This song is a cry for justice, a voice for the silenced, and a tribute to the survivors of child exploitation. Inspired by the true story of Jeffrey Epstein's* heinous crimes, I wrote this song to raise awareness about the devastating reality of child abuse and exploitation.

As I poured my heart and emotions into this song, I hoped to capture the pain, the fear, and the resilience of those who have been affected by these crimes. I want this song to be a beacon of hope, a reminder that we must stand together against injustice and fight for the protection and dignity of all children.

To those who have been brave enough to share their stories, I see you. I hear you. And I believe you. This song is for you, and for all those who are still searching for justice and healing.

*Note: I shadowed his hideous face out of respect for the victims.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Dark rooms secrets hidden deep
Eyes that burn but never weep
In the corners shadows scream
Lost children lost in a dream

[Verse 2]
In the mansion cold and stark
Monsters lurking after dark
Promises of gilded chains
Blood-stained lies and phantom pains

[Chorus]
Running from the cursed night
Chasing ghosts that steal the light
Empty laughter hollow cries
Broken shadows fill the skies

[Verse 3]
Masked men with hearts of stone
Esoteric rituals alone
Lies whispered to hide the sin
Where does the nightmare end or begin

[Verse 4]
Broken trust and shattered minds
Innocence that terror blinds
Truth unveiled too late too soon
Echoes of despair in the moon

[Bridge]
Can you hear the silence roar
Footsteps haunting evermore
No escape from what’s been done
Eternal dark without a sun

Broken Shadows

Hollow Cries

Song is about child abuse: Open your eyes!

Verse 1:
If you do not hear the thunder pound,
A child’s cries, a haunting sound.
If you do not feel the pouring rain,
Each drop a tear, each tear in pain.
If you do not smell the drunken wind,
That carries whispers of what’s been sinned.
Pre-Chorus:
Then you’ll never know the sorrow’s song,
Or the fragile strength in holding on.
Chorus:
Senseless is the silence that keeps us blind,
The broken voices we leave behind.
A helpless flower, drowning slow,
In the storm we fail to know.
Verse 2:
If you do not taste the bitter blend,
Of hope that bends but will not mend.
If you cannot see the shadows loom,
A fragile heart lost in the gloom.
Pre-Chorus:
Then you’ll never feel the scars they bear,
Or the weight of pain left hanging there.
Chorus:
Senseless is the silence that keeps us blind,
The broken voices we leave behind.
A helpless flower, drowning slow,
In the storm we fail to know.
Bridge:
Suffering bears the fruits of love,
Roots of pain, branches above.
Unselfishness blooms through the strife,
A bittersweet gift of stolen life.
Chorus:
Senseless is the silence that keeps us blind,
The broken voices we leave behind.
A helpless flower, drowning slow,
In the storm we fail to know.
Outro:
Hear the thunder, feel the rain,
Smell the wind that screams their pain.
Taste the season, see the cries,
No longer senseless, open your eyes.

Senseless(HD)

Welcome to a very personal and intimate song, one that I'm sharing with you from a deeply vulnerable place. This song is a reflection of my own childhood memories, growing up in a family that was far from perfect.

Through the lyrics, I'm sharing with you my own experiences of finding solace in the simple joys of family camping trips, while also navigating the pain and complexity of a dysfunctional family dynamic.

This song is my own story, my own truth, and I'm honored to share it with you. It's a song about resilience, about finding hope in the darkest of places, and about the power of memories to shape us into who we are today.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
Father's temper flared like a wildfire's spark
Mother's words cut deep, a wound that left its mark
We'd pretend it was okay, but the pain would remain
Our house, a battleground, where love was hard to obtain

[Chorus:]
But then we'd pack up the car, and head for the open road
Our yearly camping trip, a chance to escape, to let go
We'd find some peace in the woods, a sense of freedom and release
Our family's dysfunction, temporarily out of reach

[Verse 2:]
S'mores and campfires, laughter and fun
For a week, we'd forget, the battles we'd begun
But the memories lingered, like the smell of smoke and pine
A bittersweet reminder, of the love we left behind

