LYRICS : 

Stepping out into the spotlight, feeling small
A shadow in the glow, yet still standing tall
You told me I could be anything I wanted, anywhere
A color that’s mine in this canvas we share

You held me up when I fell
Taught me strength within myself
Now each note I sing, a part of me I find
In your light, I learn to shine

I’m finding my color, breaking through the gray
In your voice, I’m stronger every day
From whispers to the stage, my own song I’ll sing
In this world, you helped me find my wings

Every dance we shared, every moment we tried
I was looking for pieces that I felt inside
The world may see us, a perfect design
But behind it all, it’s your love I find

You held me up when I fell
Taught me strength within myself
Now each note I sing, a part of me I find
In your light, I learn to shine

I’m finding my color, breaking through the gray
In your voice, I’m stronger every day
From whispers to the stage, my own song I’ll sing
In this world, you helped me find my wings

My Color

You don't need 
To explain yourself anymore, anymore
You don't need 
To explain yourself anymore, anymore

It's time you stop
Being on defense
It's time you stop
Being on defense

Let others
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out

You were never to blame
You were never to blame
You've always been the same
You've always been the same

Something happened
Long ago
Something happened
Long ago

Let others
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out

You'll never know the truth, or
Do you want the truth
Do you want the truth
Do you want the truth

Clear your mind
From this clout
Clear your mind
From this clout

And,

Let others
Figure you out
Figure you out
Figure you out

Let others, Figure you out

💾🕹️🧠💔
amidst the end of my relationship,
memories have surfaced about her family,
especially her brother who passed away a few years ago
this is my navigation through all of my memories of him,
realizing i always looked up to him.  
to me, he was an OG. 
love you, bro.
🎮🎧🔗🌌

You have no freakin' clue
What I've been through
How can you judge
How can you determine

What's best for me
What's best to do
What's best to have
What's best for you

Ignorance
You wear it best
Ignorance
You wear it best

Don't pretend you know me
Don't pretend you care for me
Don't pretend
You think you know me
But you don't, you don't, you don't, you don't

Ignorance
You wear it best
Ignorance
You wear it best

I am a stranger to you
How can you think that
I am a stranger to you
You're not a friend

Don't pretend you know me
Don't pretend you care for me

Ignorance
You wear it best
Ignorance
You wear it best

Misunderstood Identity

“Back from the Blur” is a haunting fusion of dark pop and theatrical storytelling, channeling the raw emotion of post-trauma survival. With brooding vocals, cinematic piano, and modern synth textures, this track captures the ache of going through life’s motions after everything has changed. It’s a powerful, soul-searching anthem for anyone who’s ever felt like they came back from something—only to wonder if they were ever truly whole again.

Back from the Blur

Welcome back to The Real Double Dose Channel- aka S&M ELEVATION! Hello Familianz & New 
Coming Friends! We hope and pray that all is being, doing, and going well with you all! 
Thank you all for joining us! Welcome to another amazing episode, growing within even more 
expansion! 
There’s a major difference between selfishness & self-love, one is detrimental to 
your overall mindset, journey and purpose, and the other is essential to becoming 
the self that has been waiting to come out of you. 
But truly, ask yourself, if you were to name all the things you love, how long would 
it take before you named yourself? Self love is essential because if you can’t even 
love yourself the unconditional love that we crave, how could you appreciate it 
when it comes, or how could you give it without fault? 
Yes, we need to be selfless, but in order to become the greatest self, we must first 
understand #TheLoveWithin… 
let's tune in and listen... We love you #RDDC Familianz! 
#bethechange #feelthepassion and #embracethepowerofthespirit -TO THE FAMILIANZ & LISTENERS-FROM: 'LEX' & THE #RDDC TEAM- 
SO PLEASE STAY BLESSED, SAFE & ALWAYS PROSPEROUS! -Please Tune-In With Us Wednesdays & Sundays... Also, We Might Release An Episode On A 
Friday In-Between, One May Never Know... So Keep A LOOK-OUT For #RDDC's Latest Episodes! ;) 
Take the journey into becoming the Best & Better Version of Yourself... & Thank you for staying 
tuned-In, We Love & Appreciate You Always. 
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#The Love Within

