"date" tells about the inner battle of a damaged person dealing with the feelings of worthlessness and not good enough for their partner. Meanwhile, their partner insists on fixing them. Creating a forced relationship that's harmful for both.

date

‘There are things known and there are things unknown, and in between are the doors of perception.’ - Aldous Huxley

Mr. Robot Head's final song of 2024. Thank you for listening and your support. Have a safe and happy NYE and I'll see you on the other side.

Doors of Perception

Adaptation off riffs from Beethoven's Piano Concerto No.0 in E-flat major

Beethoven's Rifftape No. 0

I had fun making this with bass and guitar. 

modal metal jazz noise carnage.

Tribute to Ozzy & Randy...Rock in peace Legends...This song contains NO AI orr fake stuff, real instruments and a lot of heart and hard work. It is my honor to cover a song I grew up with, always one of my all time favs, hope I have done it justice..peace friends.

Diary Of A Madman (Ozzy Osbourne Cover)

lyrics:

[Intro]
In aqua dormio, strepitum obruere tempto
Parietes purgo, sed voces intus clamant
Sanguis fit atramentum, in chartis insanis
Somnia franguntur, cum oculi claudere nolunt

[Verse 1]
Humilis dux sum, mendicus sub imbre
Historiam scribo cum calamitate sanguinis
Risus puerorum ferre non possum
Cor meum frangitur, dum folia verrens maneo

[Pre-Chorus]
Me monstrum vocant
Me umbram vocant
Sed quid cupivi?
Pax erat tantum

[Chorus]
Chaos primordiale in venis meis
Ego heros sum, ego insanus sum
Omnis sagitta cor meum invenit
Etiam amor me scindit
Si occidero eam, fortasse liber ero
Sed oculi lugentes me cruciant semper
Chaos primordiale — hoc solum ero

[Verse 2]
In pistrino, farina tegumentum meum
In horto fabulas facio foliis cadentibus
Sed in proelio, membra mea dilaniantur
Et metus sanandi mors ipsa vincit

[Pre-Chorus]
Me servatorem vocant
Me maledictum vocant
Sed quid sequor?
Quies ab imis

[Chorus]
Chaos primordiale in venis meis
Ego heros sum, ego insanus sum
Omnis sagitta cor meum invenit
Etiam amor me scindit
Si occidero eam, fortasse liber ero
Sed oculi lugentes me cruciant semper
Chaos primordiale — hoc solum ero

[Bridge]
(Sine me dormire) in amplexu aquae
(Sine me sanguinare) ut somnia taceant
Lacera membra mea, vide me ridentem
Sed noli me sanare, relinque me ruentem

[Break]
Non sum monstrum, non sum divinus
Miles fractus, extra tempus
Sanguis in atramentum, verba ultima
Pax est somnium, et somnia fiunt cinis

[Chorus]
Chaos primordiale in venis meis
Ego heros sum, ego insanus sum
Omnis sagitta cor meum invenit
Etiam amor me scindit
Si occidero eam, fortasse liber ero
Sed oculi lugentes me cruciant semper
Chaos primordiale — hoc solum ero

[Outro]
Hoc solum ero
Hoc solum ero
In aqua dormio… aeternus maneo

Aeris' Story

[Chorus]  
Now we’re enemies across the line,  
Your magic couldn’t keep you mine.  
I loved you once, I won’t pretend,  
This is where our story ends.  

[Verse 1]  
You cheated me, you cheated fate,  
I loved you fierce, I loved too late.  
The crown was heavy, I couldn’t stay,  
Your blackened heart drove me away.

Years have passed, the war has come,  
I face the man I used to love.  
Your eyes still haunt, they call my name,  
But I can’t bow, I can’t remain.

[Pre-Chorus]  
You stained your hands with secrets deep,  
I watched the lies you tried to keep.  
A princess can’t forgive this sin,  
So I let the darkness win.

[Chorus]  
Now we’re enemies across the line,  
Your magic couldn’t keep you mine.  
I loved you once, I won’t pretend,  
This is where our story ends.  
(Yeah, this is where it ends!)

[Bridge]  
I was the princess crowned in flame,  
You were the curse I couldn’t tame.  
I swing the sword, I feel it fall,  
And still I ache through it all.

[Break]  
(Ohhh—war drums pounding!)  
Your dark arts die tonight!  
(Ohhh—my heart is drowning!)  
But I won’t lose this fight!

