@closr18

because idk if ill make it
dk if ill change it
just give me time
I wont stay behind
I only feel it idk if I need it
if u tell me that ur leaving ill come right back to u
cuz wen ur hands run thru my arm
I don't wanna fall apart
u wont tell me why
u wont tell me why anymore

cuz I don't wanna break it
I don't wanna fake it
I don't wanna change anymore

can u tell me if its even fair
I don't wanna stop and go nowhere
I know I waste my time
dk if you'll be mine
like it was all for nothing
still tryna hold on to something now
feel ur heart while I still figure it out

stay behind (closr)

prod.
@rewind214
@hollons

notes:
said my goodbyes,
but its hard to say sorry

//

[shiro]
yh everytime i think of u, 
makes me wna lose control of my mind,
yh, its hard for me to find the right time, so
ive moved on n said my goodbyes
ive tried to move on from u, buts its hard for me to pull thru
stuck to me like glue

yh, nowadays im still thinkin of u
n im startin to realize what i did wrong
n im not stronger than what i said from before
yh my hearts still aching from the time on the floor
theres always time for me to come back, 
but i choose to lose from this day on
u know that im always tryna win
but this time i js wna make amends
now this time i js wna have friends
nowadays im just tryna live
yh, nowadays im just tryna live
knowing that i did all of those sins

yh maybe its time for me to let go, of u
n push myself away from u
yh ik its so unlike of me to do
but, its time for me to start anew

[hook]
yh, can i take back what i did? 
no, i think im better off dead..

//

said my goodbyes『rewind/hollons』

Non-believer with arid #otg22

prod.
@yuikase

notes:
ty @rewind214 n @heroz2299
i js kno that im in love...

//

[shiro]
wake up and i know that its u,
always on my mind n its something i cant undo,
so im always done, always on the run,
from the feelings that i kept under the rug,
so im movin on,
i cant explain it but i think that its love,
this feeling in my stomach that js wouldnt go,
am i sick? idk,
i js kno that im in love,
the only that i want,
is something that u have,

i know im so cautious
tryna not to mess things up because im so jealous,
that ur not, seeing me,
i know that its hard, to notice me,
when im fallin down so gracefully,
tried my best but i fail so miserably,
dont think i got this love thing so easily,   
want u so bad but do u want me thats the thing,
thinkin so anxiously,

when i look at u my heart turns so easily,
wish i could get the courage to say  would u be, (my girlfriend)
yh i cant finish that,
maybe when im stronger i can replay that...

(wake up and i know that its u
always on my mind n its something i cant undo
so im always done, always on the run
from the feelings that i kept under the rug)

[hook]

//

repressed love『asagao』

prod.
@rewind214

notes:
thanks for being U
u changed me for the better
i think./

//

[shiro]
when i look at u
things i wnt to do
hold ur hand, look n point at the view
u know what i see, its js me n u
that is where i be yh

everytime i say gn
i wish i was there to hold u tight
if u strugglin, u dont have to fight
hmu, bc im up, all day all night
when u vent bout ur day at school,
yh im always hopin for the best bc ur U,
n u dont know how much u meant to me
yh ur kindness and ur laugh is all i need yh

text me n u kno i answer back, 
at the start i didnt even know u like that 
but im happy i did, n im glad that its u
yh my world changin colors whenever im w/ u yh

[hook]

//

when i look at u...『rewind』

@closr18

i know its hard to see the tears here on a black shirt
all ur words hurt like a fractured bone
treating me dumb like I didn't know the answer
wanted u to think I was the only one
in my life
threw it all behind just to see u cry
tried to look back it was me behind
look me in the eyes I cant even try
its not the same i was always broken
I don't feel the pain I got ibuprofen
tell me what to say all the words you've chosen
laying here like I haven't awoken
tried to run and leave me how?
ur words have the safest sound
grab my hand trust me like I figured it out
don't know the plan cant wait for it to turn all around

Ibuprofen (closr)

@jkjmetasco
@prodjayysoul

[arid]
u said u dont mind it
but tell me why im dying
ur words undividing
the feelings that I'm hiding
yea I wake up blinded
i know u dont mind it
look into ur eyes u know I'm tired of trying
was it enough to let me go tell me now cuz I don't like it
I feel it in my heart yea I feel it undeciding
everything we did was always something that u knew
I only want the real nothing that was blue

[jkjmetasco]
writing in my diary bout you
wait u want a bag, you get 2
blue money, blue car, blue heart
blue drugs when i’m down
put my blues in a song
i know why i hid from u
i know wat i did to u
cameras on, i ain’t in da mood
tell me why i’m dying to you
and u broke my heart, yea to the fullest
blacked out truck, yea, look like toothless 
bad mouth us, wait why u hate me
girl i pick you up, in a Mercedes

blue + jkjmetasco [jayysoul]

@1lokias

Drifting is a sport that focuses on a particular driving technique of the same name, which has been used in other well-known motorsports, such as rally and speedway racing, for numerous years. Car drifting is all about using oversteer to get the vehicle to drive sideways through corners. This has to happen at a high speed and while the driver remains in full control of the car.

