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Atlantica Night Ride is a vivid snapshot of Kaltblume’s world, shaped by a journey through Brazil and long nights along Copacabana’s Avenida Atlântica. It’s a work born from contrast: the buzz of crowded streets and the calm of remote nature, fleeting encounters and solitary stillness.

Artist: Kaltblume 
Title: Atlantica Night Ride
Label: Bipolar Disorder Rec.
Catalogue: BDd039
Format: Digital
Genre: Electronic
Style: #Techno | Groove
Release date: July 17, 2025

Mastering by: Charles Accarisi
Artwork by: Giorgi Grdzelishvili
 
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There’s a quiet pressure at play here. Built on intricate, rolling rhythms, looping fragments of Carnival, distant voices, and tribal percussion, all stitched into a framework that never settles, only evolves.

Kaltblume moves instinctively, drawing from the mood of clubs, sidewalks, and sky, his sound sharp and restrained, yet emotional in its weight. The EP unfolds slowly, not in peaks, but in shifting tension, immersively present.

As he continues to shape his own direction, Atlantica Night Ride stands as a bold and fluid step forward, alive in every detail, yet grounded in the moment.

Tracklist:
1. Risky Delight
2. Atlantica Night Ride
3. Defective Memory
4. Fiebre
5. Fleshure
6. Atlantica Night Ride (GLIA Remix)
7. Defective Memory (Mython Remix)
8. Fiebre (Uväll Remix)
9. Fleshhure (The Chronics Remix)


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Atlantica Night Ride

Fleshure

Premiere: Kaltblume — Fleshure [BDd039]

In a world that often demands perfection, showing up real is an act of courage—especially when mental health challenges are part of your story. This episode dives deep into how embracing vulnerability and prioritising genuine connection transformed not only my sales but my entire approach to leadership and life. Discover how discipline and authenticity work together to help you show up fully, build trust, and create lasting success. With the rise of AI-generated content, now more than ever, it’s the human stories that cut through—because people don’t connect with perfect, they connect with real. If you’re ready to lead with heart and resilience, this episode is your roadmap.

ABOUT SARAH ANNE

Sarah Anne is the founder of Million Dollar Groups, where she teaches coaches and entrepreneurs how to build and monetise online communities filled with their dream clients. Her path to success was anything but conventional. After being diagnosed with bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder, Sarah spent nearly a decade navigating mental health challenges. Rather than let those struggles define her, she used them as a catalyst for transformation. Through deep personal work and a passion for meaningful connection, she rebuilt her life—and developed her extraordinary sales skills—on her own terms. Today, she helps others create high-impact group programs with authenticity and alignment, showing that it’s possible to turn your hardest chapters into your greatest purpose.

CONNECT with SARAH

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EP 27 - Mental Health, Connection & the Courage to Show Up Real with Sarah Anne

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For its third VA installment, we present a 14-track collection shaped by the label’s evolving pulse.

Artist: Various Artists
Title: BDVA003 (Side A) 
Label: Bipolar Disorder Rec.
Catalogue: BDVA003
Format: Digital
Genre: Electronic
Style: #Techno | Groove
Release date: September 12, 2025

Mastering: @chlaer_
Artwork: @ggrdzelishvili

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The VA spans the full spectrum of energetic techno, capturing both the intensity of peak-time moments and the depth of late-night introspection.

This carefully curated release brings together friends of the label, some invited, some discovered through open demos, reflecting a shared vision and mutual inspiration. A balanced showcase of emerging talents and established names, offering a dynamic narrative across its two sides.

Tracklist: 

SIDE A
-
Elisa Bee - Data Bloom
Shanda - Just a Little More 
Aidan Rudd - Tarnished
Bondarük - Solos como Tony Dize
Marcos Fagoaga - Club Therapy
The Chronics - Silent Voltage
Franz Jäger - VR01

SIDE B
-
Glia - Undefined Truth
Oculus - The Heretics
Unconformist - Postive Wave
Josh Heywood and Molly Lollen - Temptation
Ebass - Phaeton
Bogmudd - Sleep The Data
DSC7 - Rare





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BDVA003 (Side A)

Club Therapy

Premiere: Marcos Fagoaga — Club Therapy [BDVA003]

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Artist: Various Artists
Title: BDVA003 (Side B) 
Label: Bipolar Disorder Rec.
Catalogue: BDVA003
Format: Digital
Genre: Electronic
Style: #Techno | Groove
Release date: September 12, 2025

Mastering: @chlaer_
Artwork: @ggrdzelishvili

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The VA spans the full spectrum of energetic techno, capturing both the intensity of peak-time moments and the depth of late-night introspection.

