You think nobody's watching
When you let it slide
One small decision
That you justify
But there's a chain connecting
Every move you make
Someone downstream is living
With your mistake

Is it enough, what you give?
When everyone else has to live
In the world that you leave behind
You say it's not your fault this time
But where does your part end and mine begin?
We're all holding the thread
That's weaving us in

You hate it when they tell you
What you should have done
But you were there first, weren't you?
When it came undone
And now you want forgiveness
Without the bitter truth
That nobody gets freedom
Without the follow-through

Is it enough, what you give?
When everyone else has to live
In the world that you leave behind
You say it's not your fault this time
But where does your part end and mine begin?
We're all holding the thread
That's weaving us in

If you owned what you started
We wouldn't need the blame
But you're already moving
To the next refrain
You want the easy answer—
Someone else to take the weight
But the line runs through you
And it won't hesitate

Is it enough, what you give?
When everyone else has to live
In the world that you leave behind
You can't run from what's yours this time
When your part ends, mine begins
We're all holding the thread
That's weaving us in

So tell me that you see it
The pull when you let go
We're closer than you think we are
More than you know

Your Part to Play [free download]

Source: https://github.com/albertjanvanhoek/Evolution-by-Emergence/blob/main/pdf%20of%20content/Personal_growth_EbE_essay.pdf

Video: https://youtu.be/sdvQgqqB0GU

Your Self Is a Reconfiguring Pattern [free download]

Stayed in bed till afternoon
Curtains blocking out the sun
Some days feel like wading through
Water up above your lungs
You're not broken, you're not wrong
Just learning how to carry on

There's no finish line to cross
No perfect version of yourself
Growing up means getting lost
Then finding ways to ask for help

You don't have to fix it all at once
You don't have to be someone you're not
It's messy and it's complicated
And that's exactly what it takes
You're still becoming, still becoming
And that's enough, that's enough

Build yourself a little kit
Of things that help you through the gray
Sometimes it's music, sometimes it's
Just making it through one more day
You're allowed to not be fine
You're allowed to take your time

There's no manual to read
No single way to get it right
Some days you'll barely breathe
And some you'll nearly touch the sky

You don't have to fix it all at once
You don't have to be someone you're not
It's messy and it's complicated
And that's exactly what it takes
You're still becoming, still becoming
And that's enough, that's enough

So here's what matters now
You're here, you're trying, you're alive
That counts for something
That counts for everything

You don't have to fix it all at once
You don't have to be someone you're not
It's messy and it's complicated
And that's exactly what it takes
You're still becoming, still becoming
We're all becoming, all becoming
And that's enough
(That's enough)
That's enough

Still Becoming [free download]

Yeah
Look…
Ayy, ayy

Lil bro, I can see it in your stance, no cappin’
World on your neck, got your whole frame slackin’
Life swingin’ on you like the twelfth round, crackin’
But you ain’t broken, you a build site, shit’s happenin’
Brain in the background, rewritin’ all the code
Half of that baggage ain’t even from your road
Grew up in the crossfire, now you on load
Tryna tell what’s love, what’s fear, what’s mold
Yeah, sort that out, that’s grown man logic
Trash out the system, keep the real, drop toxic
You in the rain, but you still stay walkin’
Heart still beatin’, that’s the win, no stoppin’
Depression ain’t credits, it’s a scene, not the end
Take a breath, zoom out, then you run it back again

You ain’t stuck, you just reroutin’ now (reroute)
New path pop up when one road taps out (yeah)
Keep tools in the bag, not just one big bout (never)
That’s resilience — switch it up when you in doubt (ayy)
You ain’t stuck, you just reroutin’ now (reroute)
New path pop up when one road taps out (on God)
Keep tools in the bag, not just one big bout (nope)
That’s resilience — switch it up when you in doubt (skrrt)

Look, struggle hit heavy like the block in December
Cold days, dark thoughts you don’t wanna remember
But every lil’ coping trick stacked, that’s armor
Some days you lay low, next day you go harder
One night log off, throw the phone, just sleep
Next week voice note sayin’, “Bro, I’m weak”
Ain’t one right way when your chest feel cornered
Sometimes you need silence, sometimes need the chorus
Sometimes you hit the bag till the pain feel numb
Sometimes you just ride, let the tears all run
Toolbox loaded — breath work, playlists
Push-ups, side quests, build shit in the basement
Cook for yourself like, “Damn, I deserve this”
Walk round the block, let the real life surface
Wave at the neighbor, lil’ kid on the bike
All of that data reprograms your mind
You ain’t “damaged goods”, stop talkin’ that trash
You just droppin’ old code, new script gonna splash

You ain’t stuck, you just reroutin’ now (reroute)
New path pop up when one road taps out (facts)
Keep tools in the bag, not just one big bout (never)
That’s resilience — switch it up when you in doubt (switch)
You ain’t stuck, you just reroutin’ now (reroute)
New path pop up when one road taps out (yeah)
Keep tools in the bag, not just one big bout (nope)
That’s resilience — switch it up when you in doubt (on gang)

It’s okay if you crash out for a minute (for real)
Just don’t pitch a tent, you ain’t meant to live in it (nah)
Whole squad need you when the lights go dimmer
You the glow in the room when the hope get thinner

Keep buildin’, lil bro, don’t freeze up (don’t)
Multiple plays, not one — that’s real luck (yeah)
You ain’t fully formed, you still levelin’ up
You still becoming — and that’s enough

Yeah [free download]

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Your love is the shit
That they warn you about
Your face was a picture
And now it's just burnt out


Fuck Ophelia
she lived in fantasy 
You made a fool of us
She broke all the rules


If only I knew
What you put us through
It was all for you
Your sad eyes were fake news


Fuck Ophelia
Said I'm wasted on you
You made a fool of us
She broke the rules
Fuck Ophelia
Said I'm wasted on you
You made a fool of us
Broke all the rules


Fuck Your Fate Ophelia

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First of all I just wanna say
F*ck you all
You're not the reason I feel this way
But f*ck you all
F*ck you all
You're just a few words on a page
F*ck you all
When I finally fade away
F*ck you all


It's no one's fault


It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest
It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest


What a shame it had to end like this
F*ck you all
Oh
I never really will be missed
F*ck you all
It's the last time I exist
F*ck you all
I hope you don't feel guilt for this
F*ck you all


It's no one's fault


It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest
It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest
It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest
It's not you
It's me
I'm just a mess
You did your best
Now lay me to rest

Fuck You All

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When A Forlorn Seeketh Light

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Woke up this morning in a hospital bed
I don't know how I got here
And I don't know what the fuck I said
Nurses talkin' like I ain't got ears
She says she's from up North
Well
I am too
Let's talk about roses
And this tattoo around my neck


I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better


I'll write about you in my poems
Maybe if you read them
You'd know
That I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better


She says she knows what roses mean
I asked her if she knows what they're for
She says she knows why people get tattoos
I asked her if she knows what they're for
I think she's tryna tell me
That she wants to be in my life
Well
Babe
I've got roses
So you can be in my death


I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better


I'll write about you in my poems
Maybe if you read them
You'd know
That I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better
I don't wanna get better

Tattoos Round My Neck

How Dare You?

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