Hating someone is like taking poison and hoping that person would die.

Seeking Him

The Punch

Do you want to find freedom from hurt and bitterness?

Responsible for Your Response

Christ can live through us and give us His ability to forgive.

More Than a Method

Is there someone who seems to offend you every day?

Forgiveness: Gracia Burnham

When you ask for someone’s forgiveness, God may do amazing things.

How Have You Responded?

Are you experiencing the sharp, distasteful effects of bitterness?

Sharp

Well, the research is clear—resentment and unforgiveness are bad for your health.

The Study of Unforgiveness

The reason people find it difficult to accept God’s love and forgiveness is a refusal to forgive others.

Neither Will Your Father

This song is a haunting and intense exploration of the darker emotions that can consume us. It's about the toxic feelings of resentment, jealousy, and envy that can arise from a past relationship or unrequited love. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person trapped in their own emotions, struggling to break free from the pain and bitterness that still linger. The song's atmosphere is dark and moody, with a sense of urgency and desperation, as the protagonist grapples with the shadows of their own heart.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the silence, I hear your name,  
Echoes linger, igniting the flame.  
A smile painted, but it cuts so deep,  
In the darkness, my secrets I keep.  

[Pre-Chorus]
You wear your crown like a mask of gold,  
While I stand in the shadows, feeling so cold.  
Every glance you steal, a dagger to my heart,  
This bitter envy tearing me apart.  

[Chorus]
Resentment flows like a river of night,  
Jealousy burns with a blinding light.  
I’m trapped in a cage of my own design,  
Wishing for freedom, but you’re still in my mind.  

[Verse 2]
In your laughter, I taste the pain,  
A haunting melody that drives me insane.  
You dance in the glow of a world so bright,  
While I’m lost in the echoes of endless night.  

[Pre-Chorus]
You think you’re safe in your fortress high,  
But I’m the storm that will never die.  
With every heartbeat, I feel the strain,  
A twisted love wrapped in chains of disdain.  

[Chorus]
Resentment flows like a river of night,  
Jealousy burns with a blinding light.  
I’m trapped in a cage of my own design,  
Wishing for freedom, but you’re still in my mind.  

[Bridge]
Can’t you see what you’ve done to me?  
A ghost in the mirror, longing to be free.  
I’ll rise from the ashes of this bitter fight,  
With wings made of shadows, I’ll claim back my light.  

[Chorus]
Resentment flows like a river of night,  
Jealousy burns with a blinding light.  
I’m trapped in a cage of my own design,  
Wishing for freedom, but you’re still in my mind.  

[Outro]
So here I stand at the edge of despair,  
A heart full of thorns and a soul laid bare.  
I’ll break these chains and reclaim my name,  
No longer bound by this twisted game.

Wishing for Freedom

In this week's message, our pastor, Jason Wright, shares about how rejection in our lives can either make us better or bitter. The difference is found in how you respond to what happens in your life. (Genesis 37-39)

The Unfair Advantage, Rejection (January 19, 2025)

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here, for the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer, and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently and will be releasing those very soon. 

I hope you enjoy them. And thanks to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. 

New tracks tagged #Bitterness