Are you experiencing the sharp, distasteful effects of bitterness?

Seeking Him

Sharp

Well, the research is clear—resentment and unforgiveness are bad for your health.

The Study of Unforgiveness

The reason people find it difficult to accept God’s love and forgiveness is a refusal to forgive others.

Neither Will Your Father

This song is a haunting and intense exploration of the darker emotions that can consume us. It's about the toxic feelings of resentment, jealousy, and envy that can arise from a past relationship or unrequited love. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person trapped in their own emotions, struggling to break free from the pain and bitterness that still linger. The song's atmosphere is dark and moody, with a sense of urgency and desperation, as the protagonist grapples with the shadows of their own heart.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the silence, I hear your name,  
Echoes linger, igniting the flame.  
A smile painted, but it cuts so deep,  
In the darkness, my secrets I keep.  

[Pre-Chorus]
You wear your crown like a mask of gold,  
While I stand in the shadows, feeling so cold.  
Every glance you steal, a dagger to my heart,  
This bitter envy tearing me apart.  

[Chorus]
Resentment flows like a river of night,  
Jealousy burns with a blinding light.  
I’m trapped in a cage of my own design,  
Wishing for freedom, but you’re still in my mind.  

[Verse 2]
In your laughter, I taste the pain,  
A haunting melody that drives me insane.  
You dance in the glow of a world so bright,  
While I’m lost in the echoes of endless night.  

[Pre-Chorus]
You think you’re safe in your fortress high,  
But I’m the storm that will never die.  
With every heartbeat, I feel the strain,  
A twisted love wrapped in chains of disdain.  

[Chorus]
Resentment flows like a river of night,  
Jealousy burns with a blinding light.  
I’m trapped in a cage of my own design,  
Wishing for freedom, but you’re still in my mind.  

[Bridge]
Can’t you see what you’ve done to me?  
A ghost in the mirror, longing to be free.  
I’ll rise from the ashes of this bitter fight,  
With wings made of shadows, I’ll claim back my light.  

[Chorus]
Resentment flows like a river of night,  
Jealousy burns with a blinding light.  
I’m trapped in a cage of my own design,  
Wishing for freedom, but you’re still in my mind.  

[Outro]
So here I stand at the edge of despair,  
A heart full of thorns and a soul laid bare.  
I’ll break these chains and reclaim my name,  
No longer bound by this twisted game.

Wishing for Freedom

In this week's message, our pastor, Jason Wright, shares about how rejection in our lives can either make us better or bitter. The difference is found in how you respond to what happens in your life. (Genesis 37-39)

The Unfair Advantage, Rejection (January 19, 2025)

This sermon was delivered by Pastor Cory Klein at New Hope Church of Oxford on March 9, 2025.  The text of Scripture is Ruth 1:6-22.

Ruth 1:6-22 - Naomi's Bitterness (2025)

Forgiveness acknowledges that God is the judge, and vengeance belongs to Him.

Off the Hook

Pressing the "delete" button is a picture of forgiveness.

Delete

                                       John 15:14- A Bitter Pill
- Breakthroughs are in God's timing. Persistence of Spirit. Christ is our friend when we are in compliance. Walk in spirit of love, which is seldom understood. Not weakness, or giving someone everything they want.
-Christ chose and ordained us. Don't criticize process of being raised.
-Ask and receive in His name. Sweep bitterness away to preclude worry. True peace knowing Christ is in control. We will be hated as Christ was hated first. Don't try to have favor with both Christ and the world.
- Some will never try to fix themselves and try to derail us with their problems; never taking advice. They don't profess Christ. Take authority!
-We go where we are called, no matter where. We carry the Word with many different tasks in representing the kingdom. He makes our paths and sees us through. Do we accept? Be true to your calling without questioning.
-We are prepared for each other as Sons of God. Truth is liberation and lies bind.  We can't compare our lives as we are all unique.
-We can sometimes find ourselves powerless to help others. When derailed, bitterness causes anger. We are gaslighted. Recognize this tactic in others and understand it. Don't operate from guilt. Our blessings are without regret. Thieves will swindle us.
- We choose by invitation to comply to Salvation. Accept His sacrifice and accept your testimony of change. Insight grows.We ARE our calling. It's natural.
-Obedience is our heart's desire, not a sacrifice. We don't desire to sin. Don't let the world's teachings get in the way. Stand up and repent. Go forward.



05 05 2025  John 15 - Friend of God - Obedience - The Invitation

Bitterness is a snare. It's poison we willingly drink and expect to have no effect on us. It is a sure sign that our eyes are not on the cross and the grace and mercy that has been given so freely to to us ... but on ourselves. In this sermon, Jacob Hryhorchuck gives us three ways we can walk free from bitterness. To choose to hold onto bitterness is to refuse to show others the same grace that the Lord extended to you. Letting it go though, that act restores us.

Set Free Live Free #5 | Freedom from Bitterness w/ Jacob Hryhorchuck

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here, for the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer, and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

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