PRODUCED BY @SSJCXRPSE
"I AM THE SON" EP JULY 25TH

IF IT EVER MATTERED COULD I MAKE IT MATTER LESS?
COULD I MAKE MATTERS WORSE?
COULD I PUT YOU TO THE TEST 
BITCH SAY IT WITH YA CHEST
EVEN IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE 
BET MY TEETH LOOKIN THE BEST
WHEN I WIPE YOU OFF THE SCREEN

IF A GOD IS IN THE SKY HOPE HE SEND YOU STRAIGHT TO HELL
HOPE YOU LOSE YOUR FUCKIN MIND, HOPE YOU NEVER GET YOUR MAIL
HOPE YOU WASTE ALL OF YOUR TIME LIKE YOU DOIN ANYWAY
HOPE YOU TRIP WHEN YOU WALK, HOPE YOU GO TO FUCKIN JAIL

SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE

ALL THIS FUCKIN’ TIME I’M NEVER GETTIN BACK, GIVE IT BACK
FOR I COME AND TAKE IT WITH A QUICK ATTACK
SICKLE STAB INTO YOUR FUCKIN CHEST SO I CAN RIP IT BACK
WATER DOWN EVERY MEMORY YOU EVER THINK YOU HAD
WANT IT NOW, WANT IT BADDER THAN I EVER WANTED SHIT
FUCK A LAW, FUCK APOLOGIZING, FUCK A COMPLIMENT
BREAK A JAW, KEEP A COUPLE BULLETS FOR MY COMMON SENSE IF I’M WRONG
KILL ME WHERE I STAND AND DANCE ATOP THE PIT, SING A SONG

IF IT EVER MATTERED WHAT’S IT MATTER NOW?
TAKE YOUR BODY STICK IT UNDERGROUND 
SO MY MIND CAN FEEL THE SAFEST SOUND
SILENCE IS THE KEY, YOU DYIN’ NOW

SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE
SUFFER, DIE

IF IT EVER MATTERED WHAT’S IT MATTER NOW?
TAKE YOUR BODY STICK IT UNDERGROUND 
SO MY MIND CAN FEEL THE SAFEST SOUND
SILENCE IS THE KEY, YOU DYIN’ NOW

SUFFER + DIE (PROD. CXRPSE)

SHOW YOUR TEETH (PROD. ME)

ALCOHOLIC FREESTYLE (PROD. CXRPSE)

C DA LIGHT (PROD. JAMES GORCZYCA)

THE HOLE TRUTH (PROD. CXRPSE)

METAL SUCKS (PROD. CXRPSE)

LYRICS:
LIKE A DYIN TREE I LET MY LIMBS FALL
AT YOUR WISH
CUZ YOUR SILENCE IS THE ONLY THING I
NEVER MISS
STILL YOUR BODY LET ME RING OUT
TOTAL BLISS
AND YOUR PROMISE BREAK A WAY TO MY HEART
JUST TO DISS

YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME NOT TO EXPECT THE WORST
YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME NOT TO ACCEPT YOUR WORDS
YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME NOT TO RESPECT YOUR WORTH
YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME NOT TO EXPECT THE WORST

SWIMMIN IN MIRACLES
GIVIN YOU EVERYTHING TILL I HAVE GIVEN IT ALL
CHANGE LIKE THE BACK OF MY BRAIN
IT’S INCREDIBLE, NOTHING CAN WIN BUT THE THOUGHTS
PIECE IT TOGETHER LIKE BIRDS OF A FEATHER WE FALL OUT THE NEST, SUCH A LOSS
LEFT OF THE CENTER, YOUR WORD IS MY TETHER SO WHY DON’T YOU PICK UP THE CALL

YOU FINNA MAKE ME LOSE MY WHOLE MIND
YOU BEEN ON THE MIND THIS WHOLE TIME
AND I DON’T WANNA HEAR SHIT, HOLD TIGHT
YOU GOTTA KNOW THAT THIS SHIT’S NOT RIGHT
14 DAYS OF YOUR EYES SO BRIGHT
WHEN I WALK IN, WHY THE FUCK THE LIGHT DON’T SHINE?
YOU FLIP A COIN AND YOU FIGHT YOUR HIGH
WHY?

YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME NOT TO EXPECT THE WORST
YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME NOT TO ACCEPT YOUR WORDS
YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME NOT TO RESPECT YOUR WORTH
YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME NOT TO EXPECT THE WORST

14 DAYS (PROD. CRYSTALDWELLER)

LYRICS:

I WANNA REMOVE MY BRAIN STEM
FROM MY SPINE
IT’S THE ONLY WAY THAT LIFE MAKE SENSE
IF I DIE
I WOULD NEVER HAVE TO FEEL WHAT YOU GAVE
AND IT’S A COUPLE OF YOU WHO OWE ME A MISTAKE
I FEEL GREAT
I DON’T NEED TO SELF INFLICT PAIN
CAUSE EVERYONE ELSE MAKE SURE IT’S ALL I TAKE
IT’S SO REAL, THAT I MUCH I CAN SAY
I WANNA FEEL SOMETHING ANYWAY

I WANNA TAKE YOU OUT, JUST DROP YOU DOWN
THE WHOLE WORLD WILL HEAR YOU HIT THE GROUND
YOU A JOKE, AND A SICK ONE I HAVE FOUND
WHAT’S A LIFE IF IT KICKS YOU WHILE YOU DOWN?
WHO NEEDS ENEMIES WHEN I’VE GOT FRIENDS LIKE YOU?
I CAN’T BELIEVE THE STUPID SHIT YOU CHOOSE
I’M INSIDE OF MY CELL, AS PER DESIGN
WANNA BREAK YO BRAIN STEM FROM YO SPINE

WHO NEEDS ENEMIES? (PROD. CXRPSE)

LYRICS:

I DON’T WANNA THINK ABOUT IT
IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT
I JUST WANNA SING ABOUT IT
FIT YOU IN MY LIFE CUT SHORT

TAKING SOMETHING THAT I NEVER GIVE FOR GRANTED, OH NO
I THOUGHT I DID IT THOUGHT I WON, THOUGHT I HAD IT FASHO

LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE I BEEN DRINKIN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE I BEEN THINKIN, MHM
I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW TO TALK, JUST LISTEN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE

LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE THAT I’M DYIN
I JUST WANNA CHILL THE STRESS AND THE SILENCE
CLOUDS MY MIND

FORGOT MY LEFT FROM RIGHT
FORGOT MY SENSE OF SIGHT
FORGOT MY VOICE GIVES LIFE
FORGOT MY SMILE INSIDE
NO BEST INTEREST IN MIND &
THEY ALWAYS WANNA TAKE ME FOR A RIDE
I JUST WANT SOMETHING THAT’S MINE

LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE I BEEN DRINKIN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE I BEEN WISHIN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE THAT I’M DYIN, MHM
LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN SEE

Y’ALL DON’T REALLY FEEL ME BUT SMILE IN MY FACE MAN FUCK Y’ALL
I JUST WANNA CHILL BUT YOU RIGHT IN MY WAY, MAN FUCK Y’ALL
TAKING SOMETHING THAT I NEVER GIVE AND THROW IT OUT MAN FUCK Y’ALL
I DON’T WANNA THINK ABOUT IT

IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT
AIN’T NO POINT TO THINK ABOUT IT

i don't wanna think about it (prod. JAMES GORCZYCA)

Thanks for all the well wishes 💝 Love y'all

I’M 25
I’M STILL ALIVE RIGHT NOW
I WILL SURVIVE I SUPPOSE
IN SPITE OF MY MISTAKES, I AROSE
TODAY 
AGAIN
I GOT LOTS OF FRIENDS I LOVE
I THINK I’M STARTING TO UNDERSTAND
I LOOK ABOVE
MY DOVE GUIDES MY LIGHT
SHE WASN’T EVEN 21 YET
SO I GOTTA FIGHT, I FIGHT

WISHIN IS JUST WISHIN
THANK YOU FOR THE WISHES, WELL
I’M A VICTIM OF MYSELF
YOU CAN THROW ME DOWN THE WELL
BUT I’LL CLIMB IN SPITE OF MY BEST INTEREST
25 YEARS, COME AND TRY, COME N GET THIS
I BEEN WAITIN TO DIE, I’M ALIVE SO LETS GET IT
FUCK IT

PLEASE
TREAT ME LIKE YOU KNOW I’M ME
WHATEVER THAT MEANS
YOU CAN ALWAYS GROW ON ME WITH ME,
STOP BREATHING DEEP
LETTIN OUT A SIGH
WE ON THE SAME SIDE
YOU PROVIDE AND I PROVIDE
THINK I’M FALLIN IN LOVE
WITH THE RIGHT ONE THIS TIME
EVERY TIME SHE LOOK ME IN MY EYE
SMILE LIKE THE SUN BRINGS LIGHT
& I DON’T GOTTA WATCH MYSELF
SHE KNOW WHAT SHE WANT, THAT’S CRAZY
I BEEN FEELIN BLESSED ON THE DAILY
& I DON’T GOT NO TIME TO WASTE, DONT PLAY ME
BUT

WISHIN IS JUST WISHIN
THANK YOU FOR THE WISHES, WELL
I’M A VICTIM OF MYSELF
YOU CAN THROW ME DOWN THE WELL
BUT I’LL CLIMB IN SPITE OF MY BEST INTEREST
25 YEARS, COME AND TRY, COME N GET THIS
I BEEN WAITIN TO DIE, I’M ALIVE SO LETS GET IT
FUCK IT

25 (PROD. ME)

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