"Better Explain Yourself to My Heart" delves into the challenges of communication and comprehension within relationships. It portrays a journey filled with doubt, yearning, and finally, empowerment, as the protagonist grapples with their emotions and seeks transparency from their partner.

Inspired by Kate Bush, the Beach Boys and Electric Light Orchestra.

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Better Explain Yourself To My Heart

BETTER EXPLAIN YOURSELF TO MY HEART

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Preppy Gxd Steven - Clouted, Dobut it

[Intro]

(Chorus)
Few on Earth are richer than me, but I'm the preppiest boy
Clout surrounds me, my aura is 9000 or more
Insect wings on my whip, those are butterfly away doors 
Clouted, about it, if there is a problem I have my tech bro's reroute it
I'm Clouted, Clouted, clouted, is your cardigan made of golden sheep fleece? I doubt it
(I really fucking doubt that shit)

(Verse 1) 
What doesn't mean to be clouted?
Is it that the money is sky scraper buff or an air that surrounds me?
My power level too high, my spirit pressure is clouty 
My Chi is towering, my essence is flowering 
My haters are broke their bank accounts souring
Preppy God, I'm not a fighter but my money racks have instinct 
I'm dodging life's troubles like ultra instinct 
Never a wrinkle, never a crease
My boo Nancy ass is fat her cheeks are on fleece 
I fuck hella models, their faces are unique 
Her bone structure hot, from head to her feet
I started my life with old money wealth that's wagu beef
Bengals and charms, a hell cat on my arm
She walk with a twist she want my rich dick 
My clout getting heavy
Nostalgic old money, after the candy like Edd Edd and Eddy
I'm dripping in waves nobody could tread me
Clouded to infinity, aged cheese 
Enough money to only have wants and never have needs

(Chorus)
Few on Earth are richer than me, but I'm the preppiest boy
Clout surrounds me, my aura is 9000 or more
Insect wings on my whip, those are butterfly away doors 
Clouted, about it, if there is a problem I have my tech bro's reroute it
I'm Clouted, Clouted is your cardigan made of golden sheep fleece? I doubt it
(Doubt it)
(I doubt it)

(Verse 2)
I'm clouty, I'm Clouted, come read all about
The champagne is popping,
Her back is wobbling
She threw a circle on the table and had me hooting and hollering 
Slobbering, slobbering handkerchief for my mouth I'm styling (styling)
Ascot on my neck like, shades up on my head, preppy dressed forever like Fred
My mystery machine is the money counter under my bed
I put in a hundred and a thousand pops out instead
Money glitch on my wealth I'm always two steps ahead
Made my money online fuck what a hater said, I'm well fed
Smooth like Avocado on toast, millennial shit
I've got vintage clout like a force Ghost or Luke instead 
I'm Clouted forever and among the stars, Interstellar ship 

(Chorus)
Few on Earth are richer than me, but I'm the preppiest boy
Clout surrounds me, my aura is 9000 or more
Insect wings on my whip, those are butterfly away doors 
Clouted, about it, if there is a problem I have my tech bro's reroute it
I'm Clouted, Clouted, clouted is your cardigan made of golden sheep fleece? I doubt it
(Doubt it)
We prep maxing in this bitch
(Wealth wealth wealth)
(Rich adlibs and shit)
(Generational wealth, prep maxing in this bitch)

Clouted, Dobut It

Glimmer ft.pvtch
prod.UNKNOWN PLS DM 
MIX by pvtch

Glimmer ft.pvtch

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Collapse (Where Did We Go Wrong?)

Sidewalks and Skeletons x Lil Peep - Goth x absolute in doubt (Mashup)

WHAT I TELL MYSELF WHILE DANGLING IN THE DARK

Moonlight whitens a spider 
bobbing up, then down 
amid the shadow leaves.

The sight elicits a visceral response—
I identify with that daredevil:
we’re both dangling in the dark—
hanging in mid-air.

However 
the metaphor isn’t perfect:
the spider knows his own string well
unlike me—
I don’t know what holds me.
So I worry

then worry about the amount I worry:
doubt could pull me down
into a night without moonlight.

So every day I try to lift myself
with these thoughts:

“I am but a puppet
  moved by higher forces.
  And those gods will not let me fall. 
  Because I serve them.

“Yes, they keep me suspended in suspense
  but only because I must learn to trust.

