT301 in Amsterdam and bringing his Cat In The Bag sound to various venues across the Netherlands.
Tommy The Cat made several podcast guest mixes on Eruption Radio, Kings of the Amen, Vibes Promotion, PRSPCT radio, SeekSickSound, Rinse, Everyday Junglist & RaRaRadio and has been featured on the October 2020 DJ Mag edition as an emerging artist.
While constantly striving to innovate with his productions and DJ’ing, Tommy The Cat always looks to explore new musical territories and ideas, while relentlessly touring his compelling sound around Europe.

Links :
https://soundcloud.com/tommy_the_cat_citb
https://catinthebagrecords.com/
https://catinthebagrecords.bandcamp.com/
https://www.instagram.com/catinthebag_records/
https://www.facebook.com/TommyTheCatCatInTheBagRecords
https://www.facebook.com/C.I.T.B.Records
https://www.youtube.com/@tommythecat-catinthebag

*Vinyl set*
Tracklist :

1.Tommy The Cat - Killer Sound (out there soon on citb015)
2.Tommy The Cat - Beyond the physical level (C.I.T.B 014)
3.Duburban & Jahganaut - Future Tense (PPJ012)
4.Tommy The Cat - Dark Waters (C.I.T.B 014)
5.Settle Down - What is real (E-beamz 44)
6.Tommy The Cat - Mr Makebelieve (C.I.T.B.012)
7.Ricky Force - Special (Repertoire 016)
8.Tommy The Cat - Looking Forward (E-beamz 39)
9. Tommy The Cat - Come Down (C.I.T.B.012)
10.Dwarde Tim Reaper - Don't Go Away ( Creative Wax 128)
11.Tommy The Cat - Riding down the curb (CITB012)
12.L.Major - Roll Away Clean (Diamond life 10)
13.MSymiakos & Dial M - Dangerous (C.I.T.B. 09
14.Tim Reaper - Give Me More VIP (AmenFR01)


Wax & Jazz Podcast vol. 25 - Tommy The Cat [Cat In The Bag Records]

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snarerush! 5 1107 175bpm

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Aevinott is a smol artist from Austria blending dreamy atmospheres with energetic techno and cinematic elements. His music drifts between softness and distortion—music for wanderers, midnight thinkers, and night drives. Always open to collabs and sound experiments.

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