[Chorus:]
But then we'd pack up the car, and head for the open road
Our yearly camping trip, a chance to escape, to let go
We'd find some peace in the woods, a sense of freedom and release
Our family's dysfunction, temporarily out of reach

[Bridge:]
Looking back, I see the scars, but also the love we shared
A complicated legacy, of joy and pain, intertwined
Our family's story, a messy tapestry, woven with threads of strife
But in the woods, we found a fleeting sense of life

[Chorus:]
For then we'd pack up the car, and head for the open road
Our yearly camping trip, a chance to escape, to let go
We'd find some peace in the woods, a sense of freedom and release
Our family's dysfunction, temporarily out of reach

Temporary Escape

IT’S ALL F*CKED UP!
[Chorus]
It’s all fucked up
It’s all fucked up
It’s all fucked up
When will enough be enough?

Another war
Against the poor
Another war
What are we fighting for?

Weather warfare
Bio-warfare
Info-warfare
Nation against nation

[Chorus]
It’s all fucked up
It’s all fucked up
It’s all fucked up
When will enough be enough?

[Music]

Children missin’
Nobody listens
Children missin’
Out on childhoods

Children cryin’
Given up tryin’
Children dyin’
In the neighborhood

[Chorus]
It’s all fucked up
It’s all fucked up
It’s all fucked up
When will enough be enough?

[Music]

I hate this world
Really hate this world
I hate this world
I’m just sayin’

Weather warfare
Bio-warfare
Info-warfare
From inside this nation

[Chorus]
It’s all fucked up
It’s all fucked up
It’s all fucked up
When will enough be enough?!


© 2025 Renee La Chapelle – All Rights Reserved

IT’S ALL F_CKED UP!

The phrase "Church Hurt" has become a very common part of the conversation in regards to the various circles of Christian believers, among Catholics as well as Protestants. Abuse within the faith community is a very real phenomenon that can impair people for years to following the mishandling of their trust and loyalty. This is a discussion that needs to be both explored and put in proper context.

The Naked Preacher

CHURCH HURT?

buy me a coffee... https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/BeatRapist?locale.x=en_GB
ANGEL NUMBER 607 is a message of 'congratulations' from your angels and the Universal Energies. You have been listening to your inner-wisdom and intuition.... fuck it.. it's getting D/L'S
All i did for 18 Years was suck my Dads cock.. Fucking CUNT he was... take it on the chin old chap.. :( I dun did do :(*

Filthy Techstep 4 A Filthy Man - 2024 (Mastered)

In this episode, we talk with Dr. Simone Lawson about the signs and differential of Non-Accidental Trauma in pediatric emergency medicine. We wrap with some pediatric ultrasound nuggets as well. 

Keeping NAT in the Differential and Some Peds US with Dr. Simone Lawson - PEM25

This song is my heart-wrenching and deeply personal account of growing up in a toxic family environment, where physical and emotional abuse were a norm. I'm sharing my story to convey the pain, fear, and feelings of worthlessness that linger for years, even long after abuse has stopped. Unfortunately some of that abuse continues for me from my sister. However, I'm also offering a message of hope and resilience, as I refuse to let my traumatic experiences define me. Instead, I'm rising above, using my music as a powerful tool for healing, self-discovery, and connection with others who may be going through similar struggles.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
My dad used to beat me with his belt
Told me I was never worth his time
My mom used to scream at me and yell
And say the reason that we suffer is because I was alive 

[Chorus]
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh 

[Verse 2]
I would try to hide under my bed
'Cause I was so afraid that I'd get hit
And I tried to be better and behave
But my mom and dad told me I was just a piece of shit 

[Chorus]
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh 

[Verse 3]
And I still love them
But sometimes I wonder why
'Cause they fucked me up so much that I am dead inside 

[Chorus]
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh
My toxic family Ooh 

[Bridge]
But I won't let their pain define me
I'll rise above, I'll make my own melody
I'll share my story, my voice, my song
To help others heal, to not feel so alone 

[Outro]
Now I'm breaking free from the chains that bound
My toxic family's legacy won't be my wound
I'll use my music to heal, to rise above
And maybe, just maybe, I'll find my own love.


