MV - https://youtu.be/cZSbyRqri2k?si=0Ko-A_N84CwDuPxW

Nardwuar (prod. dead spyro)

Rudolph (prod. dead spyro)

I spend my life looking for the girl inside my mind..

4starz (prod. dead spyro)

MV - https://youtu.be/Z4oApHN6q0c?si=vmH7M7ZB8kHhC1AV

Lassie (prod. dead spyro)

MV - https://youtu.be/mE4ZaV3DxXs?si=AV3F60oGVl0E6RNu

Cobra Kai (prod. dead spyro)

MV - https://youtu.be/og789urIXck?si=_oMAjwxVawlDAlw5

Mora (prod. dead spyro)

Real life hit me harder than a slap I'm Chris Rock...

County Fair (prod. dead spyro)

(Lyrics)
-Grimm Gem-
It's now 2 on this lonely night
I need something to ease my mind
You know that I'm a mess alright
but still I'll tell you that I'm fine
I'm all alone again tonight
Pop me a Xan to ease my mind
Close my eyes and take my life
then maybe I'll see the light
  
Lately I've been feeling down
so I'll just numb myself
And what's the point in living
if my brain's in constant hell
Shit's been crazy
Life's been hectic
I'm not doing well
I've been fighting
I've been struggling
How much time has gone by now?

Destroying my body, that's what I've been doing
Wasting all of my time, praying that I fucking die

-P0nd3rr-
I been hoping Imma fucking die
I'm a little piece of shit
Didn't deserve a chance on my life
Told god if he doesn't want me here then take me alive

I barely made it out of a hell most people won't survive
and I'm in my moment trying to grind
but all I feel is failure when it comes down
And I can see it in your eyes no one wants me around
Just a waste of space standing on this ground
And I'm ashamed the pain I bring because
I'm negative and you can fucking see 
And never believe things will get better in my dreams
Then let me go rot in my fucking agony

As I slowly wallow away
If that's okay
Still stuck in this pain as I float in this state
Hoping you won't see me decayed
Dead like a zombie buried in his grave
Then I'll sail it on it like a wave

Ft. @lilpon22
Prod. @deadspyro <3

Ease My Mind w/P0nd3rr [Dead Spyro]

When all you know 
is how to hide in the snow 
Blend in like you don’t feel cold
Those feelings inside aren’t mine
Not mine but I 
Feel the blame despite it all 
In spite of all I face
It’s laced through wire 
Every day I feel tired 
Just put the shame away

2X
Let me get the resin lay me down in amber 
Hold the flame keep it still like a lantern 
Watch it fall real slow can’t look away 
Between my hands is only your face 

Think I need some rehabilitation
How do people get the energy to face it 
Every time I try to help myself it goes wrong 
Attention short but this life yeah it feels long 

When it all goes down 
Will you be there to make a sound 
Don’t let me go without a trace 
And would you even hear me out 
When everything gets displaced 
And you don’t even know my name
Just please don’t let me down 
No doubt now doubt 
Please don’t let me down 

2X
Let me get the resin lay me down in amber 
Hold the flame keep it still like a lantern 
Watch it fall real slow can’t look away 
Between my hands is only your face

lay me down in amber (dead spyro)

prod. dead spyro x RRAREBEAR
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
i just felt the words provided by the one above
i just took the word and transcribed that im not enough
i just wanted you to hold me close, call me ur own
she dont want me anymore thats been all my fault
i feel fucked up when u just had left me babe
knew it was tough love when i saw me hey
i just couldnt be there when u wanted me
every day is like im playing lottery
i just gave you all my bands tonight
turned into the reason why i cry

but it just happens every night
woke up to a message that you had sent that night
excuses flying, why you tryna fucking see the light
n i couldnt be the savior of your heart babe
erasing all this time and history
n i felt so fucked up when you left me here
felt so lucked up with ur love sincere
i been lost here for a while now
save me from when im falling down

absent (dead spyro x RRAREBEAR)

MV - https://youtu.be/6_hZU11JMkU

(lyrics)

"But I...that is not what this is. Thats more than crazy
I don't think there's a word for what that is. Actually,
there's is a word for that, it's love. I'm in love with her
okay. If you're looking for the word that means caring 
about someone beyond all rationality; And wanting 
them to have everything they want, no matter how
much it destroys you, it's love. And when you love 
someone, you don't stop."

