i just cant get outta bed can’t crawl,
mouths talking outta paranoid walls
i wanna change 

oh when i wake up in the bathroom with the blood along my hands
i wanna wake up in a body that i’m happy in again huh
i’m feeling sick my sentences ain’t making sense
i take another take another i torpedo to my end

when i wake up i start tossin
what’s in my stomach vomit 
barrel in my mouth i shoot a star just like a comet
uh huh, when i hurt ain’t a voice tellin me to stop it
just the devils on my shoulder and the wounds on my incarnate 

hhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i live to share my pain
hhhhhhh, grind my teeth in rage
hhh i brood inside my cage
there ain’t nothing gonna keep any you motherfuckers safe

oh when i wake up in the bathroom with the blood along my hands
i’m disappointed, gave into my rage again
huh, i’m feeling sick my sentences ain’t making sense 
stab again n stab again i ain’t gon stop until we dead

WE BOTH LAID THERE DYING (PARADOSSO)

Fake Love, Bitter Lies part 2

Falling into Shadows

Liar's Game

Leave Me Alone(kangaroo dick)

NO BOND FREESTYLE [d1scj4m x omarcameup]

Just steal my track-list, I don't play out ever so someone should hear em

Rewind – Charli XCX

I'm Dead – Roklum

Ah ah ah (Original Mix) – Any Act, RLGN, Ilya Gad

Released Thoughts – Moogie Fox

Push (Original Mix) – Antigone

Satellites (Original Mix) – My Nu Leng

Offie Scran (Original Mix) – Disaffected

Ajarai (Original Mix) – Uraan, RLGN

Red Zone (Original Mix) – Antigone

Liebherr – BAUGRUPPE90

skrpump - chuchuka – skrpump

BBY – Wasta

No More – Wasta

pure Anna – skrpump

Bad Ass (3am At Conver) – BK

L.I.P. – Boys Noize

velds1 (Original Mix) – LDS, Vel

Don't Wanna Be Remind – Hoymans

HABITS – Machinedrum

FUTURE 2 PAST – SQUIX

Seen It (Original Mix) – Gabber Eleganza, HDMI

Where Have You Been – Dimitri K

Techno/electro practice ( no plan just vibes )

A ballad of sorrow and contemplation. "Ash" explores the haunting aftermath of lost love, where anger and temptation linger in the ruins of the past.
Which love did you have the most trouble letting go of?
Lyrics:
Empty spaces where your laughter used to bloom
Now just shadows crawl across this hollowed room
A fragile heart, a shattered porcelain doll
Left with echoes as the darkness starts to fall

Every memory, a burning ember's glow
Turning to ash, a bitter seed I sow
This gnawing hate, a constant, bitter sting
The ghost of your touch, a phantom suffering

Temptation whispers in the dead of night
To erase your face from my fading sight
But the anger burns, a wildfire in my chest
Leaving nothing but this hollow, aching mess

The rain outside mirrors the storm within
A constant downpour where the light can't break back in
This heavy heart, a stone inside my soul
Dragging me down, losing all control

Every memory, a burning ember's glow
Turning to ash, a bitter seed I sow
This gnawing hate, a constant, bitter sting
The ghost of your touch, a phantom suffering

Temptation whispers in the dead of night
To erase your face from my fading sight
But the anger burns, a wildfire in my chest
Leaving nothing but this hollow, aching mess

Take me away from this suffocating pain
I'll never change, this misery remains
Watch what you wished for, a darkness taking hold
A story of resentment, forever to be told

Temptation whispers in the dead of night
To erase your face from my fading sight
But the anger burns, a wildfire in my chest
Leaving nothing but this hollow, aching mess

Soundscapes & Screams

predator

Lyrics;
runnin' on empty
I want you to beg me
Coming back with a vengeance
From the grave where you left me
I been on my grind, try'na get check and flex it
talkin' to my demons
and I'm doubtful I can fix it
the holy cross didn't
neither did my sinning
your greed painted face
and that ignorant ass grimmace
tells me that you ain't really livin'
I got more in my self built prison,
than any king in written wisdom.
Yet a penny for my thoughts couldn't pay for a pot to piss in,
Now I'm supposed to make these MFs see the vision?


Hol' up homie listen,
I had 395 plated steel,
made it glisten.
Just a jit out there on a mission,
No kiddin',
.380 steel cast
end up missin'.

never been a victim,
to nothing but my symptoms.
keep the scars on my wrist within vision.
bony hands on steel bars,
says i earned my right to be here and flip this.

dwella crawling through the ward,
where the madness goes to play God.

Shadows by the window sill,
tippin' over  late jars.
Tell me,
Is she safe lord?

Wandering the cell blocks murmin' 
"I'll take yours..."

Honest in my downfall

I can't save her.

Ponderin' who's the man that made her,
Cautious,
yet ever-longing for a savior?

Just a princess and her razor.

Just a princess and her razor.

dwella crawling through the ward,
where the madness goes to play God.

Shadows by the window sill,
tippin' over  late jars.
Tell me,
Is she safe lord?

Wandering the cell blocks murmin' 
"I'll take yours..."

Honest in my downfall

I can't save her.

home - dwella series

I just hope things keep going well.
Thank you to all my producers.

I write lyrics and use recorded audio, samples, A.I. and any/all other tools and resources to bring the songs in my head to life. Just chilling at home and don't know what I'm doing. I hope some of you can enjoy my music across many genres.

slow down, you have permission to feel.

"LIMINAL"
adjective
lim·​i·​nal
1: of, relating to, or situated at a sensory threshold : barely perceptible or capable of eliciting a response.
2:of, relating to, or being an intermediate state, phase, or condition : in-between, transitional;
"… in the liminal state between life and death."
—Deborah Jowitt

They keep sayin' "He Different"
Vocalist for @twinwoes
fka "MAX X.P."

https://dwella.bandcamp.com/

Find me everywhere; https://ffm.bio/dwella

please don’t ask me if i can bear more wounds than i have faced. i would lay my limbs down for you, but i’d beg you not to ask me to. i have spent years now, falling apart. would you let me have me to myself, so i might live without more scars? i share my flesh with you, that’s why my body is destroyed. what can I do? where can i hide from all this and not be found? what wings would take me high enough? how deep a hole would i have to dig? my shame for the evil i have done consumes me... i am soaked in bloodguilt, polluted, contagious... i am a pollutant, an offense to gods above.

New tracks tagged #Anger