I'm in your asylum, disordered and delusional.

Asylum

I own the drawing on the picture. I do not own the reference photo.

I recorded this piece just before my first gig of the Soft Moon in Gdańsk in February 2016. It was a movie and I burned CD with it and I gave it to Luis Vasquez after the gig at last. I was so ashamed of myself, feeling like a freak fan, so I've never listened to this recording ever again, till his passaway. Now in February 2024, after over 3 weeks of his tragic death, I wanna show this recording to the world. I hope one day, I will become a musician like you, Luis. Please, stay well dear beloved soul. I send you peace and love, wherever you are.

Far Total Decay (The Soft Moon Piano Cover)

I own the drawing used on the picture.

This recording is a part 2 of "Total Decay / Far" the Soft Moon piano cover improvisation. 

I recorded this piece, along with the piano cover, just before my first gig of the Soft Moon in Gdańsk in February 2016. It was a movie and I burned CD with it and I gave it to Luis Vasquez after the gig at last. I was so ashamed of myself, feeling like a freak fan, so I've never listened to this recording ever again, till his passaway. Now in February 2024, after over 3 weeks of his tragic death, I wanna show this recording to the world. I hope one day, I will become a musician like you, Luis. Please, stay well dear beloved soul. I send you peace and love, wherever you are.

Inside Of Me

idk what i made. Was my frist attempt on making shoegaze but it reminded me of dsbm so ehhh wtv throwing the tag there too.

Dont attack me

STILTMANE - SOLITUDE (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

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*COPYRIGHT By “BLAIRSDEAD” 2025*
Everything written and recorded by Samuel Hoskin


LYRICS BELOW

The biggest questions in life come down to 
Why am I alive?
Why is there so much evil in this world?
And what should I do today?

But my question to you is…
Do you believe in God? 


Safe here 
Where no one can hurt you
Where no one can harm you
Safe again 
Where no one can harm you
Where no one can hurt you 


Forgiven now  
Wont let you down 
I know, I’m second place to you, you, you 

My cold dead eyes 
I’ll wait here, you’re right 
I’ll give my 
Time and life for you, you, you 

When I fall again 
You’re there pick me up and when I feel I’m dead 
I have a God to call my friend 

When I fall again 
You’re there and I cant feel my sin 
Alive again 
Alive again

Safe here 
Where no one can hurt you
Where no one can harm you
Safe again 
Where no one can harm you
Where no one can hurt you 


Existence is creation

Existence is Creation (do you believe in God?)

San Antonio based solo
Band that dabbles in dark ambient soundscapes mixed with hard rock/metal
Instagram - @hellawasteful “BLAIRSDEAD”

Rare Phantom is the alter ego of a Massachusetts native who began making music during the pandemic. A time when silence was loud, and escape became necessary. What started as a private form of therapy evolved into something far greater: a voice, a vision, and ultimately, a persona that now echoes across the alternative music scene. 
 The name Rare Phantom wasn’t born from fame or strategy, it emerged during late nights filled with reflection, pain, and creative fire. “Phantom” represents the parts of ourselves we often hide: the trauma, the rage, the passion, the sensitivity. And the “Rare” is the boldness to own it all publicly. It’s the idea that showing your shadow side isn’t weakness, it’s power. Rare Phantom became the armor and the amplifier.
 Adorned in old world mafia elegance and covered in ink that tells its own story, Rare Phantom immediately commands attention. But it’s the music, a blend of dark melody, haunting vocals, and gut punch honesty, that keeps listeners coming back. Each song is a doorway into the internal battles and emotional landscapes he’s lived through.
 Rare Phantom isn’t about perfection, it’s about presence. Through this persona, Rare Phantom invites fans to embrace their complexity and reject the idea that image defines worth. His art is a rebellion against the shallow, and a home for those who feel too much

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