Quiet Years (The Silent Warrior Edition) is a reflection of my personal journey through silent seasons that felt anything but quiet. I’m reminded of the quiet storms that shape who we are. These are the battles that no one sees, fought in the stillness of our hearts, souls and minds. These are the moments when we wrestle with doubt, fear, and loneliness—when we are forced to confront parts of ourselves we would rather avoid. Yet, in these times of silence, I found a different kind of strength, one that doesn’t shout but endures.

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Quiet Years (The Silent Warrior Edition)

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The Sound of the City

We’re a little team with a big, bright plan,
Building something better with a heart and hands.
If it helps us live, if it helps us grow,
We’ll say it loud so everybody knows.

Try it out, write it down, show your work, don’t hide—
If it flops, no stress—we fix it from the inside.

We’re here to stay (yeah, we’re here to stay),
Keep learning every day.
Share the power, pass it ’round—
No one’s bigger than the rules in town.
Show your proof, make it clear,
Say “I’m sorry” when you miss this year.
Thank the helpers keeping score—
Open the doors for more, more, more!

Take care of your body, your stuff, our Earth,
Different minds and voices make the chorus work.
Win the right way, help your neighbor learn,
What you give to others always bounces, returns.

Start it small, check the signs, press undo if wrong—
Little steps, steady beats, turn mistakes to songs.

Clap-clap—keep the loop alive.
Clap-clap—keep the loop alive.

Try a tiny pilot, measure what you see,
Roll it back gently if it shouldn’t be.
Leave a map and ladder for the kid behind—
So they can climb up too and add their mind.

We’re here to stay (yeah, we’re here to stay),
Keep learning every day.
Share the power, pass it ’round—
No one’s bigger than the rules in town.
Feed the body, love the ground,
Many ways to try—same fair playground.
Cheer the quiet keepers on the floor—
Open the doors for more, more, more!

More minds in, more lights on—
Keep the loop alive in every song.

Open the doors [free download]

Epic Metallica Annoying Orange Collab track nle choppa down syndrome type beat st anger labubu matcha nuclear sexual assault type beat ft james hetfielf and Dave Mustard

Crawling through voids where the shadows won't speak,
Churning black seas where the maddened gods weep,
Tentacles writhe, the abyss starts to preach,
Sanity frays like the threads on a breach.
Yorkshire grit with a cosmic twist,
Reality bends, it’s a f***ing abyss.


Sigils carved in aether's spine,
Chant their names no sense of time.


Bow to the void, where the whispers reign,
Eldritch gods, their chaos remains.
Bow to the void, your mind unchained,
In their madness, no one’s sane.

Torrents of screams from the deep unknown,
Mind torn apart, cerebellum dethroned.
Teeth of the stars chew the flesh of the weak,
Pulse pounds hard, and the cosmos leaks.
Mandibles snapping on the edge of thought,
Lucid dreams in a cage they caught.


Chainsaws grind where the guitars roar,
Bassline detonates, shattering the floor.
Drums like cannon fire chaotic, raw,
Ripping apart this eldritch law.


Fingers grasp at the seams of the sky,
Time folds inward as dimensions die.
The chanting grows louder, the techno beats rise,
Synths collide as the light denies.

Sanity Insanity - Single

I see the shadows that you're fighting that aren't really there
I watch you flinch at gentleness, mistake my touch for snare
Your amygdala is screaming and I know just what it says
It's telling you I'm dangerous in a thousand different ways
But I'm not the enemy your ancient brain believes I am
I'm just someone who loves you, trying hard to understand

These walls you're building brick by brick to keep the danger out
Are keeping me outside as well, no matter how I shout
I know it's just the low road, know your fear is running wild
But I'm losing you to shadows while I'm standing here
Behind these walls

I've read the books, I know the science, how your nervous system works
How the fear response fires faster than the love that it subverts
I want to tell you there's a space between the alarm and what you do
But every time I try to reach you, you just pull further from view
You're protecting yourself from ghosts and I'm the casualty
The irony's not lost on me—your fear of loss is losing me

