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(Oh, oh, oh.)

(Oh, oh, oh.)

Tiptoe past the kitchen light,
Me and them, we start to fight.
Raised up voices, sharp like knives,
I just keep my head down tight.

Words like knives cut through the air,
Guess I’m used to no one care.
Fake a yawn, pretend to sleep,
Drown their voices, counting sheep.

And I smile like I mean it, (oh no)
Wear my mask so they don’t see it. (oh no)
Every time, I play my part,
Keep the peace, protect my heart.

Porcelain mask, painted so pretty,
Hold back the truth ‘til it’s safe to be me.
Oh, I bend, but I won’t break,
I’ll be fine—just let me escape.

TV glow, my only friend,
Same old fights, they never end.
Lock my door, turn up the sound,
Drown it out, don’t look around.

They say blood is always thicker,
But their words just make me sicker.
Walk away, but leave my name,
Like I’m guilty, like I’m blamed.

And I smile like I mean it, (oh no)
Wear my mask so they don’t see it. (oh no)
Every time, I play my part,
Keep the peace, protect my heart.

Porcelain mask, painted so pretty,
Hold back the truth ‘til it’s safe to be me.
Oh, I bend, but I won’t break,
I’ll be fine—just let me escape.

Lying here, the ceiling stares,
Wish that I could be elsewhere.
Counting cracks along the wall,
Wonder if they’d miss me at all.

Bite my tongue, don’t make a sound,
Swallow words, don’t let them out.
I’ve been screaming in my head,
But they just hear silence instead.

And I smile like I mean it, (oh no)
Wear my mask so they don’t see it. (oh no)
Every time, I play my part,
Keep the peace, protect my heart.

Porcelain mask, painted so pretty,
Hold back the truth ‘til it’s safe to be me.
Oh, I bend, but I won’t break,
I’ll be fine—just let me escape.

Maybe one day, I’ll take it off,
Let them see the pain they caused.
Maybe then, they’ll understand,
Or maybe I’ll just disappear again...

Produced by  ♡ @Xarno ♡

Guilt By Name (prod. Xarno)

shelf life - dream soda (for jan)

Lyrics:

oh leave me to burn
oh leave me behind
oh leave me to burn
oh leave me aside

oh leave me to burn 
oh leave me behind
oh leave me to burn
oh leave me aside

ill burn to the ground, you’ll never stop me
yeah ill burn to the floor, you'll never stop me
oh ill burn to the the ground, you'll never stop me
oh i'll burn to the ground

oh leave me to burn 
oh leave me behind
oh leave me to burn
oh leave me aside

a shit ton of la la la's

my guitar burned to the ground

a thousand directions

talking about the state of the the U.S. at work and a coworker said "the bar is so low it's practically a tripwire" in regards to basic human decency, and I thought that was funny and sad

Tripwire

(i know you)

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