Am I impure?

Tulips Blooming in My Brain

Pillow

a_distant_lullaby

regrets

do you love me, Angel?

You’re Still Here

@prodfayglo

baby how bout' you
baby had me trapped like a zoo
baby girl you ain't have to be cruel
baby might as well been in a duel
can you even feel love i won't assume
baby might as well jus' ride a broom
if it was her way, we would end up in a tomb
she would look me in my eyes, i'd feel doom
on my motherfuckin' hip it go ka-boom
i couldn't be myself you had me confused
like whoever gon' listen you gon' run to
you can have that pussy bro it's run through
i got in my brain and hit undo
now i got some cheese, i got fondue
crazy what i can achieve, i'm not under-
crazy what i can achieve when i'm not under you

now i got louis, now i got prada
i know you hurt you act jus' like your dada
i go berserk that's why i keep the gratata
now that i'm okay
i got medicated i'm like oh slay
i got educated i'm like no way
oh that's how my brain work, it make sense
eating fuckin' chik-fil-a might as well be mike pence
how the fuck you gon' be gay, and eat chik-fil-a
that girl didn't want you and it broke your ego
lil rap shit i really got elo
now that you ain't in my bank i got green like c-lo
i drove the chevy like a tank i was lost like neemo
i can feel like poison this lil bitch teemo
bro really sellin' more beans than goyo
bro really be round water like a boat
this bitch got more characters than dota
turn a mfer cold as minnesota

i got bro jumpin' like a toad
i got bro hoppin' like a bunny

when i look back it's kinda funny

cruel

@prodfayglo

i was the brim 
i was at the brink
i was overflowing baby girl i couldn't think
it was let me get you back n' now my water like a sink
she told me it was love, i was just a kink
don't blink love
i been clean as soap and mo' fly than a dove
i ain't show my feelings cause i thought i'd get in trouble
i would avoid conflict, now i prefer tussle
i was on my bullshit, now i'm on my hustle
i dunno how i thought i was weak with all this muscle
please
don't take fear for obsession
you know i'm autistic but i feel the need to mention
i couldn't run, i tried to hide, i had to fight back
i took all the blame, i was ashamed, i was like "i'm bad :("
i let someone be my happy when all i knew was sad
they'd take that away. say it's my fault, i'd look at myself and get mad
i would change
fuckin' change so much become deranged
i wasn't myself
i was getting help
she said she don't need any
she ain't have no play this, no all these boys are demons
you ain't even try to hear me, it's really absurd
or abuse
what's the use
it was never an excuse
i was tryna bridge
i wanted build
it was never this
thought the world would be a better if i was dead
damn i really was a miss
damn i must've found a fucking glitch
how the fuck i'm him and that bitch?
i don't wanna stop till my best of kin is rich
i remember it was kimmy p, but ain't know the sitch
i looked inside i found the wounds and fucking learned to stitch
tryna get a honeybun and maybe a doctorate
it feel like 5:55 up until the clock hit 6
it's about damn time 
i learned why i exist

brink

@prodfayglo

(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah, yeah)
yeah i celebrate like get my lil money throw it in the air
i wouldn't be here without the team course they get a share
motherfuckin' twenty-seventeen said life isn't fair
sick like i could really heave, but i keep composure
i do this for the release, fuck about exposure
logan be the engineer, poet and composer
prod flaygo
baby this ain't faygo
dots on em' like lego
andre on my hey-ya
andre i got 3k
got em' stuck like i hit em' with a freeze ray...
logan get em' stuck like i hit em' with a freeze ray
i stay on my Qs, damn i mind my Ps aye
never knew this making money shit could be so easy
she gon' spend her money just to uber here and please me
i just made a lil money outta keeseville
dots on em' like measles
i treat fl like an easel
around water like i'm buizel
baby literally evil
baby wan' be lethal
(yeah)
(yeah)
(yeah, yeah)
yeah i celebrate like get my lil money throw it in the air
i wouldn't be here without the team course they get a share
motherfuckin' twenty-seventeen said life isn't fair
sick like i could really heave, but i keep composure
i do this for the release, fuck about exposure
logan be the engineer, poet and composer
prod flaygo
baby this ain't faygo
dots on em' like lego
andre on my hey-ya
andre i got 3k
got em' stuck like i hit em' with a freeze ray...
logan get em' stuck like i hit em' with a freeze ray
i stay on my Qs, damn i mind my Ps aye
never knew this making money shit could be so easy
she gon' spend her money just to uber here and please me
i just made a lil money outta keeseville
dots on em' like measles
i treat fl like an easel
around water like i'm buizel
baby literally evil
baby wan' be lethal

