hi, i'm mesmerized at the sight of you flyin'
i watch from my cot, but never thought of tryin'
just what is there for me to confide in?..

intro: impasse

turning shepherd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

girl, i'm only a fractional gland to the tanner
organic of matter, in service of hazard
with the spirit coaxed in snot, they steal his crops, then send him off
the palpatations sign alignment that the collar had been popped
so watch him flee into trees where he is deemed a foreign beast
and of it's fauna, granted ease, 
the runic symbolism breathes
but as the phoenix tucks it's wings, the animosity is sworn
the creatures force him to a corner, as the ritual repeats

but most invited are divided by the drink
some evoke and others physically impede
but fuck it, i'm dunking my soul in elixirs
and ripping up scriptures they told me to read
evading persuasion of linear staging, 
you think in equation from playing campaign
i remember you had felt what i be
chrysalis tethered, eternally green

and she was lock and key, to his belief
internal leak is running deep and sinking streets
cold and heat have come to meet, releasing steam
but that peace is soon to cease, 
and he's deceased

turning sheperd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

grace period betrayal (branwen)

her cutlery is pit against the chest
the cavalry is strung about in red
oceans sing, the air it resurrects
confusingly, the liquid knows him best

give me something to feel yah
i just want this trust to inch it's way enough to heal numb
the battlefield he yield's enough to get him gone from being on
the acid turf is leaving burns, and passerbys see nothing wrong
injustified his tortured mind, and found recline in weaker ones
through divide and clouded sky, a destiny decayed
it's yesterday that local cat is no longer a stray
fallacy is brought upon erasure of the frame
you only wanna fuck him 'cause he calls you by your name
you only wanna fuck him
you only wanna fuck him 'cause he calls you by your's
called you by your name

love sores and scorn within yourself you'd deprecate
fed the source of everything you couldn't hear me say

her cutlery is pit against the chest
the cavalry is strung about in red
oceans sing, the air it resurrects
confusingly, the liquid knows him best

forging the ache in a cauldron of storm
there would lurk the accompany whispering war
the ecologies flood the industrial core
for the body is steel, but is still only armor

sacrificial departure (sorrow bringer)

petrified at the sight of what is nigh,
though, it might be nice to rectify the white of lies
so, find him tied, unrecognizably contrived
be it like of day or night, they'll always deem to be insightful

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

scrap these words i hold in place 
if thou uncertain, bestow thee grace
but how's he hurting, i don't see pain?
it's only made certain once one's decayed

flawless, though it seemed to you i wasn't honest
a heart shift, i could tell that you must've been starving
cautious, replicate the struggle and i'll fall in
august kept him held within it's empty margins

drained, split amid reality and that of what is made
the cowardice of hounding prove susceptible to flame
regardless of the sender, the recipient's enraged 
courtesy of riddance claims regression is to blame

though he's zoned, although unknown, he won't corrode, 
beknown of crows and open roads, the omen flows, but will it show or come to slow?
we'll never know (8x)

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

terrestrial acrimony (sorrow bringer x luffysome)

a forest reprieve from the withering eve of a sun
(like, can i go? are we done here?)
he walks on his teeth and he talks through depictions of scars
(they say you never know what you don't hear)
that fostered relief at the cost of neglection of star
(longevity's enclosed until the soul gears)
he's cosmically sore but apprentice of tethering hearts
(my body's been remote, but i'm all ears)

crush two and i'm in it, he's waking bruised and deflated,
i got this habit of spitting, but all this acid come with it
he's turnt to ash every minute, a song and dance resurrection
you rabbits ripping up carrots, i'm canis lupis incarnate
got sonic booms when i'm barking, converting rooves into starships
this ain't your average invention, it's more than natural selection

thought she was safe up in his head
so he'd removed the padding covering his weakened flesh
but abrupt departure cut the flora thriving on his skin
now cattle's grazing on the flowers bursting through his chest