[Chorus]  
Now we’re enemies across the line,  
Your magic couldn’t keep you mine.  
I loved you once, I won’t pretend,  
This is where our story ends.
(Yeah, this is where it ends!)

Now we’re enemies across the line,  
Your magic couldn’t keep you mine.  
I loved you once, I won’t pretend,  
This is where our story ends.

[Outro]  
Your blood still stains the throne I claim,  
But I’ll remember your broken name.  
You died my lover, became my foe,  
And I had to let you go.

[End]  
I’ll always love you… but you’ll never know.

Elda's Story

[Intro]  
I was nothing but the night  
Lost in shadows, out of sight  
You were there, a hand to hold  
Turned my ashes into gold

[Verse 1]  
Empty pockets, broken dreams  
You stitched together all my seams  
Every scar, you kissed away  
Gave me hope to face the day

[Pre-Chorus]  
I’m sorry for the times I made you cry  
But you stayed, you stayed right by my side

[Chorus]  
Even death won’t part us  
Not the dark, not the dust  
Through the fire, through the flood  
You’re my forever, my first, my last love  
Even death won’t part us  
We are stronger than the grave  
I am yours, I am saved  
Even death won’t part us

[Verse 2]  
I was drowning, you were air  
Pulled me close, you kept me there  
Through the silence, through the pain  
We found sunshine in the rain

[Pre-Chorus]  
you forgave the nights i lost my way  
Love’s a vow we’ll never break

[Chorus]  
Even death won’t part us  
Not the dark, not the dust  
Through the fire, through the flood  
You’re my forever, my first, my last love  
Even death won’t part us  
We are stronger than the grave  
I am yours, I am saved  
Even death won’t part us

[Bridge]  
(Oooh, ooooh) forever we stay… (Forever We Stay)
We’ll light the stars with every vow we say

[Break]  
If I falter, if I fall  
You’re the reason I have it all

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus]  
Even death won’t part us  
Not the dark, not the dust  
Through the fire, through the flood  
You’re my forever, my first, my last love  
Even death won’t part us  
We are stronger than the grave  
I am yours, I am saved  
Even death won’t part us

[Outro]
Even death won’t part us 
Through the fire, through the flood  
Even death won’t part us  
(Even death won’t part us )
(I am yours, I am saved )

Even Death Won't part Us

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]  
Summer dragged its heat across my guilt and shame  
Played our memories like a broken game  
Your laugh in the café, the peace sign in your hand  
The way your eyes looked — I still don’t understand

You said I rushed the flame, I turned it into fire  
And burned down something pure with my own desire  
Now I talk to ghosts in the mirror at night  
Asking why I always had to fight

[Pre-Chorus]  
Your name is still carved in the edge of my notes  
And every line bleeds what my heart still wrote

[Chorus]  
I’m sorry for the weight I made you carry  
Sorry for the storms I brought inside  
You never asked to fix the mess I buried  
Still, you tried — God, you tried  
Now I’m just a ghost in your memory  
Still wishing you the best of life  
Your coffee eyes — they haunt me every night  
I’m healing slow, but I’ll be fine

[Verse 2]  
Heard you passed your tests, got your student’s drive  
You’re out there living — I’m barely alive  
I kept that photo, hid it from sight  
Not to hold on, but to remember light

I know I overwhelmed you, I saw it too late  
Spun our story into my own heartache  
You never owed me closure or reply  
I just wish I’d learned how to say goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]  
We talked for hours, your coffee in your hands  
The world felt small — I still don’t understand

[Chorus]  
I’m sorry for the weight I made you carry  
Sorry for the storms I brought inside  
You never asked to fix the mess I buried  
Still, you tried — yeah, you tried  
Now I’m just a ghost in your memory  
Still wishing you the best of life  
Your coffee eyes — they burn through my mind  
I’m healing slow, but I’ll be fine

[Bridge]  
I still have that photo, hidden in my drawer  
Not ‘cause I can’t move on, but ‘cause it reminds me what I’m fighting for

_“3 Paths, Same End”_ — yeah, that’s what we became  
Every route I take just circles your name 

[Chorus]  
I’m sorry for the weight I made you carry  
Sorry for the storms I brought inside  
Now I’m just a ghost in your memory  
But I still hope your sun will rise  
Your coffee eyes, they still burn through my mind  
I’m healing slow — I’m healing slow —  
But I’ll be fine

[Outro]  
(Yeah, I’ll be fine…)  
(Your coffee eyes…)  
(They still burn through my mind…)  
(But I’ll be fine…)

His Letter

[Verse 1]  
I lit the candles where you used to sleep  
Smoke curls like the words I couldn’t keep  
Ashes hum your melody low  
In the mirror, your reflection won’t go  
I whisper prayers to an empty sky  
Cupid laughs while I ask him why
Can you hear me when I drown in the glow?  
Or are you just the ghost I know?