buizel (life isn't fair 2)

@prodfayglo

need my money allegro
need my leg room let me grow baby
baby why you gotta be neglectful
on my raid boos on my Rektful
baby don't be shifty
i think that you're nifty
why you gotta eclipse me
it really betwixt me
baby this ain't ripley's
believe or not bae i love you

ball like dwayne wade
i remember kate, i remember jade
sure i found myself but was it a fair trade
sometimes i start spinnin' i feel like a dreidel
sometimes i start spinnin' i feel like a beyblade
i'd do anything for my lil baby
i remember rain, i remember kaylee
baby what you done may as well impaled me
sorry baby girl don't mind my impairment
sorry baby girl i know it's apparent
it shouldn't of been that we ain't each other's parents
all said and done at least i know what terror is

mfer blow up like a terrorist
you tore me apart i'm repairing it

need my money allegro
need my leg room let me grow baby
baby why you gotta be neglectful
on my raid boos on my Rektful
baby don't be shifty
i think that you're nifty
why you gotta eclipse me
it really betwixt me
baby this ain't ripley's
believe or not bae i love you

ball like dwayne wade
i remember kate, i remember jade
sure i found myself but was it a fair trade
sometimes i start spinnin' i feel like a dreidel
sometimes i start spinnin' i feel like a beyblade
i'd do anything for my lil baby
i remember rain, i remember kaylee
baby what you done may as well impaled me
sorry baby girl don't mind my impairment
sorry baby girl i know it's apparent
it shouldn't of been that we ain't each other's parents
all said and done at least i know what terror is

mfer blow up like a terrorist
you tore me apart i'm repairing it

dreidel

@prodfayglo

i go grrrr (gir)
i'm like go my lil baby she like purr
get the money in my eyes i go zerg
had that shit jump, jumpin out the burg
i'm gon' eat her like desert cause that's jus' what she deser- uh
i'ma gon' eat her like desert, i'm gon' do what she deserve
it's just my standards baby, couple thousand dollar on the purse
it's not a debate brother, no, this is not rehearsed
i witness the truth and then speak what i-
i witness the truth bro and say what i observe
when i was a mistake, when i really felt cursed
i was tryna straight
i was tryna straight this whole time i coulda curved
i played with the heat, i knew i woulda get burned
how long i was an emu
and now i'm flyer than a bird
how long i used to ruminate like baby why did this occur
now i got the answers baby i'm finally sure
now i got the answers baby time to get to work

i go grrrr (gir)
i'm like go my lil baby she like purr
get the money in my eyes i go zerg
had that shit jump, jumpin out the burg
i'm gon' eat her like desert cause that's jus' what she deser- uh
i'ma gon' eat her like desert, i'm gon' do what she deserve
it's just my standards baby, couple thousand dollar on the purse
it's not a debate brother, no, this is not rehearsed
i witness the truth and then speak what i-
i witness the truth bro and say what i observe
when i was a mistake, when i really felt cursed
i was tryna straight
i was tryna straight this whole time i coulda curved
i played with the heat, i knew i woulda get burned
how long i was an emu
and now i'm flyer than a bird
how long i used to ruminate like baby why did this occur
now i got the answers baby i'm finally sure
now i got the answers baby time to get to work