the green evades from being subject to an open wind
in apprehension of it's fate awaiting overhead
so nature waits in subtle breaks between the pavement
for many moons are to elude at compensation, but still, he's anxious

uncertainty enveloped through subtly of enthrall
but i regulate that haze through a blizzard of getting gone
with remedies for those emmitting vacancy of want
disheartened, hurt, and starving, yet crucial to it all
cast within a marshland, enhardened, enswamped
in emergance of that influence, the arteries are clogged
but the potency that comes with it is rightful in it's wrongs
as doubt within neglect to beauty's sewn within the flaws

so what's the word? you know i'm down for it
as mother earth determines counterfeit
the now dispersed yearns inhabitance
of bird and fern, the worm is blurred

might be universe impairing peers with lightning
a white screen thrown about, a crown ensures the stifling
so often i'm haunted and falter from nonsense,
the world's still revolving, he's not what she wanted
if you were just honest, it'd lessen the starving
this trail led of crumb that you thumb's disembarking
he's all but undone, but is stunned from the heartless
injected was rust, muck, and lust in her harvest

always unheard, speaking my word, they just wanna flirt
better or worse, embracing the curse 'till covered in dirt
wrapping in silk, given the earth, i know it'll hurt
off of the pills, downing that cardi, merlot, for the heal, yea

a forest reprieve from the withering eve of a sun
(like, can i go? are we done here?)
he walks on his teeth and he talks through depictions of scars
(they say you never know what you don't hear)
that fostered relief at the cost of neglection of star
(longevity's enclosed until the soul gears)
he's cosmically sore but apprentice of tethering hearts
my body's been remote, but i'm all ears

bird and fern (dash)

accolades to those who serve a throne
through a window pane, feathers grayed and made unfurled
word of lover laid, in the beak, in talon, curled
yet another day, delayed unearthing blurs

you said it's why you had him fly
but the storms that were endured left him blind with every flight
but over the pines flew it's body entrenched,
and in that moment it felt the endearment of friend
a familiar tree had his blood reassessed,
and past the point of return, it was onward he'd trek
coated his vision, a thick of the mist,
as if to open the eye wouldn't make any difference
he's harbored division, a grave indecision
return to the earth or become what it's missing

it was how you knew and felt the ground despite the altitude
were you too down to purge the doubt of everything he saw in you?
of the clouds to be honest: two decades of rain
but the drought in his stomach kills him off all the same

don't worry bout me, i've got wings for a reason
don't worry bout me, i've got wings for a reason.

as far as it flew (forzen)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: everestdidthis
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=943237
Art by: 降島ツカサ
Art discovered by: ShuOuma
Art Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Everybody wants to change 
But they can't even break the chains
That bind them that bind them to their past 
& I'm no different 
No matter what I try
I still feel the inner despair 

[Bridge]
I just want some peace
I just want somebody to be
Here with me 
(Despair)
It never goes away
(Away) 

[Verse 2]
I'm not perfect I know that much
Even if you're not the best
Just know I'll do my best for you 
Because I love you
Breathing in & out slowly
Trying to calm down from anxiety 
That's what reminded me of our past
Raining in my town
EVEN IN MY TOWN
Even in the winter 
Maybe it was all meant to be

[Outro]
Swift exit is all they say 
But I'm happy it ended this way
Disc's playing movies as Iay in bed 
Reflection of myself made of lead
Metal blaring through the headphones 
& death still haunting the victims
Left in his wake
(Left in his wake)

Despair (Prod. everestdidthis)

Written by: Kurumi Violet & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Kurumi Violet & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

everything reproduced by me
original song credits towards my dear friend jude (@sleepywater)


i miss you so much bro; love you, forever.

