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sick & haven't been able to record much of anything for some time now, but i wanted to get something out both for myself, and possibly you;
been sitting on this one for a while
hope you enjoy.
take care

hey, i'll trade you for your sorrows
i've grown used to feeling that
and if we're talking 'bout tomorrows
i've grown used to losing them too

the voices i read with my ears, tend to bleed
choking up every piece of the letters i speak
wasn't always afraid of the pictures i paint
guess the brush needs a wash, mutilate, then repeat

hate when i reach out again
people speculate my head
you're not me, you're not my friend
frequently, wish i was..

thoughts reflected through my brain
too bad they can't do the same
shattered past and future pains
guide me home through rough terrain

i'm ugly with words
keep it blunt, little passive
hoping that i'll make it up with some actions
feel so trash, bounce back like elastic
i'm doing that for the sake of my casket
hurting myself in a hope i'll be gone
suck how the ones that we trust do you wrong
playing along
it's not even fair i can bare all the tears that i've once undergone

this life makes me sick; can't trade it
i've been pushing through the lame shit
stay averted; bad relations
let my room for hate stay vacant
pour it all on my own psyche
ain't no one 'round here feel like me
it's not a nice thing
never sight-see inside my mind
i'm mostly agonizing

i told them it'd be okay
it sure as hell don't feel that way
your limitations never stay
you're pulling pins to thought grenades

it's all the same
cast a wave and send me to a sunken grave
only then i'll know my place

woke up in a sweat so cold
in a room pale white, and a heart full of woe
passed out 'round noon, now i'm ten on my toes
from the sun's red hue, passed through what imposed
any chafe on my brain by the stains from the mulch
what kind of weight doesn't make you implode?
phasing a gate into heaven's abode
but that ain't a place i ain't think imma know

i haven't changed my sheets in like a week or two
(get outta bed)
summer's passed, and suddenly, our meanings too
(it's all that i have)

my eyes stayed tied into my mind
to undermine it's barbed wires

i'm trying to be what i need
choosing escape over delicacies
they weren't a choice i would seek
nothing was ever created for me

(4x)
i'm trying to be what i need

mulch

UNDER MY SLEEVE W/ AUTUMNDROPSDEAD (UNRELEASED 01-21-2023)

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍

prod by. @domesticsoul

'tiedyed' ep
10/27

thank you for being here. 
take care

(it's way too damn bright out)
i know
it's always i don't know
idk, idk, i don't..

i feel the worst
reheat the burns
shoot down the birds
show me you hurt
care bout me less
don't feel distressed
don't recollect, proclaim me as dead
i'm recondite in all of their eyes
believe me, i've tried
the fuck would i lie
line after line, tongue's getting dry
water to hydrate
my subconscious, it migrates
fluttered past in the writing
eating less carbohydrates
sleeping less got me dying
note and pens all that i see
in a cold sweat from the sights seen
sights seen..
i don't wanna do no sightseeing, no..

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

rain check;
she told me we should make a reign check
bellow out my frustrations
etching out these elations
now i'm fine, 'till i break, yeah
now i've calmed, feel it in my palms now
a couple scorn clouds
cry a storm out, with no warning
it's important;
you seem to know them 'till you stay foreign
(stay foreign)

so i guess i'll put my trust in the darkness
we talk a lot, bustin' chops over toxins
i hear my thoughts pushing me to be heartless
missin' my shots, wouldn't think i'm a marksman
fuck love, i'm misunderstood
filtering light into words overlooked
i disapprove and rebuke how they're crooked
i just went weak in the knees, now i'm puking

one sunset at a time
another day a new vice
show me you care without dragging your hair
through grease trails and the lice
it must be my mind that's gotten so distant
plenty surround but they always low pitch
or don't get the picture; fragile demeanor
prone to be withered, but never stay with

laugh it off like you always do
no surface shit, up the magnitude
let the ground crack 'till you fall back
from the forecast, as the magma spews
got hot veins and a cold brain
as i fuck up my stability
you can't drown out what's already sunken
i don't want there to be room for me

here we go again
meet another end
reinvent your head like second nature
lose it to a friend, who wasn't quite your friend
people only plead when it's on paper
well how about that
dirty mousepads
unaware of how i got here
did i steer clear, or was i pulled back?

