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HouseLife | Episode 134
Mixed by Dave Matthias

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HouseLife | Episode 134

(headphone recommended oop)
back again with another cover from one of my favorite indie/alt rock band  
I covered it slightly shoegaze-y, dream-y, and creep-y (oop) and cinematic-y
this whole production was actually insipired by ethel cain especially the Perverts EP
#indie #indierock #alternative #cigarettesaftersex #cry #cover #shoeagze #DreamyRock #slowcore #cigarettesaftersexcover #cinematic

Cry by Cigarettes After Sex (Cover)

Mezihvězdný čas

CAS - ENVOLVER

[Lyrics]
You built me up,
And never tore me down.
I used to be like Lego,
Now I will never let you go.

I forgot to ask for your number,
I regret my choice,
And if I see you again, I will ask, I promise you that,
'Cause I like you so.

I wouldn’t lie,
That’s what I try not to do,
I would’ve died before I lie to you.
It’s the words you say,
The love you gave,
The things you do, all the ways you aid,
And I cannot escape (from you, from you).

Say so, it ain’t so,
I hope you don’t feel weirded out by the way I phrase things,
I only wanna work things out.
I know that you know this,
I know you’re smart as well,
You’ve proven a lot,
And you’re a lot like me.

I wouldn’t lie,
That’s what I try not to do,
I would’ve died before I lie to you.
It’s the words you say,
The love you gave,
The things you do, all the ways you aid,
And I cannot escape (from you, from you).

Escape (prod. Muzcean)

Deep House Chill Remix of a beautiful song by CAS.
Produced and mixed by Hedonistic.

YouTube link: https://youtu.be/3Cf5MFkmLPQ

Cigarettes After Sex - Pistol (Hedonistic Remix)

Ce morceau il a pas trop de sens, j'ai juste fait au feeling...

Fading

say you love me but you make me suffer
when you're alone you wish you're home
i know you miss me
i wish you'd kiss me 
but you're afraid 
i wish you'd stay

why'd you leave me
you should see me 
for what i am not what you think
i know you keep having day dreams

@sadlifestyle

you say you love me
but i don't know what love means
say you wont hurt me anymore (anymore)
but baby why you gotta leave
i need you right here over me
and i can't take it
i fell to my knees
you say you love me 
but i don't know what love means
i'm hurting anyways (anyways)

say you love me but you make me suffer
when you're alone you wish you're home
i know you miss me
i wish you'd kiss me 
but you're afraid 
i wish you'd stay

(why'd you leave me)

idk what love means w/ loafer

i reminisce about you

RAINFALL.

prod @requiem-for-you

@revivle
(ru sorry for yourself?
we have nothing 2 lose
im hoping that youll hear me
that im the one you choose)

we're moving way too fast
i cant catch my breath
oh, i knew how this would end
we just can't be friends

and i rather b alone
than not be with you
cus im holding on 2 sumthing
im not tryna lose 

feel the wind in my hair 
we stand 
i see u staring back at me 
but u wont even talk to me 
talk to me ru there? 

ru sorry for yourself?
we have nothing to lose
im hoping that youll hear me
that im the one you choose 

we're moving way too fast
i cant catch my breath
oh, i knew how this would end
we just can't be friends

and i rather b alone
than not be with you
cus im holding on 2 sumthing
im not tryna lose

we just cant be friends

lyrics:
~
I lit a candle and the wax was still soft
it dripped down my palm and landed on
the floor in the cracks in the hardwood
 
paved the scene for what I couldnt say
to your face, before you went away
and now I'm stuck picking up pieces
of myself that don't fit either way I place them
 
I've learned to breathe in empty space
(can I still miss you?)
I've learned to take in all that remains
(am I allowed to?)
I've learned to cry at night when no one's beside me
(can I still miss you?)
I've learned it's not for granted what remains
(am I allowed to?)

 
i still reach for hands that are no longer there
when i look at myself, i still see you here
and then you're gone again you disappeared

say goodbye to the girl you knew before
she's long gone, all shes left you ignore
and all those dreams flicker like a flame
so settle back into what you know you've became

I've learned to breathe in empty space
(can I still miss you?)
I've learned to take in all that remains
(am I allowed to?)
I've learned to cry at night when no one's beside me
(can I still miss you?)
I've learned it's not for granted what remains
(am I allowed to?)
~

what_remains

why try to stay when you don't want to
you know i'll always do right by you
i tried making it work it just hurts
you don't care left me in the dirt

why do i try, i hate living
and i hate giving my all with no return
when will i learn

now i'm stuck in this cycle 
take me to my home 

you said you loved me
but that shit was a scheme

why do i try

why don't you care about me 
i swear i can be perfect for you 
every way you see

I'll change myself just for you i swear, swear
i thought i was rare
but i still love you
need some help to forget about you
but i can't take it
when you're not here
how could you just disappear
sometimes i cant stand looking in the mirror

i still love you

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Dave Matthias
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