produced by racky

i was thinking about our future
it was hard to sleep knowing it's my fault
and i never thought i'd lose her
for the love of god, can you prove me wrong?
(text me, call me, ask me to come over)
(i still love you even when you're sober)
(text me, call me, ask me to come over)
(i still love you even when you're sober)
i still have your flowers on my nightstand
and i'll keep your hair, every last strand

nightstand

i wish i could stop these stupid fucking thoughts

prod. weikoo, greyrock

Lyrics😭😭:
Help me regain my pulse again
Help me to get far, far away
It's not a place for me to stay
I will be gone without a trace

Visions that I should forget and
I don't think you'll ever get it
Memories starting to fade
Wait for me I'll be back late
Those spirits are after me
It's getting even harder to breathe
Bow down, get on your knees
Bow down, get on your
Pieces start to come together
Picture that you won't remember
Pain that I could not endeavor
Let me stay with you forever

Help me regain my pulse again
Help me to get far, far away
It's not a place for me to stay
I will be gone without a trace

pulse

lil voodoo slut

jaydes - stain

Lyrics:
you can't feel me, you can't see me, it'd be better if i was dead X2
pop a benny, sip some henny, getting lost in my own head
we're not soulmates that's what you told me
now I'm scared to love again
why'd you do that X2
yeah you threw it all away
for some stupid, for some lame
you know he won't treat you the same
you can't feel me, you can't see me, it'd be better if i was dead
pop a benny, sip some henny, getting lost in my own head

I'm tryin, I'm tryin, I'm tryin for you
I'm tryin for you
I'm sorry.

better off (prod. all we left unsaid)

I hope youre happy with him (@prod_havn)

intro (velvet)

vocals and guitar by me
lyrics written by jaydes
guitar chords by alex g

mandy weird cover

give me back my skin, its burning every time i move
i ain't got no kin, im alone and i think that's the truth
let nobody in, because my heart is stuck with you
you beat me while im down, you turn me to the perfect blue

you turn me to the perfect blue

you turn me to the perfect blue

you turn me to the perfect blue

#justmakeitexist


perfect blue (prod.mp333)

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Jourdy Cox: https://www.instagram.com/jourdycox/
Behaved: https://www.instagram.com/behaved_notreal/

Thank you so much for listening! 😈

G-Dragon - Crayon [Behaved x Jourdy Cox Remix]

prod sickboi
mi <3
my favourite song ive ever made

lyrics

(souchu)
You took a photograph so i would last longer
Cuz i am bound to change
Never lookin back, how will i grow stronger anyways?

Think about your psyche, and karunai
You’re nothin like me, put down the knife
Prevail, its myself and every night
I can do what i want to, got every right

sit around and practice, its all i do
i come alive whenever i think of you
a sugar brain and i got the sweetest tooth
a black cat on my doorstep, i hope its true

No time left i already panic enough
So ill stay up, ill
I lied
You lied
To me to-

Cut my hands off and watch me bleed
Do anything for you, when im in need
Restart it all without a harmony
So when im up on stage i can sing w ease

(rivr persn)
when she opened up my life she said welcome to the end of it
stalking my tumblr you're such a bitch
get out of my mind i dont need you right now
i dont care if im not thinkin im just ready for flight now
black cat in the windowsill, witnessing the light wow
you fucked up i told you to stick it out

you told me youll be somethin better tomorrow
fuck it why won't it happen today
i wait for nothin then expect it to change
and then all of it just blows up in my face

(souchu, rivr)
You took a photograph so i would last longer
Cuz i am bound to change
Never lookin back, how will i grow stronger anyways?

Think about your psyche, and karunai
You’re nothin like me, put down the knife
Prevail, its myself and every night
I can do what i want to, got every right

sit around and practice, its all i do
i come alive whenever i think of you
a sugar brain and i got the sweetest tooth
a black cat on my doorstep, i hope its true

(rivr)
outrooo

black hair w/ rivr persn ≽^•˕• ྀི≼

(Lyrics)
I cant stand on my feet no more
Legs they shake my heads hits the floor
You’re the one that i adore
But im the one that u ignore

Inspo - starve

Skins. (@sabishi22)

lyrics:

intro:

I did some things that hurt you too,
I hope one day we'll be alright
Yeah one day I'll come back to you
I don't really think right now is right
So one day yeah it'll be true
I don't wanna play your games again
and I don't wanna leave broken and bruised

Yeah I got problems you got them too,
Lay in my bed all afternoon,
I don't wanna talk to someone new
If I did I'd think of you
Go outside instead of my room
Slit my wrists right under the moon
Everything's gonna be alright
It's okay I'll power through
I know that I'm not in the right
I did some things that hurt you too

I hope one day we'll be alright
Yeah one day I'll come back to you
I don't really think right now is right
So one day yeah it'll be true
I don't wanna play your games again
and I don't wanna leave broken and bruised

I don't wanna talk unless it's you
And if your fine then I'm fine too
Baby I'm a loser with no life
All I do is lay in my room
Looking at pictures of you
Look at your face I admire you

loser

(lyrics)

hey u
do u 
see me
see u 

(I love u more than life itself <3)

hey u (@allweleftunsaid)

Jourdy Cox, a 20 year old hard techno DJ from Indonesia. 

On a mission to spread hard music to a wider audience in Indonesia.

😈

I make shitty music sumtimes
TikTok:acideuphoricat
YT:Acid.EuphoriCat
Cord: https://discord.gg/bf3A2BCY

New tracks tagged #CRAYON