My Toxic Family

THE GIRL NEXT DOOR
She’s the girl next door
But not the girl you adore
Mrs. Johnson, you’ve seen her war
From behind your curtain
She sees you in your rose garden
Sippin’ tea Sunday mornings
She goes to school with your children
But you block her out for certain

She’s the girl next door
But not the girl boys pine for
She drops dishes on the floor
She’s always in long sleeves
Last night she fell on glass
She would tell you should you ask
Keeping secrets is her task
‘Cuz you wouldn’t want to believe

[Bridge]
Bite my tongue
Bite my tongue
The damage is already done
And she doesn’t want to be the diffr’ent one

[Music]

She’s the girl next door
But that doesn’t mean she can’t be more
Her dreams are worth fighting for
She doesn’t believe in fairytales
But one day, she will ride high
Like a dove, she’ll grace the sky
She will cry the tears she can’t cry
She will fly when she is able

[Bridge]
Bite my tongue
Bite my tongue
The damage is already done
And she doesn’t want to be the diff’rent one

She’s the girl next door
But not the girl you adore
Mrs. Johnson, you’ve seen her war
From behind your curtain.


© 2008-2025  Renee La Chapelle – All Rights Reserved


The Girl Next Door

We play the quiet games at night
No need for dice, no need for light
The rules change every time we start
But I know how to play my part

There's a knock that doesn’t wait
And a smile that comes too late

Hide and seek without the fun
The hallway grows too long to run
If I pretend it’s all a dream
Maybe I won’t feel the scream
Just one more round, I’ll count to ten
Then maybe I’ll be safe again

There's a chair that never moves
A mirror that forgets the truth
The pictures on the wall don’t blink
They saw it all, but they don’t think

There's a voice that sounds like care
But I don't follow it upstairs

Hide and seek without the fun
The hallway grows too long to run
If I pretend it’s all a dream
Maybe I won’t feel the scream
Just one more round, I’ll count to ten
Then maybe I’ll be safe again

Sometimes I float above the floor
Feet not touching anymore
They say I'm quiet, strange, or shy
But I just learned to close my eyes

Hide and seek without the fun
Whispers louder than a gun
If I pretend it’s just a game
Then maybe I can let it name
Just one more round, I’ll count to ten
Before the night comes round again

A Quiet Game

Who Took The Light Out Of Your Face

It's May's abusive boyfriend trope.

Or: May is not around much because of her job but her boyfriend Liam is. Liam does not like Peter and takes his anger out on him. Peter would do anything for May's happiness so he suffers in silence. That is until Peter accidentally doesn't hit disconnect on his phone and Tony hears everything.

I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY

Music Credit: Lewis Capaldi, Someone You Loved

The Ramble Of Truth!

- New binary database for COT. AI not invited. Spoof= being redirected in the middle of a chat to another screen. COT will get a satellite next year. (developed radio waves) 
- Global situations degrading. Bitcoin 120,00.00 now. 
- child abuse in media. 2 Asian parents. 21 children. Watch number 21. CIA in news agencies since 60's regulating news. Numerous CIA assets shifting views. Also in churches. 
-John 12:5-6.  Judas was the carrier of the bag of money for the disciples. Judas being painted as rotten by several. Spiritual component/mindset being removed. No discernment, but common sense. Narrative being changed. You can't blame God unless you believe in Him. Prayer is a lifeline, and it's being discouraged. Reference to Annabelle doll. People on the edge of being compromised. We beat Satan with Christ's empowerment. He will take care of Satan. Operating in pride is giving up authority. 
- Entertainment residue- Recreating songs/music to our real lives. 
- We are followed and watched by spirits to inch their way into our lives. Creates a spiritual clone. Something walks beside everyone. 
- Govt. found 2 copies of very old copies of Enoch. Evil spirits in the Earth are children of nephilim. Happening again by unholy unions. "Strange children" now being made in labs to east coast always at night. Familiar spirits are evil. No human spirits. Spirits don't require energy. Chaos is absence of order and darkness. 
- Big bang is not true. Creation. Solar systems are coalescing, not separating. No big explosion.
Anger- spirit of evil. Some races have more by DNA. Generational curses. 
-John5- Believing means eternal life. Walk it out. Die to flesh DAILY. Man will fall away from faith. Only you can make you lose your salvation. Endure. If your life isn't great tribulation, something is wrong. Washing your robes white in the blood of the Lamb is a process. 
- You will have passion for your anointing, your calling. 
- UAP's- Don't accept the narrative from Govt. or you tube. If you see one, it saw you first AUPs and orbs are explainable, but money is involved. 
-19th, 20th to 22nd an event will happen.
- Likely missile hit coming. Prosperity without product. Expect trouble from China. 
- Word of God is spiritual defense. Debate is of a reprobate mind. Debate is trying to prove yourself right. God the Father IS the truth we seek to understand. Point of interaction? Be ready to shake the dust...the residue. 


