2024. 2025.


This is my 2024 EP, which I had been keeping to myself and initially intended to release earlier, but ultimately decided to hold back. It is an Experimental Lo-Fi album created during a period in my life when I sought to dive deeper into my own sound and produce something that would express my mental decline. It reflects the full spectrum of my emotions — from moments of happiness to the depths of sorrow brought on by an existential crisis, one that I never anticipated encountering during the sleepless hours of the night.

Handling (Mensagem)

Dawn Station (Wake Up)

i made this yesterday x3, enjoy i guess?

bipolar disorder

GVNDUBZ - BI-PolaR dISordr

"Post-holiday chaos in sound: a lone guitar drones a single note while turbo-charged sax and trumpet race around a simple unison motif, perfectly capturing the hectic rhythm of returning to a crowded workspace."

Back to work

This track will cause a dance floor to go full animal.  

Long buildup, many grooves to catch as a dancer, lots of tiny details, chaotic bridge, mind-wrecking drop.  And all the friends we made along the way.

Inspired by Drumcell who played a warehouse rave in Denver recently

TABLESAW

Carrying Our Burdens

A collision of worlds - hiphip verses burn over reggeaton heat, rnb soul melts into cinematic chaos, and anciant indian scales ignite the psytrance pulse. 
This portal is not a song - it's a ritual. A summoning of chaos and beauty, of fire, sweat and spirit, where every beat feels like a thousand suns erupting at once.

You dont listen to this.
You survive it.

Portal 067 - Inferno of Desire

muddled brain
can't write
what' s on 
tonight?
what distraction
will ease my mind
about the troubles
of our times?
another shooting
in a grocery store
or in a mall 
or on the floor
makes me wonder
what we're all here for aahhh ahhh
I don't know
who knows
just carpe diem
that's how it goes
the river flows
into the ocean
so deep
so deep
the powers that be
are allllllllllll  creeps
they steal decency ayah heyyyy


mothers weep
no sign of relief
time is a thieeeeeeef
[chorus]

what can you do? (whatever do you mean)
wring your hands (times are lean)
it's not my problem
just ignore it
I don't want it
I never asked for it [hiiiiigh]
ignore it and it'll go away
ignore it and it'll go away
ignore it and it'll go away (away away away)

[verse]
another day
pursue a dollar
I live in splendor
but you live 
in squalor
it's your cross to bare

grin and bare it
buddy do you have a dime
can you spare it (for your fellow man woman and children too)

[chorus]
what can you do? (whatever do you mean)
wring your hands (times are lean)
it's not my problem (it's everyone's problem)
just ignore it (how can you look away?)
I don't want it
I never asked for it 
ignore it and it'll go away
ignore it and it'll go away
ignore it and it'll go away (away away away)
This garbage heap we live in
We're taking and not giving...

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GARBAGE_HEAP

vruh

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ABSOLUTE CHA0S Prod. niji & raygen

Type Beat "SS" (Ken Carson, A Great Chaos)

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Praying With The Eyes is a ministry of Family of Christ Lutheran Church in Colorado Springs which combines the beauty of God's Word with the beauty of his creation.

The tunes blend different styles, drawing inspiration from Duke Ellington, Miles Davis and the late 20th-century Amsterdam jazz scene while incorporating modern elements like samples and beats that lend it a more upbeat, danceable energy—much like the vibe of "The Hall Revisited" and "At Home" from the EP "Cubicle Life."

✦ This sound will rearrange you.

I don't make background music.
I create portals.

Every portal is a journey.
Joyful. Difficult. Beautiful. Chaotic.
Whatever it is – you have to feel it.

I believe in frequency, vibration, energy.
Everything is made of it. Everything carries it.
I use sound to manipulate energy.
To twist your thoughts.
To reach the exact point in your mind and soul that needs to open.

This isn't entertainment.
It's transformation.
It's ritual.
It's a portal to walk through.

I don't paint to make it pretty.
I paint to make it true.
I don't build sound so you'll understand.
I build it so you'll feel.

Enter the Portal.🌀

⚔️ Welcome to Sword of Sound & Light.
For the highest good. In the frequency of love. 🌀

When We Die? has over 100,000 streams on Spotify. Thanks to all of you who saved it; that means it meant something. I'm still writing more and learning as I go. Isn't that what life is? Music is Life.

New tracks tagged #CHAOS