sleepwater - tomorrow (cover)

heartbreakrs-wrld (ep.) pt 3/3

a long time

still care 2 much (pt.2)

everything by me

thank you for being here.
take care; as well as you can, as you are

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you liar

cups rest beside the bed that keeps the body tied
a slow end, he'll try again yet something isn't right
it's pouring, as water runs the lungs of flooded eyes
the morning has led the wren to question it's own life

doesn't mean it don't exist if you don't feel it
the bat got me taking flight purging all villians
my whole life all i've known is a cold feeling
gripping vices alike, become the known illest
soul-stealing homes appeal him most
taken of his own and made a host
supplement contrived of what he knows
jeopardized, but it don't seem to show

cycling roads end, dividing unknown land
i'd rather be scarred than left deep in the heartless
those cursed of sight find contentment in low strides
somehow he's been alright, yeah right, what a bold lie

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you liar

halving days, another broken ballad
dissonance within of what is valid
turn your back against it when you hear it,
cowardice convincing you it's fearless
staring down the mirror will suck you in
i do it just to feel it all again
sensitized of strife yet still indifferent
reconnaissance of his creating distance

(4x)
i know it's gonna hurt but i let it,
i know it's gonna hurt, but i let it as i've been, yeah

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you lia-

thornmade

produced by @prod-dash
thank you for being here.
be as well as you can be
x

sat in the frozen
tundra of olden
letting it go, but
it want me stolen
fevered yet cold
don't see me walk in
somehow they saw me through the door

it ain't that funny
how's it the people i once put above
amass into nothing
so wrong, to think they could help
subconsciously knew they ain't know me that well
to compel every notion that i've ever felt
enough to be something

thirty minutes is the best i can do
now i'm back with a dome full of hate
can't wait on a sky that'll pass up the day
gotta make this borderless brain unrestrained
i don't sound the same; know if i could i would
put out a piece that could wipe out the rain
shambled in vain
this ain't a life for the vivid
guised in a coat, low is gold for the wicked
i get exposed and the core creates distance
the water is calm, you just gotta listen
gouging the doubt with a sleight word of mouth
from the kid who was taught to bestow this forgiveness

but i'm hittin licks, just a young hypocrite
false bliss to the lip;
ain't trip, won't fold
i'm in my room with the gloom i consume
with a tune that restore all of which that i know

i ain't felt trust like i do,
the ghost of her presence can soothe
forced into wrath, yet was taken aback
apparitions that witness the horror in view
crude to the vision, although to begin with
a soul wouldn't visit this misaligned tomb

won't sleep a wink
'cause the potion i breathe's
about all that i need to replace with a snooze

unamusing that the news is
always brewing something stupid
i rebuke this, got me puking
lacking prudence where the truth is

i couldn't be your anything
i couldn't be your anything
my temper, enamored
and plastered, in glamour
dismembered and shattered
he's scattered in laughter
the after won't seem to take him,
this plothole's been forsakened,
left stagnant and stuck waiting
burnt charcoals for the basin

bites
getting bit up in the night
anomalies pleading "arise"
indifferent to those who recline, i
know we coulda been so good
now i'm kneeling deep into soot
sight aligned where she had stood
idealism misunderstood

rainbreaker (dash)

for the cloud
enjoy; thank you for listening.
thank you for being here.
take care🖤

prodby @wraithontheporch & @solofttt 
<3

it's stormin',
copper threads up on my chest;
electrified, got not time, i need no breath;
i'm still a wreck and savor every sip i can,
berry juice and cardi, but i really need a friend
okay, weathered down and soaking wet
hear that? death ain't want me over yet
fear glands washing through a sober land
makeshift oasis in cold hands

out of luck, sippin' nothing but the water in my cup
only after what i touch;
sorry, should've clarified, i'm getting fucked up
but that's my lunch, skip the hunch, pressing trust
parasites on the screen, double tapped just to feed
i ain't human, i'm a fiend, from the flower to a seed
pardon me, the only love i know recedes, then repeats

