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RedsThunders 


I wake up from another nightmare
The fourth one this week
With no way to prepare for the devil on my shoulder
Just shut the fuck up
'cause I'm not in the mood
And you can't bring me down
'Cause I'm already down here with you


Just know that when I do


I'll kill myself before you kill me
You know I'll never let you have that one on me
'Cause I know if you kill me
I'll never die
You'll just go out on my shield in your piece of mind
So when I kill myself
You die with me
And I'm gonna make it hurt
I want you to feel it
You know I'll kill myself before you kill me
Before you kill me


Let's talk about the first time you fucked me up
I can go back to every single time
You made me believe I was not enough
Oh
When I was so young
And if I tried to leave
You'd remind me how I'd be nowhere without you
I don't know who I'd be without you
And that's just what you do
I can't wait to say I got the last laugh on you


When I kill myself before you kill me
You know I'll never let you have that one on me
'Cause I know if you kill me
I'll never die
You'll just go out on my shield in your piece of mind
So when I kill myself
You die with me
And I'm gonna make it hurt
I want you to feel it
You know I'll kill myself before you kill me
Before you kill me


Don't you wanna kill me?
Don't you wanna kill me?
Don't you wanna kill me?
Don't you wanna kill me?
You know you wanna kill me
You know you wanna kill me
You know you wanna kill me
I know you wanna kill me

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Kill Myself Before You Kill Me

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Redsthunders 

You got a fuckin' problem
Bitch
Admit it
The shit you put me through is unforgivin'
I'd rather fuckin' die than relive it
The shit you put me through is unforgivin'
I never said I was a hero
I only told you what I know
I bet you wish I would've shut up
I wish that I could shut up


But you know
But you know


When I was born
The doctor said I was a bastard
My dad said that I was just like him
A fuckin' hazard
I think it's kinda funny that I get what I deserve
'Cause I upset everyone
And I don't care
I don't care
And I don't care


You got a fuckin' problem
I can tell
You think you're Heaven sent
You're from Hell
You tell me that you love me
Wish me well
When really you just love to watch me fail
I never said I was a hero
I only told you what I know
I bet you wish I would've shut up
I wish that I could shut up


But you know
But you know


When I was born
The doctor said I was a bastard
My dad said that I was just like him
A fuckin' hazard
I think it's kinda funny that I get what I deserve
'Cause I upset everyone
And I don't care
I don't care
And I don't care

Your Problem

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First of all I just wanna say
F*ck you all
You're not the reason I feel this way
But f*ck you all
F*ck you all
You're just a few words on a page
F*ck you all
When I finally fade away
F*ck you all


It's no one's fault


It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest
It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest


What a shame it had to end like this
F*ck you all
Oh
I never really will be missed
F*ck you all
It's the last time I exist
F*ck you all
I hope you don't feel guilt for this
F*ck you all


It's no one's fault


It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest
It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest
It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest
It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest

Fuck You All

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RedsThunders

I tore the skin
I tore it raw
Red ribbons falling
No applause
The taste of salt
The sting of rage
A twisted grin on a burning stage


I feel it tear
I feel it bite
This fucking itch won’t end tonight


Rip it off
Rip it clean
Let the blood run
Let it scream
Fuck the pain
Fuck the scars
I’ll wear my wounds like shattered stars


The mirror spits
It spits me back
A haunted face
A shattered crack
I claw the edges
I tear the seams
The rawest truth in the darkest dreams


They said
"Stop scratching
Let it heal"
But I love the way the wounds reveal
A chaos carved
A venomous kiss
I rip my lips to feel like this


Rip it off
Rip it clean
Let the blood run
Let it scream
Fuck the pain
Fuck the scars
I’ll wear my wounds like shattered stars

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Woke up with a headache and my soul gone flat
Doctor
Can you help me? "I've got a pill for that"
He said
"Open wide" and tossed me one
I swallowed it down and I said
"That was fun"
Next morning
Woke up feeling like I was shot
Went to the doctor and I told him what I got
He said
"What happened?" and I told him what I took
And he handed me a pill and I swallowed it down
And he handed me another and I swallowed it down
And he handed me another and I swallowed it down
And I took a deep breath and my soul came back
And he said
"Son
I've got a pill for that"


When the pain is so strong
You're beggin' for release
The pain in your heart and the pain in your knees
The pain in your back and the pain in your brain
The pain in your side and the pain in your name
The pain in your smile and the pain in your laugh
Son
I've got a pill for that


He said
"Once upon a time
It was opium and morphine
Sears and Roebuck catalog
Buy yourself a dose of cocaine
Then along came Bayer and their brand new aspirin
And from that day on
The whole world's been askin'
For their latest magic bullet to shoot into their veins
To help them deal with their headaches and their hangovers and their aches
We got uppers
Downers
Screamers
Laughers
Heroin
Fentanyl
Methamphetamine
Fifty different strains of THC
Just swallow it down
Just swallow it down
Just swallow it down
But we have to change your brain chemistry for that
So we've got a pill for that"


When the pain is so strong
You're beggin' for release
The pain in your heart and the pain in your knees
The pain in your back and the pain in your brain
The pain in your side and the pain in your name
The pain in your smile and the pain in your laugh
Son
I've got a pill for that


The old man said
"When you get old
Everything hurts
Every single day
It just keeps gettin' worse
And every day
I say a prayer to God above
Heaven is a place where there's no pain
And every day
I get down on my knees
And I say
'God
Please'
If heaven is a place where there's no pain
Then it must be like takin' oxy every day
Or else there's just no way you could cope with the fact
That it's the only thing on earth that takes the pain away
And when you get old
You'll understand that
But for now
Son
I've got a pill for that"

I've Got a Pill for That


My hands are shakin'
I've been losin' my sleep
I lay awake in bed as I softly weep
I feel my heart beatin'
My stomach's in a knot
And there's an anxious voice inside my head
That's tellin' me that I should just stay home instead
The doctor said to me
"No need to worry
'Cause there's a pill for that"

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Here's a pill for that
And a pill for that
You're feelin' down
Take two
Come right back
There's a pill for that
And a pill for that
You can't sleep?
Well
Here's some drugs for that

Everything was fine 'til I started losin' weight
I kept on losin' weight
Started to hallucinate
The doc said
"Don't you worry
Son
Don't have a heart attack
There's a pill for that"
Now I'm hooked on those pills
And the pills that counteract the side effects 
But all I do is feel sick and get mad
Yeah
There's a pill for that

Yeah
There's a pill for that


And a pill for that
You're feelin' down
Take two
Come right back
There's a pill for that
And a pill for that
You can't sleep?
Well
Here's some drugs for that

I don't need to feel sad
(Just take a pill)
And I don't need to be mad
(Just take a pill)
And I don't need to feel pain
(Just take a pill)
And I don't need to feel shame
(Just take a pill)
And I don't need to be right
(Just take a pill)
And I don't need to be loved
(Just take a pill)
And I don't need to exist
(Just take a pill)
And I don't need to be human
(Just take a pill)

Here's a Pill for That

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