w/ @bigbo_o

[Lyrics]
[Chorus: dxseo]
If I hold my breath and it all goes back
Will you just let it all fade away
If I open these gates and I watch my step
Will I just be another soul to take

[Verse 1: dxseo]
Watching every step cause I'm bashful
I don't really care yeah that shit's just a handful
Maybe if it felt real maybe I would care more
I'm tired of this shit yeah I feel just like an eyesore
Wake up every day yeah I don't really feel real
I'm tired of this shit yeah I'm tired of these damn pills
Breaking out the cage bitch I'm breaking out this damn seal
If I leave today will I finally be able to heal

[Chorus: dxseo]
If I hold my breath and it all goes back
Will you just let it all fade away
If I open these gates and I watch my step
Will I just be another soul to take

[Verse 2: BIG BO]
White pills choking me till I can't breathe, imma fade away
Watched her prance her way into my life then I watched her fade away
In the back of my class rolling off the beans
Matte black boots, skinny jeans, bumping lil peep
Where will my soul go when my body's gone
Heaven or hell will she be there for me

[Chorus: dxseo]
If I hold my breath and it all goes back
Will you just let it all fade away
If I open these gates and I watch my step
Will I just be another soul to take

Fade Away (w/ BIG BO) [CRCL]

w/ @bigbo_o & @babytali

[Lyrics]
[Chorus: dxseo]
I'm gon rip his spine and it's gon detatch
If I take these pills then I'm gon relapse
In love with the thrill yeah I can't relax
Switch up on the gang yeah I'm gon get back
I'm gon rip his spine and it's gon detatch
If I take these pills then I'm gon relapse
In love with the thrill yeah I can't relax
Switch up on the gang yeah I'm gon get back

[Verse 1: BIG BO]
I be breaking spines when I hit it from behind
Matte black boots when I'm stepping outside
Bitch don't play I tote a glock 45.
Told her keeps sucking I'm gon pass out when I drive
Pass out when I drive I'm smoking lemon-lime
I got a big knife it go down ya spine
I could hit you through the ropes nigga 619
I got a tank of propane I'll burn you alive

[Chorus: dxseo]
I'm gon rip his spine and it's gon detatch
If I take these pills then I'm gon relapse
In love with the thrill yeah I can't relax
Switch up on the gang yeah I'm gon get back
I'm gon rip his spine and it's gon detatch
If I take these pills then I'm gon relapse
In love with the thrill yeah I can't relax
Switch up on the gang yeah I'm gon get back

[Verse 2: babytali]
Switch up on the gang yeah I'm gon get back
Pussy ass nigga don't got shit up on their back
All that shit you did yeah way fucking back
Remember all that shit now it's my payback
Rip yo fucking spine yeah it's gon detatch
Say you fuckin with me but that's not a fair match
Fucking with me crazy yeah I'm gon relapse
Not your first time fucking with me but it's gon be your last
Cause I'm a real deal red head
Walk up in the building
First time on the beat yeah you know I killed it
Real deal red head
Walk up in the building
First time on the beat yeah you know I killed it
Rip yo fucking spine yeah it's gon detatch
Say you fuckin with me but that's not a fair match
Fucking with me crazy yeah I'm gon relapse
Not your first time fucking with me but it's gon be your last

[Chorus: dxseo]
I'm gon rip his spine and it's gon detatch
If I take these pills then I'm gon relapse
In love with the thrill yeah I can't relax
Switch up on the gang yeah I'm gon get back
I'm gon rip his spine and it's gon detatch
If I take these pills then I'm gon relapse
In love with the thrill yeah I can't relax
Switch up on the gang yeah I'm gon get back

Spine (w/ BIG BO & babytali) [CRCL]

walk forth 
and stomp harder than before
lord
I'm over medicated 
numb
I'm fucking numb to the bone
I can't 
I can't cry 
I don't remember the last time
I gave a fuck about anything

walk forth 
and stomp harder than before
lord
I'm over medicated 
numb
I'm fucking numb to the bone
I can't 
I can't cry 
I don't remember the last time
I gave a fuck about anything

I'm psychotic 
the key to the lock I lost it 
and these 
drugs killin me 
drugs make me psychotic 