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

downcast (p. domesticsoul)

lyrics ⬇️ 

 it’s easier said than it’s done 
but you ran away from the fun tho
look at the back and the front 
but ik that there is nowhere to go

yea I got the tool in the backseat 
so I might jus shoot when you pass me
i did it for fun why you laughing 
stabbed in the back what you think you’re attracting
it’s over and done
i hope ur happy u made me in love 
just to break me down and push to a shove
lookin to heaven I’m lookin above

when I say heaven you look and you shrug 
why does that word always bother you much
take you church and I’ll give you hug 
But if you won’t take me I’ll roll up blunt

finished with love 
I know it’s never enough
but honestly I think it’s better than drugs
better than sex at the club
nobody changing the way  that I know how to love

you see me runnin it up now you come crawl back when I don’t need you
i think you ran out luck 
never in my life do I wanna see you

seemin like you want me out
wantin me out
wantin me out now 

but Ik what everythings worth
wasting my life taking my time now
you put my face in the dirt
Then you would flirt
my life a curse now

and I know what you really mean
when you deceive me when I go to sleep
i think of you in all my dreams 
i pray you don’t leave 
i pray that you seee

finished with love (flesh x cxrter)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
if i down that substance, maybe i can manage
fading in the night by dealing me some damage
it'd be nice if you'd check on me
by the morning sun, i forget these things
bit off more than i can chew
like i'm addicted to losing
you can't handle the truth
so you treat me like a nuisance
but i keep moving
keep moving
keep moving
i keep moving

by expression alone i can tell you ain't down
maybe i would cop a feel if you would crop me out
feel like that i've been a b*tch  and a c*nt to my close friends
but they tell me otherwise, that must be a sign of progress
but i never leave the house
i blame it on my traumas
the insomnia shrinks any chance to withdraw them
i don't feel love anyways
it's like i should've known in the first place
and really wouldn't mind if we talked more often
with my chances gone, i'm left to live with nonsense
but don't leave bl**d bad
at least bring it to a broil
crush your regrets like a can made of foil
do the stars shine through the darkest nights at their own will?
my lights ain't bright for those who don't feel real
my thoughts aligned, don't lie
i can see through your blinds
don't talk to me nice

but i just
want you to hear me out
i'm throwing in the towel
splinters in my cells
got em swelling well
'till i'm raising hell
so now, have i got your attention?
it's only so long 'till i cave in
i've always had pure intentions
and if you don't believe me
i guess that's the way that the world's gonna treat me

if i ain't counting sheep, then i'm part of the herd
if the wolf's so bad, why his bites ain't hurt?
maybe it sees like me
because i breathe to bleed
but maybe that's just me and my extremities
i got a rushed pulse, but my breath's still shallow
i ain't decompress 'cause i'm housing these shadows
they ain't wanna battle
i hear their rattles
i'll help you my friends, let me become your paddle
but wait, i'm quite fragile, you'll break me in half
though on second thought, that might not be half bad
'cause my dreams try to kill me, just to heal me
infatuation ain't ever the real thing
that sh*t don't reflect who you are
tucked in this corpse i feel comfortably harmed
don't help me out
i'm already numb

if i down that substance, maybe i can manage
fading in the night by dealing me some damage
it'd be nice if you'd check on me
by the morning sun, i forget these things
bit off more than i can chew
like i'm addicted to losing
you can't handle the truth
so you treat me like a nuisance
but i keep moving
keep moving
keep moving
i keep moving

(covered in the sounds)
(drowning out) (2x)
i wouldn't wanna go back
'cause i know all that i lack
(is that so wrong..)

autumndropsdead - broil (nate2timez)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
impractical use of your head
you kept up your walls, blocking out all your friends
eta; some hours
i'll probably be sober
to realize i still hate myself and grown colder
distain
(exhausted and jaded)
your headspace
(show no relation)
stained gray and faceless

refraining from the actions
that'll probably f*ck me further
i miss not pertaining all this weight
and worrying bout the future
but don't get me wrong,
i love all my friends
i hardly reach out, but they know how it is
just a burnt out soul in a tie-dyed kid
when the colors all fade, then the bl**d dries thin
got chilled-out wind in my lungs
winter has pa**ed, but i can't see the sun
waving away to the ones that i love
that difficulty ain't apparent at all
so inconsiderate, i need a light
so f*cking tired of wasting my time
put their heart inside of mine
(inside of mine)
(i'm out of time)
(f*ck)
(out of time..)
(tiedyed.)

autumndropsdead - tiedyed (nate2timez)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
(latency's far)
(i'm picking at scars, again..)