07 16 2025  Season Of Rule - 21 - Q and A

Award-Winning Indie Artist Randie O'Neil Confronts Childhood Trauma
in Raw New Single "These Walls."
Randie O'Neil unveils her most powerful and emotionally single to
date, "These Walls"- poignant ballad that directly addresses the long -
term scars of childhood abuse. With aching sincerity and a steady,
soulful voice, O'Neil breaks through the silence, offering a song that
speaks to the resilience of survivors and the arduous work of healing.
Built on sparse acoustic textures and a slow-burning arrangement,
"These Walls" explores the emotional defenses we build to survive -and
the bravery it takes to tear them down. "These are the walls we put up
when the world isn't safe," says O'Neil. "For some of us, those walls go
up in childhood. This song is about what happens when we finally start
to let ourselves be seen." Raised in an abusive, alcoholic household,
Randie O'Neil has turned personal trauma into purpose -first through
her work as an adolescent intervention specialist helping at-risk
youth, and then through music. Her songs are known for their
emotional honesty, rich storytelling, and ability to give voice to what
others are afraid to say.
Blending Americana, folk, and indiepop, Randie's sound is both
comforting and confronting: never shying away from difficult truths.
"These Walls" follows the rising success of her recent singles "Don't
Tell Mama", and "The Dance," both of which are gaining attention ahead
of her upcoming EP Heart and Soul. O'Neil's 2021 album Full Moon
Rising explored the emotional aftermath of pandemic isolation. "These
Walls" goes even deeper, exposing the intimate battle between survival
and vulnerability-with strength, grace, and unapologetic truth.

01 These Walls

Lyrics based on those written by a child in an institution run by abusive clerics.

Just a child scared and small
No one to turn to no one at all
No one to hold me to dry my tears
No one to hug me to ease my fears

Sisters of no mercy
Twisted and cruel
Sisters of heresy
Masquerading as school
Hell is awaiting
A special place for you

Hoping and praying it's just a dream
When I hear the other children scream
Out of sight is out of mind
The world moves on
We are left behind

Nothing left to help or save
A final unmarked lonely grave
Someday when you've nowhere left to run
When the world finds out 
Just what you have done

Sisters of no mercy
Twisted and cruel
Sisters of heresy
Masquerading as school
Hell is awaiting
A special place for you

Sisters of no Mercy

Outlaw country should be brave enough to deliver the toughest messages and expose the worst people. If outlaws don't... Actually, Outlaws do, cuz the rest don't.

