ICAP - Jude Corless

Planet B - too hot to function

this mix is my diary entry, i am sharing it with the world, please be kind!!

tracklist
bladee - reality surf (elie edit)
death's dynamic shroud - just to be needed
SOPHIE - Whole New World (BIG KISS remix) (mashed up with whole new world SOPHIE & Doss remix)
DJ Victor Borge - Whole New Teenage Dream
tal egg - humid relief for dry skin
tal egg - princess diana (silly sea ver.)
xeon aeon - radiant heart (exactly as you are) (unreleased)
Petal Supply - I Like You A Lot
rip plush - waking up is hard
Bootee - Safe With You
TELEPOPMUSIK - Breathe (Ducky 160 edit)
Doss - Here Tonight
Bootee - Memories
aishii - 3915K SUBLIMATION
isla den - Rainworld
milkfish - CAN'T GET U OUTTA MY MIND
stupid picture - backpack
Estle - To Find Connection (feat. Plastic Pet & Ari Liloia)

building A home 🖼️ (inside Of yourself)

When I first recording the poem I came across background sounds I couldn't explain so I decided to share it with you

Single

Diary Entry (Scratched Version)

Dear God(Scatched Version)

intro-
Nikky what's your favorite color
red cars and pizza

-Chorus-
why it's so hard to talk in therapy
why is it so damn scary to share the positive

why it's so hard to talk in therapy
why is it so damn scary to share the positive things about me well, I guess that's catch twenty-two that follows through after addiction and abuse hell, I write help you songs reminding myself everything will be okay too

-Verse-
September twenty-seventeen was a morning
I'll never forget hearing your first cries in the
hospital left me fainting like a bitch later that same day, holding you I made a promise that I would never quit more or less what the fuckery is everyone plotted against me forking the blade firm in my ribs than one night in the spring time grandma just wouldn't quit so I edged the argument finally convincing the bitch after the tenth stitch no matter the situations or what emotion I was facing I attempted relevance in your life it still fucks me up inside I've risk it all but I never got a chance to say goodbye maybe I should've taken that as a sign because if you truly love something set it free if it doesn't come back then it wasn't meant be

-Hook-
you are my sunshine, yes, my sunshine
you make me happy when these skies are gray, you'll never know son how much I love you
so please don't take my sunshine away

-Verse-
you would move when I'd beatbox to the womb. That was my happy place, your brother Jax. was there too. holding up foam swords asking me with a smile on his face, "Sir Knight, are you ready to duel? "Why does every day run at the same pace. regardless, if the sun is up or away. I feel tricked now that I never left the cage. hell, maybe addiction would have been easier to quit if I'd just stayed Niklaus,
I don't know why it's so hard to talk in therapy.
Honestly, son, you're the best thing. that's ever happened to me. anyways I'm leaving you this letter, in hopes of one day you'll forgive me.
Well, I guess that's just catch twenty-two. that follows through. after addiction and abuse. Hell, I write help you songs. reminding myself everything will be okay, too.

-hook-
you were my sunshine, yes, my sunshine
you made me happy when the skies were gray, you'll never know, son how much I love you
why'd you take my sunshine away

outro-
I love you
I love you
what I love you
I love you
hater are you a hater?
I'm Nikky

Diary of an Alcoholic

My Sunshine

(Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind ending)

Joel: I can't see a thing that i don't like about you, right now i can't
Clementine: But u will, but u will. yk u will think of things, and i'll get bored of you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me
Joel: ok...
Clementine: Ok.. Ok

yuh, u make me feel worthless
eternal sunshine, i don't think that it's worth it
think it's about time that i jus let it go :/
if u change ur mind then baby let me knowww
we can crash and burn if that's really what u wanna happen now
i don't hear a sound
just tell me ur down ...
but if not idk what i'll do

i been tryna forget u and leave my mind spotless
this world we're destroying, is there life beyond this?
do u think we'll work out? just tell me, be honest
her new man act like me but i'm better i promise
and i'm tryna find out what i gotta do
just wanna know ur name don't wanna bother u
no matter how far u go my heart gon have a spot 4 u
take a risk on love bby that's what i'm tryna do
said she messed up and just tryna find peace of mind
told her my name is joel she said she's clementine
i won't let u fall further and get out of line
i'd do anything to make sure that ur mine

yuh, u make me feel worthless
eternal sunshine, i don't think that it's worth it
think it's about time that i jus let it go :/
if u change ur mind then baby let me knowww
we can crash and burn if that's really what u wanna happen now
i don't hear a sound
just tell me ur down ...

Eternal Sunshine (prod me)

Korcid (The Constructions of the Human Condition) is the odd poet of hip-hop, fusing raw testimony with surreal storytelling. Surviving addiction, tragedy, and near-death, he turns scars into cinematic soundscapes. His debut Diary of an Alcoholic delivers unfiltered truth for those who find beauty in the strange and honesty in the uncomfortable.

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