This carefully curated release brings together friends of the label, some invited, some discovered through open demos, reflecting a shared vision and mutual inspiration. A balanced showcase of emerging talents and established names, offering a dynamic narrative across its two sides.

Tracklist: 

SIDE A
-
Elisa Bee - Data Bloom
Shanda - Just a Little More 
Aidan Rudd - Tarnished
Bondarük - Solos como Tony Dize
Marcos Fagoaga - Club Therapy
The Chronics - Silent Voltage
Franz Jäger - VR01

SIDE B
-
Glia - Undefined Truth
Oculus - The Heretics
Unconformist - Postive Wave
Josh Heywood and Molly Lollen - Temptation
Ebass - Phaeton
Bogmudd - Sleep The Data
DSC7 - Rare





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BDVA003 (Side B)

The Heretics

Premiere: Oculus — The Heretics [BDVA003]

This song is about how it feels for me personally when I split. I'm diagnosed BPD and splitting is different for everyone, but this is my experience. I almost lost my family because of my disorder so this song is also about taking ownership and not letting splitting be an excuse for bad behavior.

Lyrics;
Oh my god
what have I done?
This thing I love
is bleeding out
on sacred ground
where we would keep
our memories.
They're burning but
I cherish these.

And now my body's
keeping score.
My chest has been
a leaderboard.
And now I'm trapped
deep in a maze,
and I'm afraid
I can't escape
what's in these veins.

Cause I,
I am just a comet falling through the clouds. 
It'll be a moment before I hit the ground.
Then they'll all be screaming and when I look around
everything will be gone,
tumbled to the ground.
Then it is just me and I listen to the sound
of fire and ashes everything is coming down.
And it's all my fault,
now I'm laying in the ground
just listening to the sounds.
Can I just listen to the sounds?




Listen to the sounds

In this Ava Mind audio blog, we explore the most common mental health conditions — including anxiety, depression, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, eating disorders, trauma-related challenges, and more.

You’ll learn what these conditions really mean, why awareness matters, and how support can make a difference.

💭 Take a moment for reflection, listen at your own pace, and remember: you are not alone. With understanding and compassion, healing is always possible.

Listen inside the Ava Mind app for daily affirmations, mood tracking, calming music, and more support tools for your mental health.

Understanding Common Mental Health Conditions | Ava Mind Audio Blog

Counting beats, chasing rituals, controlling the uncontrollable. "Bipolar Controller" is the fight inside your own mind.
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LYRICS:
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Darkened ghosts are moving 
In the shadows of my head  
I’m chasing down the rhythm 
Of the words I never said  

No chemicals
No wires
Just rituals and fire  
Balancing on tightropes 
Strung a thousand meters high

Damn the rain  
That falls down  
Inside my brain  

Wish it could  
Take away  
And cool my pain  

But it won't  
So I cry  
To release  
All these scars  
That I've built  
That won't heal  
They're like scabs  
On my skin  
That won't leave  

They build up  
Till it's time  
For goodbye  
Well unless I ride  

In the train  
That won't stop  
Till I heal  
And it's called-
The Bipolar Controller  

Breathing like a metronome
Counting in the dark  
Every beat a tether line
Every thought a spark  

I dance against the spiral
I bargain with the night  
I’m programming my chaos 
Till the patterns come out [wrong]

That falls down  
Inside my brain  

Wish it could  
Take away  
And cool my pain  

The floor becomes my dose of medicine  
The strobe becomes my fractured guide  
A Saturday repeating like confession  
Keeps the storm a step outside  

The sweat rewrites the script that binds me  
The sound becomes the voice I need  
My body finds a fragile freedom  
In the ritual of routine 