SONG LYRICS

You're so pretty. I loved your hair
The way you walk, Ouu with that flair
Thought the good Lord made you, just for me
But sumpin' wuz broke, I didn't see

I went the whole wide world for you
Gods crossed our stars, wunder'd whud'itd do

Who hopes fer a bitch
Wasn't there enough wrong in life before
Our home was good, and you weren't a whore
Took what we had and tossed gat n'da ditch
Who hopes fer a bitch

Showing you off, was such a treat
Got lost in you, notta one could compete
I was sure we were blessed, but I was wrong —
Passion turned by poison, before too long

Even Gawd don't understand
Cuz, I'd never pick a witch, over lil Ann

Who hopes fer a bitch
Wasn't there enough wrong in life before
Our home was good, and you weren't a whore
Took what we had and tossed gat n'da ditch
Who hopes fer a bitch

Your soul broke, cuz a monster fought through
N da villain allergic to the good I do
Three months in, you punched them in the throat
Turned out, you're the child-abusing goat

You hit your kin, hoped I’d take your side
Hell no — Just look at yers inside

Who hopes fer a bitch
Wasn't there enough wrong in life before
Our home was good, and you weren't a whore
Took what we had and tossed gat n'da ditch
Who hopes fer a bitch

I think back, to when I stayed yer hand
Vile n hate became your brand
Nobody gets it, cuz we had fun
the kisses, and smiles... you in the sun

You think, I should take you back
It's not how it works, you out da sack

Who hopes fer a bitch
Wasn't there enough wrong in life before
Our home was good, and you weren't a whore
Took what we had and tossed gat n'da ditch
Who hopes fer a bitch

Geezus made water, into sumpin fine
Your touch, turned it to turpentine
The price'll come, past yer soul, n more than hate
With that bat, You'll burn alone, n sealed yer fate

When you scream and curse, it's just the tip
Of course, you pushed them; they didn't trip

Who hopes fer a bitch
Wasn't there enough wrong in life before
Our home was good, and you weren't a whore
Took what we had and tossed gat n'da ditch
Who hopes fer a bitch

Hid your evil, then let it show
You da monster that needed to go
Tantrums didn't get you what you'd hoped
You showed psycho, I saw a dope

They found a heaven, and you burnt it down
Fell from the prize, to a pile on the groun

Who hopes fer a bitch
You told 'em "spanking", was punchin' in da face
You worked so hard to duck the case
Runnin' with Satan... talkin' yer a witch
Who hopes fer a bitch

Who hopes fer a bitch
Who hopes fer a bitch
Who hopes fer a bitch

TDMX's Who hopes fer a bitch (How it started)

Thanks for tuning in.  Stripped Down, Raw and Real songs complete with flaws are what you'll find here.  Write on, Songsters! 

Much love from the USA,
Renee

DO NOT APPROCH ME WITH PROMOTIONS!
https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/roaches-sick-of-scammers
HOPELESS ROMANTIC. STREET-BORN. SOUL-WRITTEN.
I don’t just write songs. I live them.
Every verse bleeds. Every bar breathes. Every line carries truth.
I don’t chase clout. I craft emotion.
My words have weight — they lift, they break, they heal.
This is lyrical fire. This is emotional depth. This is rplayin.
Welcome to my world.
Where rhythm speaks what the heart can’t say.
Where nothing is off-limits — not the pain, not the passion, not the past.
Let the words play.
Let the feelings in.
Search “rplayin” and feel the story.

You can get further with a kind word and a gun than a kind word alone. 

Newsman: Willie why you rob them banks?
Willie: Cuz that's where the money is!
-Willie Sutton

There is always another way, your own way.
-Waylon Jennings

Do what you can now with what you have.
-Theo Roosevelt

I'm tired of dreaming. I'm into doing at the moment.
-Bono

Reciprocity: Before anything flows, there must be a difference. Between different elevations, water flows. Between different pressures, air flows. Between different poker players, money flows. 
-Tommy Angel

If you get hit by a bus, make sure you're the train. 

Don't do, for doing's sake.

Don't go with the flow, be the river.

I have the three.
-TDMX

ACEP Frontline, hosted by Dr. Ryan Stanton, features in-depth conversations on the hottest topics in emergency medicine and critical care.

