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Deep Talk

Song Symposium - Podcast - Pilot

Hi guys!
It’s Moira from Moira of the Story.
Let’s start the podcast today with a question!
Have you ever regretted what you regretted?
What a crazy question? Regret about regret? Maybe, it's like regretting that you spent so much time feeling miserable on things you can't change. It’s a bit of a loop, but we wasted time making it happen again and again.. 

So, before I answer my self-talk crazy question. I'm gonna find out what regret is? 
Regret is something everyone feels at some point in their lives. It’s like looking back at a choice you made and wishing you had done things differently. In most of the cases, people feel regret when they miss out on opportunities. Maybe they were too scared to take a chance, or they decided to play it safe or doing nothing at that time. Later, they think about what might have happened if they had just gone for it. Things might have turned out better. 
Or sometimes, people realize instead of focusing on what’s truly important, like instead of spending time with loved ones or chasing their dreams, they were too busy working. It’s easy to understand guys. As people get older, they might start to think about all the things they wanted to do but never did. Life got in the way, and now they are left wondering what could have been if.... Yeah, it's time for regretting! 
You know what. I hate to admit but I am one of those miserable, depressed, gloomy people who use regret as a way to soothe my own vulnerable ego. I am obsessed with the darkness of my past. I feel regretful for my past decisions. I have a lot of questions starting with What if?
What if I was born in a happier family? What if I studied teaching instead of language? What if I didn't skip university classes and just focused on studying hard? What if I didn't date him? What if I didn't say that? What if and what if ... 
Once again, I do know that I am just being miserable. What a shame that I am convincing myself that I am a victim of my bad choices? But what if they were not bad choices? Yep, regret is just alive when you expect things differently from your first choice. But are you sure that your second choice will be better? You don't make it happen then you don't know. Who knows? The grass is always greener on the other side. You may think the second choice is the better but it could be the worse! 50/50.
Now. For my what if scenarios above I know that I would have never changed my family where I was born. I chose to study language because I was afraid of teaching and communicating with people at that time. I skipped university classes because my dad gave up custody of me and my brother. I had to work to make ends meet. If I hadn’t dated him, I wouldn’t have realized how needy I am in a romantic relationship due to my shadow. Even though I feel like I wasted time in that relationship, I learned many valuable lessons that will help me improve myself and my future relationships. I was bad at communicating with people and I made people hate me for my choice of words. But as much as I talked with them, I learnt how to improve my communication skills. I could hurt people’s feelings sometimes, but the true friends would understand my weakness and forgive me.
You know, I realize that the best time for me to feel regretful and doubtful about myself is When I compare myself to other people due to judgemental society, and then I think I am not enough.
I know that regret isn’t just about feeling bad, though. It’s also a way to learn and grow. But spending too much on regretting is actually bad. The big lesson is accepting your limits, the circumstances and other conditions for your decision at that moment. You do know that your choice at that moment is the best choice.

Have you ever regretted what you regretted?

The hardest and most difficult thing I've had to grabble with physically, emotionally, and spiritually. What is there even to say? Well... A lot, apparently. 

Pop Talk | Episode 37: Betrayal at it's highest regard

Didn't need nobody

Hey guys! Soda here. Now for a while there, my content has been exclusively me streaming on Twitch. Now, that's not gonna change due to the Affiliate agreement, BUT this does not mean I can't post content on other platforms! Or... At least, I don't think it does... Anyways! I have a lot of cool projects I want to do, both big and small.

This project is on the smaller side of things because there's not a whole lotta editing going on. But stick around, chill out and share your thoughts!

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