babe (cover)

hate my guts

prod spiral forever (me)
lyrics:
(spiral)

my feet don’t touch the ground i’m higher
i don’t got the energy to talk im tired
headphones on bass pumpinn through the wire
my heads so gone you wanna know my supplier 
don’t trust that guy he’s been a liar
i don’t wanna come to your show i seen the flyer

ya this life my own so i called it amazing
only thing i’d really wanna change is the pacing
time goes too fast too slow lately
you would think im crazy the grams that im facing
it’s all in my hands understand what im saying
if i left this place , far away would u blame me
go to outer space new place don’t play w me
i would go an do it if i wasn’t so lazy

lemme put my hands up quick
if u believe in something then stand on it
x4

(fobie)
i just wanna kick back
smoke a couple darts roll an eighth and a pack
when shit gets hard ima always bounce back
cuz the money that i got i can never keep track
what u wanna do woke up brand new
i don’t wanna be bitter wanna be like u
i just wanna drink 40s an sit ona stu 
disgusted is a gang no we r not a group

(disgusted)
(spiral)
(disgusted)
xx

HEADPHONES FT FOBIE

baby i got time today (prod. offsen1)

BURND OUT + M1V

lyrics 

pullin tricks out of my sleeve like a magician
call it divine i call ts a superstition 
i talked to god , didn’t pick up i must’ve missed him
i only focus on myself got tunnel vision
i can’t fuck it up now i got too much goin my way
i got a feeling that might change
wish i could stay in just 1 place
wish i could tell you that im sorry
but i know that im way too late
and its not your fault not hardly
i was just stuck in my ways

i should be thinking ab something different
when i start talkin like that don’t listen
when i go looking back i start glitchin
nowadays im way too efficient 
take ya eyes off and you might miss it
can’t always trust my intuition
you better know your place i’m looking down on you that’s my position
i’m pullin tricks out of my sleeve like a magician
call it divine i call ts a superstition 
i talked to god , didn’t pick up i must’ve missed him
i only focus on myself got tunnel vision
add it to the list a new addiction
i don’t feel like me a new edition
i talked to god didn’t pick up i musta missed him
i only focus on myself got tunnel vision
i can’t fuck it up now i got too much goin my way
i got a feeling that might change
wish i could stay in just 1 place
wish i could tell you that im sorry
but i know that im way too late
and its not your fault not hardly
i was just stuck in my ways
pullin tricks out of my sleeve like a magician
call it divine i call ts a superstition 
i talked to god , didn’t pick up i must’ve missed him
i only focus on myself got tunnel vision

MAGICIAN

kerosene (pxlsdead)

prod me and cam pila
lyrics 

i couldn’t care less
apathetic tendencies 
i’m becoming careless 
tell me are u scared yet
feels like i got enemies
i dont like nobody here i wanna leave
took too much i took too much im seeing things
seeing evil things
put some gas put some smoke in the air 
throw some black in my hair
yall make trash over there
feel the bass feel the kick feel the snare
you get me pissed get me mad how could u be so unaware
(i couldn’t care couldn’t care less)
told em wrap it up
it’s just done when it’s done
lately i’ve been shining brighter than the sun 
look at me look at me no u can’t keep up
ya it’s up and it’s stuck
i couldn’t care less
apathetic tendencies 
i’m becoming careless 
tell me are u scared yet
feels like i got enemies
i dont like nobody here i wanna leave
took too much i took too much im seeing things
seeing evil things
put some gas put some smoke in the air 
throw some black in my hair
yall make trash over there
feel the bass feel the kick feel the snare
you get me pissed get me mad how could u be so unaware
(i couldn’t care couldn’t care less)
evil things 
evil things
evil things
evil things

APATHY_PROD_CAM_PILA_+_SPIRAL_

The Prime Minister of Australia, Anthony Albanese, has failed Australia and failed humanity. When questioned on this failure he responds like a petulant child. Perhaps Australia needs to look for a leader with a functional human conscience.

Anthony Albanese is Aiding a Genocide

Original song by Matlock: https://matlock.bandcamp.com/track/cursed

POV: You wake up with no income, broken teeth, TMJ pain, transphobia, and threats of eviction.

Lyrics:
Born under a bad sign
Headed for a breakdown
Hardships been following me forever and a day now
World's got me crazy 
Is this my fuckin fate
I'm feeling cursed
(I got the worst fuckin' luck on earth)

And I've been struggling for too long
Not feeling safe at home now 
Bad news been crossing my feed every time that I scroll down
I'm scared that God might hate me
There's not much I can take, I'm feeling cursed
(and every fucking day the shit gets worse)

Swear to God if I wake up to another job rejection email
Or dickhead in my mentions saying "I'll never be a female"
I'm so close to just snapping throwing people on the third rail. Other people get rain I'm getting tennis ball sized hail. 
Imprisoned in this body, no parole and fuckin' no bail.
Can't console me in a game that's set us all up to fail. 
The pain is like a reverb with an excessively long tail. 
Just dragging on too long, may as well just send my ass to hell.
Didn't ask to be born, wasn't warned about existence.
I'm just shat out into the  world with all these other trauma victims. I'm not trying to hear it. I'm the one that's had to regulate and tolerate people's tantrums while I'm sittin' filled with hate. I can't even masturbate, I'm getting fucked already with a ghost pepper lube reach around that's stroking steady. I'm so ready to die and let the world quickly forget me. 
But I didn't take enough pills so I'm groggy AND I'm angry.

Born under a bad sign
Headed for a breakdown
Hardship been following me forever and a day now
World's got me crazy 
Is this my fuckin fate
I'm feeling cursed
(and every day this shit is making me berserk)

And I've been struggling for too long
Not feeling safe at home now 
Bad news been crossing my feed every time that I scroll down
I'm scared that God might hate me
There's not much I can take, I'm feeling cursed
(and my motherfucking jaw still hurts)

Cursed Verse

https://culturesack.bandcamp.com/follow_me

alt: @xxl0velettersxx
#DISGUSTED
i don't wanna leave my room today

1/2 of Wolf Helvetica, one among future legends in crushr. records. Transwoman, singer, sometimes-rapper, mediocre guitarist, the person that ate all the churros, & bound to make my first million.

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