🎧 First quote from the book How to Change Your Life While Living Paycheck to Paycheck! — short but powerful. A kickstart toward real change.
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🎧 Discovered a sacred online space with no blocks, no admins, and no tech headaches — just pure opportunity.
Not MLM, not trading, not airdrops — something bigger, something bold.
📘 Dive into the book and learn how to chase unlimited, lifetime success!

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“Masks of Normalcy” takes an honest dive into the crushing weight of pretending to be “fine” while anxiety’s storm rages inside.. those social expectations carving us into shapes that don’t fit, the isolation in crowds, and the hidden battles we all fight to seem normal. The song aims at shattering the illusions to embrace our authentic chaos, so.. If you’ve ever felt trapped behind a facade, this one’s for you.. please give it a listen and let me know if it resonates

Masks of Normalcy

I make music for people who feel deeply — the introverts, the overthinkers, the ones rebuilding their lives. I’ve lived through pain, trauma, and starting over, and I pour all of that into every track. My sound blends 80s-inspired synth-pop, post-punk, and emotional storytelling to help you feel stronger, seen, and understood.

I’m not here to chase fame. I’m here to remind you that hope isn’t dead, healing is real, and you’re not alone in the things you carry. Every song comes from real life — heartbreak, resilience, love, struggle, and finding peace after the storm.

If my music has helped you through anything, just know this: you keep me creating. And I’m grateful for you — every single play, every late-night listener, every person who finds strength in my words.

🎧 Listen & support here: https://on.soundcloud.com/CQ4l0t43BSWmTLnXjz

Xak Stahl: Alchemist of Sound, Architect of Emotion

Xak Stahl is a genre-blurring music artist, sonic storyteller, and relentless experimenter. Every track he creates is a new world—a kaleidoscope of indie folk, alt-pop, electronica, and global flavors—infused with raw emotion and boundless curiosity. Xak’s music isn’t just heard; it’s felt.

From Shadow to Spotlight

For Xak, music is metamorphosis. His journey began in the shadows, transmuting heartbreak and struggle into songs that glow with hope. Early anthems like “Neon Dreams” and “Rising Through the Darkness” invite listeners to find their own light. His newest project, Major Arcana, channels the mysteries of the Tarot—each song an archetype, each lyric a step along the path from the Fool’s first leap to the wisdom of The World.

More Than Music: A Multisensory Universe

But Xak isn’t confined to sound. As a visual artist and writer, he crafts immersive stories that spill across genres and languages—sometimes haunting, sometimes playful, always honest. Whether he’s conjuring lush soundscapes, weaving bilingual lyrics, or creating striking visuals, Xak’s art dares you to feel deeper and dream wilder.

An Invitation to Transformation

Join Xak Stahl on a sonic odyssey that blurs borders—between genres, between artforms, between you and the music. Each release is an invitation to explore, to heal, to become. For Xak, every song is a spell, every album a universe. The only question is: are you ready to step inside?

I’m a song writer using the storytelling of music to explore elements of my own heart, and the human experience in an introspective way ✒️

Hello to you all, I am a lover of life & passions, Spiritual Minister, Life coach, photographer of nature, Author and songwriter/artist. A Goddess & a Queen of many wonders. Through the years I've helped hundreds of people discover inner breakthroughs. Filling the spirit is what I help others find more of within themselves as we are all meant to find.. Bringing life into things and people from all walks in life and spreading the true nature of each note in melodies. My purpose is to lead the way for others and the inner beings in us all, to create a path of profound enlightenment that teaches us in the journey's we make. -We all have a melody that yearns to be heard..So let us play out our hearts song. -Lex & RDDC

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