this is one of my favorite songs that I've written :) and a talented artist soundcloud creator, Rudy Van, really brought the entire song together with his editing skills! (https://on.soundcloud.com/sUdR4 make sure to follow him!) thanks so much Rudy ^-^

heres the lyrics <3

Sometimes I wonder what is the point in fears
when everyone on the Earth thinks they’re not real
sometimes I wonder if I was born in the wrong year
nobody here really knows how to help me heal

everyone I need, I push away
so they don’t have a chance to hurt me

when I try to love myself, I just break
never thought it’d get this ugly

I can feel the waterfalls pouring down
damn the world can be pretty lonely

sometimes i wonder why all my wounds sear
they have no respect for anything i want or feel
sometimes i wonder why i have so many tears
i can't accept that anyone else knows how i feel

everyone I need my push away
so they don’t have a chance to hurt me

when I try to love myself I just break
never thought it’d get this ugly

I can feel the waterfalls pouring down
damn the world can feel pretty lonely
lonely 
lonely

sometimes i wonder (edited by Rudy Van)

~16 year old singer/songwriter~
~love videography/photography and ofc music~
~play piano and a little electric guitar~ 
~graduating spring 25'~
~single~

 (im not that active because of school, but hoping i still can create music to share ;))

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