~...its over idiot

//

dps q eu te conheci eu perdi a vontade de viver
eu te amarrei ao meu lado 
como um contrato com o diabo
não me faz questionar
eu não aguento mais pensar
se vc realmente se preocupa ent pq me colocou nessa situação
toda ação tem reação 
errei na decisão
com a cara no chão em dias de cao
aonde há muita bondade pode acabar em maldade
questione mais de uma vez se não tem certeza
eu errei mais de uma vez e causei problemas
eu menti mais uma vez qual é o meu problema?
se vc realmente se preocupa ent pq me colocou nessa situação
toda ação tem reação 
errei na decisão
com a cara no chão em dias de cao
eu olhei para o abismo e me vi no espelho
eu menti mais uma vez qual é o meu problema?

dogdays (lokias)

I present to you this special mix! 

Birthed from the fires of 41 Celsius Boorloo here is a midtempo dubby mix to help you get through the heat. The track selection has proven to assist me in accepting my sweat and becoming one with the arid, desert like sun; and so I hope it can do the same for you. 

Hope you enjoy, and Happy Holidays / 2024! 

Recorded with an Ecler Warm 2, CDJ900s, SL1210s, and a Tascam DR40.

Heatwave Oasis - Adventures in Arid Dub

@ch2rms
@prodjayysoul
@pw4prez

[arid]
did it fall between my fingers
fall between my hands
I know my mind is getting real thinner
looking at my soles thinking what is my purpose
can u even tell me if its even worth it
(yeah its not worth it)
my mind is melting don't know if ill go far
tell me now don't wanna restart
u told me to come back I said we were done
left it all behind didn't wanna run

[ch2rms]
need her to show me what it takes 
i pop a perc i cant feel my taste 
my body hurts need a slower pace 
im not the best at leading the way 
cus i know that it hurts you 
i keep on trying hard just to deserve you
my secrets getting leaked i know that they hurt you
i cant deal with this no more no more no more no more 
i cant hear the fucking noise everything is too loud 
im at the party throwing up guts all over the floor 
if you got something to say im only miles away 
i got things to tell you soon i got trials in the way

go far w ch2rms prod jayysoul + sochi

@k4rson

[arid]
it feels like everybody's leaving me
I don't know what u see in me
only scars and cuts
tried to reach out but its not enough
would u tell me if I was the only one
I was at the bottom when u fell down now I'm staring at my gun
yeah I'm done with everything
yeah I don't wanna even be enough

[karson]
tell me that you love me baby
text me please dont call me baby 
i dont wanna talk 
all you do is call me crazy
telling me to stop
you dont know how i feel like lately 
i told you once now im telling you again
i cut you off no i dont wanna be friends
girl youre blocked from my texts
i told you stop i dont wanna do this again

leaving me w karson (malloy + jkei)

Enter your driest battle in the Egyptian desert expanse. 

Desert Trails

i know that u love me
but i dont see nothing
inside of my heart
which i know u will break it
i finally found it
u got me lose focus
inside of my heart
but i know i will break it

u got me feeling hopeless
coz every time i see u i get nervous
i dont know if this is what u wanted
and our memories always getting faded
but ur vision stays clear in my head

tell me that u miss me
coz i know i miss u
and ill never leave u alone

heartbreak</3 (prod. hartfxlt)

prod.
@rewind214
@mimi

notes: 
love at first sight
<3

//

[shiro]
yh pop out with no options
cause the way u look at me, got me feeling some way
ik i cant stop it, but the feelings mutual n i cant seem to change
let me hold ur hand now, but my stomach starts to turn by the thought it
yh i cant back down now, so lets start the convo with a simple hi

[girl]
hi! how u doin?
last guy broke my heart, felt stupid
and ik what ur up too
gna break my heart n leave me too 
yh i cant trust no one now
yh it hurt so bad that my world starts to fall down
and idk what to do now

[shiro]
hey, how u doin?
i saw u left so quick, did i do something wrong?
and idk whats on ur mind, so tell me is it fine?
that ur always alone, w/ no one to hit ur phone
but ill always be here, js lmk n ill pull up in a lexus
n i wont shoot u down like texas
n i dont fk w/ my exes
people be playing like its FiveM
ur not the only one thats fallin down
yh they pushin me away like im out of town
nowadays i be chillin w/ da fam
and im always tryna make amends
with the people that done me did 

[girl]
seems like u been thru a lot
n im always down to help u
but u know what they say
n it always hurts my brain
that u always lose
yh, u always lose
because, thats the way, its meant to be

[hook]

//

love at first sight『rewind/mimi』

prod.
@m2monroe

notes:
sry, kinda burnt out 
some old me but good me
<3

[shiro]
yh, on my own on the daily feels like im bout to die
yh, im self made, ion care bout the price
yh, on my own got me feelin a type of way so,
im always tryna keep things right

yh im over u,
but the things that we've done, i cant say it was overdue
is it true that im in love w/ u?
or am i js missing the touch of someone that i knew?

