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это реально sad shit, вот реально когда я listen этот трек я cry(((

I Hate Alone (feat. HEWERKISE) [prod. mixedmatches]

All Arrangements, Instrumental Tracks, Vocal Tracks, Lyrics, Recording And Mastering Copyright Sandcastle Music, 2025

Don't Say Goodby

NEVER ENOUGH - Parker Jack & HunnaV

Transmissions intercepted from Phobos: 🌞→⚡→👁‍🗨→🌑 A sonic anomaly begins with pure euphoria, spirals into glitching chaos, warps into something unknowable… then vanishes into the void. Listen carefully. Something might be listening back. 🛸📡🔊

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Raw, heart-wrenching, and deeply personal, Deadbeat tells the story of betrayal and abandonment when a best friend, once like family, walks away without looking back. With haunting melodies and gripping lyrics, the song dives into the pain of being left alone—not just as a friend, but as a parent struggling to pick up the pieces for the kids left behind.
The verses unfold memories of loyalty and trust shattered in an instant, while the chorus echoes the hurt and disbelief of being left to face life’s storms alone. Whether it’s acoustic sorrow or a driving rock ballad, Deadbeat is a cathartic anthem for anyone who’s ever been let down by someone they thought would stay forever.

Lyrics:
Dear Grant, I wrote you but you still ain’t  calling 
You ain’t answer no more it’s been a while since we was talking
It’s fucked up that I can’t even get a call or a text 
Or a fucking message saying we’re done
No closure for me then 
Not like I’ve been tryna see you every fucking weekend 
Then you leaving me on seen
Or responding with “Uhh, We’ll see, man” 
You fucking deadbeat 
You know that little boy that we have?
The little boy who’s going off to college the boy who wants to see his dad?
But I gotta tell him that all his daddy do is neglect?
You hear that, Tom?
Daddy don’t fucking want us no more, he upped and left
I hope those hours at Goodwill was worth it
Never seeing me or your son? We ain’t fucking deserve this
‘Member those times that I had you screaming while hitting your cervix?
Now whenever we call the phone you act like you aint heard us?
Bitch you heard it 
Ain’t go to the gym together in months I should have known bitch 
And you ain’t getting custody cause I don’t owe you no shit
I had you gripping pillows had you farting and squirting 
That weed you brought for us to smoke was laced with laundry detergent
Now I can’t even get a lousy fucking text or a call
Pour a fifth of vodka mix it with the Fentanyl  
I’m bout to fucking to end it all
200 pounds dropped on our sons face and youre the one who let the fucking bar fall
Always finding excuses to never fucking be involved 
If i ain’t had no way to get you I’d would have fucking crawled
This ain’t-
*Screaming* You hear that? That’s your son crying for his dad
Cause he aint seen him in fucking months
All he does is recycle blunts 
And smoke em with new girlfriend until his fucking lungs combust 
Just couldn’t wait to leave me, huh?
You never ever need me, huh?
Thought I different but the fact is you fucking deceived me
I cried for you believe me
Just for a call to reach me
If I was Robert bet you couldn’t fucking wait to see me
I loved you Grant, but you a one damn son of a bitch 
Always talking bout money and how you needed more of it 
And more of it
And more of it
You never fucking see our kid
If you ain’t fuck with us no more you could have fucking said it then 
“Daddy?” Shut up bitch *Gunshot* 
I just put our fucking son down
This is all your fault cause now he’s gunned down
Im leaving his fucking body sprawled all over the pavement 
By the way you months late on them child support payments 
So answer 

This wasn’t how it was supposed to be
Feels like it’s been months since I held you dearly and close to me
Those months where we gymed together that really meant the most to me
Now we can’t even talk because you ghosting me

Deadbeat

#завтравздернусь

I miss her

время +хироши (skyliner)

Flourysh - it's a wonderful life (feat. Alicks)

I have achieved nothing in 5 years. I am trying to restore the desire to live. But the longing for the past does not leave me.

it's a wonderful life♥

Exsitt - sAd SoNg | เพลงเศร้า (prod.flower)

★Mixed and Mastered by: @nexxuss999 ★


CRY (Engeneered by Nexxus)(UNRELEASED)

BLACK POPSTAR REMIX

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Inspired by Melodic House - Hope you enjoy.  Features some funky drum elements, bright piano melody,  deep chord progression, warm synth arpeggio, and a captivating vocal.  

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Rekindle

broken

Самобичевание + De30morphin

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D4v4y L0m4Y!

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Welcome To Sandcastle Music & God Bless Everyone who takes the time to listen to the Music I create.  I've Written and Recorded over 300 songs, but only post a limited amount of them at a time.  

I've been a Musician/Songwriter for many years and Write, Arrange and Record every Instrument in my songs (Keyboard, Synth, Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar, Bass Guitar, Alto & Soprano Sax, Drums & Percussion).  The Vocals in every song are sung by me and I write all of my own Lyrics.

Special Thanks to Tylor McDonald At Sweetwater Music where I buy all of my Instruments and Recording Gear!

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Making music, making mistakes, making progress. 🙋.   Thank-you for listening, and please like or leave a comment if you enjoyed any of the songs.

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