(prod. hero)

this is another witch's tale

i tried to be real
wanted to switch it up
i opened old wounds
just so that i can heal
and let you know
what i feel
but thats when
the hate rolls in

but you can hate
you can say
what you want
cause those are old wounds
yeah i been bullied all my life
so that shit dont really phase me
anymore

i just wanna live my my life
i dont got time to
worry about you
i'm finally putting myself first
im putting myself first

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

never wanna be back
in that apartment
scared for my life
cause that man was
knocking at my door
i had no one
to keep me safe
and thats why

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

i never wanna end up alone..



old wounds (hero) - Bonus track

Just another day to face my fears
Scream about pain, to save my tears
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?

I wanna talk back, but no one cares
Who do you love when I'm not there?
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you even wanna talk about it?

Morissette, the morning sex
The morning texts to me
The things might change in the next week
But you leaving me is a blessing

In disguise, just wipe my mind
You let me ride, the twist and turn
I'm the wicked witch that burns
I guess I'll never learn

Just another day between these bars
Just another secret, unseen scar
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?

Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Just another cut from which I bleed
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you really wanna talk about it?

I had to take drugs to leave my house
Losin' my mind to find that out
When I say I wanna talk about it
I don't really wanna talk about it

Where is this goin'?
What am I doin' with my life?
I know it sounds borin' and cliché
But the more I mean, the less I say

Morphine in my veins
Will take this all away
Some days you're quiet
And always as loud as crashin' waves

Just another day to face my fears
Scream about pain, to save my tears
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?

I wanna talk back, but no one cares
Who do you love when I'm not there?
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you even wanna talk about it?

Just another day between these bars
Just another secret, unseen scar
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?

Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Just another cut from which I bleed
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you really wanna talk about it?

Runnin' out of cash to fuel my sins
Runnin' out of life to duel my binge
I'm never gonna talk about it
Maybe I should talk about it

just another day

these girls

(prod. natebatez)

witch's tale.

i'm not used to the quiet nights

i still flinch when the thunder hides
even the silence gets too loud
guess i got addicted to the sound

i swear
i'm getting better 
but the ghost still hum
yeah the ghost still hum
somedays i bloom
other days i break
guess healing comes in waves

when you found me 
i was halfway
through the fire 
and you held my hand
till i realize it wasn't a dream
you pulled me out when 
i forgot my name 

now when the storm 
starts to whisper 
i just smile 
i'm not the same 
as i was back then 

if peace is a stranger
i'm learning their face 
if life's a circle 
i found my place 

i'm not used to the quiet nights
i still flinch when the thunder hides
even the silence gets too loud 

guess i got addicted to the sound.

quiet nights (natebeatz)

(prod. natebeatz)

witch's tale.

you don't know what its like
to lose your glow before the dawn
to be a child in body
but feel your soul 
move on

i stitched my soul 
with melodies turned pain into art
but the mirror kept asking
"will you ever be the same"

you took my story 
but i took control
you don't know what its like
to lose it all and still rise

my innocence is gone
but i found my light inside
they tried to write my story
but i changed every line

what they took from me that night
I'm taking back this time
every tear i buried deep
became roots in my heart

they broke me down to nothing
but i built myself divine
i built myself divine.

taking back what's mine (natebeatz)

(prod. natebeatz)

witch's tale

the world moves fast
but i move alone 
i walk through fire 
i didn't light

learn to speak in 
whispers not in cries
every smile is borrowed 
every touch felt unknown
i stitched my soul 
with broken threads

i rose from the shadows 
of that time 
everything that was 
stolen is now all mine 
my reflection felt like someone else
i was too young to know the world 
but it showed me it's teeth anyway

i've found my voice 
reclaimed my life 
i carry my past
but it doesn't define 
i found my light 
this soul is mine 

(woah)
(woah)
(yuh)
life's not easy
when your sensitive
tired of this shit
its so repetitive 
why do i have to be so vulnerable 
so gullible

i know you wanna 
leave it all behind 
watch me rise 
we gon' be alright 
don't leave your life behind 

it's worth living for these moments
worth living for these moments
worth living for these moments
said it's worth living for these moments

this soul is all mine

this soul is mine (natebeatz)

what you know
let it show
to see it in your eyes
its nothing fake, its real
that feeling youre behind
i know you must be scared

i can see it in your eye
you can tell me what its like
youre really living life
tell them how you got away
tell me how you ran away
tell me how its worse
tell me how its going down
the thought that nothing hurts
tell me if you feel it now

#finnsigil #convolk #dovescry #djmegan23 #imnottryingtopissyouguysoff

behold your flesh

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is Nitro by AGQ. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?




Yo im done with this life sometimes i dont know why, that i hate everybody and just wished they'd all die, i try to connect but im still empty on the inside, id lie to protect my pride and hide behind the ego, a selfish soul transposed out with the c note, im not evil, at least i dont think so, but after all these wasted years what do i know? i cant say a word because my voice been absent of hope. If only once more i could feel the way they do, then again maybe i never felt whole to begin with, can i cope with a heart stretched past its own limits? Who defines what hurts and whats truly livin, whats worth saving when all has failed on ones mission, was the goal to win? survive in the game as a witness, im convinced the earth a penance, they got given change and despised every minute

cell one defined by a new layer, they say to get there, you gotta go bare, not clothed no shield from the ash of hells gates, they pray to heal but still the fire rain, the demons waits, prowling every corner of his dominion, to friend him one would not hold a soul within them, folding they fall down in remembrance, of Rembrandts an life's pictures painted once too vivid, im livid but livins still kickin, bitches come talking, but absent of any sorta vision, im done here, my goal been succeeded by tha demons function, fuck em im busting shots from the mouth as if they came from drum mags, they bum bags, they no real clash, with them ass kissers wearin drag, back the fuck up punk, your approach way too fast, be one of them bodies stashed, known to pull the glass, ill hash out whats the truth if it becomes a problem, if they cant solve it with words well solve it with them coffins. Im joking in a sense, but they refuse to test the option, stakes seem far to heavy, when the knight stabs the goblin they can run fast but not enough to escape the falling columns, remember the facts, but dont bask in the horror of the solemn
I tried to warn them all, but there seems to be no hope left, i watch the meteor fall turning cliffs to tha cleft, nothing here seems to make any sense, lifes turned to a void and the darkness is my death  

It was sung with a lullaby, song from the past times, everybody wana die , nobody wana try, i dont know why im so fucking high, in my mind i dont even think that i can survive, look inside these dark eyes, what in the fuck would you even find, there aint nothing lookin back in the mirror when im steering in my car whishin i had some liquor another day to configure why i even did it, i dont why i decide to fuck the mistress, these days seem so stressful, i just wana sit back with a bowl and blow smoke, i dont know who i have been now, but i know im not a has-been now
im abouta be blastin off somehow
bouta be blastin off somehow 
bouta be blastin off somehow  
bouta be blastin off...... 

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

Darkness Inside - Nitro AGQ - layyzz remix

I'm Falling (Prod. Triazo)

free to use and allat shit 155 BPM
mels by me

never ending cycle

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small town rap for the quiet mind. 

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