when you kiss your friend and realise maybe you're in love with them actually

[verse 1]
When you looked at me that night
Said, come here, pulled your lips to mine
For a moment, I couldn’t breathe
Afraid of what it would mean
now the only thing I think about
Is finding my way back to your mouth

[chorus]
it felt so right
waking up in yours arms
i thought we might,
was i just one of your charms?
am i special to you?
cos i think you might be
kinda special to me

[verse 2]
you’ve been acting like we're fine
but I catch you staring sometimes
and i lose myself when you look like that
don’t wanna risk what we already have
but i’ve never wanted someone this bad

[chorus]

[bridge]
was it the lilac in the winter sky?
or the smoke burning slow, getting us high?
if i told you now, would you set us free?
or would i lose the way you look at me?

[chorus]

[outro]
yeah i think you can see 
you’re special to me

kinda special (demo)

In dieser Folge Gamekeeper reden Jan Henryk Walendy, Ludwig Beuttel, Bianca Volz und Marvin Clauß über ihre Eindrücke zu den Titeln, die sie auf der diesjährigen gamescom gesehen, getestet und entdeckt haben. [Part 1 von 3]

Staffel 3 | GameKeeper | Folge 117a - gamescom'25 Special [Part 1]

In dieser Folge Gamekeeper reden Jan Henryk Walendy, Bianca Volz und Marvin Clauß über ihre Eindrücke zu den Titeln, die sie auf der diesjährigen gamescom gesehen, getestet und entdeckt haben. [Part 2 von 3]

Staffel 3 | GameKeeper | Folge 117b - gamescom'25 Special [Part 2]

In dieser Folge Gamekeeper reden Jan Henryk Walendy, Bianca Volz und Marvin Clauß über ihre Eindrücke zu den Titeln, die sie auf der diesjährigen gamescom gesehen, getestet und entdeckt haben. [Part 3 von 3]

Staffel 3 | GameKeeper | Folge 118 - gamescom'25 Special [Part 3]

THE LAST ALGORITHM

This is a work in progress called Another Life. I wrote it in a moment of reflection — caught between shadows and hope, missing someone, and wishing for a brighter path ahead. I might re-record this and approach the vocals differently, but for now I wanted to share the raw draft. Thanks for listening and sitting with this while I figure out which songs to bring into the studio.

Lyrics:
’cause I just thought that I could
Withstand everything that you've thrown at me
Cause I'd like to dream about my life
Yeah everything that you've given to me up until this point

’cause darling I'm lost tonight
I wish I could find a star to guide me
Through those darkest of nights
Oh, I wish I could tell you this
That I'm running from my shadows
And we must coexist each night

Would you please just touch the sky for me
and tell me I'll be fine
All I want is to believe
that we are on our way to another life
Maybe one where we can be alive
’cause darling I miss you tonight

Another Life (WIP / Rough Vocals)

i hate wen gyals die [demo]

D̷a̷r̷k̷S̷i̷d̷e̷O̷f̷T̷h̷e̷M̷o̷o̷n̷

ALIENZ

Я ИДУ ПО ТВОИМ СЛЕДАМ (DEMO)

Onto To It- 17/2/25

A rough little demo for a thing i'm working on.  Not sure if I'll keep the vibe or completely start over... we'll see!  it's been a while so figured i should upload SOMETHING

Demo 1

decided to do another one. enjoy.
most of the demos are either very old or pretty early in production so a lot of them suck.

DEMO SHOWCASE #2 (RIDDIM VERSION) (FREE DL)

sing about it till it doesn’t hurt anymore

▁ ▂ ▄ ▅ ᒪᗝᐯᗴ Is ᗝᑌᖇ ᗝᑎᒪƳ ᕼᗝᑭᗴ   ▅ ▄ ▂ ▁

ᴀ ꜱᴛᴜᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴏꜰ ɢʀᴏᴏᴠᴇ ᴀʟᴍᴏꜱᴛ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ ᴏғ ʜᴏᴜꜱᴇ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ..
ғɪʀsᴛ ᴀs ᴀ ᴅᴀɴᴄᴇʀ, ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴀs ᴀ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ /sᴘɪɴɴᴇʀ..
ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ  ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ "ʜᴏᴜꜱᴇ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ",  
ᴛʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ɢʀᴇᴡ ɪɴᴛᴏ All ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ꜱᴛʏʟᴇꜱ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ...  
ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟꜱ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ. 
ᴍʏ ᴏɴʟʏ ʀᴇꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪꜱ ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴏғ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ ᴏʙꜱᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴ…  
𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙳𝙾𝙸𝙽𝙶 ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴏᴄɪᴀʟ ᴍᴇᴅɪᴀ "ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ" ᴛʜɪɴɢ.   
ɴᴏᴡ, ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ɪ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ, sᴏ ɪ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ sᴛᴀʀᴛ sᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴍᴜsɪᴄ ᴛᴏ ʟᴀʙᴇʟs sᴏᴏɴ...
ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴛʜᴇɴ: 
 ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪɢ:
 ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ, ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ,sʜᴀʀᴇ ɪᴛ  …ʙʟᴜʜ ʙʟᴜʜ ʙʟᴜʜ… 


                                   ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏ ‘sᴏᴄɪᴀʟ ׳ ᴍᴇᴅɪᴀ ʙ𝟺 ɪᴛ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏs ᴜs

                              ▁ ▂ ▄ ▅ ᒪᗝᐯᗴ Is ᗝᑌᖇ ᗝᑎᒪƳ ᕼᗝᑭᗴ   ▅ ▄ ▂ ▁

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Howdy! I’m Alexander Rivers, a songwriter, guitarist, and student of voice. These are raw, one-take sketches recorded on my phone whenever I pick up a guitar. I’m finding my sound, stretching into something new, just truth in the moment. I'm working on a more polished version of these songs (and others) to put in an album one day.

Some of these songs reflect hard things, grief, loss, mental health. If you’re already carrying something heavy, and these songs speak to it, please know you’re not alone. Music is how I process pain, maybe it helps you too.

If you’re struggling, please reach out:
📞 US: 988 or 1-800-273-8255 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline)
💬 Chat: 988lifeline.org/chat
🌍 Global support: 988lifeline.org/help-yourself


I’m also a proud supporter of To Write Love on Her Arms (https://twloha.com), a movement dedicated to hope and help for anyone struggling.


Thanks for listening. Truly.

Previously Social Zombie.  Purged most of my older songs.  please bear with me as i figure out what i wanna do

New tracks tagged #DeMo