hapis oldu ruhlar, 
benim ellerimde kan ve de tabağımda kül var. 

hislerim kayıp, 
bilmem, en son ne zaman döküldü gözlerimden yaşlar?

düşünmedim kendimi,  ben sarfettim her şeyimi, 
önce sevdiğinden başla. 

ama kahpe dünya, şakası yok, 
gelir seni eksiltmeye sevdiğinden başlar. 

dönmedi hiç bu felek, 
soframıza oturdu ve doydu kurtlar kuşlar. 

dönmedi hiç bu felek, 
test ettim kendimi, başarısız sonuçlar. 

ne var ki ucunda, 
benim ruhum sıkıştı kaldı, bu lanet uçurumda. 

çocukken hayalimdi hep uçurtmak uçurtma, 
şimdi uçuyorum anne,  evet lanet uçurumda. 

duruyorum dibinde, 
bu mahalle hep dilimde, 
bi gün döner mi değirmen?

bilmiyorum, tek bildiğim;
bi gün tanrı olsanız da karşınızda eğilmem.

düzene hiç alışmadım, 
yatırımı kendime yapıp, 
onlara çalışmadım. 

kahpelere yanaşmadım, 
koydum biraz mesafe, 
ondan serttir bu bakışlarım. 

katlıyorum paraları,
senelerdir, 
yaşıtlarım gerideler, 
alışkınım.

çarşı pazar karıştırıp,
oynayın masumu, 
ibneler siz buna alıştınız. 

benim gibi kaç kere, 
bu hayata küsüp,
gidip onla yeniden barıştınız?

evet biraz kaşarsınız, 
olamadın benim gibi,
ondan bütün kaşıntınız.

Lyrics: Goat344

goat344 - alışkınım ( prod. athnbeats )

Get It On (feat. Lvkeish)

The Arc

Easy Play prod sbc

Samedi

ASSED OUT

ask me why this yung playa wanna die
its an epic thats pathetic its a work of art my life
fucked up from the get go
major part the mental 
environment thats hard to cope for any type of brain

insane
what they call me
say when they cut off me
i can never blame but disproportionately fucks me
when im feeling lonely
need more than just stoned see
put the cup down pick it up depending if you love me


no its not a threat see
try to make it unseen
bury that shit with whatever i can get inside me
but i took a wrong turn 
chill turned into bad burn
now im telling you that you aint even worthy of worst

i know im the problem
more each day ill solve em
say to myself every day but time it ticks they're not gone
hoping that some soon enough I'll make myself get up again 
(why not do it now?)
i don't know, im just a junkie man



i was 14 they were chasing all their dreams
i was in class sexting wasting time always geeked
went from As to no fucks
and like who gives a fuck
planning to die anyway
tommorow lives a short run

fuck my reputation
im always impatient 
im prone to delusion
i act like a mental patient
i live my life a way that makes the masses laugh and stare
seeing others like myself but im more self aware

lot of time 
i dont care
still sometimes my feelings scare
my friends and all those around me
yeah my family stay prepared
for this hurricane brack
step up to this crazy mack
paranoid im on attack
when im drunk im going mad

psychotic again
thought it was the dope within
but im sober and im seeing shit
without hitting the pen
money spent
on a cope
nothings left
no more dope
writing on the walls
like im just taking notes

EPIC PATHETIC

find me south of downtown
schizo with the funky sound
always staying underground
of this wicked evil mound

watch that smile turn to frown
as the manic coming down
just another day inside this brain
to quiet it with loud 

feel my friends they fade away
looking for a new escape
seeming like im all alone and isolated in this state

they said that i was gay
said that i should be ashamed
tell me that im just a worthless loser
heading to the grave


looking at the curtains and i see another face
staring at the ceiling and see a message thats erased

before i can read it paranoia of the human race
seems like everyones decieving me and no one is the same as me

is it just a prank on me this joke that is my life
call me yung truman stuntin for the crowd at night

careful of my movements even though there is no light
they can see inside my mind and this invasion i cant fight


in my distant eyes
visions play of my demise
theyve been coming for me far too long
im running out of time

so i go out in disguise
just so i remain alive
choosing my own date to die
its the day of suicide

baby are you even real
fuck i dont know what is real
just stop referencing my life and finally tell me whats the deal 

they planned it all along
orchestrated since im young
and they find it oh so fun
but i tell you im not dumb

cause i see through all your lies
no from me you cannot hide
i can basically read minds
that's why im hiding all the time

from the populous their wicked eyes
show thoughts they want to hide
of their hate for me their wish for me
to suffer and just die

felt like im the bomb and now i feel like im a freak
losing control of my life my ex thinks ill be on the streets

meet defeat
cut your name into my wrist and watch me bleed
just to mark your territory in my lifes conspiracy

MY DEMISE

SWAG AT 100 {PROD.GEORGIE X RICHJMUSIC X DREAMZ}

Simplicity - is a remarkable thing in individuals souls.
DRC

PROD BY CPH -ETHNIC GOON MUSIC - COMRADCAMP 🇦🇱🇩🇰
"None of you will believe until you love for your brother what you love for yourself." - ﷺ
 Bukhari 13
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Mostly creating my grooves with my beloved Sp404, mostly lofi hiphop. I also like sound designing with my modular synth.
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