Controller… Controller…  
Hands shake
Mind takes over  

Controller… Controller…  
I won’t drown
I’m the operator  

Switch flips 
Controller in my grip  
Switch flips 
But I still make it stick  

Switch flips 
Controller in my grip  
Switch flips 
But I still make it

BIPOLAR 
CONTROLLER 

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BIPOLAR CONTROLLER

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Gentian, the alter ego of Brooklyn-based BRÄLLE, presents Hopeless, an EP rooted in dub textures and restrained rhythms. Built around subtle percussion, layered arpeggios, and evolving atmospheres, the release balances depth and fragility with a steady forward pull.

Artist: Gentian
Title: Hopeless
Label: Bipolar Disorder Rec.
Catalogue: BDd040
Format: Digital
Genre: Electronic
Style: #Techno | Groove
Release date: October 20, 2025

Mastering: @chlaer_
Artwork: @ggrdzelishvili

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Tracklist: 
1. Can't Stop The World
2. Hopeless
3. Reality Approaches
4. Can't Stop The World (The Chronics Remix)
5. Hopeless (KAYDEE Remix)
6. Reality Approaches (Jon Hester Forever Floating Remix)
7. This is Love (Morning Version)

The originals capture moments of reflection while holding space for movement. Remixes from Jon Hester, The Chronics, and Kaydee expand the story further, from dreamlike flow to sharp dancefloor intensity.

Hopeless is an EP that lingers, immersive, layered, and alive in detail.






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Hopeless

Reality Approaches

Premire: Gentian — Reality Approaches [BDd040]

First in a series: 'The Madness of Kanye West'.

THIS first installment was posted on SoundCloud and Mixcloud on October 10, 2025.

On October 10, 2022, the prominent news story involving Kanye West was that Twitter locked his account following a series of antisemitic comments.
 
This action came after West posted a tweet stating he was "going death con 3 On JEWISH PEOPLE," an apparent reference to the U.S. military readiness scale. 


The events that led to the social media bans included:

Instagram restriction: West's Instagram account was restricted after he made an antisemitic post targeting Sean "Diddy" Combs.

Twitter post: Following the Instagram ban, West moved to Twitter to continue his tirade, culminating in the "death con 3" tweet.

Account lockout: Twitter removed the post for violating its policies on hateful conduct and locked his account, preventing him from posting further. 

Part 2 of this series upcoming is called 'Death Con 3'.

The purpose of this series is to artistically capture and render an audio 'time capsules' of these events, their roots and consequences, putting the zeitgeist under a micrscope. It includes DIY mashups and remixes of talking points from this time and/or which utilize samples of examples of Kanye's pre-manic musical creations with are culturally important. It also seeks to raise awareness of mental illness and mental health episodes.

The Madness of Kanye West

The Madness of Kanye West: Part 1 (Origin Story)

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In this final chapter of our second sister series, my sisters Kate, Teresa, and I reflect on the slow, complicated shift—the one that happened in our mother’s final years, and the one we had to make in ourselves to survive and heal.

We talk about what it was like to be adults with a mother still deep in the storm of untreated mental illness and addiction, and how we eventually found our way to firmer ground. We explore the boundaries we had to set, the pain of waiting for change, and the quiet hope that crept in when she finally began to seek help. She didn’t become someone new—but she did begin to come home to herself.

This episode is about recognizing the moments when something begins to shift—internally and externally. It’s about separating a person from their illness. About forgiving without an apology. And about choosing to heal, even when the past still echoes.

If you’ve ever loved someone who struggled, or if you’ve felt stuck in a story that wasn’t changing, this conversation is for you.

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Shift

Raw and real conversations on courage, consciousness and leadership.

Hi, I’m Jenn, and I’m passionate about transforming the conversation around mental health through creativity, connection, and advocacy. Nearly 50 years of life have taught me that we all carry shadows—stories that shape who we are and how we show up in the world. My story began with the challenges of growing up with a parent battling undiagnosed mental illness, an experience that deeply influenced my resilience, empathy, and innovative spirit.