[Chorus]  
Cupid, are you listening?  
I’m talking to the ghost of your love again  
My heart’s a ritual I can’t defend  
Every shot you take still burns within  
Cupid, I’m still bleeding slow  
Through every echo you let me know  
Even when I'm numb, you’re close  
Cupid, I’m chasing your ghost

[Verse 2]  
Red wine stains where our halo fell  
I toast the silence, wear the smell  
I built a shrine out of nicotine  
Every drag pulls me to the in-between  
Where you and memory intertwine  
Cupid smirks, says “You’re still mine.”
Can you hear me when I drown in the glow?  
Or are you just the ghost I know?

[Chorus]  
Cupid, are you listening?  
I’m talking to the ghost of your love again  
My heart’s a ritual I can’t defend  
Every shot you take still burns within  
Cupid, I’m still bleeding slow  
Through every echo you let me know  
Even when I'm numb, you’re close  
Cupid, I’m chasing your ghost

[Bridge]  
I built my faith from broken glass  
Drank your name ‘til the moment passed  
Every ache becomes a hymn  
Every sin, I let you in  
Cupid, you never fade to dust  
You haunt me softer than trust

[Chorus]  
Cupid, are you listening?  
I’m talking to the ghost of your love again  
My heart’s a ritual I can’t defend  
Every shot you take still burns within  
Cupid, I’m still bleeding slow  
Through every echo you let me know  
Even when I'm numb, you’re close  
Cupid, I’m chasing your ghost

Cupid, are you listening?  
I’m talking to the ghost of your love again  
My heart’s a ritual I can’t defend  
Every shot you take still burns within  
Cupid, I’m still bleeding slow  
Through every echo you let me know  
Even when I'm numb, you’re close  
Cupid, I’m chasing your ghost

Cupid

[Chorus]
So fuck me over, marry him instead
Kill what we had, leave it all for dead
You played the game, made your choice so clear
Fuck the memories, marry your new lie, my dear
I'm the one you fucked, he's the one you keep
Kill me softly while I'm losing sleep
Three little options in a cruel charade
You picked your winner, I'm the price you paid

[Verse 1]
Remember laughing 'bout that stupid game?
Late-night questions, we were all the same
You said you'd marry me without a doubt
Funny how the punchline's different now
I was the keeper, safe and sound
'Til you found someone better to keep around
Guess I went from altar to the grave
From marry straight to kill in just one day

[Chorus]
So fuck me over, marry him instead
Kill what we had, leave it all for dead
You played the game, made your choice so clear
Fuck the memories, marry your new lie, my dear
I'm the one you fucked, he's the one you keep
Kill me softly while I'm losing sleep
Three little options in a cruel charade
You picked your winner, I'm the price you paid

[Verse 2]
I should've known when you changed the rules
Playing pretend like we were still so cool
You kissed me goodbye with half a smile
Been rehearsing your escape all the while
Now you're wearing white in someone else's bed
I'm just the body count, already dead
You wanted passion? Babe, you got your thrill
Then moved along to marry, left me for the kill

[Chorus]
So fuck me over, marry him instead
Kill what we had, leave it all for dead
You played the game, made your choice so clear
Fuck the memories, marry your new lie, my dear
I'm the one you fucked, he's the one you keep
Kill me softly while I'm losing sleep
Three little options in a cruel charade
You picked your winner, I'm the price you paid

[Bridge]
Three simple words became my fate
You chose all three, just not the way
I thought forever looked on me
Turns out I'm number three

[Chorus]
So fuck me over, marry him instead
Kill what we had, leave it all for dead
You played the game, made your choice so clear
Fuck the memories, marry your new lie, my dear
I'm the one you fucked, he's the one you keep
Kill me softly while I'm losing sleep
Three little options in a cruel charade
You picked your winner, I'm the price you paid