I can't
walk forth 
I can't walk onward 

I can't 
walk forth 
I can't walk onward

I can't

Monster

waking up 
TRAP SOOLA
2025
Prod By @crclxx

waking up

death (prod. CRCL)

Executive Music Engineers: JayFive 6
Producers: CRCL, JayFive 6
Creative Director: JayFive 6 
Creative: JayFive 6, SLOTHGANGFUCKLIFE INC, Aaron Gubbe, Janky Punx™
Art: JayFive 6
Sounds: JayFive 6, SLOTHGANGFUCKLIFE INC,CRCL, A-RoN Gubbe 
Authors: JayFive 6, Aaron Gubbe, CRCL
Composer: JayFive 6, Aaron Gubbe, CRCL

"BRAIN DEAD" By JayFive 6, A-RoN Gubbe, CRCL

BRAIN DEAD

JayFive 6 - BRAIN DEAD (Feat. A-RoN Gubbe) prod. CRCL

mixed and mastered by heist
prod: @crcl

an old song from 2022 that i decided to rerecord as a whole new song on the same beat, just different lyrics with the same chorus. if you’re an og listener to know the original you will know this came from alot of struggle and has a whole new meaning now 3 years later, enjoy :)

lyrics //

cigarette smoke, fills my room //
no one cares they won't, be there at my tomb //
why the fuck do, i feel this way everyday?
i see the blood as it crawls, down her fucking face //
i can't stand, when i feel like i can't move my waste //
at the end of the night i’ll always, be a waste //

asking myself, am i gonna last another year?
stuck inside this pit, im riddled up with fear
she took me out and all i saw, was a fall of blood tears
A FALL OF BLOOD TEARS, BLEGH

WHY THE FUCK DO I FEEL THIS WAY EVERYDAY?
I SEE THE BLOOD AS IT CRAWLS, DOWN HER FUCKING FACE
I CAN'T STAND, WHEN I FEEL LIKE I CANT MOVE MY WASTE
AT THE END OF THE NIGHT, I'LL ALWAYS BE A WASTE

I SEE A FALL OF BLOOD TEARS (A FALL OF BLOOD TEARS)
(x3)
SHE TOOK ME OUT AND ALL I SAW, WAS A FALL OF BLOOD TEARS //

why can't i live one day, without feeling dead
getting to the point where i think it's all in, my head

BLOOD TEARS [PROD. CRCL]

Horns and a Halo (Prod. CRCL)

prod by crcl

i dont know what to do
all of the harm inflicted on myself must've hurt you too
and i still put the blame on you

so many words I said I wish that I didn't
you said you wanted someone perfect well that glove isn't fitting on me
its like we were never meant to be
when you look in my face tell me what you see

cuz when I look in the mirror I see a broken mess
and when I try to look inside my soul there's nothing left
i sit down doing nothing wasting all my breath
and don't bother tryna save me I'm already dead

you-you-al-al-rea-dy-know
that I got nowhere else to go
you-you-al-al-rea-dy-know
but you don't care though
you-you-al-al-rea-dy-know
that I got nowhere else to go
you-you-al-al-rea-dy-know
but you don't care though

i want you to say to my face exactly what I'm worth
like I just need a single reason to stay on this earth

and I done told you a million times
i don't wanna fight but I see that look in your eyes again
yeah just push it all on me because I guess I'm not your friend

and when I look out the window I see a broken world
and when I realize everything all of the lies unfurl
every single truth makes my mind swirl
and this whole damn reality makes my stomach curl

you-you-al-al-rea-dy-know
that I got nowhere else to go
you-you-al-al-rea-dy-know
but you don't care though
you-you-al-al-rea-dy-know
that I got nowhere else to go
you-you-al-al-rea-dy-know
but you don't care though

you already know
that I got nowhere else to go
you already know
but you don't care though

don’t bother

I love this song, but I find myself just repeating the "main" part every time, so I thought i'd just make this and upload it instead. :3
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@crclxx (producer.)

I worry about delusions, she worries about reality (No Intro & Outro)

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A-RoN Gubbe (26 years old) is an American Singer/Rapper , has actively been creating music & writing songs since the age of 14 and performing since 16, is and has been an active member of the local underground scenes that continues to grow within and outside of the Pacific North West area since starting. 

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