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Phineas is the curator and primary creative force behind a multipronged 'Latent-Einstein Outreach Ministry' comprised mostly of 'mutated MetaMedia audio mixes' meant largely to be a therapeutic and sonic REPLACEMENT FOR DRUGS for the Masses and the 'Not-That-Reality-Oriented'. He is a self-styled 'MetaMediagician' in this respect, as well as a formerly official canonized (and carmelized) 'Church of the SubGenius' (lapsed) 'SAINT'.

The neologism (meaning literally a 'new word') 'MetaMediagician' is a 'Pre-Zuckian' use of the prefix 'Meta' (which may be confirmed through 'The Internet Wayback Machine's cached copies of Narco social media accounts so... 'nyyyah') and denotes an artist who utilizes content from the media at large like a 'painter's pallette' in order to make further developed or synthesized 'macro' media work out of that media content in a more or less 'collage'-type format. 

Phineas' efforts in this regard have evolved from the personally expressive to the social therapeutic and have been structured around more and more relatable 'universal themes' with the general goal of attaining a more enlightened understanding of the matter or matters at hand.

Phineas is a very late Baby Boomer (a 'Barely Boomer' as he terms it) and is a 'PROUD MENTAL PATIENT' (since 1984) who has never married and has no kids and who lives alone in Silicon Valley since age 9 after his family moved out to San Jose from the Midwest. He has been creating and distributing Experimental audio artwork of one sort or another SINCE THE 1970s. NOTE that the featured profiled pic is from 1983: the year right before he 'GOT SICK' and became disabled lifelong.

Phineas' birth name is James Scianna (surname is typically pronounced 'SEE-ah-na' although the proper Italian pronunciation is actually: 'SHIAHn-nah').

The alias 'Phineas Narco' was created by Phineas around the time of the onset of his overarching, disabling mental health condition at age 19 (guardedly referred to typically as 'the exact same diagnosis as had by Brian Wilson of The Beach Boys') and is serious.

Phineas' condition exists independent of and unrelated to his creative skills, artistic life and efforts although it often inspires the subject matter of those efforts that are about mental illness and its aspects.

The alias name 'Phineas Narco' was created around the time of the onset of Phineas' illness as a 'church name' for his inclusion in 'The Church of The SubGenius' an actual mind control cult that Phineas was involved with for many decades but resigned from in 2024.

The two names refer to figures in Greek mythology. 'Narco' is meant as a contraction of the name 'Narcissus' (in the non-pathological sense) and is not meant as a reference to drugs. The name 'Phineas' refers to an ancillary character in the story of 'Jason and the Argonauts'. In addition to this, there is some identification with the character Phineas from the John Knowles novel 'A Separate Peace' although the significance of this 'referential idea' would not fully blossom until life events from 2021 to 2024 had occured in Phineas' life.

In addition to his involvement in the SubGenius mind control cult, Phineas also had a months-long dalliance with The Church of Scientology in 1991 in San Jose, CA in order to see, from the inside, what it was all about, working for the organization for many months but cleverly 'escaping their clutches' by pre-programming into his brain, in the pre-indoctrination period, a predetermined 'escape response', in other words *Phinny's cue to 'exit stage left* when a Church representative uttered a certain inevitable phrase to him, which of course they DID.

Bye, bye Scientology.
They were NOT PLEASED.

Phineas's current religious identification is Christian. He considers himself to be a Man of God but does not ascribe to any particular 'church' organization, being perfectly comfortable with his own, personal sense, useful understanding and concept of God.

Phineas has had a robust, lifelong interest in Psychology and has earned a trained certificate in Peer Counseling which he has utilized in volunteer efforts in his local community. So he is 'certified and certifiable' simultaneously holding both 'consumer' and 'practitioner' status in the mental health community.

Phineas also has since childhood had a driven natural affinity for, and very keen interest in language and its usages, even studying vocabulary and etymology on his own as a child, long term as an interest. 

 When Phineas was given a standardized IQ test as a child, he was found to have a verbal comprehension score of 139 which is very, very high.

Phineas was also tested positively as being on the 'autism spectrum' in an official capacity much later in life although the severity of this was not deemed to be problematic enough to require treatment.