'cause i've been losing strength in my arms
and the warmth in my heart
pick it up, toss it out
feelings shank, feel it sharp

(i've been losing strength in my arms again)

if they complain i'm the worst, then i'll let it hurt
'cause i'm apathetic at best
i'll let it get on my nerves, like i live in reverse
while you b*tch in' and nag, i destress
chardonne in my chest
i'd check my phone but that ego's myself
'till i'm pressed
fluid cardiac arrest
outta my dome, 'till i'm ghost
matter of fact i'm repressed

when i step outside i just fall through the flooring
and you step aside when i'm entering pouring my state of array
every sec of the day, so i turn to the blade but if it goes in deeper
then i may as well make a date with the reaper
and lower concern for myself as a seeker
cause i wasn't fit to bestow what they wanted
trickling stones like an amateur novice

with no sense of balance nor care where they landed
if you would've just realized why this happens
then i wouldn't cry or feel so f*cking captive
and hurt, and alone as i lie on my mattress
and shout to the ma**es, 'bout all of my feelings
fixated on rippin' this notion of healing
apart in the dark, it ain't smart, but they'll hear me
at least to the point where the hurt is appealing

"if you care, why don't you show it?"
"is it because you're a poet?"
b*tch , i'm eternally broken
quit treating me like a hoax
'cause they all disappear when i'm at my lowest
i've been holding up this lantern to glow on it's own
and i feel like spyro, flames in a spiral
back like it's spinal, i've been on my own sh*t
but every little thought that tortures me
are the only ones that help when i lack empathy
confine the lies and shallow tears
oh you're ignorance is something i don't wanna hear

a pa**erby lulling lowered eyes
hope you feel alright for the new year
'cause i stand at the front lines,
it's hypocritical and nuclear
decapitated from my patience
had to wait and let it grow
morals shrink the moment we quit nurturing our weary bones

autumndropsdead - spyro (nate2timez x pekarot x autumndropsdead)

Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: afterlife 
Mixed by: Reapers Shadow & angelsofsorrows 
Mastered by: @angelsofsorrows
Artwork by: Reapers Shadow & angelsofsorrows 
 
Lyrics:
[Chorus]
I left everything in my past
Reminiscing on the past 
But now it wants revenge 
& I might just let it get it
To be honest
I just want peace

[Verse]
Living Anti Social forever 
(Ever)
Levers lifting me to the top
Ghosts of hatred parting ways 
I miss the brutality of the words you say
(You say) 
Stuck in this life I made 
I live in the rain everyday
I only have one lane
Sign says wrong way
At this rate I'll be in an early grave

 [Chorus]
I left everything in my past
(Past)
But now it wants revenge 
Beat me till there's nothing left
I tried my best 
But it broke the heart in my chest
The regret eats me from the inside out

[Outro]
I'm broken 
& a waste of space & energy
I live the same way
& I can't change 
No matter What I try

Ghosts of The Past (Prod. Afterlife)

The Inner Self EP: My first ever project I'm really hyped to have this out shoutout to my producer @saiko_beats none of this would be possible without him truly thank you for this experience can't wait to make more and thank you to the listeners and few fans i have that play my music i never thought i would get to a point in music where i would be doing this i love you all enjoy <3

sidelines prod. saikobeats

crushed prod. saikobeats

all instrumental rights belong to @idealismus
(completely non-profit)


legs shaking
sitting down's not enough, still vacant
just erase me
head down when i walk, they gazing
why talk when you know not a word getting through now
i don't wanna
but still gotta
be not a brain rotter

souls may tie
turn cries to weeps
don't try to be so kind to me
be my relief, so kill me now

make it my fault
just enough for the guilt to be wiped off
don't really care what they lied for

three down, feeling tipsed, no staging
falling used to feel amazing
my voice stay shaking
i'm sorry for the drinking

by the morning i mourn some more
throat burnt, puke all on the floor
i swore i used to be more than this
borderless, now i'm losing time
no love could be enough
but you said, "don't close in"
you were meant for me, "stay open"
thought clouds clear up real nice
but it's only for the night (3x)

respite [prod. idealism]

cover of this is home
vocals/guitar from tli + myself
everything else by me

little something to ease back into releasing.
ep dropping the 24th of this month.
take care
thank you for being here.

original song credits towards @cavetown


i just wanna go
he'll be all alone
i would wanna talk about the things you barely don't
he'll be on her own
tell me "i can feel it"
i don't wanna talk about this shit
it's unappealing; unpeeling it
i can now hardly break in
i just know everything is
not at a lost; what it seems
help me out, i wanna breathe

out of here

19 year old

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The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

@angelsofsorrows l is my close friend and mixes my songs along with my other close friend @joshiguess huge shoutout to them wouldn't be able to pursue music without their help

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