everyday, i js know that im missing u
i cant change the fact that theres something new
its a fantasy, that theres something out there good for me
but ill never know yh
but ill never know yh
but ill never know yh
but ill never know yh
but ill never know

ill never know all the times we could had spent
ill never know what love really means again
but i found someone new, and i cant believe that is not really u
so im always tryna keep things right

am i over u?
but the things that we've done, i cant say it was overdue
is it true that im in love w/ u?
or am i js missing the touch of someone that i knew?

everyday i js kno that im losin to u
and all this pain thats been cut thru
just keeps me goin on n on n on
forever knowin that i cant make it up to u

[hook]

//



ill never know..『monroe』

s/o @arid @k4rson
prod malloy + jkei

lyrics:

[arid]
it feels like everybody's leaving me
I don't know what u see in me
only scars and cuts
tried to reach out but its not enough
would u tell me if I was the only one
I was at the bottom when u fell down now I'm staring at my gun
yeah I'm done with everything
yeah I don't wanna even be enough

[karson]
tell me that you love me baby
text me please dont call me baby
i dont wanna talk
all you do is call me crazy
telling me to stop
you dont know how i feel like lately
i told you once now im telling you again
i cut you off no i dont wanna be friends
girl youre blocked from my texts
i told you stop i dont wanna do this again

leaving me (cover)

☆ beat clips december 2024 - march 2025. dm me on instagram @5spaceboyry or visit my beatstore: www.beatstars.com/spaceboyrybeatz to purchase!

☆ also join my new discord server: https://discord.com/invite/q9wNMcMY34 to hang out, network, collab, promote your stuff and have a chance to be on the spring25 mix!

☆ youtube beats here: www.youtube.com/channel/UC0J9kNBLubeaqoXAwhi-0uA

☆ special shoutout to all the producers who helped made this happen. this is one of my biggest beat clip drops so make sure to check out everyone whose tagged in the title! 🌟 hope you enjoy!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
0:00 w/ @rainn_god
0:55 w/ @jaheim-stephens
1:20 w/ @ripwarheart
2:05 w/ @pvthfindxr
2:45 w/ @danlrk
3:42 w/ @counterxo
4:38 w/ @user-987135015
5:18 w/ @counterxo
6:06 w/ @kkenichii
6:48 w/ @1_august
7:15 w/ @prod_joker
8:09 solo
8:50 w/ @kjilaa
9:49 w/ @prod_joker
10:16 w/ @user-987135015
11:02 w/ @user-987135015
11:32 w/ @k4rson
12:11 w/ @struggledhobo
12:50 solo
13:30 w/ @lostartttt
14:12 solo
14:53 w/ @lostartttt
15:21 w/ @k3bb
15:57 solo

winter25 w/ @rainn_god @counter @warheart @karson @sd23 @pvthfindxr @swanz @august @shed @lostre @joker @kkenichii @larkin @kb @hobo

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https://soundcloud.com/gandon/whitewelknight-net-smysla-skryvat-slowedreverb
https://soundcloud.com/whi1teshapeee/zadykhayus
https://soundcloud.com/mw501/takoy-kakoy-ya-est
https://soundcloud.com/kurai/soultiez
https://soundcloud.com/bliss05/severed
https://soundcloud.com/user-103546709/leia
https://soundcloud.com/e3q/dream
https://soundcloud.com/ii4hhi/obsessedwithu
https://soundcloud.com/arid/myheart
https://soundcloud.com/ihatesamara/better-me
https://soundcloud.com/unofficialkataiarchive/almightyy-sosaaa
https://soundcloud.com/terastic/far-gone
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https://soundcloud.com/mental/ouch
https://soundcloud.com/kggn/radius
https://soundcloud.com/safe2/kerosene-demo
https://soundcloud.com/suspectarchive/6vx6xd0xcotr
https://soundcloud.com/suspectarchive/fnff
https://soundcloud.com/chiefjuno/hold-your-hand-ryo
https://soundcloud.com/gandon/seregamp3
ivycraft - disc0rd (no)wh8re
https://soundcloud.com/erdo/reject
https://soundcloud.com/gandon/scars
https://soundcloud.com/iloveallmydogs/backing-away-from-everything
https://soundcloud.com/ch2rmslover/ch2rms-33-days-until-skins-ft-h3artch3rades-soma-digipak
https://soundcloud.com/mentalbroke/tired
https://soundcloud.com/transgendersoulja/stars
https://soundcloud.com/elox1m/na-provodakh
https://soundcloud.com/vvvertico/495msc
https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/showoff
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4life mix

@2uppent
disc: rukia
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Stezian Nebula is an independent music producer whose goal is to create variety and individuality in every piece. Built from the ground up,  every score intends to enhance the gameplay for players and watchers alike. Whether it's digging in a dark eerie cave or fighting the most adrenalin raging boss, Stezian Nebula strives to create excellence that exceeds your every need.

Wading through the sea of infinite music!

Host of Cosmic Fathom on Freocast. Check Mixcloud for my shows there :)

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