“Yes, it’s good for me to be here:
  this instability forces me 
  to find the strength needed
  to deal with our uncertainty.”

To be honest
these ideas don’t ease my anxiety much
and yet
I repeat them often
because
the story they tell
gives this precarious life meaning
and without that significance
I might just say: 
I have had enough.
I give up.

What I Tell Myself while Dangling in the Dark

smoke song - kobuck

lyrics: 
ashes from your cigarette, falling straight to the floor
and they dance behind your silhouette
in the yard, of the house where they're playing their music too loud
so we take a moment outside  

and there's a part of me, sitting there, patiently
watching the tide from the gap in the trees, looking out
by the house where they're screaming too loud
so I burn down the embers and think about how to get out

what if I'm not all I'm cracked up to be,
once the smoke and the mirrors are gone? 
and the filters still sitting there, damp on the lawn?

and what if I wake and the smoke in my lungs wants revenge for the burdens I've placed?
and the tape on the cracks starts to wither away?
I'm scared there'd be nothing to say


light up a smoke on the corner, and carry me home like a boulder
I'm heavy tonight

I know that I'm getting older, I see it in every memory faded by time.

don't let me drown in this puddle, I'm sorry that I have been guzzling the water like wine 

but there's a fire and it's growing, it starts at the top of my head and it ends with my spine

and what if the fog in my head rolls away
long enough for the doubt to set in?
where'd you go? where've you been? you familiar face

cause there in my head I'm still hiding behind that last drag
of that marlboro red, and the music's too loud 
so we both turn away

I guess we had nothing to say

and the smoke song continues to play

smoke song - full length demo

my benefits are giving me doubt p. graves ;(

"always fly" lyrics were written by Me (Ayman Gharib) in 2014
The music was created using an AI Music tool.

Verse 1:
spread your wings and fly.
with your feelings, with your soul.
get higher, always fly,
never look back, or lose control

Verse 2:
Fly like an eagle, from the chains of doubt.
seize the chance to break into the skies.
your feelings can lift you if lose the doubt.
and inside of your mind, the answer lies.

Chorus:
get higher and higher and touch the stars
nothing's Unlikely when you're above the skies
your feelings are powerful, they can lead you.
everything would happen in the blink of an eye

Verse 3:
be the light, be the hope. if you can't find any.
on top of the world, there are not so many.
you don't have to be afraid, see the fear inside of others,
look up to the stars, you can always go further.

Chorus:
get higher and higher and touch the stars
nothing is impossible when you're above the skies
your feelings are powerful they can lead you
everything can happen in the blink of an eye

always fly
you're always free
be like a tree facing the wind
stand into the hurricanes
stand tall and never bend
always fly
always fly
always fly

Always Fly- higher & higher

It is often easier in chaotic times to protect our hearts by closing them. To feel safe by energetically "leaving" our body and watching the world from "outside" of the experience. Being embodied is the most courageous choice and in today's episode I describe why... and how to come "down and in" to your human body. 

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Welcome to Optimal Reach Collective Artists a.k.a ORCA! This is a musical and visual arts project involving 18 virtual artists given life through Artificial Intelligence. Many genres are covered with more planned. All lyrics are original and I am the sole writer on all songs posted. The instrumentals, vocals, music videos, and album art are generated in collaboration with multiple A.I softwares. Songs are explicit and for adults, lyrics are in the description. Thank you for visiting and having an open mind to emerging technology and ways it can be used to enhance our abilities.

My goal with this project is to learn to better use generation tools, dispel stigma about them, and show that A.I music and virtual A.I artists can be as enjoyable and commercially viable as conventional music. I own the rights to all music and characters posted here, the characters, situations, views, are entirely fictional and for entertainment purposes only. If you would like to use any of my songs in your videos or other projects reach out through email at: optimalreach3@gmail.com, thanks!

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Ropatt, (a.k.a. Ron Patton) is a pop, jazz, and hip-hop artist who first burst onto the music scene in 2003 with his album ‘Biggie Was Here." Author of "Fables & Proverbs: Songwriting's Secret Weapons for Lyric Writing", available on Amazon - https://bit.ly/3YHDRlv  Also, "Alternate Reels: Recasting Iconic Movie Roles", available on Amazon - https://rb.gy/hjt7sh

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