@prodfayglo

Baby I can fight solider
I can find the angle soa cah toa
Baby your an angel have I told ya
I been doin' good like I'm suppose to
I been movin' weight I could tow you
Take this lil sum' get your toes done
You got time to hate? you have no fun
I remember the days there was no sun
I made room for the feelings ya I stopped runnin'
Ya I get my lil money and I start thumbin'
Ya she wanna undress my heart start thumpin'
I'm autistic baby sorry I'm info dumpin'
I'm autistic baby sorry this is just a lot
Fuck RFK Jr. sorry but I'm not
Fuck David Geier, lemme see you write a poem
Fuck it's been a couple years since I've felt at home
I could feel it all at once or I could feel alone
Not to long ago, I needed a loan
Like
Why not throw a dog a bone
Sorry I am not distracted, I'm in the fuckin' zone
I been on my 1s I been tryna hone
I been on my 1s I been tryna tone
Wrap that shit up or pack it in a cone
I wasn't about change n this was all I've known

fuck rfk jr

@prodfayglo

fuck the hokey-pokey baby make that ass shake
thought you felt an earthquake it was my heart breaking
yeah i'm good at aim, different weapons like i'm playing quake
she can't stand up, legs start to wobble yeah they shake
they don't have their own light so they stay in the shade
what i learned baby, you put in the work you get paid
i put in the work
i complete the task
pedal to the metal baby why so fuckin' fast
i got school, i got class
y'all shit see through like glass
(money counter)
baby why you hide behind a mask
i go harder than damascus
go on get your ass kissed
baby wan' be glados
i need uh
i need ev- uh
i need eva i'm wall-e
me and her a trip to bali
way that y'all think appalling
damn she like a flower and i'm pollen
no i can't hold i hear the money calling
less you get help don't ever fucking call me
no it was my bad, this wasn't a two-way
lil smile on me i made money today
i'm gon' beat it up till her pussy red as rubies
i give body, i give face, let alone profit
you wanna start sum'
send em' to the prophets
this shit ain't a prop brother
this shit ain't a prop brother
my bro don't make music but he making pop
logan got to hot she like you better stop
i'm making money right now baby yea i'm on the clock
with or without the g me n' bro be locked
i can't ever stop
i can't ever stop (money counter go)
i can't ever stop (money counter go)
i can't ever stop

i cant ever stop (money counter go)

@prodfayglo

damn your shit dirt
damn your sod ah
i know it hurt
just keep your mata
wake up in the morning
recite my mantra
she like logan i'm so horny
baby girl i got ya <3
and if there ain't nothing for me
i'ma see in 4D
uh
and if there ain't nothing for me
i'ma see in 4D
i'll be there in forty baby
baby you don't chore me
baby you don't chore me
even when it's stormy
i wanna know your story baby
do you know i adore you baby?
let it out
let it out baby
release control
i got your back baby girl drop it low
drop the mask reveal the pain in you
drop the the mask relieve the pain in your soul
i know i'm too much that's why i do what i'm told
really confident, typeface bold
look back at my accolades and accomplishments
without all my tools how i accomplish them?
oh, i masked
i would fake i'm okay
and then do as i'm asked
i rewired my brain
i been tryna change
i ain't wanna stay the same so she painted me deranged
now that i
now that i'm
now that i'm within range

damn your shit dirt
damn your sod ah
i know it hurt
just keep your mata
wake up in the morning
recite my mantra
she like logan i'm so horny
baby girl i got ya <3
and if there ain't nothing for me
i'ma see in 4D
uh
and if there ain't nothing for me
i'ma see in 4D
i'll be there in forty baby
baby you don't chore me
baby you don't chore me
even when it's stormy
i wanna know your story baby
do you know i adore you baby?
let it out
let it out baby
release control
i got your back baby girl drop it low
drop the mask reveal the pain in you

