If you see me sitting alone in this bar
Maybe I let my consciousness door ajar
Please don't close it and please don't let it open

Pay me a drink and I might let you come in
Be patient and kind and I'll tell you my story
It might last all night

I've hidden my wounds in the depth of my soul
Tried to cover them but they always climb back up 
I don't want to face them
Sometimes they hurt so much I think I could die
And make me feel like everyone is against me
Don't make me face them

I've been trying to run away
Losing every inch of my faith 
Breaking every part of my soul
Falling, falling

Drunk in the streets with my boys in my home town
Smoking some blunts 'til our eyes are shut down
Dancing all night to forget the winter
And bury loneliness six feet under
Where did our youth go and our reckless nights ? 
No one ever told me I'd have to face my demons
If this is adultness I'd rather go in my coffin right now
I'd rather sleep in my coffin right now

I've been trying to run away
Losing every inch of my faith 
Breaking every part of my soul
Falling, falling
I've been trying to run away
Losing every inch of my faith 
Breaking every part of my soul
Falling, falling

I fall asleep
I'm dying alone
I fall asleep
I'm dying alone
I fall asleep
I'm dying alone
I fall asleep
I'm dying alone

Falling

Red Light

Don't You Know? (prod. La Palmera)

for fun. for free. for now. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Lyrics: 
Got 2 hands tied behind my back 
I am never giving up 
You won’t ever see me slacking noooo
I keep you on top 
And I’ll keep you safe 
I’ll keep you warm in this chaotic place 
And if you don’t want me 
I won’t run away… 
Cause I’ve got you. 

I’m standing in line 
And I’m waiting my turn 
I’m waiting so patient 
That I can’t be heard 
I’m giving you time just to trust in my word 
So you don’t feel heavy 
I’ll show you my world
Let down my guard for once in my life 
So I can feel something like sugar and spice 
But I’m feeling lost, without my bestfriend 
Thought that my life was coming to an end 
Ha 
Now I’m just living- alive 
So I won’t pretend…
Like I’m not a fool 
Struck out with love 
Building my walls 
But I gave you keys to the gate 
So baby don’t throw them away. 
Imma need you just to stay 
And baby I’ll be on the way
Cause I’m re-writing my whole destiny
Yeah 
And all that I need 
Is you standing next to me 
Feeling your vibes and your energy 
I let it sink into me 
You let it sink into you 
And imma be here 
Whenever you’re ready to go 
Just give me a little heads up 
Cause you’re in control 
You are the leader 
But I will take you home 
Yeah yeah yeah 

Got 2 hands tied behind my back 
I am never giving up 
You won’t ever see me slacking noooo
I keep you on top 
And I’ll keep you safe 
I’ll keep you warm in this chaotic place 
And if you don’t want me 
I won’t run away… 
Cause I’ve got you. 


I see the look in your eyes 
It’s making you cry 
You’re holding me tight 
But I do not mind
The simplest thoughts 
Finding a way to the top 
Cause I wanna show you all my good intentions 
And all of the things I won’t mention 
Cause I take it slow 
Think as I go 
Never let time 
Steal the beat 
Cause hell carry on 
Simple and sweet 
Rhythm is lifting my feet 
Of the ground 
Feeling it now mr crabs 
Hold up I still gotta laugh
Even if you wanna pass 
I’ll take the ball and aim for the trash cause these are just thoughts off the top of my head 
And I can spin webs
Made of the truth 
And I know that’s rare 
But it won’t be new 
Cause I do this shit every day 
Earning my pay 
Making my way to the top 
Shut up 
We don’t gotta talk 
Cause I can read vibes 
And yours say a lot 
Give me a pen and I’ll jot
Write a whole novel about what you got 
And if it’s too much
Then tell me to stop. 
Yeah. 


Got 2 hands tied behind my back 
I am never giving up 
You won’t ever see me slacking noooo
I keep you on top 
And I’ll keep you safe 
I’ll keep you warm in this chaotic place 
And if you don’t want me 
I won’t run away… 
Cause I’ve got you.

I Got U (prod. pacific)

Magic In A Bottle 

Magic In A Bottle (prod. Silly Beats)

this is one of the very first songs I ever created... its from 2018 and would have been forgotten without OG people to remember the OG songs I made right outta high school... <3

Sunflowers

the song that started it... the song that made me create a sound cloud in the first place... its back lol idk why I took it off here but its back.. haha

To The Moon

another one from the archives, cause its fits the vibe im feeling right now lol

Thorns

my little world, inside the universe. -JRift:)

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