Borderline - épisode 112

Matt Robertson - Solitude

Matt Robertson - Substance

A final goodbye wrapped in rain. ‘You Can’t See Tears in the Rain’ tells the story of an empath walking away from a narcissist’s web ... the lies, the gaslighting, the empty promises. Every drop hides the pain, every note carries the strength to finally let go."

YOU CAN´T SEE TEARS IN THE RAIN

Songwriter and Lyrics: (BONDLEZZ) Torsten Ulrich Galts


[Verse 1] 
You didn’t look back. 
 Not once.  
Not even to see if I felt cracked
(felt so cracked) 
 Into a thousand aching reflections 
 On the pavement beneath your feet. 
 The rain came down like mercy  
But there was no mercy left in you.  
And so I stood in silence,  
Like a monument to everything we both walked through.
(Like a monument we both walked through)

[Verse 2] 
 I didn’t cry.  
Not where you could see.  
I begged the sky to do it for me.  
Every drop a swallowed scream  
Every puddle a piece of the dream. 
 I left bleeding at the door  
You played a role.
 The lyrics of the play now left on the floor.
(the lyrics of the play now left on the floor)

[Chorus] 
You can’t see tears in the rain,
But don’t you dare think I feel no pain.
Your shadow left, your echo stayed
And everything we were, the rain just washed away.
You can’t see tears in the rain,
They vanish where heartbreak has no name.
But in every storm, you’ll hear me cry
The crazy little thing called love you just let it die.
You can’t see tears in the rain,
But they are here, in every drop, every ache, every vein.
Don't let me know it all was just in vain.
(Was it all in vain?)

[Verse 3] 
 I should’ve screamed. 
 I should’ve begged.  
But your goodbye was a guillotine  
And I bowed my neck.  
You taught me to smile through sorrow  
To make pretty what hurts like hell  
But tonight I danced in the thunder  
And I let the silence yell.

[Bridge] 
 I loved you like lightning loves ruin.  
Fast. 
Bright. 
Fatal.  
But you were a coward in candlelight,  
Afraid of anything real.  
So I gave you the shadow  
And I kept the feel.

[Chorus]  
You can’t see tears in the rain,
But don’t you dare think I feel no pain.
Your shadow left, your echo stayed
And everything we were, the rain just washed away.
You can’t see tears in the rain,
They vanish where heartbreak has no name.
But in every storm, you’ll hear me cry
The crazy little thing called love you just let it die.
You can’t see tears in the rain,
But they are here, in every drop, every ache, every vein.
Don't let me know it all was just in vain.
(Was it all in vain?)

[Final Chorus]  
You can’t see tears in the rain 
 But if you could, you'd drown  
You’d choke on the truth  
You keep burning down 
 Every “I love you” you ever faked  
Every vow you didn’t make  
It’s all falling now, without grace 
 And the rain… The rain took my place.

[Outro]  
So if your soul ever stirs in a midnight storm 
 Know it’s me.  
Still grieving.  
Still warm.  
But gone.

YOU CAN´T SEE TEARS IN THE RAIN (blues edit)

obey the darkness while seeing the light.

CXTZ

In dieser Folge spreche ich mit Daniel, 54, über den Suizid seiner 16jährigen Tochter vor 8 Monaten.


HIER KÖNNT IHR DAS BUCH "SUIZID - DAS LEBEN DANACH" von Elisa Roth bestellen:

https://www.waldschnecke-verlag.de/product-page/suizid-das-leben-danach

Hier findet ihr alles zu den Huggis:

www.huggi.shop

www.selbstwort.com (hier findet ihr den Spendenlink)
www.selbstwort.com/mitglieder

„Trauer nach Suizid –Hilfe für Betroffene“ Der Podcast für Suizidbetroffene und alle,die mehr zum Thema wissen möchten. Ein Podcast von AGUS e.V. – Angehörige um Suizid. Ab 10. September wird wöchentlich eine Folge auf Spotify und auf weiteren Podcast-Plattformen veröffentlicht.

Robert-Enke-Stiftung: 05105-77-5555-33

www.agus-selbsthilfe.de/ (Für Suizid-Trauernde)

www.frnd.de (Freunde fürs Leben)


Podcast ‚Gehirnerschütterung‘: 

https://open.spotify.com/show/7D2qBQskeCpxpt1l9nNEXW?si=sE9VS4gNSh21C7zT48IS_g

Folge 117 - Selbstwort - Daniel

Travelling returns with a new episode with the best of trance, uplifting trance and vocal trance, with music by