pain

@prodfayglo

i remember when i was tryna fit fit fit fit fit in
i remember everything i wit wit wit wit wit wit wit wit wit that i witnessed
shawty in the club making it wiggle a ripstick
sorry that i'm different bae i'm actually autistic
i ain't keepin track of the stats i'm not a fitbit
i dont wanna photo it's a band for a fit pic
i don't wanna promo keep ya fame and ya image
i ain't wanna fight n' now i'm ready scrimmage
i was really sad cause i was fakin' it like fibbage
but i didn't knoooooow better
ain't afraid of noooooo weather
baby i'm a gooooo getter
i'ma a show stopper
can't fuck with no coper
mo' money than a doctor
i remember late night shifts with ed boker
i was in the dark baby might as well been nocturnal

witness

@prodfayglo

baby it was nothing you did wrong
but baby if the shoe fits on
why the fuck i gotta heal abuse symptoms
course you don't gotta heal because your perfect baby
why would you need therapy, it's their fault they got hurt huh
you get what you want, unless you don't, n' then their dirt huh
you wouldn't get help because then you'd be without an excuse
funny how i acted like you did n' they called it abuse
shawty think she almight, baby really think she zues
i couldn't have friends time or money, cause it wasn't yours
had me over on the 21st, new boy by the 24th
and you tired to ruin my birthday but baby i was used to war
you were tryna convince them i belonged in the ward
it was everything you did needed reward
it was everything i did you needed more
funny you needed my phone, but i couldn't look at yours
it was everything you did, couldn't hurt me anymore
i was addicted to your love and i couldn't have it
i thought it was my fault, you jus' didn't have it
i thought you were the one but it's cause you lied
whole time you were in my pocket, had a couple sides
baby like a d20
no wonder you ain't like that movie, made you feel sumn'
you bullied me for it, cause you knew what's up
you couldn't get your fix, damn that really sucks
need to learn to sit in it

it's jus' stats baby, you ain't gettin' pleasured the same
told me to kill myself cause you're riddled with pain

when you don't get what you want

never look back

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i got fresh shit on me, onitsuka on my tee
i just wear the shit i like dont need to rock expensive things
step with rob up in the scene soon i know we’ll be stacking green
independent since the start bitch i wont ever need no team
i wont ever need no team bitch im always on my own yeah
got too used to moving i cant call no place my home yeah
got too used to losing thought that it was set in stone yeah
but times are changing now im fucking up just like a drone yeah

thorns on my body
come too close you might get stung
you was talking all that shit but look now cat got ur tongue
cant compete with me i wanted to do this since i was young
struggling since i was young
i learnt not to give a fuck
i learnt not to care at all
why would i care if they dont?
why would i care if he doesn’t?
doesnt matter now does it?
it wont matter when im standing tall up there at the summit
it wont matter now because its over and ive been above it

yeah u know what i been on
i been hanging on my own
its a jumpscare to my brain
every time u hit my phone
if i dont text back pls dont think that its ur fault
hows ur heart so full of hate that u share it all day long?
well i guess thats just ur loss
ive been feeling so fucked up
idek the cause
i wish i cld buy shit and forget abt the cost
im not as priveleged as u mfs are

i know i cant be replaced i know my worth hoe
cant hang with just anybody im not your bro
all i knew was that i didnt wanna hurt no more
all i knew was shutting myself off and closing all the doors
i wont ever need no team bitch im always on my own yeah
got too used to moving i cant call no place my home yeah
got too used to losing thought that it was set in stone yeah
but times are changing now im fucking up just like a drone

thorns on my body
come too close you might get stung
you was talking all that shit but look now cat got ur tongue
cant compete with me i wanted to do this since i was young
struggling since i was young
i learnt not to give a fuck
i learnt not to care at all
why would i care if they dont?
why would i care if he doesn’t?
doesnt matter now does it?
it wont matter when im standing tall up there at the summit
it wont matter now because its over and ive been above it

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i talk at night when im thinkin of u
and im so tired idk what to do
i might js give up cuz im tried everything through and through
i think to myself why am i so blue
girl can u js tell me the truth
city lights, just let me enjoy the view

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