Phineas' post-Highschool educational efforts can be classified as 'some college' but also as 'MUCH some college' taking many, many courses of interest in a number of local community colleges all with no intention or desire of ever earning any sort of degree during his 20's and 30's. These self-interested,  self-motivated educational efforts typically resulted in high grades and included a number of efforts in artistic, drama, media production, Psychology and English courses and curricula. Otherwise, Phineas has  mostly acted as an 'autodidact' (a term meaning essentially someone who is 'self taught') in his extracurricular learning efforts.

Phineas has worked intensively and creatively with the likes of such groups and artists such as Negativland, Bran Flakes, TradeMark Gunderson of (The Evolution Control Committee), Doktors 4 "Bob" and Big City Orchestra with whom he has collaboratively help create online virtual theatrical video events for his 'musical mashup movies' for the 3-D immersive VR community environment 'Second Life'.

His work has been lauded by the likes of the late comedian George Carlin and mainstream media critics such as Brad Kava (The San Jose Mercury News) and Richard Von Busack (The San Jose Metro).

https://www.metroactive.com/papers/metro/09.05.02/midnightvoice-0236.html

Phineas has also worked extensively and creatively, for decades collaboratively, at the Pacifica Radio flagship radio station KPFA in Berkeley, CA as well as the prestigious, exclusive and critically-acclaimed college radio station KFJC located at Foothill College in Los Altos Hills, CA. These former creative efforts were reviewed favorably by the aforementioned mainstream media critics at the time.

Despite all this 'impressive display' of extraordinarily unique talent and brainpower, Phineas frequently has difficulty putting on his own pants.

Phineas notoriously once mailed a package containing one of his radio shows to Ted Kaczynski ('The Unabomber') in the mid-nineties to where the notorious insane criminal resided at the time at the Supermax Federal Penitentiary in Florence, Colorado after having secured the notorious serial bomber's exact mailing address through the help of a local (and quite amused) reference librarian.

The program in question was called 'Bombscare', the result of a year-long creative effort by Phineas and was broadcast mixed live around that time by Phineas and Negativland band member, the late Don Joyce on KPFA. The show was, in part, about Mr. Kaczynski, his schizophrenic illness, and the years-long federal investigation into his serial mailbombing crimes.

The program represented a 'high-watermark' in Phineas' creative efforts and the IRONY of Phineas' sincere (yet arguably more than a little irrational and probably uhm... misguided) motivation in going about MAILING A PACKAGE TO THE *FUCKING UNABOMBER* containing his SHOW which was *ABOUT THE FUCKING GODDAMN UNABOMBER* was eclipsed in Phineas's semi-deranged mind by a literally a genuine and curious desire to 'find out what Ted thought about it'. 

Uhhhh... YEAH.
We *wish* we were kidding about that, but we're actually uhhm... NOT.

The package in question was summarily and promptly returned to Phineas, by Supermax prison authorities via US Mail, unopened and without comment.   Which MAKE SENSE. After all, ANY PRISON which houses the *GODDAMN FUCKING UNABOMBER* that gets... *a package* for... UH...  *HIM*... 

...is CERTAINLY... 
** NOT GONNA FUCKING OPEN IT!!! ***

And so, that... as they say... was THAT.

Around this time as well, Phineas mailed an identical tape copy of the 'Bombscare' show highlights to a very different person: the late iconic and legendary comedian George Carlin under the somewhat disingenuous guise of procuring 'permission' for using a Carlin audio sample in the show. 

However there was, like with Kaczinsky, the somewhat diffuse motivation of 'wanting to know what he thought about it'. 

The somewhat 'ruse' of offering the tape up to Carlin 'for review' to 'get permission' arose when Phineas self-consciously realized Carlin was 'in the show' he wanted to send and was offset by the perceptive comedian 'understanding' most likely that Phineas really just wanted feedback. Also, Phineas too was in fact sincere in that he would have snipped out the Carlin sample if permission was not forthcoming from George. 

With that, Phineas procured permission to send the tape to Carlin through the comedian's publicist and a voicemail message from George. The sequence in the 'Bombscare' program that includes the Carlin sample may be heard here in a track from the album/show's full listing on Bandcamp:

https://nationalcynical.bandcamp.com/track/more-fun-for-me

Some weeks after sending that tape of the show to George, Phineas discovered a message response from George in his voice mailbox.