01 Solarstone - Over The Mountains (12”) [Black Hole Recordings] 
02 Starry Major - Lost Memories (Extended Mix) [Pure Trance] 
03 Activa & Tom Bro - Delta (Extended Mix) [Borderline] 
04 Cold Blue - Sunday Kiss (Extended Mix) [Cold Blue Records] 
05 Henry Caster - Traveler (Extended Mix) [Create Music] 
06 Lost Witness, Andrew Senior & Neev Kennedy - Holding Back The Fear (Extended Mix) 
07 Extravagance SL - Lucid Dreams (Extended Mix) [Ablazing Records] 
08 Alexander Spark & Anton Pallmer - Just Love Me Now (Extended Mix) [Interplay records] 
09 40THAVHA - Monster (Extended Mix) [Critical Uprising] 
10 Blue5even, Alaera, Eric De La Vega - Out Of My Way (Extended Mix) [AVA White] 
11  Alcantara & BrandeYa - Bridge (A.R.D.I. Remix) [Sub.mission Recordings] 
12 Mozarski & Radianth - Follow the Light (Extended Mix) [Monster Neos] 
13 ReOrder & Alan Fullmer & Sue McLaren - You're Not Alone (Extended Mix) [Black Hole Recordings] 
14 Nico Cranxx, James Dust - Until The Sunrise (Extended Mix) [Reason II Rise: UPLIFT] 
15 Mariano Mancini - For All The Memories (Extended Mix) [Extrema Global Music] 
16 Chris Metcalfe - Espalmador (Extended Mix) [A State of Trance] 
17 Daniel Skyver - Take Me Back (Extended Mix) [Flashover Recordings] 
18 Craig Connelly & Aimée - Feel It (Extended Mix) [Higher Forces Records] 
19 Allan Morrow - Surge (Extended Mix) [Strobin Records] 
20 Aeon Shift - Timeless (Extended Mix) [FSOE] 
21 Chris Element & Tara Louise - Love Resurrection (Extended Mix) [Nocturnal Knights Music] 
22 Maria Healy - The Other Side (Extended Mix) [FSOE] 
23 Ben Hemsley Feat. Rose Gray - Tidal (Robbie Graham Bootleg Remix) 
24 Rhys Elliott - Escapism (Extended Mix) [FSOE] 
25 Conor Holohan - Beyond (Extended Mix) [Extrema Global Music]

Travelling "Extrospection" 035

Connect 4 (Original Mix)

Its a Talk yo shii kinda track ya feel me >_<

"Popcorn" feat-Elijah Major | (Prod.NERDI)

and she ain't never ask you
but she aint ever loved you
and she and never loved me
bro thats the girl im used to
in the end she might sue you
for this song she my sue me
they say: "odysseu what u talking?"
that girl dont even exist
i'm just a fool
schizophrenic, i need help
i'm just a fool
that girl dont even exist (a lot of times)

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DJ of Progressive/Trance/Techno his sets are a melodic journey full of energy through hypnotic atmospheres within progressive house, melodic techno and trance, having as references and influence great exponents of both genres.

Been chasing dreams since I was 8. Grinding till I'm dead, having faith in the little things. Don't be shy to follow. 
Note: Beat Stars is in currently in progress.

sorte é oque acontece quando a preparação encontra oportunidade

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𝖔𝖇𝖊𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖜𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖊𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙.

Herzlich Willkommen bei "Selbstwort" (ehemals "Das ist ja wohl eine Unverschämtheit").
Dies ist ein Podcast, in dem es um Suizid geht.
Betroffene kommen hier selbst zu Wort, erzählen ihre Geschichte, von ihren Erfahrungen und von allem, was mit ihrer jeweiligen Situation einhergeht.

​
Ich selbst bin eine Betroffene. Meine Mutter hat sich 2002 das Leben genommen- da war ich 27.
​
Da das Thema "Suizid" und Depressionen und das darüber-reden immer noch ein Tabu ist, kam mir die Idee für diesen Podcast.
Denn Betroffene wollen ja reden. Sie wollen ihre Geschichte erzählen. Und das sollen sie- laut und deutlich und für alle hörbar.

​TRIGGER-WARNUNG !!! DA HIN UND WIEDER SEHR OFFEN UND DETAILLIERT ÜBER VERSCHIEDENE ASPEKTE (ZB. ART DES SUIZIDES) BERICHTET WIRD, SOLLTEN MENSCHEN, DIE EMPFINDLICH AUF DARSTELLUNGEN DIESER ART REAGIEREN, GEGEBENENFALLS VOM HÖREN DIESES PODCASTS ABSEHEN.

Gerne möchte ich Euch Zuhörer dazu aufrufen- wenn Ihr ebenfalls unmittelbar betroffen seid- mich unter mail@selbstwort.com anzuschreiben, damit auch Ihr mir Eure Geschichte erzählen könnt. Vor meinem Podcast-Mikrophon. Also traut Euch!
Alternativ könnt Ihr mir auch Eure Geschichte als Text zukommen lassen. ich lese diese dann vor.

"Welcome to my world of music where each song is a mirror of my inner self.

As a treated Borderliner, living with hypersensitivity, my emotions run deep and so do my lyrics. 

Writing music is not just a passion, it's a lifeline. 
It helps me process the chaos, the beauty, the pain and the moments of light.

Each song I create carries the weight of real experiences drawn from struggles, intensity and vulnerability. 

I write to understand myself and hopefully to help others feel understood too.

While studying Songwriting and Sound Engineering I also explore the use of AI music production tools to expand my emotional storytelling with modern and expressive soundscapes.

All lyrics in my original songs are written by me, born from my inner voice and truth.
(With the exception of reworks or covers.)

Thank you very much for listening to my tunes and stories.
If my songs resonate with you, know that you're not alone."

Let´s keep posted ... 


„I think songwriting is the ultimate form of being able to make anything that happens in your life productive.“ – Taylor Swift.

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