[Chorus]  
Your eyes are temples where I lose my fight  
You curse me gently with your holy light  
Your beauty burns, but it feels divine  
I turn to stone between your lines  
I try to move, but I can’t defy  
The spell you cast each time you sigh  
I call it love, but it feels like crime  
Medusa’s light, I’m bound in time

[Verse 1]  
You wear your silence like a crown of flame  
I whisper prayers but forget my name  
Your shadow paints me pale and still  
A willing ghost beneath your will  
You breathe, and all the stars align  
You speak, and I forget what’s mine  
You turn my heartbeat into glass  
A living echo that can’t pass

[Chorus]  
Your eyes are temples where I lose my fight  
You curse me gently with your holy light  
Your beauty burns, but it feels divine  
I turn to stone between your lines  
I try to move, but I can’t defy  
The spell you cast each time you sigh  
I call it love, but it feels like crime  
Medusa’s light, I’m bound in time

[Verse 2]  
They said her power came from pain and blame  
But I just see the light that shares her name  
A tragedy reborn in grace  
I see the monster in your face  
And yet I kneel, I do not flee  
Your gaze, a cage that comforts me  
You break me down, but make me whole  
A cursed salvation of the soul

[Chorus]  
Your eyes are temples where I lose my fight  
You curse me gently with your holy light  
Your beauty burns, but it feels divine  
I turn to stone between your lines  
I try to move, but I can’t defy  
The spell you cast each time you sigh  
I call it love, but it feels like crime  
Medusa’s light, I’m bound in time

[Bridge]  
I see your monsters shining through  
And still, I fall — I worship you  
If pain’s the price of being near  
Then turn me stone, but keep me here

[Chorus]  
Your eyes are temples where I lose my fight  
You curse me gently with your holy light  
Your beauty burns, but it feels divine  
I turn to stone between your lines  
I try to move, but I can’t defy  
The spell you cast each time you sigh  
I call it love, but it feels like crime  
Medusa’s light, I’m bound in time

[Outro]  
(Stone to dust, I fade in you)  
(Blessed and broken, split in two)  
(Your curse, my prayer, they intertwine)  
Medusa’s light, I’m bound in time

Medusa

[Chorus]  
I’m tired of paying ghosts for what he broke  
Trading sunlight just to breathe in smoke  
She looks at me but she sees him there  
Like I’m the echo of a love affair  
I give her warmth but she’s ice inside  
Frozen faith she swore had died  
I’m loving her with borrowed bones  
And living in a haunted home

[Verse 1]  
She builds her trust like fragile art  
Taped over cracks inside her heart  
I trace the lines but they still burn  
Her lessons learned from love’s return  
She says my name like she’s unsure  
Like saying it might start a war  
And I’m the peace she won’t believe  
Another ghost she can’t relieve

[Chorus]  
I’m tired of paying ghosts for what he broke  
Trading sunlight just to breathe in smoke  
She looks at me but she sees him there  
Like I’m the echo of a love affair  
I give her warmth but she’s ice inside  
Frozen faith she swore had died  
I’m loving her with borrowed bones  
And living in a haunted home

[Verse 2]  
Her laughter fades before it lands  
It’s like she’s scared of her own plans  
The way she shakes when I get close  
It’s not from love — it’s from the ghosts  
I’m fighting someone I can’t see  
A name she whispers, not to me  
And I’m still here, the damage done  
A guilty man who’s hurt no one

[Chorus]  
I’m tired of paying ghosts for what he broke  
Trading sunlight just to breathe in smoke  
She looks at me but she sees him there  
Like I’m the echo of a love affair  
I give her warmth but she’s ice inside  
Frozen faith she swore had died  
I’m loving her with borrowed bones  
And living in a haunted home

[Bridge]  
I fade through walls she built for grace  
Her voice a whisper, soft as lace  
Through all the years she swore she’d never shatter again  
I stay though every step feels wrong  
Her silence hums, a muted song  
In every room his memory still remains

[Chorus]  
I’m tired of paying ghosts for what he broke  
Carrying chains that aren’t my own  
I try to love her, she flinches still  
Her heart’s a house I can’t rebuild  
I give her truth but she wants disguise  
To love without the pain’s reprise  
I’m loving her with borrowed bones  
Still living in a haunted home