Yeah my hearts been broke
In this broke down town 
Live a city life
Something real pretty like
Damn it man
Thats the way it is
Had a lot of lives lived
I would do it all again
Even if you aren't around
I put my boots on concrete 
Yeah let em' dry out
Driving this Tonka 
All across this town
And the truth ain't far
From the horse's mouth 
But I wish you well

Yeah like the bike I rode
It was good for a while
Till the road I chose
Guess I'm born this way
Looking back seeing 
All the choices made
It's a hard way of living
When you've gone insane
Please don't do that
You're a long way 
From livin' life
Keep your boots on strapped
It's a country boy feelin' 
When you're far from home
It's a long way though
Back to that dirt road

"Ted listen to me, you're being crazy. 
I'm being crazy? Yes, how long have you 
been hung up on Robin? 8 years, and 
you're still killing yourself to fetch dumb
little trinkets for her. That's crazy.."

Yeah my hearts been broke
In this broke down town 
Live a city life
Something real pretty like
Damn it man
Thats the way it is
Had a lot of lives lived
I would do it all again
Even if you aren't around
I put my boots on concrete 
Yeah let em' dry out
Driving this Tonka 
All across this town
And the truth ain't far
From the horse's mouth 
But I wish you well

(outro)

Yeah like the bike I rode
It was good for a while
Till the road I chose

Horse's Mouth (prod. dead spyro)

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

Hope you got your lenses I'm tough to read like
Like a poem there's meaning that you just can't see oh
And whether it's meant to be or whether it was left to me ah
Yeah I've gotten this way without forcing keys don't force the bleed no
Would you really resent me if I let go of these maladies in my head
Leaving me lessening my pain in such a way that leaves me dead

Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 
Poor thing, thought it went missing 
Darling yeah caught up on a listening 
For why could it end up this way 
Can’t lie yeah I thought they would miss me 

She placed her hand on my collar bone 
Said I wasn’t even going home alone  
Try to keep it alive even though we were doubtful 
Keep telling lies yeah I’m sure it's a mouth full 
Yeah I’m sure it’s a mouthful 
And I’m sure it feels good to believe 
In each and every thing you say 
But it won’t but it won’t be my way

poor thing (dead spyro)

i feel it growing in my lungs
extending out my throat
embedded with my nerves
systematically i'm choked
i was never here for long
virus setting in new homes
multiplying e ver shifting
it has taken me in its hold
i can rot away so easily
if i was ever really that bold
this is not the way to be reaching me
it's contagious the way it unfolds
and honestly i think i'm okay
i was only ever used to the cold

i can feel it taking over
organs slowly failingg now
all that weight sits on my shoulders
i can barely let it out
feel my systems growing colder
stay with me it's almost over
i can feel it taking over
organs slowly failing now

i feel it merging with my soul
i really tried my best
my visions getting darker
blood is clotting in my head
i don't have much left
what i'm spitting is up is crimson
i'm so scared but i'll fine
i've done everything i can
but i guess it's just my tiime
like i really tried my best

i feel it growing in my lungs
extending out my throat
embedded with my nerves
systematically i'm choked
i was never here for long
virus setting in new homes
multiplying ever shifting
it has taken me in its hold
i can rot away so easily
if i was ever really that bold
this is not the way to be reaching me
it's contagious the way it unfolds

contagion (dead spyro x cxrter x retz)

ft. @pinkcasperr
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prod. @s0ftskelet0ns x @deadspyro

giveyoutheworld ft. p!nkcasperr (s0ftskelet0ns, dead spyro)

𝐵𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑒
so be kind to yourself.
@sleepingholloworiginal ♱
-08/07/22-

Fall from the sky, Fall in your eyes. ✨

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Features - $15

i don't get along with my mind

New music out whenever I feel like it

New tracks tagged #DEAD SPYRO