In the voicemail message, Carlin was almost 'beyond enthusiastic' about the tape Phineas had sent to him. His praise of the work was almost uncontainable and Carlin articulately and happily lauded and sang its praises sincerely for over a minute, with all the salty facility of language and attitude he was so well known for in is in his lifetime, waxing eloquent about how great and fabulous he found it, and specifically praising the 'middle ear' range of artistic efficacy in which the sonic power of the program had 'hit'.

The uncut recording of Carlin's enthusiastic voicemail message to Phineas about the show can be heard here:

https://nationalcynical.bandcamp.com/track/carlin-voicemail-to-phineas-narco-about-bombscare-c-1997-8

Phineas' immediate reaction to hearing this message of personal endorsement from this hyper-known source there in his own personal voicemail at the time was one not so much of elation, pride and happiness but rather an almost *stunned awe* as if he had thought of one day to get an interesting looking penny assessed by a pawnbroker only to suddenly learn that the coin was in fact worth TEN MILLION DOLLARS.

It is interesting to note in regard this phone call message that George started out his performative career as a radio DJ working at WINO in New York and that his brother the late Patrick Carlin (who George tells Phineas in the message his wants to send the show tape to) also worked in radio and ran a podcast. So, both men would have had a firsthand appreciation of the program as a live-mixed radio effort.

Also, and I have been unable to definitively confirm this, although I seem to recall hearing this from somewhere at one point: Carlin's brother Patrick also kind of lived 'out in the woods' Walden Pond style far away from the mainstream infrastructure of the more developed sections of society. So, if this were in fact true, his 'lifestyle' could be said to be not all that different than that of 'The Unabomber' himself.

Minus the 'exploding' part. *Ahem* 

WELL, A MAN NEEDS A HOBBY!! When he LIVES ALONE so what are you gonna do? Sometimes it's RUNNING A PODCAST and sometimes it's BLOWING PEOPLE UP!!

Further to this: in researching Carlin's life, it became known to Phineas that prior to him becoming the legendary, well-known mainstream comedic show business talent that he turned out to be (which he was rather forced to do in order to raise a family which was expensive to do and also ultimately to pay off his massive tax bills) Carlin originally only had the ambition or 'dream' or intention of being just an obscure artist doing abstract, weird art like in an apartment somewhere on his own merely for his own enjoyment and just living his life like that.

Sort of like... how... Phineas Narco... does.
Go figure.

The phone call from Carlin ultimately motivated and accelerated Phineas' artistic career at a crucial time of growth. It gave Phineas the confidence of knowing that his work had worth and was on the right track with an appeal to an audience, who was like George in terms of sensibility and values, and he was able to rest assured that this endorsement was one HUNDRED PERCENT genuine, no bullshit and SECURE because Phineas knew that Carlin was NOT the kind of guy for Hollywood bullshit. 

So, this ringing endorsement was like a shiny gold coin of the purest stock gifted to him right into his pocket. IT WAS HIS. And he was able to use that currency for capital in the artistic journey to come.

Thanks, George.

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To view, stream or download (at NO required cost) Phineas Narco's mediage artwork which is freely available to everyone online, go to any of the following sites:

YouTube
Mixcloud
SoundCloud
Bandcamp
or
archive.org

...and search for "Phineas Narco" [using quotemarks] and also 'NCN' and/or "National Cynical Network" [with quotes around as well] in combination if need be:

Recent interviews with Phineas on Youtube for 'Innerviews' with former Carlin and Zappa employee Gerry Fialka:     

Part 1: https://youtu.be/AsaZK74Qqu8
Part 2: https://youtu.be/0t9Suf8490o

Phineas Narco's ENTIRE DIGITIZED BODY OF BODY OF WORK (Including much special, rare and heretofore otherwise unreleased, unfinished. upcoming and never-heard before material) termed 'THE VAULT' is now available via DROPBOX in a 1.5TB-sized comprehensive online archive and can be now accessed using THE FOLLOWING LINK:

http://bit.ly/4dllBLQ

Enjoy!g

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