Ghosts

[Chorus]  
You got that voodoo, pulling every string inside me  
Dancing in your shadow, baby, come and bind me  
I don’t care if I’m your puppet in the dark  
You stitch my heart, you light that spark  
Every breath I take, you own the air  
Your whispers crawl beneath my prayer  
I’m lost inside the curse you made  
And I don’t want to be saved

[Verse 1]  
Silken whispers, tangled lies  
Silver needles through my eyes  
Every motion, your design  
But I’m addicted to your crime  
You twist my veins like lullabies  
While I drown beneath your skies  
I should break, but I stay still  
Under your spell, against my will

[Chorus]  
You got that voodoo, pulling every string inside me  
Dancing in your shadow, baby, come and bind me  
I don’t care if I’m your puppet in the dark  
You stitch my heart, you light that spark  
Every breath I take, you own the air  
Your whispers crawl beneath my prayer  
I’m lost inside the curse you made  
And I don’t want to be saved

[Verse 2]  
You say jump, I touch the moon  
Your rhythm makes my ruin bloom  
Every touch’s a sweet decay  
Your poison feels like love to stay  
Paint me black, I’ll call it grace  
You carve your name upon my face  
And when you pull, I start to move  
That’s the curse I call my truth

[Chorus]  
You got that voodoo, pulling every string inside me  
Dancing in your shadow, baby, come and bind me  
I don’t care if I’m your puppet in the dark  
You stitch my heart, you light that spark  
Every breath I take, you own the air  
Your whispers crawl beneath my prayer  
I’m lost inside the curse you made  
And I don’t want to be saved

[Bridge]  
Tie me tighter, darling, make me spin  
Every bruise is how you win  
Break my bones but not the trance  
I’m lost in this fatal dance
Oh, I see your eyes, but I don’t fight  
Your strings pull me through the night  
And though I know what’s true, I fall  
You’re the curse that feels like all

[Chorus]  
You got that voodoo, pulling every string inside me  
Dancing in your shadow, baby, come and bind me  
I don’t care if I’m your puppet in the dark  
You stitch my heart, you light that spark  
Every breath I take, you own the air  
Your whispers crawl beneath my prayer  
I’m lost inside the curse you made  
And I don’t want to be saved

Voodoo

[Verse 1]  
You called me medicine for your pain  
I thought redemption lived in your veins  
You wore my heart like a needle and thread  
Sewing your wounds with words I said  
A masquerade of empathy  
While I lost track of what’s left of me  
You smiled, I fell, I thought it real  
But every dose was just another deal

[Chorus]  
You took my love like a fix in the night  
Hit after hit ‘til I lost my light  
I tried to save you, now I decay  
While you chase highs I gave away  
The kind in me made this design  
To bleed for you, to feel divine  
Now I’m the ghost inside your vein  
And you’re addicted to my pain

[Verse 2]  
I was the saint you needed to sin  
The cure you craved beneath your skin  
You said I healed, but it was disguise  
A pretty lie in desperate eyes  
You pulled me close, I lost control  
Your storm consumed my gentle soul  
My selfless side signed its demise  
To keep you whole, I compromised

[Chorus]  
You took my love like a fix in the night  
Hit after hit ‘til I lost my light  
I tried to save you, now I decay  
While you chase highs I gave away  
The kind in me made this design  
To bleed for you, to feel divine  
Now I’m the ghost inside your vein  
And you’re addicted to my pain

[Outro]  
Now I’m the drug you can’t let go  
The sweetest ache you’ll never know  
I tried to heal, but now I see  
Your cure was never meant for me

Toxic

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Mr. Robot Head. Cyber anarchist. Retro futurist. Interstellar guitarist. Fresh out of the void & ready to rescue humanity from mediocrity and existential dread. Experimental rock, progressive metal, funk, soundscapes and everything in between. Instrumental. inspired by the tragedy that is: the human condition.  Perth, WA. 

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I'm a guitarist and wanna be composer / songwriter- from Perth, Western Australia. I'm currently releasing a bunch of solo material as I have a backlog of older demos and also a new creative streak (thanks life). 

If you enjoy the following you might enjoy some of my work:

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The Storyteller. The Outcast. The Rebel. 
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The Wild Spirits was spawned from the mind of Marec .K, who sees music as a vast buffet as opposed to different genres. 
"It's like a big ass stew, you throw in a bit of this and a bit of that, like things that you're into, to create your unique flavour of audio tastiness"
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