but someday i'll be okay,
somehow, in some way
i think i lost mine, yea

got sick shit like patients, cuss him out lacking patience 
boy's aimless, ain't the greatest,
but i'm wine, bitch, when i'm aging
stay whining and frustrated, son, i'm sowing this fermentation
even six feet, feeling rays hit
if ion like it, i'm erasing

lighting up like i'm goku, a straight super saiyan when the clouds move
like it's circuitry, y'all made soft, get my rocks off and electrocute
penning this like riolu, got a force palm, get the flow smooth
got my chest spinning from these palpitations, but i'll grind you up like it's jamba juice

baring heavy haze through a midday
feelings strong, but the words stay
said "he's too calm to be worsening"
guess i'm better off being two-faced
two liter for the throat pains
burning out like i'm propane and she's melting down when the weather change,
but i'm just tryna hear the birds sing

feel like i'm losing, is it that i'm useless?
give it all to the music, only time that he's fusing
indefinite bruising, steady rebuking
fuck it, i'm cruisin', contentment is ruin

got sick shit like patients, cuss him out lacking patience 
boy's aimless, ain't the greatest,
but i'm wine bitch, when i'm aging
stay whining and frustrated, son, i'm sowing this fermentation
even six feet, feeling rays hit
if ion like it, i'm erasing

vermin/virtues (wraithontheporch x soloft)

(prod. hero)

this is another witch's tale

i tried to be real
wanted to switch it up
i opened old wounds
just so that i can heal
and let you know
what i feel
but thats when
the hate rolls in

but you can hate
you can say 
what you want
cause those are old wounds
yeah i been bullied all my life
so that shit dont really phase me
anymore

i just wanna live my my life
i dont got time to
worry about you
i'm finally putting myself first
im putting myself first

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

never wanna be back 
in that apartment
scared for my life
cause that man was
knocking at my door
i had no one
to keep me safe
and thats why

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

i never wanna end up alone..

old wounds (hero)

(prod. thersx)
this is another witch's tale

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

all i can remember 
was the first time 
that blade touch my arm
and i remember getting told
to go on instagram live
so i could prove to them
i was killing myself
so they watched me
take 9 pills

but my mind wont 
let me remember much more
i can't remember much more
i really wish these traumas
didn't make me forget 
who i am
"who i am.."

it left me questioning
is there something wrong with me
i feel like everything is falling apart
i can't do this alone
i don't wanna be alone

but everyone is leaving me 
like what the fuck did i do?
what the fuck did i do?

i'm just gonna move on
i'm just gonna live my life
cause i don't have time
to worry 
about the ones
who left me 
clearly i didn't need you

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

wtf did i do (thersx)

thank you for listening
thank you for being here

prodby @chillsebs

though at war, he's been indoors, the body sore, and torn, and dormant
if i don't wanna talk about it, least i'm being honest
thorns of those adored remain accomplice to the hardship
he's always fallen short of pulling swords from out the garden
the polishing of floors becomes reflective that he's tarnished
back it up before the words contort from what i wanted
evenings on a porch he's never bore of taking part in
endorsement of that orange supports the forging of despondence

time clots when you have the stopwatch break
i won't be disappointed if you show up late
the kettles had been settled in support of the weight
his temple thus embezzled of it's coriander brain

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

split at the waist, forced to guard, stood in place
and every morning that breaks subjects his soul to ablaze
he'd prefer being burnt to a pile of sage,
where the ache in the air is relieved of it's grave

missing targets that he really shouldn't
uncompressed when melodies are fluid
stake it like it's weak against the turmeric
beings want his blood for their consuming
puppet felt the tug and pull of nothing
ponders why and how he's always running
shit had changed with loss and gain of loving
mercy at the gravity of what is

i really think i'mma erode, the moment i've struck any gold, aye
just let me go, just let me go, you do not know me
hope is a torturous road, but gonna see where it goes, babe
she left me alone, now nobody knows
absent of warning

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

pendragon (chill sebs x poppy ozu)

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