These walls you're building brick by brick to keep the danger out
Are keeping me outside as well, no matter how I shout
I know it's just the low road, know your fear is running wild
But I'm losing you to shadows while I'm standing here
Behind these walls

I can see your frontier shrinking down to just your skin
No room for me inside it, no way for me to get in
And I know that you're not choosing this, I know you're in pain
But understanding why you're drowning doesn't stop the rain
I'm watching you push away the very thing you need
And all my love and all my knowledge can't compete with fear's stampede

These walls you're building brick by brick, I understand them now
They're made of mislabeled moments and a brain that won't allow
Any risk, any opening, any chance that I might stay
So I'm left here with my useless maps
Showing pathways through your maze
While you mistake my reaching out for one more thing to face
Behind these walls
Behind these walls

If you could just see me the way I really am
Not a threat your fear invented but the one who understands
I'd wait here at your frontier long as you need me to
But these walls keep getting higher
And I'm disappearing too

# Walls [free download]

Speak It True

I've seen passion burning bright but lost inside the throat
Words that couldn't find their way, emotions stuck in smoke
All that fire, all that truth, but no channel for the flame
So the feeling dies unspoken or comes out as blame

But I've learned that articulation isn't death of what we feel
It's the sharpening of emotion, it's what makes the abstract real

So teach me how to speak it true, to name what's in my soul
To take this chaos in my chest and shape it whole
Give me words that carry weight, let logic be my frame
Not to cool the fire down but to aim the flame
When I can say exactly what I mean and what I need
That's when my emotion finally runs free

Imagine if we all could learn to say precisely what we mean
If every hurt could find its voice, if anger came out clean
Not suppressed, not watered down, but structured and refined
The full force of feeling channeled through the architecture of the mind

We wouldn't have to choose between our hearts and being heard
We'd wield our passion like a sword that's sharpened by our words

So teach us how to speak it true, to name what's in our souls
To take this chaos in our chests and shape it whole
Give us words that carry weight, let logic be our frame
Not to cool the fire down but to aim the flame
When we can say exactly what we mean and what we need
That's when our emotion finally runs free

This isn't about becoming cold
This isn't about conforming to a mold
It's about giving every feeling room to breathe
Every need a voice, every hope a creed

The most powerful speakers know this truth by heart:
Structure doesn't kill emotion—it's where emotion gets to start

So teach us all to speak it true, to name what's in our souls
To take this chaos in our chests and shape it whole
Give us words that carry weight, let logic be our frame
Not to cool the fire down but to aim the flame
When we can say exactly what we mean and what we need
When articulation meets our passion at full speed
That's when we're finally speaking
That's when we're finally free

Every human deserves this gift
To feel it all and say it clear
To have their emotions land with power
And know that they've been heard
Speak it true
Speak it true 

Speak It True [free download]

Tick-tock, time's slipping, can't stop the itch
Falling deep, this abyss is my b***h


Mate, I’m hooked on the knife’s kiss, veins bleed ambition
Strangled by my own mission, a twisted condition
"Oi, you alright?" Nah, I’m drowning in spite
Gasping for air in the shadows of night
Fast track to nowhere, train wreck collision
Suicide's the dealer, I’m the addict’s decision


Fear burns slow, yeah, fear burns low
The more I run, the more it grows


Addicted to the abyss, mate, I can’t resist
Every scream, every cut, every wrist I twist
Pull me under, pull me under, I don’t exist
Fear of it all, but I crave the abyss

[Verse 2]
Lads at the pub, they don’t get this buzz
Talkin’ sh** while I’m drowning in fuzz
Electric screams in my head, out of tune guitars
Slashed dreams, broken beams, I wear these scars
,life’s a Cunt, but death’s a cheat code
A cheap thrill, but I’m stuck in beast mode
"Is this in beast mode?
"Is this what you want?" (What you want!)
"Is this what you want?" (What you want!)
"Is this who you are?" (Who you are!)
Split my skull, spill the tar, leave a crack in the stars

Suicides a Carousel

Pulse

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