Second album of 10 songs 'Looking Up',available from bandcamp,Spotify and the rest.

https://vancemagill.bandcamp.com/album/look-up

First album of songs. 'Flying Solo'.
https://vancemagill.bandcamp.com/album/flying-solo

And on Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/4BOvUv16dOl6cgcWANX1Dz
This is my first solo venture. It's an album of ten songs and it can be downloaded  from bandcamp free,or for whatever you deem it worth. I'd be happy if you just take a copy and listen to my musical ramblings. 
Thanks to all who take the time.  :)

Follow on Spotify  https://open.spotify.com/album/4BOvUv16dOl6cgcWANX1Dz
A while back I viewed s/c as merely a hosting platform for posting on forums,but then I realised there was access to so many wonderful compositions by other folk,it then became my prime source of listening to music.
This little corner of the internet is actually a thriving musical community where nobodies such as myself can share songs with the great and the good.
All that just has to be positive and welcome.
Thanks to all who listen and comment,be assured I will return the favour,as I love finding new artists. Please don't follow me if you are going to unfollow,I only wish to listen and share music,I am not a follower collector.


Songs are a mix of solo work with all instruments played by myself,plus my own world weary vocals! I tend to favour my home made Telecasters and a Strat,though the odd acoustic makes an appearance. I use Logic Pro X and am a recent convert to DAW.

I play and write for the joy of expression and always with the hope my songs may be a positive force to anyone who takes time to listen. I'm an old boy now,so I harbour no dreams of success in the conventional sense,having the odd comment is just fine for me. Thanks to all who bother.

 Also earlier songs from a project in 2015, with Fiona and Martin Magill,Vocals and keys. Martin is a very talented working keyboard player,but sadly Fiona no longer sings. Our loss.
Lastly there are tracks from late 80s/early 90s from SOS,a band I was in back then.

Smooth, charming, with a little sass Americana/Folk-Pop artist Randie O'Neil puts her whole self into her writing and performances, using honest and witty lyrics about heartache and strength, paired with catchy melodies. With her roots-inspired sound, she has independently released multiple albums over the years. She will be following up from the widely acclaimed EP "I’m Not That Girl" and "Here I Stand” with her much anticipated “Full Moon Rising.”  She is sure to keep you tapping along and singing to the moon.  For fans of Miranda Lambert, Pat Benatar and Mumford and Sons

O'Neil's storytelling comes from a sincere place.  Her work as an adolescent intervention specialist brings a real-world perspective to her lyrics. Drawing on her own life story of having to survive an abusive alcoholic environment as a child, she helps students navigate a complicated world. Through her songs, she conveys a message of understanding and courage to face problems that almost all of us experience at some point in our lives.
 
Full Moon Rising really explores finding your way through tough times and explores relationships during those tough times.  During the dark times of  Covid 19, Randie found a way to stay connected to her friends and community.  She found a way to explore and expand and even inspire.  Full Moon Rising deals with being cooped up and isolated but determined to stay connected to those who matter most. She felt like every day was full moon and Randie was restless to go out and be able to explore.  She used that energy to write.  “Queen (of the Barstool Two-Step)” examined the nightlife that had changed during covid.  Going to bars was not an option for people and what do you do with the loneliness.  People go out to be with people and not feel so alone.  Some people were brought together during this time and others found a distance between them. “Whispers takes a look at people who were together yet not able to quiet connect.”  “Treat me Right is an infectious  song with a lot of sass that just lays it out what a girl wants from a relationship.”  “Sidewalks” is a catchy singalong.  What Randie missed most was her ability to go out and meet people, to follow the sidewalks to where she wanted to go.  “Daddy’s Pride” is a powerful song that explores her relationship with her abusive alcoholic stepfather.  A parent should nurture and instill pride in a child, Randie was able to find it on her own.

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢

*******************
VickStiX's Artist Manifesto
*******************

I am the static between truth and noise.
A pulse that cracks the silence open.
When the world forgets its conscience,
I remind it — one beat, one lyric, one spark.

I don’t shout to divide; I sing to awaken.
I don’t chase fame; I chase clarity.
My art is not a weapon — it’s a flare in the dark.
A signal to every soul that still believes in better.

Let the trolls rage, let the cowards hide.
They can’t drown out a voice that’s tuned to truth.
I will paint their lies in sound and light
until justice has a melody again.

Because protest is not anger — it’s hope with a megaphone.
And I was born to be loud.

🎶 VickStiX — Truth. Rhythm. Revolution.












Daniël Majoor, also the producer behind the Alio Forte project,  has been involved with electronic music since childhood. 

Daniël doesn't see himself as a musician, but rather as someone who "paints" with sound. Just as a painter mixes his colours, Daniel continually experiments with new sounds until he has found the right atmosphere.

For the record: Daniel has no desire to promote himself through an organization or agency to gain more listeners or fans. If you send  a message with this intention, you'll go straight into the archives, and you will be reported as a spammer.

My Old "Good News Boppers" Record label Boss "James Evans" And a good friend... created this track.. it's sick.. Please have a listen or lots of listens hee hee :D https://soundcloud.com/abstractillusion/civilisations-past-from-600am-ep-free-bandcamp-hit-link


I have used for year and years and still use Propellerhead Reason...Currently I'm still an Active Producer

cause i have dyslexia.. i've used fury paws a lot in comments.. i meant to write " furry paws" i struggle with my englrish..sorry

I have never paid a penny to promote anything... Only £19.99 for one months Reason rental.. And £3.99 for mastering service here on Soundcloud...

It truly sickens me.. that I had to turn off my messages.. i was getting so many unwanted messages.. hey.. you can make money from leaving people comments :( ect ect.. so many more total bullshit messages...

The reason I'm not following YOU.... is... ----->

People on this platform.. they pay money to gain followers... yeah yeah.. i know.. talk about being fucking VAIN !! :O but.. it happens

I didn't know this at first.. I looked at the people i thought i was following...

turns out i was following a shit load of these people that have paid to gain followers..

They even have repeatedly told me in the past... Hey Beat Rapist.. you can buy... "real followers"... What they don't tell you is.. these new real followers haven't got a clue they're even following you...

It happened to me.. turns out i was following bible bashing Jesus freaks..

Terrorist Groups..

All sorts of the great unwashed losers...

All I know is... I can't follow people now.. Soundcloud is a minefield of smoke and mirrors and a... you'll only get anywhere if you pay...

At least everything I've been doing is 100% Honest..

I hope you enjoy listening.. No BS here 



I've been Producing Dark Junglism And Dark Jungle Rave for Around 21 Years.


Aries... Sun 
Capricorn... Rising 
Virgo... Moon 

Personality Type: Infp-Turbulent Mediator Dark Heyoka Empath = Your Friendly Psychopath.

Paypal.me Donations: ^ Thank you ^

Donation 1 - Andreas $14.12  USD
Donation 2 - Andreas $5.15   USD 
Donation 3 - William $4.58   USD
Donation 4 - Chris   $12.77  USD    
Donation 5 - Frans   $102.36 USD
Donation 6 - Andreas $3.45   USD

Schizophrenic - The few irl friends i do have used to think I wanted to stab people.. I don't.. Just wanna cuddle my teddy's and do music.. keep my head down.. and get through my life experience.. but you know what? I have a gut feeling i'll not get out alive lol.
Autistic = Anxiety plus awkward eye contact mixed with paranoia.. it's funny really.. all of my issues come with their own paranoia.. i'm 5 times paranoid lol.. thanks God = The universe.
Bipolar = extreme highs and lows with my yo-yoing mood
ADHD Traits = I have every trait apart from one lol
O.C.D - insane routine regiments
Dsylexic = Seeing words and life's situations backwords
Bisexual 

Hope you have a blessed day teddy bears :D


i know what you maybe thinking... in this modern a.i Technology world we live in today.. 15th November 2025.. we hardly know if.. what we see / read.. online or anywhere.. is it a.i or real life reality... in my track called "Cunt" i did use an a.i vocal.. but.. that is the only a.i thing i have used ever.. the tracks doing decent

i didn't get an a.i bot to write my bio lol

big respect.. peace and care bear teddy love.

Mad Pete.

xxx hugs time.. \o/ hee hee.

Feedback would be lovely on my tunes

thanks.

New tracks tagged #Child Abuse